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COMPLETE POEMS 



JEAN INGELOW. 




BOSTON: 

ROBERTS BROTHERS. 

1871. 



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author's edition 

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C?mbricif,^e : Presswork by John Wilson and Sdii, 



I9etiicati0n. 



GEORGE K. INGELOW. 

YOUR LOVING SISTER 

OFFERS YOU THESE POEMS, PARTLY AS 

AN EXPRESSION OF HER AFFECTION, PARTLY FOR T] 

PLEASURE OF CONNECTING HER EFFORT 

WITH YOUR NAME. 



Kensington, June, 1863. 



CONTENTS. 

Page 

Divided 7 

HoTJORS. — Part 1 16 

Honors. — Part II 27 

Requiescat in Pace! 44 

Supper at the Mill 55 

Scholar and Carpenter 69 

The Star's Monument 90 

A Dead Year 127 

Reflections 135 

The Letter L 140 

The High Tide on the Coast of Lincolnshire . 177 

Afternoon at a Parsonage .... 186 

Songs of Seven 201 

A Cottage in a Chine 215 

Persephone 221 

A Sea Song 227 

Brothers, and a SerxMon 229 

A Wedding Song 265 



vi contents. 

The Four Bridges 267 

A Mother showing the Portrait of her Child 302 

Strife and Peace 310 



A STORY OF DOOM AND OTHER POEMS. 

The Dreams that came true . . . . i 

Songs on the Voices of Birds. 

Introduction. — Child and Boatman . . 24 
The Nightingale heard by the Unsatisfied 

Heart 26 

Sand Martins 28 

A Poet in his Youth, and the Cuckoo-Bird 30 

A Raven in a White Chine .... 39 

The Warbling of Blackbirds ... 41 

Sea-Mews in Winter-Time .... 43 

Laurance 46 

Songs of the Night Watches. 

Introductory. — Evening .... 93 

The First Watch. — Tired .... 94 

The Middle Watch 103 

The Morning Watch 108 

Concluding. — Early Dawn . . . . no 



CONTENTS. Vll 

A Story of Doom . . . . . . .113 

Contrasted Songs. 

Sailing beyond Seas 230 

Remonstrance 232 

Song for the Night of Christ's Resurrection 233 

Song of Margaret 242 

Song of the going away 244 

A Lily and a Lute 246 

Gladys and her Island 259 

Songs with Preludes. 

Wedlock 297 

Regret 301 

Lamentation 303 

Dominion 307 

Friendship 311 

Winstanley 315 

Notes .331 



POEMS. 




DIVIDED. 
I. 

N empty sky, a world of heather, 
Purple of foxglove, yellow of 
broom ; 
We two among them wading to- 
gether. 
Shaking out honey, treading 
perfume. 



Crowds of bees are giddy with clover. 
Crowds of grasshoppers skip at our feet. 

Crowds of larks at their matins hang over. 
Thanking the Lord for a life so sweet. 

[7] 



Flusheth the rise with her purple favor, 
Gloweth the cleft with her golden ring, 

'Twixt the two brown butterflies waver 
Lightly settle, and sleepily swing. 



We two walk till the purple dieth 

And short dry grass under foot is brown, 

But one little streak at a distance lieth 
Green like a ribbon to prank the down. 



II. 

Over the grass we stepped unto it, 
And God He knoweth how blithe we were ! 

Never a voice to bid us eschew it : 

Hey the green ribbon that showed so fair ! 



Hey the green ribbon ! we kneeled beside it. 
We parted the grasses dewy and sheen ; 

Drop over drop there filtered and slided 
A tiny bright beck that trickled between- 



DI\TX)ED. 



Tinkle, tinkle, sweetly it sung to us, 
Light was our talk as of faery bells — 

Faery wedding-bells faintly rung to us 
Down in tbeir fortunate parallels. 



Hand in hand, while the sun peered over. 

We lapped the grass on that youngling spring ; 

Swept back its rushes, smoothed its clover. 
And said, " Let us follow it westering." 



ni. 

A dappled sky, a world of meadows, 
Circling above us the black rooks fly 

Forward, backward ; lo, their dark shadows 
Flit on the blossoming tapestry — 



Flit on the beck, for her long grass parteth 
As hair from a maid's bright eyes blown back ; 

And, lo, the sun like a lover darteth 

His flattering smile on her wayward track. 



10 DIVIDED. 

Sing on ! we sing in the glorious weather 
Till one steps over the tiny strand, 

So narrow, in sooth, that still together 
On either brink we go hand in hand. 



The beck grows wider, the hands must sever. 

On either margin, our songs all done, 
We move apart, while she singeth ever, 

Taking the course of the stooping sun. 



He prays, " Come over " — I may not follow ; 

I cry, ' ' Return " — but he cannot come : 
We speak, we laugh, but with voices hollow ; 

Our hands are hanging, our hearts are numb. 



rv. 



A breathing sigh, a sigh for answer, 
A little talking of outward things : 

The careless beck is a merry dancer, 
Keeping sweet time to the air she sings. 



DIVIDED. H 

A little pain -wlien the beck grows wider ; 

*' Cross to me now — for her wavelets swell : " 
I may not cross " — and the voice beside her 

Faintly reacheth, though heeded well. 



No backward path ; ah ! no returning ; 
No second crossing that ripple's flow : 
" Come to me now, for the west is burning ; 

Come ere it darkens ; " — " Ah, no ! ah, no ! " 



Then cries of pain, and arms outreaching — 
The beck grows wider and swift and deep : 

Passionate words as of one beseeching — 

The loud beck drowns them ; we walk, and weep. 



V. 

A yellow moon in splendor drooping, 
A tired queen with her state oppressed, 

Low by rushes and swordgrass stooping, 
Lies she soft on the waves at rest. 



12 DIVIDED. 

The desert heavens have felt her sadness ; 

Her earth will weep her some dewy tears ; 
The wild beck ends her tune of gladness, 

And goeth stilly as soul that fears. 



We two walk on in our grassy places 
On either marge of the moonlit flood, 

With the moon's own sadness in our faces. 
Where joy is withered, blossom and bud. 



VI. 

A shady freshness, chafers whirring, 
A little piping of leaf-hid birds ; 

A flutter of wings, a fitful stirring, 

A cloud to the eastward snowy as curds. 



Bare glassy slopes, where kids are tethered ; 

Round valleys like nests all ferney-lined ; 
Round hills, with fluttering tree-tops feathered. 

Swell high in their freckled robes behind. 



DIVIDED. 13 

A rose-flush tender, a thrill, a quiver, 

"When golden gleams to the tree-tops glide ; 

A flashing edge for the milk-white river, 
The beck, a river — with still sleek tide. 



Broad and white, and polished as silver. 
On she goes under fruit-laden trees ; 

Sunk in leafage cooeth the culver. 
And 'plaineth of love's disloyalties. 



Glitters the dew and shines the river, 
Up comes the lily and dries her bell ; 

But two are walking apart for ever. 

And wave their hands for a mute farewell. 



A braver swell, a swifter sliding ; 

The river hasteth, her banks recede : 
Wing-like sails on her bosom gliding 

Bear down the lily and drown the reed. 



14 DIVIDED. 

Stately prows are rising and bowing 
(Shouts of mariners winnow the air) , 

And level sands for banks endowing 

The tiny green ribbon that showed so fair. 



While, O my heart ! as white sails shiver, 

And crowds are passing, and banks stretch wide. 

How hard to folloAv, with lips that quiver, 
That moving speck on the far-off side ! 



Farther, farther — I see it — know it — 
My eyes brim over, it melts away : 

Only my heart to my heart shall show it 
As I walk desolate day by day. 



VIII. 

And yet I know past all doubting, truly — 
A knowledge greater than grief can dim — 

I know, as he loved, he will love me duly — 
Yea, better — e'en better than I love him. 



DrVTDED. 15 

And as I walk by the vast calm river, 

The awful river so dread to see, 
I say, ** Thy breadth and thy depth for ever 

Are bridged by his thoughts that cross to me." 



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HONORS. — PART I. 



A Scholar is musing on Ms Want of Success. 




strive — and fail. Yes, I did 
strive and fail, 
I set mine eyes npon a certain nigJit 
To find a certain star — and coidd 
not liail 
With them its deep-s 



Fool that I was ! I will rehearse my fault : 
I, wingless, thought myself on high to lift 
Among the ivinged — / set these feet that halt 
To run against the swift. 



And yet this man, that loved me so, can write — 

That loves me, I would say, can let me see ; 
Or fain would have me think he counts hut light 
These Honors lost to me. 



HONORS. 17 

{_Tlie Letter of his Friend.^ 
*' What are they ? that old house of yours which gave 
Such welcomes oft to me, the sunbeams fall 
Still, down the squares of blue and white which pave 
Its hospitable hall. 

'* A brave old house ! a garden full of bees. 

Large dropping poppies, and queen hollyhocks, 
With butterflies for crowns — tree peonies 
And pinks and goldilocks. 

*' Go, when the shadow of your house is long 

Upon the garden — when some new-waked bird, 
Pecking and fluttering, chirps a sudden song. 
And not a leaf is stirred ; 

'* But every one drops dew from either edge 
Upon its fellow, while an amber ray 
Slants up among the tree-tops hke a wedge 
Of liquid gold — to play 

*' Over and under them, and so to fall 

Upon that lane of water lying below — 
That piece of sky let in, that you do call 
A pond, but which I know 



18 HONORS. 

" To be a deep and wondrous world ; for I 

Have seen the trees within it — marvellous things 
So thick no bird betwixt their leaves could fly 
But she would smite her wings ; — 

*' Go there, I say ; stand at the water's brink, 
And shoals of spotted grayling you shall see 
Basking between the shadows — look, and think 
* This beauty is for me ; 

'* * For me this freshness in the morning hours ; 
For me the water's clear tranquillity ; 
For me that soft descent of chestnut flowers ; 
The cushat's cry for me. 

'* ' The lovely laughter of the wind-swayed wheat; 
The easy slope of yonder pastoral hill ; 
The sedgy brook whereby the red kine meet 
And wade and drink their fill.' 

** Then saunter down that terrace whence the sea 
All fair with wing-like sails you may discern ; 
Be glad, and say ' This beauty is for me — 
A thinoj to love and learn. 



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* For me the bounding in of tides ; for me 

The laying bare of sands when they retreat ; 
The purple flush of calms, the sparkling glee 
When waves and sunshine meet.' 

So, after gazing, homeward turn, and mount 

To that long chamber in the roof; there tell 
Your heart the laid-up lore it holds to count 
And prize and ponder well. 

■ The lookings onward of the race before 

It had a past to make it look behind ; 
Its reverent wonders, and its doubtings sore, 
Its adorations blind. 

■ The thunder of its war-songs, and the glow 

Of chants to freedom by the old world sung ; 
The sweet love cadences that long ago 

Dropped from the old-world tongue. 

' And then this new-world lore tliat takes account 

Of tangled star-dust ; maps the triple whirl 
Of blue and red and argent worlds that mount 
And greet the Irish Earl ; 



20 HONORS''. 

** Or float across the tube that Herschel sways, 
Like pale-rose chaplets, or like sapphire mist ; 
Or hang or droop along the heavenly ways. 
Like scarfs of amethyst. 

'* O strange it is and wide the new-world lore, 
For next it treateth of our native dust ! 
Must dig out buried monsters, and explore 
The green earth's fruitful crust; 

*' Must write the story of her seething youth — 
How lizards paddled in her lukewarm seas ; 
Must show the cones she ripened, and forsooth 
Count seasons on her trees ; 

" Must know her weight, and pry into her age, 
Count her old beach lines by their tidal swell ; 
Her sunken mountains name, her craters gauge, 
Her cold volcanoes tell ; 

" And treat her as a ball, that one might pass 
From this hand to the other — such a ball 
As he could measure with a blade of grass. 
And say it was but small ! 



HONORS. 21 

*• Honors ! O friend, I pray you bear with me : 
The grass hath time to grow in meadow lands. 
And leisurely the opal murmuring sea 
Breaks on her yellow sands j 

" And leisurely the ring-dove on her nest 

Broods till her tender chick will peck the shell ; 
And leisurely down fall from ferny crest 
The dew-drops on the well j 

" And leisurely your life and spirit grew, 

With yet the time to grow and ripen free : 
No judgment past withdraws that boon from you, 
Nor granteth it to me. 

*< Still must I plod, and still in cities moil ; 
From precious leisure, learned leisure far, 
Dull my best self with handling common soil ; 
Yet mine those honors are. 

** Mine they are called ; they are a name which means, 
' This man had steady pulses, tranquil nerves ; 
Here, as in other fields, the most he gleans 
Who works and never swerves. 



22 HONORS. 

*' 'We measure not his mind ; we cannot tell 
What lieth under, over, or beside 
The test we put him to ; he doth excel 
We know, where he is tried ; 

*' * But, if he boast some further excellence — 
Mind to create as well as to attain ; 
To sway his peers by golden eloquence, 
As wind doth shift a fane ; 

*• * To sing among the poets — we are nought: 
We cannot drop a line into that sea 
And read its fathoms off, nor gauge a thought, 
Nor map a simile. 

*' * It may be of all voices sublunar 

The only one he echoes we did try ; 
We may have come upon the only star 
That twinkles in his sky.' 

*' And so it was with me." 

false my friend! 
False, false, a random charge, a blame undue ; 
Wrest not fair reasoning to a crooked end: 
False, false, as you are true ! 



HONORS. 23 

But I read on: "And so it was with me; 
Your golden constellations lying apart 
They neither hailed nor greeted heartily, 
Nor noted on their chart. 

*' And yet to you and not to me belong 

Those finer instincts that, hke second sight 
And hearing, catch creation's undersong, 
And see by inner light. 

** You are a well, whereon I, gazing, see 

Reflections of the upper heavens — a well 
From whence come deep, deep echoes up to me — 
Some underwave's low swell. 

** I cannot soar into the heights you show, 

Nor dive among the deeps that you reveal ; 
But it is much that high things are to know, 
That deep things are to feel. 

*' 'Tis yours, not mine, to pluck out of your breast 
Some human truth, whose workings recondite 
Were unattired in words, and manifest 
And hold it forth to light, 



24 HONORS. 

" And cry, ' Behold this thing that I have found.' 
And though they knew not of it till that day, 
Nor should have done with no man to expound 
Its meaning, yet they say, 

*' ' We do accept it : lower than the shoals 
We skim, this diver went, nor did create, 
But find it for us deeper in our souls 
Than we can penetrate.' 

•' You were to me the world's interpreter. 

The man that taught me Nature's unknown tongue. 
And to the notes of her wild dulcimer 
First set sweet words and sung 

* ' And what am I to you ? A steady hand 
To hold, a steadfast heart to trust withal ; 
Merely a man that loves you, and will stand 
By you, whate'er befall. 

•* But need we praise his tendance tutelar 

Who feeds a flame that warms him ? Yet 'tis true 
I love you for the sake of what you are. 
And not of what you do : — 



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** As heaven's high twins, whereof in Tyrian blue 
The one revolveth ; through his course immense 
Might love his fellow of the damask hue, 
For like, and difference. 

** For different pathways ever more decreed 
To intersect, but not to interfere ; 
For common goal, two aspects, and one speed, 
One centre and one year ; 

*' For deep affinities, for drawings strong. 

That by their nature each must needs exert ; 
For loved alliance, and for union long. 
That stands before desert. 

* ' And yet desert makes brighter not the less. 
For nearest his own star he shall not fail 
To think those rays unmatched for nobleness, 
That distance counts but pale. 

" Be pale afar, since still to me you shine. 

And must while Nature's eldest law shall hold ; " — 
Ah, tlier^s the tliouglit which makes his random line 
Dear as refined gold ! 



26 HONORS. 

Then shall I drinh this draught of oxymel. 

Part sweet, part sharp ? Myself o'erprized to know 
Is sharp ; the cause is sweet, and truth to tell 
Few loould that cause forego, 

Which is, that this of all the men on earth 

Doth love me well enough to count me great — 
To think my soul and his of equal girth — 

liberal estimate ! 

And yet it is so ; he is bound to me, 

For human love makes aliens near of kin ; 
By it I rise, there is equality : 

1 rise to thee, my twin. 

** Take courage " — cowrtt^re / ay, my purple peer, 
I will take courage; for thy Tyrian rays 
Refresh me to the heart, and strangely dear 
And healing is thy praise. 

*' Take courage," quoth he, *' and respect the mind 
Your Maker gave, for good your fate fulfil ; 
The fate round many hearts your own to wind." 
Twin sold, I will ! I will ! 



HONORS. 



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HONORS.— PART H. 



Tlie Ansioer. 




S one wlio, journeying, checks the 
rein in haste 
Because a chasm doth yawn across 
his way 
Too wide for leaping, and too steeply 
faced 
For climber to essay — 



As such an one, being brought to sudden stand, 

Doubts all his foregone path if 'twere the true, 
And turns to this and then to the other hand 
As knowing not what to do, — 



So I, being checked, am with my path at strife 

Which led to such a chasm, and there doth end. 
False path ! it cost me priceless years of life. 
My well-beloved friend. 



J8 HONORS. 

There fell a flute wlien Ganymede went up — 

The flute that he was wont to play upon : 
It dropped beside the jonquil's milk-white cup, 
And freckled cowslips wan — 

Dropped from his heedless hand when, dazed and 
mute. 
He sailed upon the eagle's quivering wing, 
Aspiring, panting — ay, it dropped — the flute 
Ere while a cherished thing. 

Among the delicate grasses and the bells 

Of crocuses that spotted a rill side, 
I picked up such a flute, and its clear swells 
To my young lips replied. 

I played thereon, and its response was sweet ; 

But, lo, they took from me that solacing reed. 
** O shame ! " they said ; " such music is not meet ; 
Go up like Ganymede. 

"Go up, despise these humble grassy things. 

Sit on the golden edge of yonder cloud." 

Alas ! though ne'er for me those eagle wings 

Stooped from their eyrie proud. 



HOiS'ORS. 29 

My flute ! and flung away its echoes sleep ; 
But as for me, my life-pulse beateth low ; 
And like a last-year's leaf enshrouded deep 
Under the drifting snow, 

Or like some vessel wrecked upon the sand 

Of torrid swamps, with all her merchandise, 
And left to rot betwixt the sea and land, 
My helpless spirit lies. 

Ruing, I think for what then was I made ; 

What end appointed for — what use designed ? 
Now let me right this heart that was bewrayed — 
Unveil these eyes gone blind. 

My well-beloved friend, at noon to-day 

Over our clifl*s a white mist lay unfurled, 
So thick, one standing on their brink might say, 
Lo, here doth end the world. 

A white abyss beneath, and nought beside ; 

Yet, hark ! a cropping sound not ten feet down : 
Soon I could trace some browsing lambs that hied 
Through rock-paths cleft and brown. 



30 HONORS. 

And here and there green tnfls of grass peered 
through, 
Salt lavender, and sea thrift ; then behold. 
The mist, subsiding ever, bared to view 
A beast of giant mould. 

She seemed a great sea monster lying content 

With all her cubs about her : but deep — deep — 
The subtile mist went floating ; its descent 
Showed the world's end was steep. 

It shook, it melted, shaking more, till, lo. 

The sprawling monster was a rock ; her brood 
Were boulders, whereon seamews white as snow 
Sat watching for their food. 

Then once again it sank, its day was done : 
Part rolled away, part vanished utterly. 
And glimmering softly under the white sun, 
Behold ! a great white sea. 

O that the mist which veileth my To-come 

Would so dissolve and yield unto mine eyes 
A worthy path ! I'd count not wearisome 
Long toil, nor enterprise. 



HONORS. 31 

But strain to reach It ; ay, with wrestlings stout 

And hopes that even in the dark will grow 
(Like plants in dungeons, reaching feelers out). 
And ploddiugs wary and sIoav. 

Is there such path already made to fit 

The measure of my foot ? It shall atone 
For much, if I at length may light on it 
And know it for mine own. 

But is there none ? why, then 'tis more than well : 

And glad at heart myself will hew one out. 
Let me be only sure ; for, sooth to tell. 
The sorest dole is doubt -p- 

Doubt, a blank twilight of the heart, which mars 

All sweetest colors in its dimness same ; 
A soul-mist, through whose rifts familiar stars 
Beholding, we misname. 

A ripple on the inner sea, which shakes 

Those images that on its breast reposed ; 
A fold upon the wind-swayed flag, that breaks 
The motto it disclosed. 



32 HONORS. 

doubt ! O doubt ! I know my destiny ; 

I feel thee fluttering bird-like in my breast ; 

1 cannot loose, but I will sing to thee, 

And flatter thee to rest. 

There is no certainty, " my bosom's guest," 

No proving for the things whereof ye wot ; 
For, like the dead to sight unmanifest. 
They are, and they are not. 

But surely as they are, for God is truth, 

And as they are not, for we saw them die, 
So surely from the heaven drops light for youth. 
If youth wil\ walk thereby. 

And can I see this light ? It may be so ; 

" But see it thus and thus," my fathers said. 
The living do not rule this world ; ah, no ! 
It is the dead, the dead. 

Shall I be slave to every noble soul, 

Study the dead, and to their spirits bend ; 
Or learn to read my own heart's folded scroll. 
And make sell-rule my t-nd? 



HONORS. 33 

Thought from ivitliout — O shall I take on trust, 

And life from others modelled steal or win ; 
Or shall I heave to light, and clear of rust 
My true life from loithm. 

O, let me be myself ! But where, O where. 
Under this heap of precedent, this mound 
Of customs, modes, and maxims, cumbrance rare, 
Shall the Myself be found ? 

O thou Myself, thy fathers thee debarred 

None of their wisdom, but their folly came 
Therewith ; they smoothed thy path, but made it hard 
For thee to quit the same. 

With glosses they obscured God's natural truth. 

And with tradition tarnished His revealed ; 
With vain protections they endangered youth, 
AVith layings bare they sealed. 

What aileth thee, myself ? Alas ! thy hands 
Are tired with old opinions — heir and son, 
Thou hast inherited thy father's lands 
And all his debts thereon. 
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34 HONORS. 

O that some power would give me Adam's eyes ! 

O for the straight simplicity of Eve ! 
For I see nought, or grow, poor fool, too wise 
With seeing to believe. 

Exemplars may be heaped until they hide 

The rules that they were made to render plain j 
Love may be watched, her nature to decide. 
Until love's self doth wane. 

Ah me ! and when forgotten and foregone 
We leave the learning of departed days, 
And cease the generations past to con. 
Their wisdom and their ways — 

Wheti fain to learn we lean into the dark. 

And grope to feel the floor of the abyss. 

Or find the secret boundary lines which mark 

Where soul and matter kiss — 

Fair world ! these puzzled souls of ours grow weak 
With beating their bruised wings against the rim 
That bounds their utmost flying, when they seek 
The distant and the dim. 



HONORS. 35 

We pant, we strain like birds against their wires ; 

Are sick to reach the vast and the beyond ; — 
And what avails, if still to our desires 
Those far-off gulfs respond ? 

Contentment comes not therefore ; still there lies 

An outer distance when the first is hailed. 
And still for ever yawns before our eyes 
An UTMOST — that is veiled. 

Searching those edges of the universe. 

We leave the central fields a fallow part ; 

To feed the eye more precious things amerce. 

And starve the darkened heart. 

Then all goes wrong : the old foundations rock ; 
One scorns at him of old who gazed unshod ; 
One striking with a pickaxe thinks the shock 
Shall move the seat of God. 

A little way, a very little way 

(Life is so short) , they dig into the rind, 
And they are very sorry, so they say, — 
Sorry for what they find. 



36 HONORS. 

But truth is sacred — ay, and must be told: 

There is a story long beloved of man ; 
We must forego it, for it will not hold — 
Nature had no such plan. 

And then, " if God hath said it," some should cry 

' ' We have the story from the fountain-head : " 
Why, then, what better than the old reply. 
The first " Yea, hath God said? " 

The garden, O the garden, must it go, 

Source of our hope and our most dear regret ? 
The ancient story, must it no more show 
How men may win it yet ? 

And all upon the Titan child's decree. 

The baby science, born but yesterday. 
That in its rash unlearned infancy 

With shells and stones at play. 

And delving in the outworks of this world. 

And little crevices that it could reach, 
Discovered certain bones laid up, and furled 
Under an ancient beach. 



HONORS. 37 

And other waifs tbat lay to its young mind 

Some fathoms lower than they ought to lie, 
By gain whereof it could not fail to find 
Much proof of ancientry, 

Hints at a pedigree withdrawn and vast, 

Terrible deeps, and old obscurities. 
Or soulless origin, and twilight passed 
In the primeval seas, 

Whereof it tells, as thinking it hath been 
Of truth not meant for man inheritor ; 
As if this knowledge Heaven had ne'er foreseen 
And not provided for ! 

Knowledge ordained to live ! although the fate 

Of much that went before it Avas — to die. 
And be called ignorance by such as wait 
Till the next drift comes by. 

O marvellous credulity of man ! 

If God indeed kept secret, couldst thou know 
Or follow up the mighty Artisan 
Unless He willed it so ? 



38 HONORS. 

And canst thou of the Maker think in sooth 

That of the Made He shall be found at fault, 
And dream of wresting from Him hidden truth 
By force or by assault ? 

But if He keeps not secret — if thine eyes 

He openeth to His wondrous work of late — 
Think how in soberness thy wisdom lies, 
And have the grace to wait. 

Wait, nor against the half-learned lesson fret, 

j!^or chide at old belief as if it erred. 
Because thou canst not reconcile as yet 
The Worker and the word. 

Either the Worker did in ancient days 

Give us the word, His tale of love and might ; 
(And if in truth He gave it us, who says 
He did not give it right ?) 

Or else He gave it not, and then indeed 

We know not if He is — by whom our years 
Are portioned, who the orphan moons doth lead. 
And the unfathered spheres. 



HONORS. 89 

We sit imowiied upon our burial sod, 

And know not Avlience "\ve come or whose we be, 
Comfortless mourners for the mount of God, 
The rocks of Calvary : 

Bereft of heaven, and of the long-loved page 

Wrought us by some who thought with death to 
cope ; 
Desj)airing comforters, from age to age 
Sowing the seeds of hope : 

Gracious deceivers, who have lifted us 

Out of the slough where passed our unknown youth ; 
Beneficent liars, who have gifted us 
With sacred love of truth ! 

Farewell to them : yet pause ere thou unmoor 

And set thine ark adrift on unknown seas ; 
How wert thou bettered so, or more secure 
Thou, and thy destinies ? 

And if thou searchest, and art made to fear 

Facing of unread riddles dark and hard, 
And mastering not their majesty austere. 
Their meaning locked and barred : 



40 HONORS. 

How would It make the weight and wonder less, 

If, lifted from immortal shoulders down. 
The worlds were cast on seas of emptiness 
In realms without a crown, 

And (if there were no God) were loft to rue 

Dominion of the air and of the fire ? 
Then if there be a God, " Let God be true. 
And every man a liar." 

But as for me, I do not speak as one 

That is exempt : I am with life at feud : 
My heart reproacheth me, as there were none 
Of so small gratitude. 

Wherewith shall I console thee, heart o' mine. 

And still thy yearning and resolve thy doubt ? 
That which I know, and that which I divine, 
Alas ! have left thee out. 

I have aspired to know the might of God, 
As if the story of His love was furled, 
Nor sacred foot the grasses e''er had trod 
Of this redeemed world : — 



HONORS. 41 

Have sunk my tlioiigbts as lead into the deep, 

To grope for that abyss whence evil grew, 
And spirits of ill, with eyes that cannot weep. 
Hungry and desolate flew ; 

As if their legions did not one day crowd 

The death-pangs of the Conquering Good to see ! 
As if a sacred head had never bowed 
In death for man — for me ; 

Nor ransomed back the souls beloved, the sons 
Of men, from thraldom with the nether kings 
In that dark country where those evil ones 
Trail their unhallowed wings. 

And didst Thou love the race that loved not Thee, 
And didst Thou take to heaven a human brow ? 
Dost plead with man's voice by the marvellous sea ? 
Art Thou his kinsman now ? 

O God, kinsman loved, but not enough ! 

O man, with eyes majestic after death. 
Whose feet have toiled along our pathways rough, 
^Yhose lips drawn human breath ! 



42 HONORS. 

By that one likeness which is ours and Thine, 
By that one nature which doth hold us kin, 
By that high heaven where, sinless, Thou dost shine 
To draw us sinners in. 

By Thy last silence in the judgment-liall, 

By long foreknowledge of the deadly tree, 
By darkness, by the wormwood and the gall, 
I pray Thee visit me. 

Come, lest this heart should, cold and cast away. 

Die ere the guest adored she entertain — 

Lest eyes which never saw Thine earthly day 

Should miss Thy heavenly reign. 

Come weary-eyed from seeking in the night 

Thy wanderers strayed upon the pathless wold, 
Who wounded, dying, cry to Thee for light. 
And cannot find their fold. 

And deign, O Watcher, with the sleepless brow. 

Pathetic in its yearning — deign reply : 

Is there, O is there aught that such as Thou 

Wouldst take from such as I ? 



HONORS. 43 

Are there no briars across Thy pathway thrust? 

Are there no thorns that compass it about ? 
Nor any stones that Thou wilt deign to trust 
My hands to gather out ? 

O, if Thou wilt, and if such bliss might be, 
It were a cure for doubt, regret, delay — 
Let my lost pathway go — what aileth me ? — 
There is a better way. 

What though unmarked the happy workman toil, 

And break unthanked of man the stubborn clod ? 
It is enough, for sacred is the soil, 
Dear are the hills of God. 

Far better in its place the lowliest bird 

Should sing aright to Him the lowliest song. 
Than that a seraph strayed should take the word 
And sing His glory wrong. 

Friend, it is time to work. I say to thee. 

Thou dost all earthly good by much excel ; 
Thou and God's blessing are enough for me : 
My woi'k, my work — fiirewell ! 



44 



REQUIESCAT IN PACE! 

MY heart, my heart is sick awishing 
and awaiting : 
The lad took up his knai)sack, 
he went, he went his way ; 
And I looked on for his coming, as 
a prisoner through the grating 
Looks and longs and longs and wishes for its open- 
ing day. 




On the wild purple mountains, all alone with no other. 
The strong terrible mountains, he longed, he longed 
to be ; 
And he stooped to kiss his father, and he stooped to 
kiss his mother. 
And till I said "Adieu, sweet Sir," he quite forgot 
me. 



EEQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 45 

He wrote of their white raiment, the ghostly capes 
that screen them, 
Of the storm winds that beat them, their thunder- 
rents and scars. 
And the paradise of purple, and the golden slopes 
atween them, 
And fields, where grow God's gentian bells, and His 
crocus stars. 



He wrote of frail gauzy clouds, that drop on them like 
fleeces. 
And make green their fir forests, and feed their 
mosses hoar ; 
Or come sailing up the valleys, and get wrecked and 
go to pieces. 
Like sloops against their cruel strength: then he 
wrote no more. 



O the silence that came next, the patience and long 
aching ! 
They never said so much as ' ' He was a dear loved 
son ; " 



46 REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 

Kot the father to the mother moaned, that dreary still- 
ness breaking : 
"Ah! wherefore did he leave us so — this, our only 
one ? " 

They sat within, as waiting, until the neighbors prayed 
them. 
At Cromer, by the sea-coast, 'twere peace and 
change to be ; 
And to Cromer, in their patience, or that urgency 
affray ed them. 
Or because the tidings tarried, they came, and took 
me. 

It was three months and over since the dear lad had 
started : 
On the green downs at Cromer I sat to see the view ; 
On an open space of herbage, where the ling and fern 
had parted. 
Betwixt the tall white lighthouse towers, the old and 
the new. 

Below me lay the wide sea, the scarlet sun was stooping, 
And he dyed the waste water, as with a scarlet dye ; 



REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 47 

And he dyed the lighthouse towers; every bird with 
white wing swooping 
Took his colors, and the cliffs did, and the yawning 

sky. 

Over grass came that strange flush, and over ling and 
heather, 
Over flocks of sheep and lambs, and over Cromer 
town ; 
And each filmy cloudlet crossing drifted like a scarlet 
feather 
Torn from the folded wings of clouds, while he set- 
tled down. 

When I looked, I dared not sigh : — In the light of 
God's splendor, 
With His daily blue and gold, who am I ? what am I ? 
But that passion and outpouring seemed an awful sign 
and tender, 
Like the blood of the Redeemer, shown on eartii and 
sky. 

for comfort, O the waste of a long doubt and trouble ! 
On that sultry August eve trouble had made me 
meek: 



48 REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 

I was tired of my sorrow — so faint, for it Avas 
double 
In the weight of its Oppression, that I could not 
speak ! 

And a little comfort grew, while the dimmed eyes 

were feeding, 

And the dull ears with murmur of waters satisfied ; 

But a dream came slowly nigh me, all my thoughts 

and fancy leading 

Across the bounds of waking life to the other side. 

And I dreamt that I looked out, to the waste waters 
turning. 
And saw the flakes of scarlet from wave to wave 
tossed on ; 
And the scarlet mix with azure, where a heap of gold 
lay burning 
On the clear remote sea reaches ; for the sun was 
gone. 

Then I thought a far-off shout dropped across the still 
water — 
A question as I took it, for soon an answer came 



REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 49 

From the tall white ruined lighthouse : " If it be the 
old man's daughter 
That we wot of,'' ran the answer, "what then — 
who's to blame ? " 



I looked up at the hghthouse all roofless and storm- 
broken : 
A great white bird sat on it, with neck stretched 
to sea ; 
Unto somewhat which was sailing in a skiff the bird 
had spoken, 
And a trembling seized my spirit, for they talked 
of me. 



1 was the old man's daughter, the bird Went on to 
name him ; 
"He loved to count the starlings as he sat in the 
sun; 
Long ago he served with Nelson, and his story did not 
shame him : 
Ay, the old man was a good man — and his work 
was done." 

4 



50 REQUIESCAT LN PACE ! 

The skiff was like a crescent, ghost of some moon 
departed, 
Frail, white, she rocked and curtseyed as the red 
wave she crossed. 
And the thing within sat paddling, and the crescent 
dipped and darted, 
Flying on, again was shouting, but the words were 
lost. 



I said, " That thing is hooded; I could hear but that 
floweth 
The great hood below its mouth : " then the bird 
made reply, 
*' If they know not, more's the pity, for the little 
shrewmouse knoweth. 
And the kite knows, and the eagle, and the glead 
and pye." 



And he stooped to whet his beak on the stones of the 
coping ; 
And when once more the shout came, In querulous 
tones he spake. 



EEQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 51 

What I said was ' more's the pity ; ' if the heart 

be long past hoping, 
Let it say of death, ' I know it,' or doubt on and 

break. 



"Men must die — one dies by day, and near him 
moans his mother. 
They dig his grave, tread it down, and go from it 
full loth: 
And one dies about the midnight, and the wind moans, 
and no other. 
And the snows give him a burial — and God loves 
' them both. 



*' The first hath no advantage — it shall not soothe his 
slumber 
That a lock of his brown hair his father aye shall 
keep ; 
For the last, he nothing grudgeth, it shall nought his 
quiet cumber. 
That in a golden mesh of his callow eaglets sleep. 



52 REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 

"Men must die when all is said, e'en the kite and 
glead know it, 
And the lad's father knew it, and the lad, the lad too ; 
It was never kept a secret, waters bring it and winds 
blow it, 
And he met it on the mountain — why then make 
ado?" 

With that he spread his white wings, and swept across 
the water. 
Lit upon the hooded head, and it and all went down ; 
And they laughed as they went under, and I woke, 
"the old man's daughter," 
And looked across the slope of grass, and at Cro- 
mer town. 

And I said, "Is that the sky, all grey and silver 
suited ? " 
And I thought, " Is that the sea that lies so white 
and wan ? 
I have dreamed as I remember : give me time— I was 
reputed 
Once to have a steady courage — O, I fear 'tis 



KEQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 53 

And I said, " Is this my heart? if it be, low 'tis beat- 
ing. 
So he lies on the mountain, hard by the eagles' 
brood ; 
I have had a dream this evening, while the white and 
gold were fleeting, 
But I need not, need not tell it — where would be 
the good ? 

*' Where would be the good to them, his father and his 
mother ? 
For the ghost of their dead hope appeareth to them 
still. 
While a lonely watch-fire smoulders, who its dying 
red would smother, 
That gives what little light there is to a darksome 
hiU?" 

I rose up, I made no moan, I did not cry nor falter, 
But slowly in the twilight I came to Cromer town. 
What can wringing of the hands do that which is 
ordained to alter ? 
He had climbed, had climbed the mountain, he 
would ne'er come down. 



54 REQUIESCAT IN PACE ! 

But, O my first, O my best, I could not choose but 
love thee ! 
O, to be a wild white bird, and seek thy rocky bed ! 
From my breast I'd give thee burial, pluck the down 
and spread above thee ; 
I would sit and sing thy requiem on the mountain 
head. 

Fare thee well, my love of loves ! would I had died 
before thee ! 
O, to be at least a cloud, that near thee I might 
flow. 
Solemnly approach the mountain, weep away my being 
o'er thee. 
And veil thy breast with icicles, and thy brow with 
snow ! 



55 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 




Mother. 
ELL, Frances. 

Frances. 
Well, good mother, how are you ? 
M. Pm hearty, lass, but warm ; 
the weather's warm : 
I think 'tis mostly warm on market days. 
I met with George behind the mill : said he, 
" Mother, go in and rest awhile." 

F. Ay, do. 

And stay to supper ; put your basket down. 
M. Why, now, it is not heavy ? 
F. Willie, man, 

Get up and kiss your Granny. Heavy, no ! 
Some call good churning luck ; but, luck or skill. 
Your butter mostly comes as firm and SAveet 
As if 'twas Christmas. So you sold it all.*' 



66 SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

M. All but this pat that I put by for George ; 
He always loved my butter. 

F. That he did. 

M. And has your speckled hen brought off her 
brood ? 

F. Not yet ; but that old duck I told you of, 
She hatched eleven out of twelve to-day. 

Child. And, Granny, they're so yellow. 

M. Ay, my lad. 

Yellow as gold — yellow as Willie's hair. [mine. 

C. They're all mine, Granny — father says they're 

M. To think of that ! 

F. Yes, Granny, only think ! 

Why, father means to sell them when they're fat, 
And put the money in the savings bank, 
And all against our Willie goes to school : 
But Willie would not touch them — no, not he ; 
He knows that father would be angry else. 

C. But I want one to play with — O, I want 
A little yellow duck to take to bed ! 

M. What ! would ye rob the poor old mother, then ? 

F. Now, Granny, if you'll hold the babe awhile ; 
'Tis time I took up Willie to his crib. 

\_Exii Frances- 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 57 

[Jloiher sings to the vifani.l 
Playing on the virginals, 

Who but I ? Sae glad, sae free, 
Smelling for all cordials, 

The green mint and marjorie; 
Set among the budding broom, 

Kingcup and daffodilly, 
By my side I made him room : 

O love my Willie ! 

" Like me, love me, girl o' gowd," 

Sang he to my nimble strain ; 
Sweet his ruddy lips o'erficmed 

Till my heartstrings rang again: 
By the broom, the bonny broom, 

Kingcup and daffodilly. 
In my heart I made him room : 

O love my Willie ! 

" Pipe and play, dear heart," sang he, 

" I must go, yet pipe and play ; 
Soon I'll come and ask of thee 

For an answer yea or nay ; " 
And I waited till the flocks 

Panted in yon waters stilly. 
And the corn stood in the shocks : 

love my Willie ! 



68 SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

I thought first when thou didst come 

I would wear the ring for thee, 
But the year told out its sum 

Ere again thou sat'st by me; 
Thou hadst nought to ask that day 

By kingcup and daffodilly ; 
I said neither yea nor nay : 

O love my Willie! 

Enter George. 

O. Well, mother, 'tis a fortnight now, or more, 
Since I set eyes on you. 

M. Ay, Geoi'ge, my dear, 

I reckon you've been busy : so have we. 

G. And how does father ? 

M. He gets through his work, 

But he grows stiff, a little stiff, my dear ; 
He's not so young, you know, by twenty years, 
As I am — not so young by twenty years, 
And I'm past sixty. 

G. Yet he's hale and stout. 

And seems to take a pleasure in his pipe ; 
And seems to take a pleasure in his cows. 
And a pride, too. 

M, And well he may, my dear. 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 59 

G. Give me the little one, he tires your arm ; 
He's such a kicking, crowing, wakeful rogue, 
He almost wears our lives out with his noise 
Just at'day-dawning, when we wish to sleep. 
What ! you young villain, would you clench your fist 
In father's curls ? a dusty father, sure, 
And you're as clean as wax. 

Ay, you may laugh ; 
But if you live a seven years more or so, 
These hands of yours will all be brown and scratched 
With climbing after nest-eggs. They'll go down 
As many rat-holes as are round the mere ; 
And you'll love mud, all manner of mud and dirt 
As your father did afore you, and you'll wade 
After young water-birds ; and you'll get bogged 
Setting of eel-traps, and you'll spoil your clothes. 
And come home torn and dripping : then, you know, 
You'll feel the stick — you'll feel the stick, my lad! 

Enter Frances. 

F. You should not talk so to the blessed babe -^ 
How can you, George ? why, he may be in heavep 
Before the time you tell of. 

M. Look at him : 



60 SUrPER AT THE MILL. 

So earnest, such an eager pair of eyes ! 
He thrives, my dear. 

F. Yes, that he does, thank God 

My children are all strong. 

M. 'Tis much to say ; 

Sick children fret their mothers' hearts to shreds, 
And do no credit to their keep nor care. 
Where is your little lass ? 

F. Your daughter came 

And begged her of us for a week or so. 

M. Well, well, she might be wiser, that she might, 
For she can sit at ease and pay her way ; 
A sober husband, too — a cheerful man — 
Honest as ever stepped, and fond of her; 
Yet she is never easy, never glad, 
Because she has not children. Well-a-day ! 
If she could know how hard her mother worked, 
And what ado I had, and what a moil 
With my half-dozen ! Children, ay, forsooth, 
j They bring their own love with them when they come, 
'1 But if they come not there is peace and rest ; 
Tlie pretty lambs ! and yet she cries for more : 
Why, the world's full of them, and so is heaven — 
Thev are not rare. 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 61 

Q. No, mother, not at all ; 

But Hannah must not keep our Fanny long — 
She spoils her. 

M. Ah ! folks spoil their children now ; 

When I was a young woman 'twas not so ; 
We made our children fear us, made them work, 
Kept them in order. 

Q, Were not proud of them — • 

Eh, mother ? 

M. I set store by mine, 'tis true. 

But then I had good cause. 

Q. My lad, d'ye hear ? 

Your Granny was not proud, by no means proud ! 
She never spoilt your father — no, not she, 
Nor ever made him sing at harvest-home, 
Nor at the forge, nor at the baker's shop. 
Nor to the doctor while she lay abed 
Sick, and he crept up stairs to share her broth. 

M. Well, well, you were my youngest, and, what's 
more. 
Your father loved to hear you sing — he did. 
Although, good man, he could not tell one tune 
From the other. 



62 SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

F. No, he got his voice from you : 
Do use it, George, and send the child to sleep. 

G. What must I sing ? 

F. The ballad of the man 

That is so shy he cannot speak his mind. 

O. Ay, of the purple grapes and crimson leaves ; 
But, mother, put your shawl and bonnet olf. 
And, Frances, lass, I brought some cresses in : 
Just wash them, toast the bacon, break some eggs, 
And let's to supper shortly. 

losings.'] 

My neighbor White — we met to-day — 
He always had a cheerful way, 

As if he breathed at ease ; 
My neighbor White lives down the glade, 
And I live higher, in the shade 

Of my old walnut-trees. 

So many lads and lasses small, 
To feed them all, to clothe them all, 

Must surely tax his wit ; 
I see his thatch when I look out, 
His branching roses creep about, 

And vines half smother it. 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 63 

There white-haired urchins climb his eaves, 
And little Avatch-fires heap with leaves, 

And milky filberts hoard ; 
And there his oldest daughter stands 
With downcast eyes and skilful hands 

Before her ironing-board. 

She comforts all her mother's days, 
And with her sweet obedient ways 

She makes her labor light ; 
So sweet to hear, so fair to see ! 
O, she is much too good for me, 

That lovely Lettice White ! 

•Tis hard to feel oneself a fool ! ' 
With that same lass I went to school — 

I then Avas great and wise; 
She read upon an easier book, 
And I — I never cared to look 

Into her shy blue eyes. 

And now I know they must be there, 
Sweet eyes, behind those lashes fair 

That will not raise their rim : 
If maids be shy, he cures who can ; 
But if a man be shy — a man — 

Whv then the worse for him ! 



64: SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

My mother cries, " For such a lad 
A wife is easy to be had 

And always to be found ; 
A finer scholar scarce call be, 
And for a foot and leg," says she, 

" He beats the country round ! 

" My handsome boy must stoop his head 
To clear her door whom he would wed." 
Weak praise, but fondly sung ! 
\ V " O mother ! scholars sometimes fail — // 
And what can foot and leg avail ' 

To him that wants a tongue? " 

When by her ironing-board I sit, 
Her little sisters round me flit. 

And bring me forth their store ; 
Dark cluster grapes of dusty blue. 
And small sweet apples, bright of hue 

And crimson to the core. 

But she abldeth silent, fair; 
All shaded by her flaxen hair 

The blushes come and go; 
I look, and I no more can speak 
Than the red sun that on her cheek 

Smiles as he lieth low. 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. Oo 

Sc)metimes the roses by the latch, 
Or scarlet vine-leaves Iroiu her thatch, 

Come sailing down like birds ; 
"When from their drifts her board I clear, 
She thanks me, but I scarce can hear 

The shyly uttered words. 

Oft have I wooed SAveet Lettice White 
By daylight and by candlelight 

When we two were apart. 
Some better day come on apace. 
And let me tell her face to face, 

" Maiden, thou hast my heart." 

How gently rock yon poplars high 
Against the reach of primrose sky 

With heaven's pale candles stored ! 
She sees them all, sweet Lettice White; 
I'll e'en go sit again to-night 

Beside her ironing board ! 

Why, you young rascal ! who would thmk it now ? 
No sooner do I stop than you look up. 
What would you have your poor old father do ? 
'Twas a brave song, long-winded, and not loud. 
M. He heard the bacon sputter on the fork, 



66 SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

And heard his mother's step across the floor, 
AVhere did you get that song ? — 'tis new to me. 

O. I bought it of a pedler. 

M. Did you so ? 

Well, you were always for the love-songs, George. 

F. My dear, just lay his head upon your arm, 
And if you'll pace and sing two minutes more 
He needs must sleep — his eyes are full of sleep. 

G. Do you sing, mother. 

F. Ay, good mother, do ; 

'Tis long since we have heard you. 

M. Like enough ; 

I'm an old woman, and the girls and lads 
I used to sing to sleep o'ertop me now. 
What should I sing for ? 

O, Why, to pleasure us. 

Sing in the chimney corner, where you sit, 
And I'll pace gently with the little one. 

[3fothe7- sings.] 
"When sparrows build, and the leaves break forth, 

My old sorrow Avakes and cries, 
For I know there is dawn in the far, far north, 

And a scarlet sun doth rise : 



C4^^ 



SUPPER AT THE MILL. 67 

Like a scarlet fleece the snow-tield spreads, 

And the icy founts run free, 
And the bergs begin to bow their heads, 

And plunge, and sail in the sea. 

O my lost love, and ray own, own love. 

And my love that loved me so ! 
Is there never a chink in the world above 

Where they listen for words from below ? 
Nay, I spoke once, and I grieved thee sore, 

I remember all that I said. 
And now thou wilt hear me no more — no more 

Till the sea gives up her dead. 

Thou didst set thy foot on the ship, and sail 

To the ice-fields and the snow ; 
Thou wert sad, for thy love did nought avail, 

And the end I could not know; 
How could I tell I should love thee to-day. 

Whom that da}^ I held not dear ? 
How could I know I should love thee away 

"When I did not love thee anear ? 

We shall walk no more through the sodden plain 

With the faded bents o'erspread, 
We shall stand no more by the seething main 

While the dark wrack drives o'erhead; 



68 SUPPER AT THE MILL. 

We shall part no more in the wind and the rain, 

Where thy last farewell was said : 
But perhaps I shall meet thee and know thee again 

When the sea gives up her dead. 

F. Asleep at last, and time he was, indeed. 
Turn back the cradle-quilt, and lay him in ; 
And, mother, will you please to draw your chair ? ■ 
The supper's ready. 

/ 



69 



SCHOLAE AND CARPENTER. 

HILE ripening corn grew thick and 
deep, 
And here and there men stood to 

reap, 
One morn I put my heart to sleep, 
And to the lanes I took my way. 
The goldfinch on a thistle-head 
Stood scattering seedlets while she fed ; 
The wrens their pretty gossip spread, 
Or joined a random roundelay. 




On hanging cobwebs shone the dew, 
And thick the wayside clovers grew ; 
The feeding bee had much to do. 

So fast did honey-drops exude : 
She sucked and murmured, and was gone, 
And lit on other blooms anon. 
The while I learned a lesson on 

The source and sense of quietude. 



70 SCHOLAK AND CARPENTER. 

For sheep-bells clilming from a wold, 
Or bleat of lamb within its fold, 
Or cooing of love-legends old 

To dove-wives make not quiet less ; 
Ecstatic chirp of winged thing, 
Or bubbling of the Avater-spring, 
Are sounds that more than silence bring 

Itself and its delicfhtsomeness. 



While thus I went to gladness fain, 
I had but walked a mile or twain 
Before my heart woke up again. 

As dreaming she had slept too late ; 
The morning freshness that she viewed 
With her own meanings she endued, 
And touched with her solicitude 

The natures she did meditate. 



• If quiet is, for it I wait ; 
To it, ah ! let me wed my fate. 
And, like a sad wife, supplicate 
My roving lord no more to flee ; 



SCHOLAR AND CAllPENTEK. 71 

If leisure is — but, ah ! 'tis not — 
'Tis long past praying for, God wot ; 
The fashion of it men forgot, 
About the age of chivalry. 



• Sweet Is the leisure of the bird ; 
She craves no time for work deferred ; 
Her wings are not to aching stirred 

Providing for her helpless ones. 
Fair is the leisure of the wheat ; 
All night the damps about it fleet ; 
All day it basketh in the heat, 

And grows, and whispers orisons. 



Grand is the leisure of the earth ; 
She gives her happy myriads birth. 
And after harvest fears not dearth, 

But goes to sleep in snow-wreaths dim. 
Dread is the leisure up above 
The while He sits whose name is Love, 
And waits, as Noah did, for the dove, 

To wit if she would fly to him. 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

He waits for us, while, houseless things 
We beat about with bruised wings 
On the dark floods and water-springs, 

The ruined world, the desolate sea ; 
With open windows from the prime 
All night, all day. He waits sublime, 
Until the fulness of the time 

Decreed from His eternity. 



♦' Where is our leisure ? — Give us rest. 
Where is the quiet we possessed ? 
We must have had it once — were blest 

With peace whose phantoms yet entice, 
Sorely the mother of mankind 
Longed for the garden left behind ; 
For we still prove some yearnings blind 
Inherited from Paradise." 



*« Hold, heart ! " I cried ; " for trouble sleeps ; 
I hear no sound of aught that weeps ; 
I will not look into thy deeps — 
I am afraid, I am afraid ! " 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

" Afraid ! " she saitli ; " and yet 'tis true 
• Tliat Avhat man dreads lie still should view 
Should do the thing he fears to do, 
And storm the ghosts in ambuscade." 



' What good ? " I sigh, " Was reason meant 
To straighten branches that are bent, 
Or soothe an ancient discontent, 

The instinct of a race dethroned ? 
Ah ! doubly should that instinct go 
Must the four rivers cease to flow, 
Nor yield those rumors sweet and low 

Wherewith man^s life is undertoned." 



" Yet had I but the past," she cries, 
"And it was lost, I would arise 
And comfort me some other wise. 

But more than loss about me cKngs : 
I am but restless with my race ; 
The whispers from a heavenly place. 
Once dropped among us, seem to chase 
Rest with their prophet-visitings. 



74 SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

"The race is like a child, as yet 
Too young for all things to be set 
Plainly before him with no let 

Or hindrance meet for his degree ; 
But ne'ertheless by much too old 
Not to perceive that men withhold 
More of the story than is told, 

And so infer a mystery. 



• If the Celestials daily fly 
With messages on missions high. 
And float, our masts and turrets nigh. 

Conversing on Heaven's great intents ; 
What wonder hints of coming things. 
Whereto man's hope and yearning clings, 
Should drop like feathers from their wings 

And give us vague presentiments ? 



• And as the waxing moon can take 
The tidal waters in her wake 
And lead them round and round to break 
Obedient to her drawings dim ; 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 15 

So may the movements of His mind, 
The first Great Father of mankind, 
Affect with answering movements blind, 
And draw the souls that breathe by Him. 



' We had a message long ago 
That like a river peace should flow. 
And Eden bloom again below. 

We heard, and we began to wait : 
Full so.on that message men forgot ; 
Yet waiting is their destined lot. 
And waiting for they know not what 

They strive with yearnings passionate. 



*' Regret and faith alike enchain ; 
There was a loss, there comes a gain ; 
We stand at fault betwixt the twain. 

And that is veiled for which we pant. 
Our lives are short, our ten times seven ; 
We think the councils held in heaven 
Sit long, ere yet that blissful leaven 

Work peace amongst the militant. 



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"Then we blame God that sin should be 

Adam began it at the tree, 

' The woman Avhom Thou gavest me ; ' 

And we adopt his dark device. 
O long Thou tarriest ! come and reign, 
And bring forgiveness in Thy train, 
And give us in our hands again 

The apples of Thy Paradise." 



*' Far-seeing heart ! if that be all, . 
The hai)py things that did not fall," 
I sighed, " from every coppice call 

They never from that garden went. 
Behold their joy, so comfort thee. 
Behold the blossom and the bee. 
For they are yet as good and free 

As when poor Eve was innocent. 



"But reason thus : ' If we sank low, 
If the lost garden we forego. 
Each in his day, nor ever know 
Bnt in our poet souls its face ; 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 77 

Yet we may rise until we reach 
A height untohi of in its speech — 
A lesson that it could not teach 

Learn in this darker dwelling-place.' 



"And reason on : ' We take the spoil ; 
Loss made us poets, and the soil 
Taught us great patience in our toil, 

And life is kin to God through death. 
Christ were not One with us but so, 
And if bereft of Him we go ; 
Dearer the heavenly mansions grow, 

His home, to man that wandereth.' 



** Content thee so, and ease thy smart." 
With that she slept again, my heart. 
And I admired and took my part 

With crowds of happy things the while : 
With open velvet butterflies 
That swung and spread their peacock eyes, 
As if they cared no more to rise 

From off their beds of camomile. 



78 SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

The blackcaps in an orchard met, 
Praising the berries while they ate : 
The finch that flew her beak to whet 

Before she joined them on the tree ; 
The water mouse among the reeds — 
His bright eyes glancing black as beads, 
So happy with a bunch of seeds — 

I felt their gladness heartily. 



But I came on, I smelt the hay, 
And up the hills I took my way, 
And down them still made holiday. 

And walked, and wearied not a whit ; 
But ever v/ith the lane I went 
Until it dropped with steep descent, 
Cut deep into the rock, a tent 

Of maple branches roofing it. 



Adown the rock small runlets wept. 
And reckless ivies leaned and crept. 
And little spots' of sunshine slept 

On its brown steeps and made them fair ; 



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And broader beams athwart it shot, 
Where martins cheeped in many a knot, 
For they had ta'en a sandy plot 
And scooped another Petra there. 



And deeper down, hemmed in and hid 
From upper light and life amid 
The swallows gossiping, I thrid 

Its mazes, till the dipping land 
Sank to the level of my lane : 
That was the last hill of the chain, 
And fair below I saw the plain 

That seemed cold cheer to reprimand. 



Half-drowned in sleepy peace it lay, 
As satiate with the boundless play 
Of sunshine on its green array. 

And clear-cut hills of gloomy blue 
To keep it safe rose up behind, 
As with a charmed ring to bind 
The grassy sea, where clouds might find 

A place to bring their shadows to. 



80 SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

I said, and blest tliat pastoral grace, 

" How sweet thou art, thou sunny place ! 

Thy God approves thy smiling face : " 

But straight my heart put in her word ; 
She said, " Albeit thy face I bless. 
There have been times, sweet wilderness. 
When I have wished to love thee less, 

Such pangs thy smile administered/' 



But, lo ! I reached a field of wheat, 
And by its gate full clear and sweet 
A workman sang, while at his feet 

Played a young child, all life and stir ■ 
A three years' child, with rosy lip, 
Who in the song had partnership, 
Made happy with each falling chip 

Dropped by the busy carpenter. 



This, reared a new gate for the old, 
And loud the tuneful measure rolled, 
But stopped as I came up to hold 
Some kindly talk of passing things. 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 81 

Brave were his eyes, and frank his mien 5 
Of all men's faces, calm or keen, 
A better I have never seen 
In all my lonely wanderings. 



And how it was I scarce can tell, 
We seemed to please each other well ; 
I lingered till a noonday bell 

Had sounded, and his task was done. 
An oak had screened us from the heat ; 
And 'neath it in the standing wheat, 
A cradle and a fair retreat, 

Full sweetly slept the little one. 



The workman rested from Irs stroke, 
And manly were the words he spoke. 
Until the smiling babe awoke 

And prayed to him for milk and food. 
Then to a runlet forth he went. 
And brought a wallet from the bent, 
And bade me to the meal, intent 

I should not quit his neighborhood. 



82 SCriOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

*' For bere," said he, " are bread and beer, 
And meat enough to make good cheer ; 
Sir, eat with me, and have no fear, 

For none upon my work depend, 
Saving this child ; and I may say 
That I am rich, for every day 
I put by somewhat ; therefore stay. 

And to such eating condescend." 



We ate. The child — child fair to see — 
Began to cling about his knee, 
And he down leaning fatherly 

Received some softly-prattled prayer ; 
He smiled as if to list were balm. 
And with his labor-hardened palm 
Pushed from the baby-forehead calm 

Those shininoj locks that clustered there. 



The rosy mouth made fresh essay — 
* ' O would he sing or would he play ? " 
I looked, my thought would make its way- 
'* Fair is your child of face and limb, 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 83 

The round blue eyes full sweetly shine." 
He ansAvered me with frlance benijrn — 
Ay, Sir; but he is none of mine, 
Although I set great store by him." 



With that, as if his heart was fain 
To open — nathless not complain — 
He let my quiet questions gain 

His story : " Not of kin to me," 
Repeating ; " but asleep, awake, 
For worse, for better, him I take, 
To cherish for my dead wife's sake, 

And count him as her legacy. 



" I married with the sweetest lass 
That ever stepped on meadow grass ; 
That ever at her looking-glass 

Some pleasure took, some natural care ; 
That ever swept a cottage floor 
And worked all day, nor e'er gave o'er 
Till eve, then watched beside the door 

Till her good man should meet her there. 



84 SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 

*' But I lost all in its fresh prime ; 
My wife fell ill before her time — 
Just as the bells began to chime 

One Sunday morn. By next day^s light 
Her little babe was born and dead, 
And she, unconscious what she said, 
With feeble hands about her spread, 

Sought it with yearnings infinite. 



*' With mother-longing still beguiled, 
And lost in fever-fancies wild, 
She piteously bemoaned her child 

That we had stolen, she said, away. 
And ten sad days she sighed to me, 
' I cannot rest until I see 
My pretty one ! I think that he 

Smiled in my face but yesterday.' 



" Then she would change, and faintly try 
To sing some tender lullaby ; 
And ' Ah ! ' would moan, * if I should die, 
Who, sweetest babe, would cherish thee ? 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 85 

Then weep, ' My pretty boy is grown ; 
With tender feet on the cold stone 
He stands, for he can stand alone, 
And no one leads him motherly.' 



" Then she with dying movements slow 
Would seem to knit, or seem to sew : 

* His feet are bare, he must not go 

Unshod : ' and as her death drew on, 
' O little baby,' she would sigh ; 

* My little child, I cannot die 

Till I have you to slumber nigh — 
You, you to set mine eyes upon.' 



" When she spake thus, and moaning lay. 
They said, ' She cannot pass away. 
So sore she longs : ' and as the day 

Broke on the hills, I left her side. 
Mourning along this lane I went ; 
Some travelling folk had pitched their tent 
Up yonder : there a woman, bent 

With age, sat meanly canopied. 



86 SClIOL.iR AND CARPENTER. 

* ' A twelvemonths' clilld was at lier side : 
' Whose infant may that be ? ' I cried. 
' His that will own him/ she replied ; 

' His mother's dead, no worse could be.' 
* Since you can give — or else I erred — 
See, you are taken at your word,' 
Quoth I ; ' That child is mine ; I heard, 

And own him ! E-ise, and give him me.' 



" She rose amazed, but cursed me too ; 
She could not hold such luck for true, 
But gave him soon, with small ado. 

I laid him by my Lucy's side : 
Close to her flice that baby crept, 
And stroked it, and the sweet soul wept ; 
Then, while upon her arm he slept. 

She passed, for she was satisfied. 



** I loved her well, I wept her sore. 

And when her funeral left my door 

I thought that I should never more 

Feel any pleasure near me glow ; 



SCUOLAll AND CARPENTER. 87 

But I have learned, though this I had, 
'Tis sometimes natural to be glad, 
And no man can be always sad 

Unless he wills to have it so. 



" Oh, I had heavy nights at first, 
And dally wakening was the worst : 
For then my grief arose, and burst 

Like something fresh upon my head ; 
Yet when less keen it seemed to grow, 
I was not pleased — I wished to go 
Mourning adown this vale of woe, 

For all mv life uncomforted. 



"I grudged myself the lightsome air. 
That makes man chcerRil unaware ; 
When comfort came, I did not care 

To take it in, to feel it stir : 
And yet God took with me His plan. 
And now for my appointed span 
I think I am a happier man 

For having Aved and wept for her- 



88 SCHOLiill AND CARPENTER. 

"Because no natural tie remains, 
On this small thing I spend my gains ; 
God makes me love him for my pains, 

And binds me so to wholesome care 
I would not lose from my past life 
That happy year, that happy wife ! 
Yet now I wage no useless strife 

With feelings blithe and debonair. 



' * I have the courage to be gay, 
Although she lieth lapped away 
Under the daisies, for I say, 

' Thou wouldst be glad if thou couldst see : ' 
My constant thought makes manifest 
I have not what I love the best. 
But I must thank God for the rest 

While I hold heaven a verity." 



He rose, upon his shoulder set 
The child, and while with vague regret 
We parted, pleased that we had met, 
My heart did with herself confer ; 



SCHOLAR AND CARPENTER. 89 

With wholesome shame she did repent 
Her reasonings idly eloquent, 
And said, " I might be more content; 
But God go with the carpenter." 



90 



THE STAR'S MONUMENT. 



IN THE CONCLUDING PART OF A DISCOURSE ON FAME. 



\_He thinJcs.'] 




F there be memory in the world to 
come, 
If thought recur to some things 
silenced here, 
Then shall the deep heart be no 
longer dumb. 
But find expression in that happier sphere; 
It shall not be denied their utmost sum 

Of love, to speak without or fault or fear, 
But utter to the harp with changes sweet 
Words that, forbidden still, then heaven were incom- 
plete. 



THE star's monument. 91 

[He speaks.'] 

N'ow let us talk about the ancient days, 

And things which happened long before our birth : 

It is a pity to lament that praise 

Should be no shadow in the train of worth. 

What is it, [Madam, that your heart dismays ? 
Why murmur at the course of this vast earth.'' 

Think rather of the work than of the praise ; 

Come, we Avill talk about the ancient days. 

There was a Poet, Madam, once (said he) ; 

I will relate his story to you now, 
While through the branches of this apple-tree 

Some spots of sunshine flicker on your brow ; 
While every flower hath on its breast a bee, 

And every bird in stirring doth endow 
The grass with falling blooms that smoothly glide, 
As ships drop down a river with the tide. 

For telling of his tale no fitter place 

Than this old orchard, sloping to the west ; 

Through its pink dome of blossom I can trace 
Some overlying azure ; for the rest, 



92 THE star's monument. 

These flowery branches round us interlace ; 

The ground is hollowed like a mossy nest : 
Who talks of fame while the religious spring 
Offers the incense of her blossoming: ? 



There was a Poet, Madam, once (said he), 
Who, while he walked at sundown in a lane. 

Took to his heart the hope that destiny 
Had singled him this guerdon to obtain. 

That by the j)ower of his sweet minstrelsy 

Some hearts for truth and goodness he should gain, 

And charm some grovellers to uplift their eyes 

And suddenly wax conscious of the skies. 



" Master, good e'en to ye !" a woodman said, 
Who the low hedge was trimming with his shears. 

" This hour is fine " — the Poet bowed his head. 
" More fine," he thought, " O friend ! to me appears 

The sunset than to you ; finer the spread 

Of orange lustre through these azure spheres. 

Where little clouds lie still, like flocks of sheep. 

Or vessels sailing in God's other deep. 



THE star's monument. 93 

" finer far ! What work so high as mine, 
Interpreter betwixt the world and man, 

Nature's ungathered pearls to set and shrine. 
The mystery she wraps her in to scan ; 

Her unsyllabic voices to combine, 

And serve her with such love as poets can ; 

With mortal words, her chant of praise to bind, 

Then die, and leave the poem to mankind ? 



*' O fair, O fine, O lot to be desired ! 

Early and late my heart appeals to me. 
And says, ' O work, O will — Thou man, be fired 

To earn this lot,' — she says, ' I would not be 
A worker for mine own bread, or one hired 

For mine OWN profit. O, I would be free 
To work for others ; love so earned of them 
Should be my wages and my diadem. 



" ' Then when I died I should not fall,' says she, 
' Like dropping flowers that no man noticeth. 

But like a great branch of some stately tree 
Rent in a tempest, and flung down to death. 



94 THE star's monument. 

Thick with green leafage — so that piteously 

Each passer by that ruin shuddereth, 
And saith, The gap this branch hath left is wide ; 
The loss thereof can never be supplied.'" 



But, Madam, wliile the Poet pondered so, 
Toward the leaf}' hedge he turned his eye, 

And saw two slender branches that did grow, 
And from it rising spring and flourish high : 

Their tops were twined together fast, and, lo, 
Their shadow crossed the path as he went by- 

The shadow of a wild rose and a briar, 

And it was shaped in semblance like a lyre. 



In sooth, a lyre ! and as the soft air played, 
Those branches stirred, but did not disunite. 

" O emblem meet for me ! " the Poet said ; 
"Ay, I accept and own thee for my right ; 

The shadowy lyre across my feet is laid, 

Distinct though frail, and clear with crimson light ; 

Fast is it twined to bear the windy strain. 

And, supple, it will bend and rise again. 



THE star's MONU.AIENT. 93 

"This lyre is cast across the dusty way, 

The common path that common men pursue ; 

I crave like blessing for my shadowy lay, 
Life's trodden paths with beauty to renew, 

And cheer the eve of many a toil-stained day. 
Light it, old sun, wet it, thou common dew, 

That 'neath men's feet its image still may be 

While yet it waves above them, living lyre, like thee ! " 



But even as the Poet spoke, behold 
He lifted up his face toward the sky ; 

The ruddy sun dipt under the grey wold, 

His shadowy lyre was gone ; and, passing by. 

The woodman lifting up his shears, was bold 
Their temper on those branches twain to try, 

And all their loveliness and leafage sweet 

Fell in the pathway, at the Poet's feet. 



" Ah ! my fair emblem that I chose," quoth he, 

* ' That for myself I coveted but now. 
Too soon, methinks, thou hast been false to me ; 

The lyre from pathway fades, the light from brow." 



96 THE star's monument. 

Then straightway turned he from it hastily, 

As dream that waking sense will disallow ; 
And while the highway heavenward paled apace, 
He went on westward to his dwelling-place. 

He went on steadily, while far and fast 

The summer darkness dropped upon the world, 

A gentle air among the cloudlets passed 

And fanned away their crimson ; then it curled 

The yellow popples in the field, and cast 
A dimness on the grasses, for it furled 

Their daisies, and swept out the purple stain 

That eve had left upon the pastoral plain. 

He reached his city. Lo ! the darkened street 
Where he abode was full of gazing crowds ; 

He heard the muffled tread of many feet ; 
A multitude stood gazing at the clouds. 

" AVhat mark ye there," said he, "and wherefore 
meet? 
Only a passing mist the heaven o'ershrouds ; 

It breaks, it parts, it drifts like scattered spars — 

What lies behind it but the nightly stars ? " 



THE star's monument. 97 

Then did tlie gazing crowd to him aver 

Thev sought a lamp in heaven whose light was hid ; 
For that in sooth an old Astronomer 

Down from his roof had rushed into their mid, 
Frighted, and fain with others to confer. 

That he had cried, " O sirs ! '''' — and upward bid 
Them gaze — " O sirs, a light is (juenched afar ; 
Look up, my masters, we have lost a star ! " 



The people pointed, and the Poet's eyes 
Flew upward, where a gleaming sisterhood 

Swam in the dewy heaven. The very skies 
Were mutable ; for all-amazed he stood 

To see that truly not in any wise 

He could behold them as of old, nor could 

His eyes receive the whole whereof he wot, 

But when he told them over, one was xot. 



While yet he gazed and pondered reverently, 
The fickle folk began to move away. 

" It is but one star less for us to see ; 

And what does one star signify ? " quoth they ; 



98 THE star's monument. 

" The heavens are full of them." " But, ah ! " said he, 
' ' That star was bright while yet she lasted." " Ay ! " 
They answered : " praise her, Poet, an' ye will : 
Some are now shining that are brighter still." 



*' Poor star ! to be disparaged so soon 

On her withdrawal," thus the Poet sighed ; 

*' That men should miss, and straight deny her noon 
Its brightness ! " But the people in their pride 

Said, " How are Ave beholden? 'twas no boon 
She gave. Her nature 'twas to shine so Avide : 

She could not choose but shine, nor could Ave know 

Such star had ever dAvelt in heaven but so." 



The Poet answered sadly, " That is true ! " 
And then he thought upon unthankfulness ; 

While some Avent homeward ; and the residue, 
Reflecting that the stars are numberless. 

Mourned that man's daylight hours should be so few, 
So short the shining that his path may bless : 

To nearor themes then tuned their AA'illing lips, 

And thought no more upon the star's eclipse. 



THE STAlfS MONUMENT. 99 

But he, the Poet, could not rest content 
Till he had found that old Astronomer ; 

Therefore at midnight to his house he went 
And prayed him be his tale^s interpreter. 

And yet upon the heaven his eyes he bent. 
Hearing the marvel ; yet he sought for her 

That was awanting, in the hope her face 

Once more might fill its reft abiding-place. 



Then said the old Astronomer: "My son, 

I sat alone upon my roof to-night ; 
I saw the stars come forth, and scarcely shun 

To fringe the edges of the western light ; 
1 marked those ancient clusters one by one. 

The same that blessed our old forefather's sight ; 
For God alone is older — none but He 
Can charge the stars with mutability : 



' ' The elders of the night, the steadfast stars, 
The old, old stars which God has let us see, 

That they might be our souFs auxiliars, 

And help us to the truth how young we be — 



100 THE star's monument. 

God's youngest, latest born, as if, some spars 
And a little clay being over of them — He 
Had made our world and us thereof, yet given, 
To humble us, the sight of His great heaven. 



" But ah ! my son, to-night mine eyes have seen 
The death of light, the end of old renown ; 

A shrinking back of glory that had been, 
A dread eclipse before the Eternal's frown. 

How soon a little grass will grow between 
These eyes and those appointed to look down 

Upon a world that was not made on high 

Till the last scenes of their long empiry ! 



*' To-night that shining cluster now despoiled 
Lay in day's wake a perfect sisterhood ; 

Sweet was its light to me that long had toiled. 
It gleamed and trembled o'er the distant wood ; 

Blown in a pile the clouds from it recoiled. 
Cool twilight up the sky her way made good ; 

I saw, but not believed — it was so strange — 

That one of those same stars had suffered change. 



THE star's monument. 101 

** The darkness gathered, and methought she spread, 
Wrapped in a reddish haze that waxed and Avaned ; 

But notwitlistanding to myself I said — 

' The stars are changeless ; sure some mote hath 
stained 

Mine eyes, and her fair glory minished.' 
Of age and failing vision I comjDlained, 

And thought ' some vapor in the heavens doth swim, 

That makes her look so large and yet so dim.' 

" But I gazed round, and all her lustrous peers 
In her red presence showed but wan and white ; 

For like a living coal beheld through tears 

She glowed and quivered with a gloomy light : 

Methought she trembled, as all sick through fears, 
Helpless, appalled, appealing to the night; 

Like one who throws his arms up to the sky 

And bows down suffering, hopeless of reply. 

" At length, as if an everlasting Hand 

Had taken hold upon her in her place, 
And swiftly, like a golden grain of sand. 

Through all the deep infinitudes of space 



102 THE star's monument. 

Was drawing her — God's trutli as here I stand — 

Backward and inward to itself; her face 
Fast lessened, lessened, till it looked no more 
Than smallest atom on a boundless shore. 



" And she that was so fair, I saw her lie, 
The smallest thing in God's great firmament, 

Till night was at the darkest, and on high 

Her sisters glittered, though her light was spent ; 

I strained, to follow her, each aching eye. 
So swiftly at her Maker's will she went ; 

I looked again — I looked — the star was gone, 

And nothinc: marked in heaven where she had shone." 



" Gone ! " said the Poet, " and about to be 
Forgotten : O, how sad a fate is hers ! " 

" How is it sad, my son ? " all reverently 

The old man answered ; " though she ministers 

No longer with her lamp to me and thee, 
She has fulfilled her mission. God transfers 

Or dims her ray ; yet was she blest as bright, 

For all her life was spent in giving light." 



THE start's monument. 103 

' ' Her mission she fulfilled assuredly," 
The Poet cried : " but, O unhappy star ! 

None praise and few will bear in memory 

The name she went by. O, from far, from far 

Comes down, methinks, her mournful voice to me, 
Full of regrets that men so thankless are." 

So said, he told that old Astronomer 

All that the gazing crowd had said of her. 



And he went on to speak in bitter wise. 
As one who seems to tell another''s fate, 

But feels that nearer meaning underlies, 
And points its sadness to his own estate : 

*' If such be the reward," he said with sighs, 
"Envy to earn for love, for goodness hate- 

If such be thy reward, hard case is thine ! 

It had been better for thee not to shine. 



•' If to reflect a light that is divine 

Makes that which doth reflect it better seen, 
And if to see is to contemn the shrine, 

'Twere surely better it had never been : 



104 THE star"'s monument. 

It had been better for her not to shine, 

And for me not to sing. Better, I ween, 
For us to yield no more that radiance bright, 
For them, to lack the liirht than scorn the lisfht." 



Strange words were those from Poet lips (said he) ; 

And then he paused, and sighed, and turned to look 
Upon the lady's downcast eyes, and see 

How fast the honey bees in settling shook 
Those apple blossoms on her from the tree ; 

He watched her busy fingers as they took 
And slipped the knotted thread, and thought how much 
He would have given that hand to hold — to touch. 



At length, as suddenly become aware 

Of this long pause, she lifted up her face, 

And he withdrew his eyes — she looked so fair 
And cold, he thought, in her unconscious grace. 

"Ah! little dreams she of the restless care," 

He thought, " that makes my heart to throb apace 

Though we this morning part, the knowledge sends 

No thrill to her calm pulse — we are but friends." 



THE star's monument. 105 

All ! turret clock (he thought) , I would thy hand 
Were hid behind yon towering maple-trees ! 

Ah ! tell-tale shadoAv, but one moment stand — 
Dark shadow — fast advancing to my knees ; 

Ah ! foolish heart (he thought) , that vainly planned 
By feigning gladness to arrive at ease ; 

Ah ! painful hour, yet pain to think it ends ; 

I must remember that we are but friends. 



And while the knotted thread moved to and fro, 
In sweet regretful tones that lady said : 

'• It seemeth that the flime you would forego 
The Poet whom you tell of coveted ; 

But I would fain, methinks, his story know. 

And was he loved ? " said she, " or was he wed ? 

And had he friends ? " " One friend, perhaps," said he 

" But for the rest, I pray you let it be." 



Ah! little bird (he thought), most patient bird. 
Breasting thy speckled eggs the long day through, 

By so much as my reason is preferred 

Above thine instinct, I my work would do 



106 THE star's monument. 

Better tlian thou dost tliine. Thou hast not stirred 

This hour thy wing. Ah! russet bird, I sue 
For a like patience to wear through these hours — 
Bird on thy nest among the apple-flowers. 



I will not speak — I will not speak to thee, 
My star ! and soon to be my lost, lost star. 

The sweetest, first, that ever shone on me. 
So high above me and beyond so far ; 

I can forego thee, but not bear to see 

My love, like rising mist, thy lustre mar : 

That were a base return for thy sweet light. 

Shine, though I never more shall see that thou art briirht. 



]N'ever ! 'Tis certain that no hope is — none ! 

No hope for me, and yet for thee no fear. 
The hardest part of my hard task is done ; 

Thy calm assures me that I am not dear ; 
Though far and fast the rapid moments run, 

Thy bosom heaveth not, thine eyes are clear ; 
Silent, perhaps a little sad at heart 
She is. I am her friend, and I depart. 



THE star's monument. 107 

Silent she bad been, but she raised her face ; 

"And will you end," said she, " this half-told tale ? " 
" Yes, it were best,'' he answered her. " The place 

Where I left off was where he felt to fail 
His courage. Madam, through the fancy base 

That they who love, endure, or work, may rail 
And cease — if all their love, the works they wrought, 
And their endurance, men have set at nouo-ht." 



" It had been better for me not to sing," 
My Poet said, ' ' and for her not to shine ; " 

But him the old man answered, sorrowing, 
" My son, did God who made her, the Divine 

Lighter of suns, when down to yon bright ring 
He cast her, like some gleaming almandine. 

And set her in her place, begirt with rays. 

Say unto her ' Give light,' or say ' Earn praise ? 



The Poet said, " He made her to give light." 

" My son," the old man answered, " blest are such ; 

A blessed lot is theirs ; but if each night 

Mankind had praised her radiance — inasmu;-h 



108 THE star's monument. 

As praise had never made it wax more bright, 

And cannot now rekindle with its touch 
Her lost effulgence, it is nought. I wot 
That praise was not her blessing nor her lot." 



" Ay," said the Poet, " I my words abjure, 
And I repent me that I uttered them ; 

Buji by her light and by its forfeiture 
She shall not pass without her requiem. 

Tliough my name perish, yet shall hers endure ; 
Though I should be forgotten, she, lost gem, 

Shall be remembered ; tliough she sought not fame, 

It shall be busy with her beauteous name. 



" For I will raise in her bright memory. 
Lost now on earth, a lasting monument. 

And graven on it shall recorded be 

That all her rays to light mankind were spent ; 

And I will sing albeit none heedeth me, 
On her exemplar being still intent : 

While in men's sight shall stand the record thus — 

' So loncc as she did last she lighted us.' " 



THE star's monument. 109 

So said, he raised, according to his vow, 

On the green grass, where oft his townsfolk met, 

Under the shadow of a leafy bough 
That leaned toward a singing rivulet, 

One pure white stone, whereon, like crown on brow, 
The image of the vanished star was set ; 

And this was graven on the pure white stone 

In golden letters — " While she lived she shone.'" 

Madam, I cannot give this story well — 

My heart is beating to another chime ; 
My voice must needs a different cadence swell ; 

It is yon singing bird, which all the time 
Wooeth his nested mate, that doth dispel 

My thoughts. What, deem you, could a lover's rhyme 
The sweetness of that passionate lay excel ? 
O soft, O low her voice — "I cannot tell." 

\_He thinks.'] 
The old man — aye he spoke, he was not hard ; 

" She was his joy," he said, "his comforter, 
But he would trust me. I was not debarred 

Whate'er my heart approved to say to her." 



110 THE star's monument. 

Approved ! O torn and tempted and ill-starred 
And breaking heart, approve not nor demur ; 
It is tlie serpent that beguileth thee 
With " God doth know" beneath this apple-tree. 

Yea, God doth know, and only God doth know. 

Have pity, God, my spirit groans to Thee ! 
I bear Thy curse primeval, and I go ; 

But heavier than on Adam falls on me 
My tillage of the wilderness ; for, lo ! 

I leave behind the woman, and I see 
As 'tAvere the gates of Eden closing o'er 
To hide her from my sight for evermore. 

[He speaks.'] 
I am a fool, with sudden start he cried, 

To let the song-bird work me such unrest : 
If I break off again, I pray you chide, 

For morning fleeteth, with my tale at best 
Half told. That white stone. Madam, gleamed beside 

The little rivulet, and all men pressed 
To read the lost one's story traced thereon. 
The golden legend — " While she lived she shone." 



THE star's monument. Ill 

And, Madam, when tlie Poet heard them read, 
And children spell the letters softly through, 

It may be that he felt at heart some need, 
Some craving to be thus remembered too ; 

It may be that he wondered if indeed 

He must die wholly when he passed from yiew ; 

It may be, wished, when death his eyes made dim,. 

That some kind hand would raise such stone for him. 



But shortly, as there comes to most of us. 

There came to him the need to quit his home : 

To tell you why were simply hazardous. 

What said I, Madam ? — men were made to roam 

My meaning is. It hath been always thus : 
They are athirst for mountains and sea foam ; 

Heirs of this world, what wonder if perchance 

They long to see their grand inheritance ? 



He left his city, and went forth to teach 
Mankind, his peers, the hidden harmony 

That underlies God's discords, and to reach 
And touch the master-strino; that like a sisch 



112 THE star's monument. 

Thrills in their souls, as if it would beseech 

Some hand to sound it, and to satisfy 
Its yearning for expression : but no word 
Till poet touch it hath to make its music heard. 

[^He thinks.'] 
I kr^ow that God is good, though evil dwells 

Among us, and doth all things holiest share ; 
That there is joy in heaven, while yet our knells 

Sound for the souls which He has summoned there ; 
That painful love unsatisfied hath spells 

Earned by its smart to soothe its fellow's care ; 
But yet this atom cannot in the whole 
Forget itself — it aches a separate soul. 

[He speaks.'] 
But, Madam, to my Poet I return. 

With his sweet cadences of woven words 
He made their rude untutored hearts to burn 

And melt like gold refined. JSTo brooding birds 
Sing better of the love that doth sojourn 

Hid in the nest of home, which softly girds 
The beating heart of life ; and, strait though it be, 
Is straitness better than wide liberty. 



THE star's monument. 113 

He tauglit them, and tbey learned, but not the less 
Remained unconscious whence that lore they drew, 

But dreamed that of their native nobleness 

Some lofty thoughts, that he had planted, grew ; 

His glorious maxims in a lowly dress, 

Like seed sown broadcast, sprung in all men's view. 

The sower, passing onward, was not known. 

And all men reaped the harvest as their own. 



It may be. Madam, that those ballads sweet. 
Whose rhythmic measures yesterday we sung. 

Which time and changes make not obsolete, 
But (as a river bears down blossoms flung 

Upon its breast) take with them while they fleet — 
It may be from his lyre that first they sprung : 

But who can tell, since work surviveth fame ? — . 

The rhyme is left, but lost the Poet's name. 



He worked, and bravely he fulfilled his trust — 
So long he wandered sowing worthy seed, 

Watering of wayside buds that were adust. 
And touching for the common ear his reed — 
8 



114 THE star's monument. 

So long to wear away the cankering rust 

That dulls the gold of life — so long to plead 
With sweetest music for all souls oppressed, 
That he was old ere he had thought of rest. 



Old and grey-headed, leaning on a staff. 
To that great city of his birth he came. 

And at its gates he paused with wondering laugh 
To think how changed were all his thoughts of fame 

Since first he carved the golden epitaph 
To keep in memory a worthy name, 

And thought forgetfulness had been its doom 

But for a few bright letters on a tomb. 



The old Astronomer had long since died ; 

The friends of youth were gone and far dispersed ; 
Strange were the domes that rose on every side ; 

Strange fountains on his wondering vision burst ; 
The men of yesterday their business plied ; 

No face was left that he had known at first ; 
And in the city gardens, lo ! he sees 
The saplings that he set are stately trees. 



THE star's monument. 115 

Upon the grass beneath their welcome shade, 
Behold ! he marks the fair white monument, 

And on its face the golden words displayed, 
For sixty years their lustre have not spent ; 

He sitteth by it and is not afraid, 
But In its shadow he is well content; 

And envies not, though bright their gleamings are, 

The golden letters of the vanished star. 



He gazeth up ; exceeding bright appears 
That golden legend to his aged eyes. 

For they are dazzled till they fill with tears, 
And his lost Youth doth like a vision rise ; 

She saith to him, " In all these toilsome years, 
What hast thou won by work or enterprise ? 

What hast thou won to make amends to thee. 

As thou didst swear to do, for loss of me? 



" O man ! O white-haired man ! " the vision said, 
" Since we two sat beside this monument 

Life's clearest hues are all evanished, 

The golden wealth thou hadst of rae is spent ; 



116 THE star's monument. 

The wind hath swept thy flowers, their leaves are shed ; 

The music is played out that with thee went." 
" Peace, peace ! " he cried ; "I lost thee, but, in truth, 
There are worse losses than the loss of youth." 



He said not what those losses were — but I — 
But I must leave them, for the time draws near. 

Some lose not only joy, but memory 
Of how it felt : not love that was so dear 

Lose only, but the steadfast certainty 

That once they had it ; doubt comes on, then fear, 

And after that despondency. I wis 

The Poet must have meant such loss as this. 



But while he sat and pondered on his youth, 
He said, " It did one deed that doth remain, 

For it preserved the memory and the truth 
Of her that now doth neither set nor wane. 

But shine in all men's thoughts ; nor sink forsooth, 
And be forgotten like the summer rain. 

O, it is good that man should not forget 

Or benefits foregone or brio-htness set ! " 



THE star's MONIBIENT. 117 

He spoke and said, '' My lot content etli me ; 

I am right glad for this her worthy fame ; 
That which was good and great I fain would see 

Drawn with a halo round what rests — its name." 
This while the Poet said, behold, there came 

A workman with his tools anear the tree, 
And when he read the words he paused awhile 
And pondered on them with a wondering smile. 



And then he said, " I pray you. Sir, what mean 
The golden letters of this monument ? " 

In wonder quoth the Poet, " Hast thou been 
A dweller near at hand, and their intent 

Hast neither heard by voice of fame, nor seen 
The marble earlier ? " " Ay," said he, and leant 

Upon his spade to hear the tale, then sigh. 

And say it was a marvel, and pass by. 



Then said the Poet, •' This is strange to me." 
But as he mused, with trouble in his mind, 

A band of maids approached him leisurely. 
Like vessels sailing with a favoring wind ; 



118 THE star's monument. 

A-nd of their rosy lips requested he, 

As one that for a doubt would solving find, 
The tale, if tale there were, of that white stone, 
And those fair letters — " While she lived she shone-" 



Then like a fleet that floats becalmed they stay. 

" O, Sir," saith one, " this monument is old; 
But we have heard our virtuous mothers say 

That by their mothers thus the tale was told : 
A Poet made it ; journeying then away. 

He left us ; and though some the meaning hold. 
For other than the ancient one, yet we 
Receive this legend for a certainty : — 



*' There was a lily once, most purely white. 
Beneath the shadow of these boughs it grew; 

Its starry blossom it unclosed by night. 

And a young Poet loved its shape and hue. 

He watched it nightly, 'twas so fair a sight. 
Until a stormy wind arose and blew, 

And when he came once more his flower to greet, 

Its fallen petals drifted to his feet. 



THE star's monument. 119 

*' And for his beautiful white lily's sake, 

That she might be remembered where her scent 

Had been right sweet, he said that he would make 
In her dear memory a monument : 

For she was purer than a driven flake 

Of snow, and in her grace most excellent ; 

The loveliest life that death did ever mar, 

As beautiful to gaze on as a star." 



" I thank you, maid," the Poet answered her, 
" And I am glad that I have heard your tale." 

With that they passed ; and as an inlander. 
Having heard breakers raging in a gale 

And falling down in thunder, will aver 
That still, when far away in grassy vale, 

He seems to hear those seething waters bound, 

So in his ears the maiden's voice did sound. 



He leaned his face upon his hand, and thought 
And thought, until a youth came by that way; 

And once again of him the Poet sought 
The story of the star. But, well-a-day ! 



120 THE STAK'S monument. 

He said, " The meaning with much doubt is fraught, 

The sense thereof can no man surely say ; 
For still tradition SAvays the common ear, 
That of a truth a star did disappear. 



*' But they who look beneath the outer shell 
That wraps the ' kernel of the people's lore,' 

Hold THAT for superstition ; and they tell 
That seven lovely sisters dwelt of yore 

In this old city, where it so befell 

That one a Poet loved ; that, furthermore, 

As stars above us she was pure and good, 

And fairest of that beauteous sisterhood. 



*' So beautiful they were, those virgins seven, 

That all men called them clustered stars in song, 
Forgetful that the stars abide in heaven : 
But woman bideth not beneath it long ; 
For O, alas ! alas ! one fated even, 
Wlien stars their azure deeps began to throng, 
That virgin's eyes of Poet loved waxed dim. 
And all their lustrous shinino; waned to him. 



THE star's MOXUMENT. 121 

*' In summer dusk slie drooped lier head and sighed 
Until what time the evening star went down, 

And all the other stars did shining bide 
Clear in the lustre of their old renown, 

And then — the virgin laid her down and died : 
Forgot her youth, forgot her beauty's crown, 

Forgot the sisters whom she loved before, 

And broke her Poet's heart foi' evermore." 



" A mournful tale, in sooth," the lady saith : 
" But did he truly grieve for evermore ? " 

'* It may be you forget," he answereth, 
" That this is but a fable at the core 

O' the other fable." " Though it be but breath," 
She asketh, " was it true ? " Then he, " This lore. 

Since it is fable, either way may go ; 

Then, if it please you, think it might be so." 



" N^ay, but," she saith, " if I had told your tale. 
The virgin should have lived his home to bless, 

Or, must she die, I would have made to fail 
His useless love." " I tell you not the less," 



122 THE star's monu.meis't. 

He sighs, " because it was of no avail : 

His heart the Poet would not dispossess 
Thereof. But let us leave the fable no\f. 
My Poet heard it with an aching brow." 



And he made answer thus : "I thank thee, youth ; 

Strange is thy story to these aged ears, 
But I bethink me thou hast told a truth 

Under the guise of fable. If my tears, 
Thou lost beloved star, lost now, forsooth. 

Indeed could bring thee back among thy peers, 
So new thou shouldst be deemed as newly seen, 
For men for.'X't that thou hast ever been. 



" There was a morning when I longed for fame, 
There was a noontide when I passed it by. 

There is an evening when I think not shame 
Its substance and its being to deny ; 

For if men bear in mind great deeds, the name 
Of him that wrought them shall they leave to die 

Or if his name they shall have deathless writ, 

They change the deeds that first ennobled it. 



THE star's monument. 123 

' ' O golden letters of this monument ! 

O words to celebrate a loved renown 
Lost now or wrested ! and to fancies lent. 

Or on a fabled forehead set for crown, 
For my departed star, I am content, 

Though legends dim and years her memory drown : 
For what were fame to her, compared and set 
By this great truth which ye make lustrous yet ? " 



*' Adieu ! " the Poet said, " my vanished star, 
Thy duty and thy happiness were one. 

Work is heaven's hest ; its fame is sublunar : 

The fame thou dost not need — the work is done. 

For thee I am content that these things are ; 
More than content were I, my race being run, 

Might it be true of me, though none thereon 

Should muse rearretful — ' While he lived he shone.' " 



So said, the Poet rose and went his way, 

And that same lot he proved whereof he spake. 

Madam, my story is told out ; the day 

Draws out her shadows, time doth overtake 



124 THE star's monument. 

The morning. That which endeth call a lay, 

Sung after pause — a motto in the break 
Between two chapters of a tale not new, 
Nor joyful — but a common tale. Adieu ! 



And that same God who made your face so fair, 
And gave your woman's heart its tenderness, 

So shield the blessing He implanted there. 
That it may never turn to your distress, 

And never cost you trouble or despair, 

ISTor granted leave the granter comfortless ; 

But like a river blest where'er it flows. 

Be still receiving while it still bestows. 



Adieu, he said, and paused, while she sat mute 
In the soft shadow of the apple-tree ; 

The skylark's song rang like a joyous flute. 
The brook went prattling past her restlessly : 

She let their tongues be her tongue's substitute ; 
It was the wind that sighed, it was not she : 

And what the lark, the brook, the wind, had said, 

We cannot tell, for none interpreted. 



THE star's monument. 125 

Their counsels might be hard to reconcile, 
They might not suit the moment or the spot. 

She rose, and laid her work aside the while 
Down in the sunshine of that grassy plot ; 

She looked upon him with an almost smile. 
And held to him a hand that faltered not. 

One moment — bird and brook went warbling on, 

And the wind sighed again — and he was gone. 



So quietly, as if she heard no more 

Or skylark in the azure overhead. 
Or water slipping past the cressy shore. 

Or wind that rose in sighs, and sighing fled — 
So quietly, until the alders hoar 

Took him beneath them ; till the downward spread 
Of planes engulfed him in their leafy seas — 
She stood beneath her rose-flushed apple-trees. 



And then she stooped toward the mossy grass. 
And gathered up her work and went her way ; 

Straight to that ancient turret she did pass. 
And startle back some fawns that were at play. 



126 THE star's monument. 

She did not sigli, she never said " Alas ! " 

Although he was her friend : but still that day, 
Where elm and hornbeam spread a towering dome, 
She crossed the dells to her ancestral home. 



And did she love him ? — what if she did not ? 

Then home was still the home of happiest years ; 
Nor thought was exiled to partake his lot, 

Nor heart lost courage through foreboding fears ; 
Nor echo did against her secret plot, 

Nor music her betray to painful tears ; 
Nor life become a dream, and sunshine dim, 
And riches poverty, because of him. 



But did she love him? — what and if she did? 

Love cannot cool the burning Austral sand, 
Nor show the secret waters that lie hid 

In arid valleys of that desert land. 
Love has no spells can scorching winds forbid, 

Or bring the help which tarries near to hand, 
Or spread a cloud for curtaining faded eyes 
That gaze up dying into alien skies. 



127 



A DEAD YEAR. 

TOOK a year out of my life and 

story — 
A dead year, and said, "I will hew 

thee a tomb ! 
' All the kings of the nations lie in 
glory ; ' 

Cased in cedar, and shut in a sacred gloom ; 
Swathed in linen, and precious unguents old ; 
Painted with cinnabar, and rich with gold. 




" Silent they rest, in solemn salvatory. 
Sealed from the moth and the owl and the flitter- 
mouse — 

Each with his name on his brow. 
' All the kings of the nations lie in glory. 
Every one in his own house : ' 

Tlien whv not thou ? 



128 A DEAD YEAR. 

"Year," I said, "thou shalt not lack 
Bribes to bar thy coming back ; 
Doth old Egypt wear her best 
In the chambers of her rest ? 
Doth she take to her last bed 
Beaten gold, and glorious red ? 
Envy not ! for thou wilt wear 
In the dark a shroud as fair ; 
Golden with the sunny ray 
Thou withdrawest from my day j 
Wrought upon with colors fine 
Stolen from this life of mine : 
Like the dusty Libyan kings, 
Lie with two wide-open wings 
On thy breast, as if to say, 
On these wings hope flew away ; 
And so housed, and thus adorned, 
Not forgotten, but not scorned, 
Let the dark for evermore 
Close thee when I close the door ; 
And the dust for ages fall 
In the creases of thy pall ; 
And no voice nor visit rude 
Break thy sealed solitude." 



A DEAD YEAR. 129 

I took the year out of my life and story, 
The dead year, and said, " I have hewed thee a tomb ! 

' All the kings of the nations lie in glory,' 
Cased in cedar, and shut in a sacred gloom ; 
But for the sword, and the sceptre, and diadem, 

Sure thou didst reign like them." 
So I laid her with those tyrants old and hoary, 

According to my vow ; 
For I said, ' ' The kings of the nations lie in glory, 
And so shalt thou ! " 

**E,ock," I said, " thy ribs are strong, 

That I bring thee guard it long ; 

Hide the light from buried eyes — 

Hide it, lest the dead arise." 

** Year," I said, and turned away, 

*' I am free of thee this day ; 

All that we two only know, 

I forgive and I forego. 

So thy face no more I meet 

In the field or in the street." 

Thus we parted, she and I ; 
Life hid death, and put it by ; 



130 A DEAD YEAR. 

Life hid death, and said, " Be free! 
I have no more need of thee." 
No more need ! O mad mistake. 
With repentance in its wake ! 
Ignorant, and rash, and blind, 
Life had left the grave behind ; 
But had locked within its hold 
With the spices and the gold, 
All she had to keep her warm 
In the raging of the storm. 

Scarce the sunset bloom was gone. 
And the little stars outshone. 
Ere the dead year, stiff and stark, 
Drew me to her in the dark ; 
Death drew life to come to her. 
Beating at her sepulchre. 
Crying out, " How can I part 
With the best share of my heart ? 
Lo, it lies vipon the bier. 
Captive, with the buried year. 
O my heart ! " And I fell prone. 
Weeping at the sealed stone ; 
" Year among the shades," I said, 



A DEAD YEAR. 131 

*' Since I live, and thou art dead, 
Let my captive heart be free 
Like a bird to fly to me." 
And I stayed some voice to win, 
But none answered from within ; 
And I kissed the door — and night 
Deepened till the stars waxed bright ; 
And I saw them set and wane. 
And the world turned green again. 

*' So," I whispered, " open door, 
I must tread this palace floor — 
Sealed palace, rich and dim. 
Let a narrow sunbeam swim 
After me, and on me spread 
While I look upon my dead ; 
Let a little warmth be free 
To come after; let me see 
Through the doorway, when I sit 
Looking out, the swallows flit. 
Settling not till daylight goes ; 
Let me smell the wild white rose, 
Smell the woodbine and the may ; 
Mark, upon a sunny day. 



132 A DEAD YEAR. 

Sated from their blossoms rise 
Honey-bees and butterflies. 
Let me hear, O ! let me hear. 
Sitting by my buried year, 
Finches chirping to their young, 
And the little noises flung 
Out of clefts where rabbits play, ' 
Or from falling water-spray ; 
And the gracious echoes woke 
By man's work : the woodman's stroke. 
Shout of shepherd, whistlings blithe, 
And the whetting of the scythe ; 
Let this be, lest, shut and furled 
From the well-beloved world, 
I forget her yearnings old, 
And her troubles manifold. 
Strivings sore, submissions meet, 
And my pulse no longer beat. 
Keeping time and bearing part 
With the pulse of her great heart. 



'* So ! swing open door, and shade 
Take me : I am not afraid. 



A DEAD YEAR. 133 

For the time will not be long ; 
Soon I shall have waxen strong — 
Strong enough my own to win 
From the grave it lies within." 

And I entered. On her bier 
Quiet lay the buried year ; 
I sat down where I could see 
Life without and sunshine free, 
Death within. And I between. 
Waited my own heart to wean 
From the shroud that shaded her 
In the rock-hewn sepulchre — 
Waited till the dead should say, 
*' Heart, be free of me this day" — 
Waited with a patient will — 

And I WAIT BETWEEN THEM STILL. 

I take the year back to my life and story, 
The dead year, and say, " I will share in thy tomb. 

' All the kings of the nations lie in glory ; ' 
Cased in cedar, and shut in a sacred gloom ! 
They reigned in their lifetime with sceptre and diadem. 
But thou excellest them ; 



134 A DEAD YEAR. 

For life doth make thy grave her oratory, 

And the crown is still on thy brow ; 

' All the kings of the nations lie in glory ' 
And so dost thou." 



135 



REFLECTIONS. 



"Written for The Portfolio Society, July, 1862. 



Looking over a Qate at a Pool in a Field. 

I HAT change has made the pastures 
sweet 
And reached the daisies at my feet, 
And cloud that wears a golden 
hem? 
This lovely world, the hills, the 
sward — 
They all look fresh, as if our Lord 
But yesterday had finished them. 

And here's the field with light aglow ; 
How fresh its boundary lime-trees show, 
And how its wet leaves trembling shine ! 




136 REFLECTIONS. 

Between their trunks come through to me 
The morning sparkles of the sea 
Below the level browsing line. 

I see the pool more clear by half 
Than pools where other waters laugh 

Up at the breasts of coot and rail. 
Xhere, as she passed it on her way, 
I saw reflected yesterday 

A maiden with a milking-pail. 

There, neither slowly nor in haste, 
One hand upon her slender waist. 

The other lifted to her pail. 
She rosy in the morning light, 
Among the water-daisies wliite, 

Like some fair sloop appeared to sail. 

Against her ankles as she trod. 
The lucky buttercups did nod. 

I leaned upon the gate to see : 
The sweet thing looked, but did not speak ; 
A dimple came in either cheek. 

And all my heart was gone from me. 



REFLECTIONS. 13^ 

Then, as I lingered on the gate, 
And she came up like coming fate, 

I saw my picture in her eyes — 
Clear dancing eyes, more black than sloes, 
Cheeks like the mountain pink, that grows 

Among white-headed majesties. 

I said, " A tale was made of old 
That I would fain to thee unfold ; 

Ah ! let me — let me tell the tale." 
But high she held her comely head ; 
•• I cannot heed it now," she said, 

"For carrying of the milking-pail." 

She laughed. What good to make ado ? 
I held the gate, and she came through. 

And took her homeward path anon. 
From the clear pool her face had fled ; 
It rested on my heart instead. 

Reflected when the maid was gone. 

With happy youth, and work content, 
So sweet and stately on she went, 
Rio-ht careless of the untold tale. 



138 REFLECTIONS. 

Each step she took I loved her more, 
And followed to her dairy door 
The maiden with the milking-pail. 



II. 



For hearts where wakened love doth lurk, 
How fine, how blest a thing is work ! 

For work does good when reasons fail — 
Good ; yet the axe at every stroke 
The echo of a name awoke — 

Her name is Mary Martindale. 

I'm glad that echo was not heard 
Aright by other men : a bird 

Knows doubtless what his own notes tell ; 
And I know not, but I can say 
I felt as shame-faced all that day 

As if folks heard her name right well. 

And when the west began to glow 
I went — I could not choose but go — 
To that same dairy on the hill ; 



REFLECTIONS. 139 

And while sweet Mary moved about 
Within, I came to her without, 
And leaned upon the window-sill. 

The garden border where I stood 

Was sweet with pinks and southernwood. 

I spoke — her answer seemed to fail : 
I smelt the pinks — I could not see ;* 
The dusk came down and sheltered me, 

And in the dusk she heard my tale. 

And what- is left that I should tell? 
I begged a kiss, I pleaded well : 

The rosebud lips did long decline ; 
But yet I think, I think 'tis true, 
That, leaned at last into the dew. 

One little instant they were mine. 

O life ! how dear thou hast become : 
She laughed at dawn, and I was dumb. 

But evening counsels best prevail. 
Fair shine the blue that o'er her spreads. 
Green be the pastures where she treads, 

The maiden with the milking-pail ! 



140 



THE LETTER L. 



ABSENT. 




]E sat on grassy slopes that meet 
With sudden dip the level strand ; 
The trees hung overhead — our feet 
Were on the sand, 



Two silent girls, a thoughtful man, 

We sunned ourselves in open light. 
And felt such April airs as fan 
The Isle of Wight ; 



And smelt the wall-flower in the crag 
Whereon that dainty waft had fed. 
Which made the bell-hung cowslip wag 
Her delicate head ; 



THE LETTER L. 141 

And let alighting jackdaws fleet 

Adown it open-winged, and pass 
Till they could touch with outstretched feet 
The warmed grass. 

The happy wave ran up and rang 

Like service bells a long way off, 
And down a little freshet sprang 
From mossy trough, 

And splashed into a rain of spray, 

And fretted on with daylight's loss. 
Because so many blue-bells lay 
Leaning across. 

Blue martins gossiped in the sun, 

And pairs of chattering daws flew by. 
And sailing brigs rocked softly on 
In company. 

Wild cherry boughs above us spread 

The whitest shade was ever seen. 
And flicker, flicker, came and fled 
Sun spots between. 



142 THE LETTER L. 

Bees murmured in the milk-white bloom 

As babes will sigh for deep content 
When their sweet hearts for peace make room, 
As given, not lent. 

And we saw on : we said no word, 

And one was lost in musings rare, 
One buoyant as the wafl that stirred 
Her shining hair. 

His eyes were bent upon the sand, 

Unfathomed deeps within them lay. 
A slender rod was in his hand — 
A hazel sj)ray. 

Her eyes were resting on his face. 

As shyly glad, by stealth to glean 
Impressions of his manly grace 
And guarded mien ; 

The mouth with steady sweetness set. 

And eyes conveying unaware 
The distant hint of some regret 
That harbored there. 



THE LETTER L. 143 

She gazed, and in the tender flush 

That made her face like roses blown, 
And in the radiance and the hush, 
Her thought was shown. 

It was a happy thmg to sit 

So near, nor mar his reverie ; 
She looked not for a part in it, 
So meek was she. 

But it was solace for her eyes. 

And for her heart, that yearned to him, 
To watch apart in loving wise 
Those musings dim. 

Lost — lost, and gone ! The Pelham woods 

Were full of doves that cooed at ease ; 
The orchis filled her purple hoods 
For dainty bees. 

He heard not ; aU the delicate air 

Was fresh with falling water-spray : 
It mattered not — he was not there, 
But far away. 



144 THE LETTER L. 

Till with the hazel in his hand, 

Still drowned in thought, it thus befell ; 
He drew a letter on the sand — 
The letter L. 

And looking on it, straight there wrought 

A ruddy flush about his brow ; 
His letter woke him : absent thought 
Rushed homeward now. 

And half-abashed, his hasty touch 

Effaced it with a tell-tale care, 
As if his action had been much, 
And not his air. 

And she ? she watched his open palm 

Smooth out the letter from the sand. 
And rose, with aspect almost calm. 
And filled her hand 

With cherry bloom, and moved away 

To gather wild forget-me-not, 
And let her errant footsteps stray 
To one sweet spot. 



THE LETTER L. 145 

As if she coveted the fair 

White lining of the silver-weed, 
And cuckoo-pint that shaded there 
Empurpled seed. 

She had not feared, as I divine. 

Because she had not hoped. Alas ! 
The sorrow of it ! for that sign 
Came but to pass ; 

And yet it robbed her of the right 

To give, who looked not to receive, 
And made her blush in love's despite 
That she should grieve. 

A shape in white, she turned to gaze ; 

Her eyes were shaded with her hand. 
And half-way up the winding ways 
We saw her stand. 

Green hollows of the fringed cliff, 

Red rocks that under waters show. 
Blue reaches, and a sailing skiff. 
Were spread below. 
10 



X46 THE LETTER L. 

She stood to gaze, perhaps to sigh, 

Perhaps to think ; but who can tell, 
How heavy on her heart must lie 
The letter L ! 



She came anon with quiet grace ; 

And " What," she murmured, " silent yet! " 
He answered, " 'Tis a haunted place, 
And spell-beset. 

** O speak to us, and break the spell ! " 

" The spell is broken," she replied. 
" I crossed the running brook, it fell. 
It could not bide. 

*' And I have brought a budding world, 

Of orchis spires and daisies rank, 

And ferny plumes but half uncurled. 

From yonder bank ; 



THE LETTER L. 147 

"And I shall weave of them a crown, 
And at the well-head launch it free, 
That so the brook may float it down, 
And out to sea. 

•' There may it to some English hands 
From fairy meadow seem to come ; 
The falryest of fairy lands — 
The land of home." 

** Weave on," he said, and as she wove 

We told how currents in the deep. 
With branches from a lemon grove. 
Blue bergs will sweep. 

And messages from shipwrecked folk 

Will navigate the moon-led main. 
And painted boards of splintered oak 
Their port regain. 

Then floated out by vagrant thought, 

My soul beheld on torrid sand 
The wasteful water set at nought 
Man's skilful hand. 



148 THE LETTER L. 

And suck out gold-dust from the box, 
And wash it down in weedy whirls, 
And split the wine-keg on the rocks, 
And lose the pearls. 

*' Ah ! why to that which needs it not," 

Methought, " should costly things be given? 
How much is wasted, wrecked, forgot, 
On this side heaven ! " 

So musing, did mine ears awake 

To maiden tones of sweet reserve. 
And manly speech that seemed to make 
The steady curve 

Of lips that uttered it defer 

Their guard, and soften for the thought : 
She listened, and his talk with her 
Was fancy fraught. 

** There is not much in liberty " — 
With doubtful pauses he began ; 
And said to her and said to me, 
^ " There was a man — 



THE LETTER L. - 149 

"There was a man who dreamed one night 

That his dead father came to him ; 

And said, when fire was low, and light 

Was burning dim — 

*' ' Why vagrant thus, my sometime pride, 

Unloved, unloving, wilt thou roam ? 
Sure home is best ! ' The son replied, 
' I have no home.' 

" * Shall not I speak ? ' his father said, 

' Who early chose a youthful wife, 
And worked for her, and with her led 
My happy life. 

' ' ' Ay, I will speak, for I was young 

As thou art now, when I did hold 

The prattling sweetness of thy tongue 

Dearer than gold ; 

" * And rosy from thy noonday sleep 
Would bear thee to admiring kin, 
And all thy pretty looks would keep 
My heart within. 



150 THE LETTER L. 

* ' ' Then after, 'mid thy young allies — 
For thee ambition flushed my brow — 
I coveted the schoolboy prize 
Far more than thou. 

*' * I thought for thee, I thought for all 

My gamesome imps that round me grew ; 
The dews of blessing heaviest fall 
Where care falls too. 

*' 'And I that sent my boys away, 

In youthful strength to earn their bread, 
And died before the hair was grey 
Upon my head — 

•* * I say to thee, though free from care, 

A lonely lot, an aimless life. 
The crowning comfort is not there — 
Son, take a wife.' 

*' ' Father beloved,' the son replied, 
And failed to gather to his breast. 
With arms in darkness searching wide. 
The formless guest. 



THE LETTER L. 151 

'"1 am but free, as sorrow is, 

To dry her tears, to laugh, to talk ; 
And free, as sick men are, I wis 
To rise and walk. 

** * And free, as poor men are, to buy 

If they have nought wherewith to pay ; 
Nor hope, the debt before they die, 
To wipe away. 

*' ' What 'vails it there are wives to win, 
And faithful hearts for those to yearn. 
Who find not aught thereto akin 
To make return ? 

** ' ShaU he take much who little gives, 

And dwells in spirit far away, 
When she that in his presence lives, 
Doth never stray, 

** ' But waking, guideth as beseems 

The happy house in order trim. 
And tends her babes ; and sleeping, dreams 
Of them, and him ? 



152 THE LETTER L. 

*' ' O base, O cold,' " — wliile thus lie spake 

The dream broke off, the vision fled ; 
He carried on his speech awake 
And sighing said — 

* " I had — ah happy man ! — I had 

A precious jewel in my breast, 
And while I kept it I was glad 
At work, at rest ! 

*' ' Call it a heart, and call it strong 

As upward stroke of eagle's wing ; 
Then call it weak, you shall not wrong 
The beating thing. 

" * In tangles of the jungle reed, 

Whose heats are lit with tiger eyes, 
In shipwreck drifting with the weed 
'JS'eath rainy skies, 

** * Still youthful manhood, fresh and keen. 

At danger gazed with awed delight. 
As if sea would not drown, I ween, 
Nor serpent bite. 



THE LETTER L. 153 

" ' I had — ah happy ! but 'tis gone, 
The priceless jewel ; one came by, 
And saw and stood awhile to con 
With curious eye, 

** ' And wished for it, and faintly smiled 

From under lashes black as doom, 
With subtle sweetness, tender, mild, 
That did illume 

*' ' The perfect face, and shed on it 

A charm, half feeling, half surprise. 
And brim with dreams tke exquisite 
Brown blessed eyes. 

*' * Was it for this, no more but this, 

I took and laid it in her hand, 
By dimples ruled, to hint submiss, 
By frown unmanned ? 

** * It was for this — and O farewell 

The fearless foot, the present mind, 
And steady will to breast the swell 
And face the wind ! 



154 THE LETTER L. 

'* 'I gav^ the jewel from my breast, 
She played with it a little while 
As I sailed down into the west. 
Fed by her smile ; 

*' * Then weary of it — far from land, 

With sigh as deep as destiny, 
She let it drop from her fair hand 
Into the sea, 

" ' And watched it sink ; and I — and I, — 

What shall I do, for all is vain ? 
No wave will bring, no gold will buy, 
1^0 toil attain j 

•' ' Nor any diver reach to raise 

My jewel from the blue abyss ; 
Or could they, still I should but praise 
Their work amiss. 

** ' Thrown, thrown away ! But I love yet 

The fair, fair hand which did the deed : 
That wayward sweetness to forget 
Were bitter meed. 



THE LETTER L. 155 

*' ' 'No, let it lie, and let the wave 

Roll over it for evermore ; 
Whelmed where the sailor hath his grave — 
The sea her store. 

*' * My heart, my sometime happy heart ! 

And O for once let me complain, 
I must forego life's better part — 
Man's dearer gain. 

" ' I worked afar that I might rear 

A peaceful home on English soil j 
I labored for the gold and gear — 
I loved my toil. 

" ' For ever in my spirit spake 

The natural whisper, " Well 'twill be 
When loving wife and children break 
Their bread with thee ! " 

** * The gathered gold is turned to dross, 

The wife hath faded into air, 

My heart is thrown away, my loss 

I cannot spare. 



156 THE LETTER L. 

" *Not spare unsated thought her food — 

No, not one rustle of the fold, 
"Nor scent of eastern sandalwood, 
Nor gleam of gold ; 

" 'Nor quamt devices of the shawl, 

Far less the drooping lashes meek ; 
The gracious figure, lithe and tall. 
The dimpled cheek; 

*' ' And all the wonders of her eyes. 

And sweet caprices of her an-. 
Albeit, indignant reason cries. 
Fool ! have a care. 

" ' Fool ! join not madness to mistake ; 

Thou knowest she loved thee not a whit ; 
Only that she thy heart might break — 
She wanted it, 

*' ' Only the conquered thing to chain 
So fast that none might set it free. 
Nor other woman there might reign 
And comfort thee. 



THE LETTER L. 157 

" ' Robbed, robbed of life's illusions sweet j 

Love dead outside her closed door, 
Aiid passion fainting at lier feet 

To wake no more ; ' 

" * "What canst thou give that unknown bride 

AYhom thou didst work for in the waste, 
Ere fated love was born, and cried — 
Was dead, ungraced? 

" 'No more but this, the partial care, 

The natural kindness for its own, 
The trust that waxeth unaware. 
As worth is known : 

'* * Observance, and complacent thought 

Indulgent, and the honor due 
That many another man has brought 
Who brought love too. 

" ' Nay, then, forbid it Heaven ! ' he said, 

* The saintly vision fades from me ; 
O bands and chains ! I cannot wed — 
I am not free.'" 



158 THE LETTER L. 

With that he raised his face to view ; 

" What think you," asking, " of my tale ? 
And was he right to let the dew 
Of morn exhale, 

** And burdened in the noontide sun, 

The grateful shade of home forego — 
Could he be right — I ask as one 
Who fain would know ? " 

He spoke to her and spoke to me ; 
' The rebel rose-hue dyed her cheek ; 

The woven crown lay on her knee ; 
She would not speak. 

And I with doubtful pause — averse 

To let occasion drift away — 
I answered — " If his case were worse 
Than word can say, 

** Time is a healer of sick hearts. 

And women have been known to choose, 
With purpose to allay their smarts, 
And tend their bruise, 



THE LETTER L. 159 

"These for themselves. Content to give, 

In their own lavish love complete, 
Taking for sole prerogative 

Their tendance sweet. 

•' Such meeting in their diadem 

Of crowning love's ethereal fire. 
Himself he robs who robbetli them 
Of their desire. 

*' Therefore the man who, dreaming, cried 

Against his lot that evensong, 
I judge him honest, and decide 
That he was wrong." 

** When I am judged, ah may my fate," 
He whispered, " in thy code be read ! 
Be thou both judge and advocate." 
Then turned, he said — 

" Fair weaver ! " touching, while he spoke. 

The woven crown, the weaving hand, 
" And do you this decree revoke, 
Or may it stand ? 



160 THE LETTER L. 

" This friend, you ever tliink her right — 

She is not wrong, then ? " Soft and low 
The little trembling word took flight : 
She answered, "¥0." 



PPiSENl. 

A meadow where th^ ^i^ass was deep, 

Rich, square, and golden to the view, 
A -belt of elms with level sweep 
About it grew. 

The sun beat down on it, the line 

Of shade was clear beneath the trees ; 
There, by a clustering eglantine, 
"We sat at ease. 

And O the buttercups ! that field 

O' the cloth of gold, where pennons swam 
Where France set up his lilied shield. 
His oriflamb, 



THE LETTER L. 101 

And Henry's lion-standard rolled : 

What was it to their matchless sheen, 
Their million million drops of gold 
Among the green ! 

We sat at ease In peaceful trust, 

For he had written, " Let us meet ; 
My wife grew tired of smoke and dust. 
And London heat, 

"And I have found a quiet grange, 

Set back in meadows sloping west, 
And there our little. ones can range 
And she can rest. 

•' Come down, that we may show the view. 

And she may hear your voice again, 
And talk her woman's talk with you 
Along the lane." 

Since he had drawn with listless hand 
The letter, six long years had fled, 
And winds had blown about the sand, 
And they were wed. 
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162 THE LETTER L. 

Two rosy urchins near him played, 

Or watched, entranced, the shapely ships 
That with his knife for them he made 
Of elder slips. 

And where the flowers were thickest shed, 

Each blossom like a burnished gem, 
A creeping baby reared its head, 
And cooed at them. 

And calm was on the father's face, 

And love was in the mother's eyes ; 
She looked and listened from her place, 
In tender wise. 

She did not need to raise her voice 

That they might hear, she sat so nigh ; 
Yet we could speak when 'twas our choice, 
And soft reply. 

Holding our quiet talk apart 

Of household things ; till, all unsealed, 
The guarded outworks of the heart 
Began to yield ; 



THE LETTER L. 163 

And much that prudence will not dip 

The pen to fix and send away, 
Passed safely over from the lip 
That summer day. 

" I should be happy," with a look 

Towards her husband where he lay, 
Lost in the pages of his book, 
Soft did she say. 

"I am, and yet no lot below 

For one whole day eludeth care ; 
To marriage all the stories flow. 
And finish there : 

*' As if with marriage came the end, 

The entrance into settled rest, 
The calm to which love's tossings tend. 
The quiet breast. 

"For me love played the low preludes, 

Yet life began but with the ring, 
Such infinite solicitudes 
Around it cling. 



164 THE LETTER L. 

' ' I did not for my heart divine 

Her destiny so meek to grow ; 
The higher nature matched with mine 
Will have it so. 

** Still I consider it, and still 

Acknowledge it my master made, 
Above me by the steadier will 
Of nought afraid. 

"Above me by the candid speech; 

The temperate judgment of its own ; 
The keener thoughts that grasp and reach 
At things unknown. 

"But I look up and he looks down, 

And thus our married eyes can meet ; 
Unclouded his, and clear of frown, 
And gravely sweet. 

" And yet, O good, O wise and true ! 

I would for all my fealty. 
That I could be as much to you 
As you to me ; 



THE LETTER L. 165 

" And knew the deep secure content 

Of wives who have been hardly won, 
And, long petitioned, gave assent, 
Jealous of none. 

" But proudly sure in all the earth 
No other in that homage shares, 
Nor other woman's face or worth 
Is prized as theirs." 

I said : ^'Ancl yet no lot below 

For one wliole day eludetli care. 
Your thought." She answered, "Even so. 
I would beware 

* ' Regretful questionings ; be sure 
That very seldom do they rise. 
Nor for myself do I endure — 
I sjinpathize. 

' ' For once " — she turned away her head. 
Across the grass she swept her hand — 
** There was a letter once," she said, 
*' Upon the sand." 



166 THE LETTER L. 

'* There was, in truth, a letter writ 

On sand," I said, " and swept from view 
But that same hand which fashioned it 
Is given to you. 

"Efface the letter; wherefore keep 

An image which the sands forego ? " 
" Albeit that fear had seemed to sleep," 
She answered low, 

*' I could not choose but wake it now ; 

For do but turn aside your face, 
A house on yonder hilly brow 
Your eyes may trace. 

*' The chestnut shelters it ; ah me, 
That I should have so faint a heart ! 
But yestereve, as by the sea 
I sat apart, 

" I heard a name, I saw a hand 

Of passing stranger point that way — ^ 
And will he meet her on the strand. 
When late we strav ? 



THE LETTER L. 167 

•' For she is come, for she is there, 
I heard it in the dusk, and heard 
Admirino; words, that named her fair, 
But little stirred 

" By beauty of the wood and wave, 
And weary of an old man's sway ; 
For it was sweeter to enslave 
Than to obey." 

— The voice of one that near us stood. 

The rustle of a silken fold, 
A scent of eastern sandalwood, 
A gleam of gold ! 

A lady ! In the narrow space 

Between the husband and the wife, 
But nearest him — she showed a face 
With dangers rife ; 

A subtle smile that dimpling fled. 

As night-black lashes rose and fell : 
I looked, and to myself I said, 
" The letter L." 



168 THE LETTER L. 

He, too, looked up, and with arrest 

Of breath and motion held his gaze, 
Nor cared to hide within his breast 
His deep amaze ; 

Nor spoke till on her near advance 

His dark cheek flushed a ruddier hue ; 
And with his change of countenance 
Hers altered too. 

'* Lenore ! " his voice was like the cry 

Of one entreating ; and he said 
But that — then paused with such a sigh 
As mourns the dead. 

And seated near, with no demur 

Of bashful doubt she silence broke, 
Though I alone could answer her 
When first she spoke. 

She looked : her eyes were beauty's own ; 

She shed their sweetness Into his ; 
Nor spared the married wife one moan 
That bitterest is. 



THE LETTER L. 169 

She spoke, and lo, her loveliness 

Methought she damaged with her tongue ; 
And every sentence made it less, 
So false they rung. 

The rallying voice, the light demand, 

Half flippant, half unsatisfied ; 
The vanity sincere and bland — 
The answers wide. 

And now her talk was of the East, 

And next her talk was of the sea ; 
*' And has the love for it increased 
You shared with me ? " 

He answered not, but grave and still 

"With earnest eyes her face perused, 
And locked his lips with steady will. 
As one that mused — 

That mused and wondered. Why his gaze 

Should dwell on her, methought, was plain ; 
But reason that should wonder raise 
I sought in vain. 



170 THE LETTER L. 

And near and near the children drew, 

Attracted by her rich array, 
And gems that trembling into view 
Like raindrops lay. 

He spoke : the wife her baby took 

And pressed the little face to hers ; 
What pain soe'er her bosom shook, 
What jealous stirs 

Might stab her heart, she hid them so. 

The cooing babe a veil supplied ; 
And if she listened none might know, 
Or if she sighed ; 

Or if forecasting grief and care 

Unconscious solace thence she drew. 
And lulled her babe, and unaware 
Lulled sorrow too. 

The lady, she interpreter 

For looks or language wanted none. 
If yet dominion stayed with her — 
So lightly won ; 



THE LETTER L. 171 

If yet the heart she wounded sore 

Could yearn to her, and let her see 
The homage that was evermore 
Disloyalty ; 

If sign would yield that it had bled. 
Or rallied from the faithless blow, 
Or sick or sullen stooped to wed, 
She craved to know. 

Now dreamy deep, now sweetly keen, 

Her asking eyes would round him shine ; 
But guarded lips and settled mien 
Refused the sign. 

And unbeguiled and unbetrayed, 

The wonder yet within his breast. 
It seemed a watchful part he played 
Against her quest. 

Until with accent of regret 

She touched upon the past once more, 
As if she dared him to forget 
His dream of vore. 



172 THE LETTER L. 

And words of little weight let fall 

The fancy of the lower mind ; 
How waxing life must needs leave all 
Its best behind ; 

How he had said that " he would fain 

(One morning on the halcyon sea) 
That life would at a stand remain 
Eternally ; 

*' And sails be mirrored in the deep, 
As then they were, for evermore. 
And happy spirits wake and sleep 
Afar from shore : 

" The well-contented heart be fed 
Ever as then, and all the world 
(It were not small) unshadowed 
When sails were furled. 

" Your words " — a pause, and quietly 

With touch of calm self-ridicule : 
" It may be so — for then," said he, 
" I was a fool.'" 



THE LETTER L. 173 

With that he took his book, and left 

An awkward silence to my care, 
That soon I filled with questions deft 
And debonair ; 

And slid into an easy vein, 

The favorite picture of the year ; 
The grouse upon her lord's domain — 
The salmon weir ; 

Till she could feign a sudden thought 

Upon neglected guests, and rise, 
And make us her adieux, with nought 
In her dark eyes 

Acknowledging or shame or pain ; 
But just unveiling for our view 
A little smile of still disdain 
As she withdrew. 

Then nearer did the sunshine creep, 

And warmer came the wafting breeze ; 
The little babe was fast asleep 
On mother's knees. 



174 THE LETTER L. 

Fair was the face that o'er it leant, 

The cheeks with beauteous blushes dyed ; 
The downcast lashes, shyly bent, 
That failed to hide 

Some tender shame. She did not see ; 
She felt his eyes that would not stir. 
She looked upon her babe, and he 
So looked at her. 

So grave, so wondering, so content. 

As one new waked to conscious life, 
Whose sudden joy with fear is blent, 
He said, " My wife." 

*' My wife, how beautiful you are ! " 

Then closer at her side reclined, 
" The bold brown woman from afar 
Comes, to me blind. 

"And by comparison, I see 

The majesty of matron grace, 
And learn how pure, how fair can be 
My own wife's face : 



THE LETTER L. 175 

*'Pure with all faithful passion, fair 

With tender smiles that come and go ; 
And comforting as April air 
After the snow. 

" Fool that I was ! my spirit frets 

And marvels at the humbling truth, 
That I have deigned to spend regrets 
On my bruised youth. 

" Its idol mocked thee, seated nigh. 

And shamed me for the mad mistake ; 
I thank my God He could deny, 
And she forsake. 

"Ah, who am I, that God hath saved 

Me from the doom I did desire, 
And crossed the lot myself had craved, 
To set me higher ? 

" What have I done that He should bow 
From heaven to choose a wife for me ? 
And what deserved, He should endow 
My home with thee ? 



176 THE LETTER L. 

'* My wife ! " With that she turned lier face 

To kiss the hand about her neck ; 
And I went down and sought the place 
Where leaped the beck — 

The busy beck, that still would run 

And fall, and falter its refrain ; 
And pause and shimmer in the sun, 
And fall again. 

It led me to the sandy shore, 

We sang together, it and I — 
*' The daylight comes, the dark is o'er, 
The shadows fly." 

I lost it on the sandy shore, 

" O wife ! " its latest murmurs fell, 
** O wife, be glad, and fear no more 
The letter L." 



177 



THE HIGH THDE ON THE COAST OF LIX- 
COLNSHIRE. 

(1571.) 



HE old mayor climbed the belfry 
tower, 

The ringers ran by two, by three ; 
"Pull, if ye never pulled before; 
Good ringers, pull your best," 
quoth he. 

" Play uppe, play uppe, O Boston bells ! 
Ply all your changes, all your swells. 

Play uppe ' The Brides of Enderby.' " 




Men say it was a stolen tyde — 

The Lord that sent it. He knows all ; 

But in myne ears doth still abide 
The message that the bells let fall : 
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178 THE HIGH TIDE. 

And there was nought of strange, beside 
The flights of mews and peewits pied 

By millions crouched on the old sea wall. 

I sat and spun within the doore, 

My thread brake off, I raised myne eyes ; 

The level sun, like ruddy ore. 
Lay sinking in the barren skies ; 

And dark against day's golden death 

She moved where Lindis wandereth. 

My Sonne's faire wife, Elizabeth. 

"Cusha! Cusha! Cusha!" calling, 
Ere the early dews were falling, 
Farre away I heard her song. 
*' Cusha ! Cusha ! " all along ; 
Where the reedy Lindis floweth, 

Floweth, floweth. 
From the meads where melick groweth 
Faintly came her milking song — ^ 

" Cusha ! Cusha ! Cusha ! " calling, 
" For the dews will soone be falling ; 



THE HIGH TIDE. 17 J 

Leave your meadow grasses mellow, 

Mellow, mellow ; 
Quit your cowslips, cowslips yellow; 
Come uppe Whitefoot, come uppe Lightfoot ; 
Quit the stalks of parsley hollow, 

Hollow, hollow ; 
Come uppe Jetty, rise and follow, 
From the clovers lift your head ; 
Come uppe Whitefoot, come uppe Lightfoot, 
Come uppe Jetty, rise and follow, 
Jetty, to the milking shed." 

If it be long, ay, long ago. 

When I beginne to think howe long, 
Againe I hear the Lindis flow. 

Swift as an arrowe, sharpe and strong; 
And all the aire, it seemeth mee. 
Bin full of floating bells (sayth shee) , 
That ring the tune of Enderby. 

Alle fresh the level pasture lay, 

And not a shadowe mote be scene, 
Save where full fyve good miles away 

The steeple towered from out the greene ; 



180 THE HIGH TIDE. 

And lo ! the great bell farre and wide 
Was heard in all the country side 
That Saturday at eventide. 

The swanherds where their sedges are 
Moved on in sunset's golden breath, 
The shepherde lads I heard afarre, 
And my Sonne's wife, Elizabeth; 
Till floating o'er the grassy sea 
Came downe that kyndly message free, 
The "Brides of Mavis Enderby." 

Then some looked uppe into the sky, 
And all along where Lindis flows 

To where the goodly vessels lie, 
And where the lordly steeple shows. 

They sayde, "And why should this thing be ? 

What danger lowers by land or sea ? 

They ring the tune of Enderby ! 

" For evil news from Mablethorpe, 
Of pyrate galleys warping down ; 

For shippes ashore beyond the scorpe. 
They have not spared to wake the townc : 



THE HIGH TIDE. 181 

But while the west bin red to see, 
And storms be none, and pyrates flee, 
Why ring ' The Brides of Enderby ' ? " 

I looked without, and lo ! my sonne 

Came riding downe with might and main : 

He raised a shout as he drew on, 
Till all the welkin rang again, 

"Elizabeth! Elizabeth!" 

(A sweeter woman ne'er drew breath 

Than my Sonne's wife, Elizabeth.) 

*' The olde sea wall (he cried) is downe, 

The rising tide comes on apace, 
And boats adrift in yonder towne 

Go sailing uppe the market-place." 
He shook as one that looks on death : 
*' God save you, mother ! " straight he saith ; 
" Where is my wife, Elizabeth? " 

'* Good Sonne, where Lindis winds her way. 
With her two bairns I marked her long ; 

And ere yon bells beganne to play 
Afar I heard her milking song." 



182 THE HIGH TIDE. 

He looked across the grassy lea, 
To right, to left, " Ho Enderbj ! " 
They rang ' ' The Brides of Enderby ! " 

With that he cried and beat his breast ; 

For, lo ! along the river's bed 
A mighty eygre reared his crest. 

And uppe the Lindis raging sped. 
It swept with thunderous noises loud ; 
Shaped like a curling snow-white cloud, 
Or like a demon in a shroud. 

And rearing Lindis backward pressed 

Shook all her trembling bankes amaine ; 
Then madly at the eygre's breast 

Flung uppe her weltering walls again. 
Then bankes came downe with ruin and rout- 
Then beaten foam flew round about — 
Then all the mighty floods were out. 

So farre, so fast the eygre drave, 
The heart had hardly time to beat. 

Before a shallow seething wave 

Sobbed in the grasses at oure feet : 



THE HIGH TIDE. 183 

The feet had hardly time to flee 
Before it brake against the knee, 
And all the world was in the sea. 

Upon the roofe we sate that night, 

The noise of bells went sweeping by ; 

I marked the lofty beacon light 

Stream from the church tower, red and high — 

A lurid mark and dread to see ; 

And awsome bells they were to mee, 

That in the dark rang " Enderby." 

They rang the sailor lads to guide 

From roofe to roofe who fearless rowed ; 

And I — my sonne was at my side, 
And yet the ruddy beacon glowed ; 

And yet he moaned beneath his breath, 

•' O come in life, or come in death ! 

O lost ! my love, Elizabeth." 

And didst thou visit him no more ? 

Thou didst, thou didst, my daughter deare ; 
The waters laid thee at his doore. 

Ere yet the early dawn was clear. 



184 THE HIGH TIDE. 

Thy pretty bairns in fast embrace, 
The lifted sun shone on thy face, 
Downe drifted to thy dwelling-place. 

That flow strewed wrecks about the grass, 
That ebbe swept out the flocks to sea ; 

A fatal ebbe and flow, alas ! 

To manye more than myne and mee : 

But each will mourn his own (she saith). 

And sweeter woman ne'er drew breath 

Than my Sonne's wife, Elizabeth. 

I shall never hear her more 
By the reedy Lindis shore, 
*'Cusha! Cusha ! Cusha!" calling, 
Ere the early dews be falling ; 
I shall never hear her song, 
* ' Cusha ! Cusha ! " all along 
Where the sunny Lindis floweth, 

Goeth, floweth ; 
From the meads where melick groweth, 
When the water winding down, 
Onward floweth to the town. 



THE HIGH TIDE. 185 

I sliall never see her more 

Wliere the reeds and rushes quiver, 

Shiver, quiver ; 
Stand beside the sobbing river, 
Sobbing, throbbing, in its falling 
To the sandy lonesome shore ; 
I shall never hear her calling, 
"Leave your meadow grasses mellow, 

MelloAv, mellow ; 
Quit your cowslips, cowslips yellow ; 
Come uppe Whitefoot, come uppe Lightfoot ; 
Quit your pipes of parsley hollow, 

Hollow, hollow ; 
Come uppe Lightfoot, rise and follow ; 

Lightfoot, Whitefoot, 
From your clovers lift the head ; 
Come uppe Jetty, follow, follow, 
Jetty, to the milking shed." 



186 



AFTERNOOIT AT A PARSOITAGE. 

(THE parson's brother, SISTER, AND TWO CHILDREN.) 

Preface. 



HAT wonder man should fail to stay 
A nursling wafted from above, 
The growth celestial come astray, 
That tender growth whose name 
is Love ! 



It is as if high winds in heaven 
Had shaken the celestial trees, 

And to this earth below had given 

Some feathered seeds from one of these. 

O perfect love that 'dureth long ! 

Dear growth, that shaded by the palms. 
And breathed on by the angel's song, 

Blooms on in heaven's eternal calms ! 




AFTERNOON AT A PAR80XAGE. 187 

How great the task to guard thee here, 
Where wind is rough, and frost is keen. 

And all the ground with doubt and fear 
Is chequered birth and death between ! 

Space is against thee — it can part ; 

Time is against thee — it can chill ; 
Words — they but render half the heart; 

Deeds — they are poor to our rich will. 



Merton. Though she had loved me, I had neve;, 

bound 
Her beauty to my darkness ; that had been 
Too hard for her. Sadder to look so near 
Into a face all shadow, than to stand 
Aloof, and then withdraw, and afterwards 
Suffer forgetfulness to comfort her. 
I think so, and I loved her ; therefore I 
Have no complaint ; albeit she is not mine : 
And yet — and yet, withdrawing I would fain 
She would have pleaded duty — would have said 



188 AFTERNOON AT A PAESONAGE. 

" My father wills it ; " would have turned away. 

As lingering, or unwillingly ; for then 

She would have done no damage to the past : 

Now she has roughly used it — flung it down 

And brushed its bloom away. If she had said, 

" Sir, I have promised ; therefore, lo ! my hand " — 

"Would I have taken it ? Ah no ! by all 

Most sacred, no ! 

I would for my sole share 
Have taken first her recollected blush 
The day I won her ; next her shining tears — 
The tears of our long parting ; and for all 
The rest — her cry, her bitter heart-sick cry, 
That day or night (I know not which it was. 
The days being always night), that darkest night, 
"When being led to her I heard her cry, 
"O blind! blind! blind!" 

Go with thy chosen mate 
The fashion of thy going nearly cured 
The sorrow of it. I am yet so weak 
That half my thoughts go after thee ; but not 
So weak that I desire to have it so. 



AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 189 



Jessie, seated at the piano, sings. 

When the dimpled water slippeth, 

Full of laughter, on its way, 
And her wing the wagtail dippeth, 

Kunning by the brink at play ; 
When the poplar leaves atrenible 

Turn their edges to the light, 
And the far-up clouds resemble 

Veils of gauze most clear and white ; 
And the sunbeams fall and flatter 

Woodland moss and branches brown, 
And the glossy finches chatter 

Up and down, up and down : 
Though the heart be not attending, 

Having music of her own, 
On the grass, through meadows wending, 

It is sweet to walk alone. 

When the falling waters utter 

Something mournful on their way, 
■&.nd departing swallows flutter. 

Taking leave of bank and brae ; 
When the chaffinch idly sitteth 

With her mate upon the sheaves, 
And the wistful robin flitteth 

Over beds of yellow leaves ; 



190 AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

When the clouds, like ghosts that ponder 

Evil fate, float by and frown, 
And the listless wind doth wander 

Up and down, up and down : 
Though the heart be not attending, 

Having sorrows of her o-rti. 
Through the fields and fallows wending, 

It is sad to walk alone. 

Merton. Blind ! blind ! blind ! 
Oh ! sitting in the dark for evermore, 
And doing nothing — putting out a hand 
To feel what lies about me, and to say 
Not *' This is blue or red," but " This is cold, 
And this the sun is shining on, and this 
I know not till they tell its name to me." 

O that I might behold once more, my God ! 
The shining rulers of the night and day ; 
Or a star twinkling ; or an almond-tree, 
Pink with her blossom and alive with bees, 
Standing against the azure ! O my sight ! 
Lost, and yet living in the sunlit cells 
Of memory — that only lightsome place 
Where lingers yet the day spring of my youth : 
The years of mourning for thy death are long. 



APTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 191 

Be kind, sweet memory ! O desert me not ! 

For oft thou show'st me lucent opal seas, 

Fringed with their cocoa-palms, and dwarf red crags. 

Whereon the placid moon doth *' rest her chin ; " 

For oft by favor of thy visitings 

I feel the dimness of an Indian night, 

And lo ! the sun is coming. Red as rust 

Between the latticed blind his presence burns, 

A ruby ladder running up the wall ; 

And all the dust, printed with pigeons' feet. 

Is reddened, and the crows that stalk anear 

Begin to trail for heat their glossy wings, 

And the red flowers give back at once the dew, 

For night is gone, and day is born so fast, 

And is so strong, that, huddled as in flight, 

The fleeting darkness paleth to a shade. 

And while she calls to sleep and dreams '* Come on," 

Suddenly waked, the sleepers rub their eyes. 

Which having opened, lo ! she is no more. 

O misery and mourning ! I have felt — 
Yes, I have felt like some deserted world 
That God had done with, and had cast aside 
To rock and stagger through the gulf*? of space. 



192 AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

He never looking on it any more — 
Untilled, no use, no pleasure, not desired, 
l^or lighted on by angels in their flight 
From heaven to happier planets, and the race 
That once had dwelt on it withdrawn or dead. 
Could such a world have hope that some blest day 
God would remember her, and fashion her 
Anew ? 

Jessie. What, dearest ? Did you speak to me ? 

Child. I think he spoke to us. 

M. JSTo, little elves, 

You were so quiet that I half forgot 
Your neighborhood. What are you doing there.'' 

J. They sit together on the window-mat 
Nursing their dolls. 

C. Yes, Uncle, our new dolls — 

Our best dolls, that you gave us. 

M. Did you say 

The afternoon was bright ? 

J. YGs, bright indeed ! 

The sun is on the plane-tree, and it flames 
All red and orange. 

C. I can see my father — 

Look ! look ! the leaves are falling on his gown. 



AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 193 

M. Where? 

C. In the churchyard, Uncle — he is 

gone ; 
He passed behind the tower, 

31. I heard a bell : 

There is a funeral, then, behind the church. 

2)id Child. Are the trees sorry when their leaves 
drop off ? 

1st Child. You talk such silly words ; — no, not at 
aU. 
There goes another leaf. 

27id Child. I did not see. 

1st Child. Look ! on the grass, between the little 
hills. 
Just where they planted Amy. 

tT. Amy died — 

Dear little Amy ! when you talk of her. 
Say, she is gone to heaven. 

2nd Child. They planted her — 

"Will she come up next year ? 

1st Child. Ko, not so soon; 

But some day God will call her to come up, 
And then she will. Papa knows everything — 
He said she would before he planted her. 
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194: APTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

2nd Child. It was at night she went to heaven. Last 
night 
We saw a star before we went to bed. 

1st Child. Yes, Uncle, did you know? A large 
bright star, 
And at her side she had some little ones — 
Some young ones. 

M. Young ones ! no, my little maid, 

Those stars are very old. 

1st Child. What ! all of them? 

M. Yes. 

1st Child. Older than our father ? 

3L Older, far. 

27id Child. They must be tired of shining there so 
long. 
Perhaps they wish they might come down. 

J. Perhaps ! 

Dear children, talk of what you understand. 
Come, I must lift the trailing creepers up 
That last night's wind has loosened. 

1st Child. May we help ? 

Aunt, may we help to nail them ? 

J. We shall see. 

Go, find and bring the hammer, and some shreds. 



AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 195 



[Steps outside the window, lifts a branch, and sings.'] 

Should I change my allegiance for rancor 

If fortune changes her side ? 
Or should I, like a vessel at anchor, 

Turn with the turn of the tide '? 
Lift ! O lift, thou lowering sky ; 

An thou wilt, thy gloom forego ! 
An thou Avilt not, he and I 

Need not part for drifts of snow. 



M. [ivithiji] Lift ! no, thou lowering sky, tliou wilt 
not lift — 
Thy motto readeth, "Never." 

Children. Here they are ! 

Here are the nails ! and may we help ? 

J. You shall, 

If I should want help. 

1st Child. Will you want it, then ? 

Please want it — we like nailing. 

27id Child. Yes, w^e do. 

J. It seems I ought to want it ; hold the bough, 
And each may nail in turn. 



196 AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

[Sings.] 

Like a daisy I was, near him growing: 

Must I move because favors flag, 
And be like a brown wall-flower blowing 

Far out of reach in a crag ? 
Lift ! O lift, thou lowering sky ; 

An thou canst, thy blue regain ! 
An thou canst not, he and I 

Need not part for drops of rain. 

1st Child. Now, liave we nailed enough .f^ 

J. [trains the creepers'] Yes, you may go ; 
But do not play too near the churchyard path. 

M. [within] Even misfortune does not strike so 
near 
As my dependence. O, in youth and strength 
To sit a timid coward in the dark, 
And feel before I set a cautious step ! 
It is so very dark, so far more dark 
Than any night that day comes after — night 
In which there would be stars, or else at least 
The silvered portion of a sombre cloud 
Through which the moon is plunging. 

J. [entering] Merton ! 



AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 197 

M. Yes. 

J. Dear Merton, did you know that I could hear ? 

M. No : e'en my solitude is not mine now, 
And if I be alone is ofttimes doubt. 
Alas ! far more than eyesight have I lost ; 
For manly courage drifteth after it — 
E'en as a splintered spar would drift away 
From some dismasted wreck. Hear, I complain — 
Like a weak ailing woman I complain. 

J. For the first time. 

M. I cannot bear the dark. 

J. My brother ! you do bear it — bear it well — 
Have borne it twelve long months, and not complained. 
Comfort your heart with music : all the air 
Is warm with sunbeams where the organ stands. 
You like to feel them on you. Come and play. 

M. My fate, my fate is lonely ! 

J. So it is — 

I know it is. 

M. And pity breaks my heart. 

J. Does it, dear Merton ? 

31. Yes, I say it does. 

What ! do you think I am so dull of ear 
That I can mark no chans^es in the tones 



198 AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

That reach me ? Once I liked not girlish pride 

And that coy quiet, chary of reply, 

That held me distant : now the sweetest lips 

Open to entertain me — fairest hands 

Are proffered me to guide. 

J. That is not well ? 

M. No : give me coldness, pride, or still disdain, 
Gentle withdrawal. Give me anything 
But this — a fearless, sweet, confiding ease, 
Whereof I may expect, I may exact, 
Considerate care and have it — gentle speech. 
And have it. Give me anything but this ! 
For they who give it, give it in the faith 
That I will not misdeem them, and forget 
My doom so far as to perceive thereby 
Hope of a wife. They make this thought too plain ; 
They wound me — O they cut me to the heart ! 
When have I said to any one of them, 
" I am a blind and desolate man ; — come here, 
I pray you — be as eyes to me ? " When said. 
Even to her whose pitying voice is sweet 
To my dark ruined heart, as must be hands 
That clasp a lifelong captive's through the grate. 
And who wiU ever lend her delicate aid 



AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 199 

To guide me, dark Incumbrance that I am! — 
When have I said to her,_ " Comforting voice, 
Belonging to a face unknown, I pray 
Be my wife's voice ? " 

J. Never, my brother — no. 

You never have ! 

M. What could she think of me 

If I forgot myself so far ? or what 
Could she reply ? 

J. You ask not as men ask 

Who care for an opinion, else perhaps, 
Although I am not sure — although, perhaps, 
I have no right to give one — I should say 
She would reply, " I will ! " 



AftertJiougJit. 

Man dwells apart, though not alone, 
He walks among his peers unread ; 

The best of thoughts which he hath known. 
For lack of listeners are not said. 



200 AFTERNOON AT A PARSONAGE. 

Yet dreaming on earth's clustered isles, 
He salth, " They dwell not lone like men, 

Forgetful that their sunflecked smiles 
Flash far beyond each other's ken. 

He looks on God's eternal suns 
That sprinkle the celestial blue, 

And saith, " Ah ! happy shining ones, 

I would that men were grouped like you ! " 

Yet this is sure : the loveliest star 
That clustered with its peers we see. 

Only because from us so far 

Doth near its fellows seem to be. 



201 



so:NrGs or seven". 



SEVEN TIMES ONE. EXULTATION. 




HERE'S no dew left on the daisies 
and clover, 
There's no rain left in heaven : 
I've said my "seven times" over 
and over, 
Seven times one are seven. 



I am old, so old, I can write a letter ; 

My birthday lessons are done ; 
The lambs play always, they know no better : 

They are only one times one. 



O moon ! in the night I have seen you sailing 

And shining so round and low ; 
You were bright ! ah bright ! but your light is failing 

You are nothinsr now but a bow. 



202 SONGS OF SEVEN. 

You moon, have you done something wrong in heaven 

That God has hidden your face ? 
I hope if you have you will soon be forgiven, 

And shine again in your place. 



O velvet bee, you're a dusty fellow, 
YouVe powdered your legs with gold ! 

O brave marsh marybuds, rich and yellow, 
Give me your money to hold ! 



O columbine, open your folded wrapper. 
Where two twin turtle-doves dwell ! 

O cuckoopint, toll me the purple clapper 
That hangs in your clear green bell ! 



And show me your nest with the young ones in it 

I will not steal them away ; 
I am old ! you may trust me, linnet, linnet — 

I am seven times one to-day. 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 203 



SE^nEN TIMES TWO. ROMANCE. 

You bells in the steeple, ring, ring out your changes, 

How many soever they be, 
And let the brown meadow-lark's note as he ranges 

Come over, come over to me. 



Yet bird's clearest carol by fall or by swelling 

IN"© magical sense conveys. 
And bells have forgotten their old art of telling 

The fortune of future days. 



*' Turn again, turn again," once they rang cheerily 

While a boy listened alone ; 
Made his heart yearn again, musing so wearily 

All by himself on a stone. 



Poor bells ! I forgive you ; your good days are over, 

And mine, they are yet to be ; 
No listening, no longing shall aught, aught discover ; 

You leave the story to me. 



204 SONGS OF SEVEN. 

The foxglove shoots out of the green matted heather, 

Preparmg her hoods of snow ; 
She was idle, and slept till the sunshiny weather : 

O, children take long to grow. 



f wish, and I wish that the spring would go faster, 

Nor long summer bide so late ; 
^nd I could grow on like the foxglove and aster, 

For some things are ill to wait. 



[ wait for the day when dear hearts shall discover, 
While dear hands are laid on my head ; 

" The child is a woman, the book may close over. 
For all the lessons are said." 



I wait for my story — the birds cannot sing it, 

Not one, as he sits on the tree ; 
The bells cannot ring it, but long years, O bring it ! 

Such as I wish it to be. 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 205 



SEVEN TIME THREE. LOVE. 

I leaned out of window, I smelt the white clover, 

Dark, dark was the garden, I saw not the gate ; 
"Now, if there be footsteps, he comes, my one lover — 
Hush, nightingale, hush ! O, sweet nightingale, wait 
Till I listen and hear 
If a step draweth near, 
For my love he is late ! 



•' The skies in the darkness stoop nearer and nearer, 

A cluster of stars hangs like fruit in the tree. 
The fall of the water comes sweeter, comes clearer : 
To what art thou listening, and what dost thou see ? 
Let the star-clusters grow, 
Let the sweet waters flow. 
And cross q^uickly to me. 



" You night moths that hover where honey brims over 
From sycamore blossoms, or settle or sleep ; 

You glowworms, shine out, and the pathway discover 
To him that comes darkling along the rough steep. 



206 SONGS OF SEVEN. 

Ah, my sailor, make haste, 
For the time runs to waste. 
And my love lieth deep — 

*' Too deep for swift telling ; and yet, my one lover, 
IVe conned thee an answer, it waits thee to-night." 
By the sycamore passed he, and through the white 
clover. 
Then all the sweet speech I had fashioned took 
flight ; 

But ni love him more, more 
Than e'er wife loved before, 
Be the days dark or bright. 



SEVEN TIMES FOUR. MATERNITY. 

Heigh ho ! daises and buttercups, 

Fair yellow daffodils, stately and tall ! 
When the wind wakes how they rock in the grasses, 

And dance with the cuckoo-buds slender and small ! 
Here's two bonny boys, and here's mother's own lasses, 
Eager to gather them all. 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 207 

Heigh ho ! daisies and buttercups ! 

Mother shall thread them a daisy chain ; 
Sing them a song of the pretty hedge sparrow, 

That loved her brown little ones, loved them full fain ; 
Sing, " Heart, thou art wide though the house be but 
narrow " — 

Sing once, and sing it again. 



Heigh ho ! daisies and buttercups, 

Sweet wagging cowslips, they bend and they bow ; 
A ship sails afar over warm ocean waters. 

And haply one musing doth stand at her prow. 
O bonny brown sons, and O sweet little daughters, 
Maybe he thinks on you now ! 



Heigh ho ! daisies and buttercups, 

Fair yellow daffodils, stately and tall — 
A sunshiny world full of laughter and leisure. 

And fresh hearts unconscious of sorrow and thrall ! 
Send down on their pleasure smiles passing its mea- 
sure, 

God that is over us all ! 



208 SONGS OF SEVEN. 



SEVEN TIMES FIVE. WIDOWHOOD. 

I sleep and rest, my heart makes moan 

Before I am well awake ; 
♦' Let me bleed ! O let me alone, 

Since I must not break ! " 



For children wake, though fathers sleep 
With a stone at foot and at head : 

O sleepless God, for ever keep. 
Keep both living and dead .' 



I lift mine eyes, and what to see 
But a world happy and fair ! 

I have not wished it to mourn with me 
Comfort is not there. 



O what anear but golden brooms, 
And a waste of reedy rills ! 

O what afar but the fine glooms 
On the rare blue hills ! 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 209 

I shall not die, but live forlore — 

How bitter it is to part ! 
O to meet thee, my love, once more ! 

O my heart, my heart ! 



No more to hear, no more to see ! 

O that an echo might wake 
And waft one note of thy psalm to me 

Ere my heart-strings break ! 



I should know it how faint soe'er. 
And with angel voices blent ; 

O once to feel thy spirit anear ; 
I could be content ! 



Or once between the gates of gold. 
While an entering angel trod, 

But once — thee sitting to behold 
On the hills of God ! 



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210 SONGS OF SEVEN. 



SEVEN TIMES SIX. GIVING IN MARKIAGE- 

To bear, to nurse, to rear. 

To watch, and then to lose : 
To see my bright ones disappear, 

Drawn up like morning dews — 
To bear, to nurse, to rear. 

To watch, and then to lose : 
This have I done when God drew near 

Among his own to choose. 

To hear, to heed, to wed. 

And with thy lord depart 
In tears that he, as soon as shed. 

Will let no longer smart. — 
To hear, to heed, to wed, 

This while thou didst I smiled. 
For now it was not God who said. 

" Mother, give me thy child." 

O fond, O fool, and blind, 

To God I gave with tears ; 
But when a man like grace would find. 

My sovil put by her fears — 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 211 

O fond, O fool, and blind, 

God guards in happier spheres ; 
That man will guard where he did bind 

Is hope for unknown years. 

To hear, to heed, to wed, 

Fair lot that maidens choose, 
Thy mother's tenderest words are said. 

Thy face no more she views ; 
Thy mother's lot, my dear. 

She doth in nought accuse ; 
Her lot to bear, to nurse, to rear, 

To love — and then to lose. 



SEVEN TEMES SEVEN. LONGING FOR HOME. 
I. 

A song of a boat : — 
There was once a boat on a billow : 
Lightly she rocked to her port remote. 
And the foam was white in her wake like snow. 
And her frail mast bowed when the breeze would blow, 
And bent like a wand of willow. 



212 SONGS OF SEVEN. 

II. 

I shaded mine eyes one day when a boat 

Went curtseying over the billow, 
I marked her course till a dancing mote 
She faded out on the moonlit foam, 
And I stayed behind in the dear loved home ; 
And my thoughts all day were about the boat 
And my dreams upon the pillow. 

III. 
I pray you hear my song of a boat, 

For it is but short : — 
My boat, you shall find none fairer afloat, 

In river or port. 
Long I looked out for the lad she bore. 

On the open desolate sea, 
And I think he sailed to the heavenly shore, 

For he came not back to me — 

Ah me ! 

IV. 

A song of a nest : — 
There was once a nest in a hollow : 
Down in the mosses and knot-grass pressed. 



SONGS OF SEVEN. 213 

Soft and -warm, and full to tlie brim — 
Vetches leaned over it purple and dim, 
With buttercup buds to follow. 

V. 
I pray you hear my song of a nest, 

For it is not long : — 
You shall never light, in a summer quest 

The bushes among — 
Shall never light on a prouder sitter, 

A fairer nestful, nor ever know 
A softer sound than their tender twitter, 

That wind-like did come and go. 

VI. 

I had a nestful once of my own. 

Ah happy, happy I ! 
Right dearly I loved them : but when they were grown 

They spread out their wings to fly — 
O, one after one they flew away 

Far up to the heavenly blue, 
To the better country, the upper day. 

And — I wish I was going too. 



214 SONGS OF se\t:n. 



I pray you, what is the nest to me, 

My empty nest ? 
And what is the shore where I stood to see 

My boat sail down to the west ? 
Can I call that home where I anchor yet, 

Though my good man has sailed ? 
Can I call that home where my nest was set, 

Now all its hope hath failed ? 
Nay, but the port where my sailor went. 

And the land where my nestlings be : 
There is the home where my thoughts are sent. 

The only home for me — 

Ah me ! 



215 



A COTTAGE IN A CHINE. 



E reached tlie place by night, 

And heard the waves breaking : 
Thsy came to meet us with candles 
alight 
To show the path we were taking. 
A myrtle, trained on the gate, was 
white 
With tufted flowers down shaking. 




With head beneath her wing, 

A little wren was sleeping — 
So near, I had found it an easy thing 

To steal her for my keeping 
From the myrtle bough that with easy swing 

Across the path was sweeping. 



Down rocky steps rough-hewed. 

Where cup-mosses flowered, 
And under the trees, all twisted and rude, 



216 A COTTAGE IN A CHINE. 

Wherewith the dell was dowered, 

They led us, where deep in its solitude 

Lay the cottage, leaf-embowered. 

The thatch was all bespread 

With climbing passion flowers ; 
They were wet, and glistened with raindrops, shed 

That day in genial showers. 
*' Was never a sweeter nest," we said, 

" Than this little nest of ours." 

We laid us down to sleep : 

But as for me — waking, 
I marked the plunge of the muffled deep 

On its sandy reaches breaking ; 
For heart-joyance doth sometimes keep 

From slumber, like heart-aching. 

And I was glad that night, 

With no reason ready. 
To give my own heart for its deep delight, 

That flowed like some tidal eddy. 
Or shone like a star that was rising bright 

With comforting radiance steady. 



A COTTAGE IN A CHINE. 217 

But on a sudden — hark ! 

Music struck asunder 
Those meshes of bliss, and I wept in the dark, 

So sweet was the unseen wonder ; 
So swiftly it touched, as if struck at a mark. 

The trouble that joy kept under. 

I rose — the moon outshone : 

I saw the sea heaving. 
And a little vessel sailing alone, 

The small crisp wavelet cleaving ; 
'T was she as she sailed to her port unknown — 

Was that track of sweetness leaving. 

We know they music made 

In heaven, ere man's creation; 
But when God threw it down to us that strayed, 

It dropt with lamentation, 
And ever since doth its sweetness shade 

With sighs for its first station. 

Its joy suggests regret — 

Its most for more is yearning ; 
And it brings to the soul that its voice hath met 



218 A COTTAGE IX A CHINE. 

No rest that cadence learning, 
But a conscious part in the sighs that fret 
Its nature for returning. 

Eve, sweet Eve ! methought 
When sometimes comfort winning, 

As she watched the first children's tender sport, 

Sole joy born since her sinning, 
If a bird anear them sang, it brought 

The pang as at beginning. 

While swam the unshed tear, 

Her prattlers little heeding. 
Would murmur, " This bird, with its carol clear, 

When the red clay was kneaden, 
And God made Adam our father dear, 

Sang to him thus in Eden." 

The moon went in — the sky 
And earth and sea hiding, 

1 laid me down, with the yearning sigh 
Of that strain in my heart abiding ; 

I slept, and the barque that had sailed so nigh 
In my dream was ever gliding. 



A COTTAGE IN A CHLNE. 219 

I slept, but waked amazed, 

With sudden noise frighted, 
And voices without, and a flash that dazed 

My eyes from candles lighted. 
'M h ! surely," methought, "by these shouts upraised. 

Some travellers are benighted." 

A voice was at my side — 

" Waken, madam, waken ! 
The long prayed-for ship at her anchor doth ride. 

Let the child from its rest be taken, 
For the captain doth weary for babe and for bride — 

Waken, madam, waken ! 

**The home you left but late, 

He speeds to it light-hearted ; 
By the wires he sent this news, and straight 

To you with it they started." 
O joy for a yearning heart too great, 

O union for the parted ! 

We rose up in the night. 

The morning star was shining ; 
We carried the child in its slumber light 



220 A COTTAGE IN A CHI^'E. 

Out by the myrtles twining : 
Orion over the sea hung bright, 
And glorious in declining. 

Mother, to meet her son. 

Smiled first, then wept the rather ; 
And wife, to bind up those links undone, 

And cherished words to gather, 
And to show the face of her little one, 

That had never seen its father. 

That cottage in a chine. 

We were not to behold it ; 
But there may the purest of sunbeams shine. 

May freshest flowers enfold it, 
For sake of the news which our hearts must twine 

With the bower where we were told it ! 

Now oft, left lone again. 

Sit mother and sit daughter. 
And bless the good ship that sailed over the main. 

And the favoring winds that brought her ; 
While still some new beauty they fable and feign 

For the cottage by the water. 



221 



PERSEPHONE. 



"Written for The Portfolio Society, January, 1862. 



Subject given — " Light and Shade. 




HE stepped upon Sicilian grass, 
Demeter's daughter fresh and fair, 
A child of light, a radiant lass, 

And gamesome as the morning air. 
The daffodils were fair to see, 
They nodded lightly on the lea, 
Persephone — Persephone ! 



Lo ! one she marked of rarer growth 

Than orchis or anemone ; 
For it the maiden left them both. 

And parted from her company. 



222 LIGHT AND SHADE. 

Drawn nigh she deemed it fairer still, 
And stooped to gather by the rill 
The daffodil, the daffodil. 

What ailed the meadow that it shook ? 

What ailed the air of Sicily ? 
She wondered by the brattling brook, 

And trembled with the trembling lea. 
" The coal-black horses rise — they rise : 
O mother, mother ! " low she cries — 
Persephone — Persephone ! 

«• O light, light, light ! " she cries, *' farewell ; 

The coal-black horses wait for me. 
O shade of shades, where I must dwell, 

Demeter, mother, far from thee ! 
Ah, fated doom that I fulfil ! 
Ah, fateful flower beside the rlU ! 
The daffodil, the daffodil ! " 

What ails her that she comes not home ? 

Demeter seeks her far and wide, 
And gloomy-browed doth ceaseless roam 

From many a morn till eventide. 



LIGHT AND SHADE. 223 

** My life, immortal though it be, 

Is nought," she cries, "for -want of thee, 

Persephone — Persephone ! 

** Meadows of Enna, let the rain 

No longer drop to feed your rills, 
Nor dew refresh the fields again. 

With all their nodding daffodils ! 
Fade, fade and droop, O lilied lea. 
Where thou, dear heart, wert reft from me — 
Persephone — Persephone ! " 



She reigns upon her dusky throne, 
'Mid shades of heroes dread to see ; 

Among the dead she breathes alone, 
Persephone — Persephone ! 

Or seated on the Elysian hill 

She dreams of earthly daylight still, 

And murmurs of the daffodil. 

A voice in Hades soundeth clear, 
The shadows mourn and flit below ; 

It cries — " Thou Lord of Hades, hear, 
And let Demeter''s daughter go. 



224 LIGHT AND SHADE. 

The tender corn upon the lea 

Droops in her goddess gloom when she 

Cries for her lost Persephone. 

" From land to land she raging flies, 
The green fruit falleth in her wake, 

And harvest fields beneath her eyes 
To earth the grain unripened shake. 

Arise, and set the maiden free ; 

Why should the world such sorrow dree 

By reason of Persephone ? " 

He takes the cleft pomegranate seeds : 
" Love, eat with me this parting day ; 

Then bids them fetch the coal-black steeds ■ 
" Demeter's daughter, woutdst away?" 

The gates of Hades set her free ; 

" She will return full soon," saith he — 

"My wife, my wife Persephone." 

Low laughs the dark king on his throne — 
"I gave her of pomegranate seeds." 

Demeter's daughter stands alone 
Upon the fair Eleusian meads. 



LIGHT AND SHADE. 225 

Her mother meets lier. " Hail ! " saith she ; 
*' And doth our daylight dazzle thee, 
My love, my child Persephone ? 

*' What moved thee, daughter, to forsake 

Thy fellow-maids that fatal morn, 
And give thy dark lord power to take 

Thee living to his realm forlorn ? " 
Her lips reply without her will, 
As one addressed who slumbereth still — 
" The daffodil, the daffodil ! " 

Her eyelids droop with light ojDpressed, 
And sunny wafts that round her stir, 

Her cheek upon her mother's breast — 
Demeter's kisses comfort her. 

Calm Queen of Hades, art thou she 

Who stepped so lightly on the lea — 

Persephone, Persephone? 

When, in her destined course, the moon 
Meets the deep shadow of this world. 

And laboring on doth seem to swoon 

Through awful Avastes of dimness whirled — 
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226 LIGHT AND SHADE. 

Emerged at length, no trace hath she 
Of that dark hour of destiny, 
Still silvery sweet — Persephone. 

The greater world may near the less, 

And draw it through her weltering shade, 

But not one biding trace impress 
Of all the darkness that she made ; 

The greater soul that draweth thee 

Hath left his shadow plain to see 

On thy fair face, Persephone ! 

Demeter sighs, but sure 'tis well 
The wife should love her destiny : 

They part, and yet, as legends tell. 
She mourns her lost Persephone ; 

While chant the maids of Enna still — 

" O fateful flower beside the rill — 

The daffodil, the daffodil ! " 



227 



A SEA SONG. 



^^T^^LD ALBION" sat on a crag of late, 

And sung out — "Ahoy ! ahoy ! 
Long life to the captain, good luck 
to the mate. 
And this to my sailor boy !" 
Come over, come home. 
Through the salt sea foam, 
My sailor, my sailor boy ! 




*' Here's a crown to be given away, I ween, 

A crown for my sailor's head, 
And all for the worth of a widowed queen, 
And the love of the noble dead. 
And the fear and fame 
Of the island's name 
Where my boy was born and bred. 



228 A SEA SONG. 

'* Content thee, content thee, let It alone, 

Thou marked for a choice so rare ; 
Though treaties be treaties, never a throne 
Was proffered for cause as fair. 
Yet come to me home, 
Through the salt sea foam, 
For the Greek must ask elsewhere. 

** 'Tis pity, my sailor, but who can tell.^' 

Many lands they look to me ; 
One of these might be wanting a Prince as well, 
■ But that's as hereafter may be." 
She raised her Avliite head 
And laughed ; and she said 
" That's as hereafter may be." * 



229 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 




[T was a village built in a green rent, 
Between two cliffs that skirt the 

dangerous bay. 
A reef of level rock runs out to sea, 
And you may lie on it and look 
slieer doAvn, 

Just where the " Grace of Sunderland" was lost. 
And see the elastic banners of the dulse 
Rock softly, and the orange star-fish creep 
Across the laver, and the mackerel shoot 
Over and under it, like silver boats 
Turning at will and plying under water. 



There on that reef we lay upon our breasts. 
My brother and I, and half the village lads, 
For an old fishermen had called to us 
With "Sirs, the syle be come." "And what are 
they ? " 



230 BEOTHEKS, AND A SERMON 

My brother said. '• Ciood la^k ! "' iKe o(fl luan cried, 
And shook liis head ; " to think you gen^Molk 
Should ask what syle be ! Look you ; J *)an't say 
What syle be called in your fine dictionaries, 
Nor what name God Almight}- calls them by. 
When their food's ready and He sends them south ; 
But our folk call them syle, and nought but syle. 
And when they're grown, Avhy then we call them he: 

ring. 
I tell you, Sir, the water is as full 
Of them as pastures be of blades of grass ; 
You'll draw a score out in a landing net, 
And none of them be longer than a pin. 

" Syle ! ay, indeed, we should be badly off, 
I reckon, and so would God Almighty's gulls," 
He grumbled on in his quaint piety, 
" And all his other birds, if He should say 
I will not drive my syle into the south ; 
The fisher folk may do without my syle, 
And do without the shoals of fish it draws 
To follow and feed on it." 

This said, we made 
Our peace with him by means of two small coins, 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 231 

And down -we ran and lay upon the reef, 

And saw the swimming infants, emerald green, 

In separate shoals, the scarcely turning ebb 

Bringing them in ; while sleek, and not intent 

On chase, but taking that which came to hand. 

The full-fed mackerel and the gurnet swam 

Between ; and settling on the polished sea, 

A thousand snow-white gulls sat lovingly 

In social rings, and twittered while they fed. 

The village dogs and ours, elate and brave. 

Lay looking over, barking at the fish ; 

Fast, fast the silver creatures took the bait, 

And when they heaved and floundered on the rock, 

In beauteous misery, a sudden pat 

Some shaggy pup would deal, then back away. 

At distance eye them with sagacious doubt, 

And shrink half frighted from the slippery things. 

And so we lay from ebb-tide, till the flow 
Rose high enough to drive us from the reef; 
The fisher lads went home across the sand ; 
We climbed the cliff", and sat an hour or more. 
Talking and looking down. It was not talk 
Of much significance, except for this — 



232 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

That we had more in common than of old, 
For both were tired, I with overwork. 
He with inaction ; I was glad at heart 
To rest, and he was glad to have an ear 
That he could grumble to, and half in jest 
Rail at entails, deplore the fate of heirs. 
And the misfortune of a good estate — 
Misfortune that was sure to pull him down. 
Make him a dreamy, selfish, useless man : 
Indeed he felt himself deteriorate 
Already. Thereupon he sent down showers 
Of clattering stones, to emphasize liis words, 
And leap the cliffs and tumble noisily 
Into the seething wave. And as for me, 
I railed at him and at ingratitude. 
While rifling of the basket he had slung 
Across his shoulders ; then with right good will 
We fell to work, and feasted like the gods. 
Like laborers, or like eager workhouse folk 
At Yuletide dinner ; or, to say the whole 
At once, like tired, hungry, healthy youth. 
Until the meal being o'er, the tilted flask 
Drained of its latest drop, the meat and bread 
And ruddy cherries eaten, and the dogs 



BKOTHERS, AND A SERMON. 233 

Mumbling the bones, this elder brother of mine — 

This man, that never felt an ache or pain 

In his broad, well-knit frame, and never knew 

The trouble of an unforgiven grudge. 

The sting of a regretted meanness, nor 

The desperate straggle of the unendowed 

For place and for possession — he began 

To sing a rhyme that he himself had wrought ; 

Sending it out with cogitative pause. 

As if the scene where he had shaped it first 

Had rolled it back on him, and meeting it 

Thus unaware, he was of doubtful mind 

"Whether his dignity it well beseemed 

To sing of pretty maiden : 



Goldilocks ?at on the grass, 

Tying up of posies rare ; 
Hardly could a sunbeam pass 

Through the cloud that was her hair. 
Purple orchis lasteth long, 

Primrose flowers are pale and clear; 
O the maiden sang a Pong 

It would do you good to hear ! 



234 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

Sad before her leaned the boy, 

" Goldilocks that I love well, 
Happy creature fair and coy, 

Think o' me, Sweet Amabel." 
Goldilocks she shook apart, 

Looked with doubtful, doubtful eyes ; 
Like a blossom on her heart 

Opened out her first surprise. 

As a gloriole sign o' grace, 

Goldilocks, ah fall and flow, 
On the blooming, childlike face, 

Dimple, dimple, come and go. 
Give her time ; on grass and sky 

Let her gaze if she be fain : 
As they looked ere he drew nigh. 

They will never look again. 

Ah ! the playtime she has known. 

While her goldilocks grew long, 
Is it like a nestling flown, 

Childhood over like a song ? 
Yes, the boy may clear his brow. 

Though she thinks to say him nay, 
When she sigh<5, " I cannot now — 

Come again some other day." 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 235 

" Hold ! there," he cried, half angry with himself; 

" That ending goes amiss : " then turned again 

To the old argument that we had held — 

" Now look you ! " said my brother, *• you may talk 

Till, weary of the talk, I answer ' Ay, 

There's reason in your words ; ' and you may talk 

Till I go on to say, ' This should be so ; ' 

And you may talk till I shall further own 

' It IS so ; yes, I am a lucky dog ! ' 

Yet not the less shall I next morning wake, 

And with a natural and fervent sigh. 

Such as you never heaved, I shall exclaim 

' What an unlucky dog I am ! ' " And here 

He broke into a laugh. " But as for you — 

You ! on all hands you have the best of me ; 

Men have not robbed you of your birthright — work, 

Nor ravaged in old days a peaceful field, 

Nor wedded heiresses against their will, 

Nor sinned, nor slaved, nor stooped, nor overreached, 

That you might drone a useless life away 

'Mid half a score of bleak and barren farms 

And half a dozen bogs." 

' ' O rare ! " I cried ; 
" His wrongs go nigh to make him eloquent : 



236 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

Now we behold bow far bad actions reach ! 

Because five hundred years ago a Knight 

Drove geese and beeves out from a Franklin's yard ; 

Because three hundred years ago a squire — 

Against her will, and for her fair estate — 

Married a very ugly, red-haired maid, 

The blest inheritor of all their pelf. 

While in the full enjoyment of the same, 

Sighs on his own confession every day. 

He cracks no egg without a moral sigh. 

Nor eats of beef but thinking on that wrong ; 

Then, yet the more to be revenged on them, 

And shame their ancient pride, if they should know, 

Works hard as any horse for his degree. 

And takes to Avriting verses." 

" Ay," he said. 
Half laughing at himself. " Yet you and I, 
But for those tresses which enrich us yet 
With somewhat of the hue that partial fame 
Calls auburn when it shines on heads of heirs. 
But when it flames round brows of younger sons, 
Just red — mere red ; why, but for this, I say, 
And but for selfish getting of the land. 
And beggarly entailing it, we two. 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 237 

To-dg-y well fed, well grown, well dressed, well read, 
We might have been two horny-handed boors — 
Lean, clumsy, ignorant, and ragged boors — 
Planning for moonlight nights a poaching scheme, 
Or soiling our dull souls and consciences 
With plans for pilfering a cottage roost. 

"What, chorus! are you dumb? you should have 

cried, 
* So good comes out of evil ; ' " and with that, 
As if all pauses it was natural 
To seize for songs, his voice broke out again : 

Coo, dove, to thy married mate — 

She has two warm eggs in her nest: 
Tell her the hours are few to wait 

Ere life shall dawn on their rest ; 
And thy young shall peck at the shells, elate 

With a dream of her brooding breast. 

Coo, dove, for she coimts the hours, 

Her fair wings ache for flight: 
By day the apple has grown in the flowers, 

And the moon has grown by night, 
And the Avhite drift settled from hawthorn bowers, 

Yet they will not seek the light. 



238 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

Coo, dove ; but what of the sky ? 

And what if the storm-wind swell, 
And the reeling branch come down from on high 

To the grass where daisies dwell, 
And the brood beloved should with them lie 

Or ever they break the shell ? 

Coo, dove; and yet black clouds lower. 

Like fate, on the far-off sea : 
Thunder and wind they bear to thy bower, 

As on wings of destiny. 
Ah, what if they break in an evil hour, 

As they broke over mine and me ? 

What next ? — we started like to girls, for lo ! 
The creaking voice, more hsCrsh than rusty crane, 
Of one who stooped behind us, cried aloud, 
" Good lack ! how sweet the gentleman does sing — 
So loud and sweet, 'tis like to split his throat. 
Why, Mike's a child to him, a two-years child — 
A Chrisom child." 

" Who's Mike ? " my brother growlci 
A little roughly. Quoth the fisherman — 
"Mike, Sir? he's just a fisher lad, no more; 
But he can sing, when he takes on to sing, 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 239 

So loud there's not a sparrow in the spire 
But needs must liear. Sir, if I might make bold, 
l"d ask what song that was you sung. My mate, 
As we were shoving oflf the mackerel boats, 
Said he, ' 111 wager that's the sort o' song 
They kept their hearts up with in the Crimea.' " 

*' There, fisherman," quoth I, "he showed his wit, 
Your mate ; he marked the sound of savage war — 
Gunpowder, groans, hot-shot, and bursting shells. 
And ' murderous messages ' delivered by 
Spent balls that break the heads of dreaming men." 

' " Ay, ay, Sii- ! " quoth the fisherman. *' Have done ! " 
My brother. And I — " The gift belongs to few 
Of sending farther than the words can reach 
Their spirit and expression ; " still — " Have done ! " 
He cried ; and then, " I rolled the rubbish out 
More loudly than the meaning warranted. 
To air my lungs — I thought not on the words." 

Then said the fisherman, who missed the point, 

" So Mike rolls out the psalm ; you'll hear him. Sir, 

Please God you live till Sunday." 



240 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

" Even so: 
And you, too, fisherman ; for here, they say, 
You all are church-goers." 

"Surely, Sir," quoth he, 
Took off his hat, and stroked his old white head 
And wrinkled face ; then sitting by us said. 
As one that utters with a quiet mind 
Unchallenged truth — " 'Tis lucky for the boats." 

The boats ! 'tis lucky for the boats ! Our eyes 
Were drawn to him as either fain would snj. 
What ! do they send the psalm up in the spire 
And pray because 'tis lucky for the boats ? 

But he, the brown old man, the wrinkled man, 
That all his life had been a church-goer. 
Familiar with celestial cadences. 
Informed of all he could receive, and sure 
Of all he understood — he sat content, 
And we kept silence. In his reverend face 
There was a simpleness we could not sound ; 
]\Iach truth had passed him overhead ; some error 
He ]iad trod under foot ; — God comfort him ! 
He coidd not leam of us, for we were young 



BROTHERS, A2sD A SERMON. 241 

And he was old, and so we gave it up ; 
And the sim went into the west, and down 
Upon the water stooped an orange cloud. 
And the pale milky reaches flushed, as glad 
To wear its colors ; and the sultry air 
Went out to sea, and puflfed the sails of ships 
AVith thymy wafts, the breath of trodden grass : 
It took moreover music, for across 
The heather belt and over pasture land 
Came the sweet monotone of one slow bell, 
And parted time into divisions rare, 
Whereof each morsel brought its own delight. 

*' They ring for service," quoth the fisherman; 
*' Our parson preaches in the church to-night." 

" And do the people go ? " my brother asked. 

*' Ay, Sir ; they count it mean to stay away, 
He takes it so to heart. He^s a rare man, 
Our parson ; half a head above us all." 

'* That's a great gift and notable," said I. 
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242 liKOTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

" Ay, Sir ; and when be was a younger man 

He went out in the lifeboat very oft, 

Before the ' Grace of Sunderland ' was wrecked. 

He's never been his own man since that hour ; 

For there were thirty men aboard of her, 

Anigh as close as you are now to me. 

And ne'er a one was saved. 

They're lying now, 
With two small children, in a row : the church 
And yard are full of seamen's graves, and few 
Have any names. 

She bumped upon the reef; 
Our parson, my young son, and several more 
Were lashed together with a two-inch rope. 
And crept along to her ; their mates ashore 
Ready to haul them m. The gale was high, 
The sea was all a boiling seething froth. 
And God Almighty's guns were going off, 
And the land trembled. 

"When she took the ground, 
She went to pieces like a lock of hay 
Tossed from a pitchfork. Ere it came to that. 
The captain reeled on deck with two small things. 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 243 

One in each arm — lils little lad and lass. 
Their hair was long, and blew before his face, 
Or else we thought he had been saved ; he fell, 
But held them fast. The crew, poor luckless souls ! 
The breakers licked them off; and some were crushed, 
Some swallowed in the yeast, some flung up dead. 
The dear breath beaten out of them : not one 
Jumped from the wreck upon the reef to catch 
The hands that strained to reach, but tumbled back 
With eyes wide open. But the captain lay 
And clung — the only man alive. They prayed — 
' For God's sake, captain, throw the children here ! ' 
* Throw them ! ' our parson cried ; and then she struck : 
And he threw one, a pretty two-years child ; 
But the gale dashed him on the slippery verge, 
And down he went. They say they heard him cry. 

*' Then he rose up and took the other one, 

And all our men reached out their hungry arms. 

And cried out, ' Throw her, throw her ! ' and he did : 

He threw her right against the parson's breast. 

And all at once a sea broke over them. 

And they that saw it from the shore have said 

It struck the wreck and piecemeal scattered it, 



244 BROTHERS, AND A SER.MOX. 

Just as a woman might the lump of salt 
That 'twixt her hands into the kneading-pan 
She breaks and crumbles on her rising bread. 

" We hauled our men in : two of them were dead - 
The sea had beaten them, their heads hung down ; 
Our parson's arms were empty, for the wave 
Had torn away the pretty, pretty lamb ; 
We often see him stand beside her grave : 
But 'twas no fault of his,' no fault of his. 

*' I ask your pardon, Sirs ; I prate and prate. 
And -never have I said what brought me here. 
Sirs, if you want a boat to-morrow morn, 
I'm bold to say there's ne'er a boat like mine." 

" Ay, that was what we wanted," we replied ; 

*' A boat, his boat ; " and off he Avent, well pleased. 

We, too, rose up (the crimson in the sky 
Flushing our Aices), and went sauntering on. 
And thought to reach our lodging, by the cliff. 
And up and down among the heather beds, 
And up and down between the sheaves, we sped. 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 245 

Doubling and winding ; for a long ravine 
Ran up into the land and cut us off, 
Pushing out slippery ledges for the birds. 
And rent with many a crevice, where the wind 
Had laid up drifts of empty eggshells, swept 
From the bare berths of gulls and guillemots. 

So as it chanced we lighted on a path 

That led into a nutwood ; and our talk 

Was louder than beseemed, if we had known. 

With argument and laughter; for the path, 

As we sped onward, took a sudden turn 

Abrupt, and we came out on churchyard grass, 

And close upon a porch, and face to face 

With those within, and Avith the thirty graves. 

We heard the voice of one who preached within, 

And stopped. "Come on," my brother whispered 

me ; 
" It were more decent that we enter now ; 
Come on ! we'll hear this rare old demigod : 
I like strong men and large ; I like grey heads. 
And grand gruff voices, hoarse though this may be 
With shouting in the storm.'" 

It was not hoarse. 



246 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

The voice that preached to those few fishermen 

And women, nursing mothers with the babes 

Hushed on their breasts ; and yet it held them not : 

Their drowsy eyes were drawn to look at us, 

Till, having leaned our rods against the wall, 

And left the dogs at watch, we entered, sat. 

And were apprised that, though he saw us not, 

The parson knew that he had lost the eyes 

And ears of those before him, for he made 

A pause — a long dead pause — and dropped his arms, 

And stood awaiting, till I felt the red 

Mount to my brow. 

And a soft fluttering stir 
Passed over all, and every mother hushed 
The babe beneath her shawl, and he turned round 
And met our eyes, unused to diffidence, 
But diffident of his ; then with a sigh 
Fronted the folk, lifted his grand grey head. 
And said, as one that pondered now the words 
He had been preaching on with new surprise, 
And found fresh marvel in their sound, " Behold! 
Behold!" saith He, "I stand at the door and knock." 

Then said the parson : " What ! and shall He wait. 
And must He wait, not only till we say. 



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* Good Lord, the house is clean, the hearth is swept, 

The children sleep, the mackerel-boats are in,^ 

And all the nets are mended ; therefore I 

"Will slowly to the door and open it : ' 

But must He also wait where still, behold ! 

He stands and knocks, while we do say, ' Good Lord, 

The gentlefolk are come to worship here, 

And I will up and open to Thee soon ; 

But first I pray a little longer wait, 

For I am taken up with them ; my eyes 

Must needs regard the fashion of their clothes, 

And count the gains I think to make by them ; 

Forsooth, they are of much account, good Lord ! 

Therefore have patience with me — wait, dear Lor<l I 

Or come again ? ' 

What ! must He wait for this — 
For this ? Ay, He doth wait for this, and still, 
Waiting for this. He, patient, raileth not ; 
Waiting for this, e'en this He saith, ' Behold ! 
I stand at the door and knock.' 

O patient hand ! 
Knocking and waiting — knocking in the night 
When work is done ! I charge you, by the sea 
Whereby you fill your children's mouths, and by 



248 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

The might of Him that made it — fishermen ! 

I charge you, mothers ! by the mother's milk 

He drew, and by His Father, God over all. 

Blessed for ever, that ye answer Him ! 

Open the door with shame, if ye have sinned ; 

If ye be sorry, open it with sighs. 

Albeit the place be bare for poverty, 

And comfortless for lack of plenishing, 

Be not abashed for that, but open it, 

And take Him in that comes to suj) with thee ; 

' Behold ! ' He saith, ' I stand at the door and knock. 

" Now, hear me : there be troubles in this world 
That no man can escape, and there is one 
That lieth hard and heavy on my soul. 
Concerning that which is to come : — 

I say 
As a man that knows what earthly trouble means, 
I will not bear this one — I cannot bear 
This ONE — I cannot bear the weight of you — 
You — every one of you, body and soul; 
You, with the care you suffer, and the loss 
That you sustain ; you, with the growing up 
To peril, maybe with the growing old 



BROTHERS, AXD A SERMOX. 249 

To -want, unless before I stand Avitli you 

At the great white throne, I may be free of all, 

And utter to the full what shall discharge 

Mine obligation : nay, I will not wait 

A day, for every time the black clouds rise, 

And the gale freshens, still I search my soul 

To find if there be aught that can persuade 

To good, or aught forsooth that can beguile 

From evil, that I (miserable man ! 

If that be so) have left unsaid, undone. 

" So that when any risen from sunken wrecks, 

Or rolled in by the billows to the edge 

Of the everlasting strand, what time the sea 

Gives up her dead, shall meet me, they may say 

Never, ' Old man, you told us not of this ; 

You left us fisher-lads that had to toil 

Ever in danger of the secret stab 

Of rocks, far deadlier than the dagger ; winds 

Of breath more murderous than the cannon's ; waves 

Mighty to rock us to our death ; and gulfs 

Ready beneath to suck and swallow us in : 

This crime be on your head ; and as for us — 

What shall we do ? ' but rather — nay, not so. 



250 BROTHEllS, AND A SERMOX. 

I will not think it ; I will leave the dead, 

Appealing but to life : I am afraid 

Of you, but not so much if you have sinned 

As for the doubt if sin shall be forgiven. 

The day was, I have been afraid of pride — 

Hard man's hard pride ; but now I am afraid 

Of man's humility. I counsel you, 

By the great God's great humbleness, and by 

His pity, be not humble over-much. 

See ! I will show at whose unopened doors 

He stands and knocks, that you may never say, 

* I am too mean, too ignorant, too lost ; 

He knocks at other doors, but not at mine.' 

" See here ! it is the night ! it is the night ! 
And snow lies thickly, v/hile untrodden snow, 
And the wan moon upon a casement shhies — 
A casement ci-usted o'er with frosty leaves, 
That make her ray less bright along the floor. 
A woman sits, with hands upon her knees. 
Poor tired soul ! and she has nought to do, 
For there is neither fire nor candle light : 
The driftwood ash lies cold upon lier hearth ; 
The rushlight flickered down an hour ago ; 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 251 

Her children wail a little in their sleep 
For cold and hunger, and, as if that sound 
Was not enough, another comes to her, 
Over God's undefiled snow — a song — 
Nay, never hang your heads — I say, a song. 

" And doth she curse the alehouse, and the sots 
That drink the night out and their earnings there, 
And drink their manly strength and courage down, 
And drink away t-he lit-t-le children's bread, 
And starve her, starving by the self-same act 
Her tender suckling, that with piteous eyes 
Looks in her face, till scarcely she has heart 
To work, and earn the scanty bit and drop 
That feed the others ? 

Does she curse the song ? 
I think not, fishermen ; I have not heard 
Such women curse. God's curse is curse enough. 
To-morrow she will say a bitter thing, 
Pulling her sleeve down lest the bruises show — 
A bitter thing, but meant for an excuse — 
' My master is not worse than many men : ' 
But now, ay, now she sitteth dumb and still ; 
No food, no comfort, cold and poverty 
Bearing her down. 



252 BROTHERS, AND A SERxMON. 

My heart is sore for her ; 
How long, how long ? When troubles come of God, 
When men are frozen out of work, when wives 
Are sick, when working fathers fail and die, 
When boats go down at sea — then nought behooves 
Like patience ; but for troubles wrought of men 
Patience is hard — I tell you it is hard. 

** O thou poor soul ! it Is the night — the night ; 

Against tliy door drifts up the silent snow, 

Blocking thy threshold : ' Fall,' thou sayest, ' flill, fall, 

Cold snow, and lie and be trod underfoot, 

Am not I fallen ? wake up, and pipe, O wind, 

Dull wind, and beat and bluster at my door : 

Merciful wind, sing me a hoarse rough song, 

For there is other music made to-night 

That I would fain not hear. Wake, thou still sea, 

Heavily plunge. Shoot on, white waterfall. 

O, I could long like thy cold icicles 

Freeze, freeze, and hang upon the frosty clift 

And not complain, so I might melt at last 

In the warm summer sun, as thou wilt do ! 

" ' But woe is me ! I think there is no sun ; 
My sun is sunken, and the night grows dark : 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMOX. 253 

None care for me. The children cry for bread, 
And I have none, and nought can comfort me ; 
Even if the heavens were free to such as I, 
It were not much, for death is long to wait, 
And heaven is far to go ! ' 

"And speak^st thou thus, 
Despairing of the sun that sets to thee. 
And of the earthly love that wanes to thee. 
And of the heaven that lieth far from thee ? 
Peace, peace, fond fool ! One draweth near thy door 
Whose footsteps leave no print across the snow ; 
Thy sun has risen with comfort in his face, 
The smile of heaven, to warm thy frozen heart, 
And bless with saintly hand. What ! is it long 
To Avait and far to go ? Thou shalt not go ; 
Behold, across the snow to thee He comes, 
Thy heaven descends, and is it long to wait? 
Thou shalt not wait : ' This night, this night,' He saith, 
' I stand at the door and knock.' 

** It is enough — can such an one be here — 
Yea, here ? O God forgive you, fishermen ! 
One ! is there only one ? But do thou kno-.v. 



254 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

woman pale for Avant, if thou art here, 

That on thy lot much thought is spent in heaven ; 
And, coveting the heart a hard man broke. 
One standeth patient, watching in the night, 
And waiting in the day-time. 

What shall be 
If thou wilt answer ? He will smile on thee ; 
One smile of His shall be enough to heal 
The wound of man's neglect ; and He will sigh, 
Pitying the trouble which that sigh shall cure ; 
And He will speak — speak in the desolate night, 
In the dark night : ' For me a thorny crown 
Men wove, and nails were driven in my hands 
And feet : there was an earthquake, and I died ; 

1 died, and am alive for evermore. 

" ' I died for thee ; for thee I am alive. 
And my humanity doth mourn for thee. 
For thou art mine ; and all thy little ones, 
They, too, are mine, are mine. Behold, the house 
Is dark, but there is brightness where the sons 
Of God are singing, and, behold, the heart 
Is troubled : yet the nations walk in white ; 
They have forgotten how to weep ; and thou 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 255 

Shalt also come, and I will foster thee 

And satisfy thy soul ; and thou shalt warm 

Thy trembling life beneath the smile of God. , 

A little while — it is a little while — 

A little while, and I will comfort thee, 

I go away, but I will come again.' 

" But hear me yet. There was a poor old man 

Who sat and listened to the raging sea, 

And heard it thunder, lunging at the cliffs 

As like to tear them down. He lay at night ; 

And ' Lord have mercy on the lads,' said he. 

' That sailed at noon, though they be none of mine 7 

For when the gale gets up, and when the wind 

Flings at the window, when it beats the roof. 

And lulls, and stops, and rouses up again, 

And cuts the crest clean off the plunging wave. 

And scatters it like feathers up the field. 

Why, then I think of my two lads : my lads 

That would have worked and never let me want. 

And never let me take the parish pay. 

No, none of mine ; my lads were drowned at sea — 

My two — before the most of these were born, 

I know how sharp that cuts, since my poor wife 



256 BKOTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

Walked up and down, and still walked up and down, 

And I walked after, and one could not hear 

A word the other said, for wind and sea 

That raged and beat and thundered in the night — 

The awfuUest, the longest, lightest night 

That ever parents had to spend — a moon 

That shone like daylight on the breaking wave. 

Ah me ! and other men have lost their lads, 

And other women wiped their poor dead mouths, 

And got them home and dried them in the house, 

And seen the driftwood lie along the coast, 

That was a tidy boat but one day back, 

And seen next tide the neighbors gather it 

To lay it on their fires. 

Ay, I was strong 
And able-bodied — loved my work ; — but now 
I am a useless hull : 'tis time I sunk ; 
I am in all men's way ; I trouble them ; 
I am a trouble to myself: but yet 
I feel for mariners of stormy nights, 
And feel for wives that watch ashore. Ay, ay ! 
If I had learning I would pray the Lord 
To bring them in : but I'm no scholar, no ; 
Book-learning is a world too hard for me : 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 257 

But I make bold to say, ' O Lord, good Lord, 

I am a broken-down poor man, a fool 

To speak to Thee : but in the Book 'tis writ, 

As I hear say from others that can read, 

How, when Thou camest. Thou didst love the sea, 

And live with fisherfolk, whereby 'tis sure 

Thou knowest all the peril they go through, 

And all their trouble. 

As for me, good Lord, 
I have no boat ; I am too old, too old — 
My lads are drowned ; I buried my poor wife ; 
My little lasses died so long ago 
That mostly I forget what they were like. 
Thou knowest, Lord ; they were such little ones 
I know they went to Thee, but I forget 
Their faces, though I missed them sore. 

O Lord, 
I was a strong man ; I have drawn good food 
And made good money out of Thy great sea : 
But yet I cried for them at nights ; and now, 
Although I be so old, I miss my lads, 
And there be many folk this stormy night 
Heavy with fear for theirs. Merciful Lord, 
Comfort them ; save their honest boys, their pride, 



258 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

And let them hear next ebb the blessedest, 
Best sound — the boat keels grating on the sand. 

" ' I cannot pray with finer words : I know 
Nothing ; I have no learning, cannot learn — 
Too old, too old. They say I want for nought, 
I have the parish pay ; but I am dull 
Of hearing, and the fire scarce warms me through. 
God save me — I have been a sinful man — 
And save the lives of them that still can work, 
For they are good to me ; ay, good to me. 
But, Lord, I am a trouble ! and I sit. 
And I am lonesome, and the nights are few 
That any think to come and draw a chair, 
And sit in my poor place and talk awhile. 
Why should they come, forsooth ? Only the wind 
Knocks at my door, O long and loud it knocks. 
The only thing God made that has a mind 
To enter in.' 

*' Yea, thus the old man spake : 
These were the last words of his aged mouth — 
But One did knock. One came to sup with him. 
That humble, weak old man ; knocked at his door 
In the rough pauses of the laboring wind. 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 259 

I tell you that One knocked while it was dark, 
Save where their foaming passion had made white 
Those livid seething billows. What He said 
In that poor place where He did talk awhile, 
I cannot tell : but this I am assured. 
That when the neighbors came the morrow morn, 
"What time the wind had bated, and the sun 
Shone on the old man's floor, they saw the smile 
He passed away in, and they said, ' He looks 
As he had woke and seen the face of Christ, 
And with that rapturous smile held out his arms 
To come to Him ! ' 

" Can such an one be here. 
So old, so weak, so ignorant, so frail? 
The Lord be good to thee, thou poor old man ; 
It Avould be hard with thee if heaven were shut 
To such as have not learning ! Nay, nay, nay, 
He condescends to them of low estate ; 
To such as are despised He cometh down. 
Stands at the door and knocks. 

*' Yet bear with me. 
I have a message ; I have more to say. 



260 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

Shall sorrow win His pity, aaid not sin — 

That burden ten times heavier to be borne ? 

What think you ? Shall the virtuous have His care 

Alone? O virtuous women, think not scorn. 

For you may lift your faces everywhere ; 

And now that it grows dusk, and I can see 

I^one though they front me straight, I fain would tell 

A certain thing to you. I say to you ; 

And if it doth concern you, as methinks 

It doth, then surely it concerneth all. 

I say that there was once — I say not here — 

I say that there was once a castaway. 

And she was weeping, weeping bitterly ; 

Kneeling, and crying with a heart-sick cry 

That choked itself in sobs — ' O my good name! 

O my good name ! ' And none did hear her cry ! 

Nay ; and it lightened, and the storm-bolts fell. 

And the rain splashed upon the roof, and still 

She, storm-tost as the storming elements — 

She cried with an exceeding bitter cry, 

' O my good name ! ' And then the thunder-cloud 

Stooped low and burst in darkness overhead. 

And rolled, and rocked her on her knees, and shook 

The frail foundations of her dwelling-place. 



BROTHERS, AXD A SERMON. 261 

But she — if any neighbor had come in 

( None did ) : if any neighbors had come in 

They might have seen her crying on her knees, 

And sobbing ' Lost, lost, lost ! ' beating her breast — 

Her breast for ever pricked with cruel thorns, 

The wounds whereof could neither balm assuage 

Nor any patience heal — beating her brow, 

■V\Tiich ached, it had been bent so long to hide 

From level eyes, whose meaning was contempt. 

** O ye good women, it is hard to leave 
The paths of virtue, and return again. 
What if this sinner wept, and none of you 
Comforted her ? And what if she did strive 
To mend, and none of you believed her strife, 
Nor looked upon her ? Mark, I do not say. 
Though it was hard, you therefore were to blame 
That she had aught against you, though your feet 
Never drew near her door. But I beseech 
Your patience. Once in old Jerusalem 
A woman kneeled at consecrated feet. 
Kissed them, and washed them with her tears. 

What then ? 
I think that yet our Lord is pitiful : 



262 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

I think I see the castaway e'en now ! 
And she is not alone : the heavy rain 
Splashes without, and sullen thunder rolls, 
But she is lying at the sacred feet 
Of One transfigured. 

" And her tears flow down, 
Down to her lips — her lips that kiss the print 
Of nails ; and love is like to break her heart ! 
Love and repentance — for it stiU doth work 
Sore in her soul to think, to think that she. 
Even she, did pierce the sacred, sacred feet. 
And bruise the thorn-crowned head. 

*' O Lord, our Lord, 
How great is Thy compassion ! Come, good Lord, 
For we will open. Come this night, good Lord ; 
Stand at the door and knock. 

"And is this all? — 
Trouble, old age and simpleness, and sin — 
This all ? • It might be all ome other night : 
But this night, if a voice said ' Give account 
Whom hast thou with thee ? ' then must I reply, 
'Young manhood have I, beautiful youth and 

strength, 
Rich with all treasure drawn up from the crypt 



BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 263 

Where lies the learning of the ancient world — 
Brave with all thoughts that poets fling upon 
The strand of life, as driftweed after storms : 
Doubtless familiar with Thy mountain heads, 
And the dread purity of Alpine snows. 
Doubtless familiar with Thy works concealed 
For ages from mankind — outlying worlds. 
And many mooned spheres — and Thy great store 
Of stars, more thick than mealy dust which here 
Powders the pale leaves of Auriculas. 

This do I know, but, Lord, I know not more. 

Not more concerning them — concerning Thee, 

I know Thy bounty ; where Thou givest much 

Standing without, if any call Thee in 

Thou givest more.' Speak, then, O rich and strong : 

Open, O happy young, ere yet the hand 

Of Him that knocks', wearied at last, forbear; 

The patient foot its thankless quest refrain, 

The wounded heart for evermore withdraw." 

I have heard many speak, but this one man — 
So anxious not to go to heaven alone — 



264 BROTHERS, AND A SERMON. 

This one man I remember, and his look, 

Till twilight overshadowed him. He ceased, 

And out in darkness with the fisher folk 

We passed and stumbled over mounds of moss, 

And heard, but did not see, the passing beck. 

Ah, graceless heart, would that it could regain 

From the dim storehouse of sensations past 

The impress full of tender awe, that night. 

Which fell on me ! It was as if the Christ 

Had been drawn down from heaven to track us home, 

And any of the footsteps following us 

Might have been His. 



265 



A WEDDING SONG. 



OME up the broad river, the 
Thames, my Dane, 
My Dane with the beautiful eyes ! 
Thousands and thousands await 
thee full fain, 
And talk of the wind and the skies. 
Fear not from folk and from country to part, 

O, I swear it is wisely done : 
For (I said) I will bear me by thee, sweetheart, 
As becometh my father's son. 





WB' 


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Great London was shouting as I went down. 

" She is worthy,"'' I said, "of this ; 
What shall I give who have promised a crown ? 

O, first I will give her a kiss." 
So I kissed her and brought her, my Dane, my Dane, 

Through the waving wonderful crowd : 
Thousands and thousands, they shouted amain, 

Like mighty thunders and loud. 



266 A WEDDING SONG. 

And they said, " He is young, the lad we love, 

The heir of the Isles is young : 
How we deem of his mother, and one gone above. 

Can neither be said nor sung. 
He brings us a pledge — he will do his part 

With the best of his race and name ; " — 
And I will, for I look to live, sweetheart. 

As may suit with my mother's fame. 



267 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 



LOVE this grey old church, the 
low, long nave, 
The ivied chancel and the slender 
spire ; 
No less its shadow on each heaving 
grave, 

With growing osier bound, or living briar ; 
I love those yew-tree trunks, where stand arrayed 
So many deep-cut names of youth and maid. 




A simple custom this — I love it well — 
A carved betrothal and a pledge of truth ; 

How many an eve, their linked names to spell, 
Beneath the yew-trees sat our village youth ! 

"When work was over, and the new-cut hay 

Sent wafts of balm from meadows where it lay. 



268 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

Ah ! many an eve, while I was yet a boy, 
Some village hind has beckoned me aside, 

And sought mine aid, with shy and awkward joy, 
To carve the letters of his rustic bride, 

And make them clear to read as graven stone. 

Deep in the yew-tree's trunk beside his own. 

For none could carve like me, and here they stand, 
Fathers and mothers of this present race ; 

And underscored by some less practised hand, 
That fain the story of its line would trace. 

With children's names, and number, and the day 

When any called to God have passed away. 

I look upon them, and I turn aside. 

As oft when carving them I did erewhile ; 

And there I see those wooden bridges wide 
That cross the marshy hollow ; there the stile 

In reeds imbedded, and the swelling down. 

And the white road toward the distant town. 

But those old bridges claim another look. 

Our brattling river tumbles through the one ; 
The second spans a shallow, weedy brook ; 



THE FOUE, BRIDGES. 269 

Beneath the others, and beneath the sun, 
Like two long stilly pools, and on their breasts 
Picture their wooden piles, encased in swallows' nests^ 

And round about them grows a fringe of reeds. 
And then a floating crown of lily flowers, 

And yet within small silver-budded weeds ; 
But each clear centre evermore embowers 

A deeper sky, where, stooping, you may see 

The little minnows darting restlessly. 

My heart is bitter, lilies, at your sweet ; 

Why did the dewdrop fringe your chalices ? 
Why in your beauty are you thus complete. 

You silver ships — you floating palaces? 
O ! if need be, you must allure man's eye, 
Yet wherefore blossom here ? O why ? O why ? 

O ! O ! the world is wide, you lily flowers. 
It hath warm forests, cleft by stilly pools, 

Where every night bathe crowds of stars ; and bo-w-^rs 
Of spicery hang over. Sweet air cools 

And shakes the lilies among those stars that lie : 

Why are not ye content to reign there ? Why ? 



270 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

That chain of bridges, it were hard to tell 
How it is linked with all my early joy. 

There was a little foot that I loved well, 
It danced across them when I was a boy ; 

There was a careless voice that used to sing ; 

There was a child, a sweet and happy thing. 

Oft through that matted wood of oak and birch 
She came from yonder house upon the hill ; 

She crossed the wooden bridges to the church. 
And watched, with village girls, my boasted skill 

But loved to watch the floating lilies best. 

Or linger, peering in a swallow's nest ; 

Linger and linger, with her wistful eyes 
Drawn to the lily-buds that lay so white 

And soft on crimson water ; for the skies 

Would crimson, and the little cloudlets bright 

Would all be flung among the flowers sheer down, 

To flush the spaces of their clustering crown. 

Till the green rushes — O, so glossy green — 

The rushes, they would whisper, rustle, shake ; 
And forth on floating gauze, no jewelled queen 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 271 

So rich, the green-eyed dragon-flies would break, 
And hover on the flowers — aerial things, 
With little rainbows flickering on their wings. 

Ah ! my heart dear ! the polished pools lie still. 
Like lanes of water reddened by the west, 

Till, swooping down from yon o'erhanging hill, 
The bold marsh harrier wetg her tawny breast ; 

We scared her oft in childhood from her prey, 

And the old eager thoughts rise fresh as yesterday. 

To yonder copse by moonlight I did go. 

In luxury of mischief, half afraid. 
To steal the great owl's brood, her downy snow, 

Her screaming imps to seize, the while she preyed 
With yellow, cruel eyes, whose radiant glare. 
Fell with their mother rage, I might not dare. 

Panting I lay till her great fanning wings 

Troubled the dreams of rock-doves, slumbering nigh, 

And she and her fierce mate, like evil things. 

Skimmed the dusk fields ; then rising, with a cry 

Of fear, joy, triumph, darted on my prey, 

And tore it from the nest and fled away. 



272 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

But afterward, belated in the wood, 

I saw her moping on the rilled tree, 
And my heart smote me for her, while I stood 

Awakened from my careless reverie ; 
So white she looked, with moonlight round her shed, 
So motherlike she drooped and hung her head. 

O that mine eyes would cheat me ! I behold 
The godwits running by the water edge. 

The mossy bridges mirrored as of old ; 

The little curlews creeping from the sedge, 

But not the little foot so gayly light : 

O that mine eyes would cheat me, that I might ! — 

AVould cheat me ! I behold the gable ends — 
Those purple pigeons clustering on the cote ; 

The lane with maples overhung, that bends 
Toward her dwelling ; the dry grassy moat. 

Thick mullions, diamond latticed, mossed and grey, 

And walls banked up with laurel and with bay. 

And up behind them yellow fields of corn, 
And still ascending countless firry spires, 
Dry slopes of hills uncultured, bare, forlorn, 



THE FOUR BKIDGES. 273 

And green in rocky clefts with whins and briars ; 
Then rich cloud masses dyed the violet's hue, 
With orange sunbeams dropping swiftly through. 

Ay, 1 behold all this full easily ; 

My soul is jealous of my happier eyes, 
And manhood envies youth. Ah, strange to see. 

By looking merely, orange-flooded skies ; 
Nay, any dew-drop that may near me shine : 
But never more the face of Eglantine ! 

She was my one companion, being herself 
The jewel and adornment of my days, ' 

My life's completeness. O, a smiling elf. 
That I do but disparage with my praise — 

My playmate ; and I loved her dearly and long. 

And she loved me, as the tender love the strong. 

Ay, but she grew, till on a time there came 
A sudden restless yearning to my heart; 

And as we went a-nesting, all for shame 

And shyness, I did hold my peace, and start; 

Content departed, comfort shut me out, 

And there was nothing left to talk about. 
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274 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

She had but sixteen years, and as for me, 
Four added made my life. This pretty bird, 

Tliis fairy bird that I had cherished — she. 
Content, had sung, while I, contented, heard. 

The song had ceased ; the bird, with nature's art. 

Had brought a thorn and set it in my heart. 

The restless birth of love my soul opprest, 
I longed and wrestled for a tranquil day, 

And warred with that disquiet in my breast 
As one who knows there is a better .way ; 

But, turned against myself, I still in vain 

Looked for the ancient calm to come again. 

My tired soul could to itself confess 

That she deserved a wiser love than mine ; 

To love more truly were to love her less, 
And for this truth I still awoke to pine ; 

I had a dim belief that it would be 

A better thing for her, a blessdd thing for me. 

Good hast Thou made them — comforters right sweet ; 

Good hast Thou made the world, to mankind lent ; 
Good are Thy dropping clouds that feed the wheat ; 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 275 

Good are Thy stars above the firmament. 
Take to Thee, take, Thy worship. Thy renown ; 
The good which Thou hast made doth wear Thy crown. 

For, O my God, Thy creatures are so frail, 

Thy bountiful creation is so fair. 
That, drawn before us like the temple veil. 

It hides the Holy Place from thought and care, 
Giving man's eyes instead its sweeping fold. 
Rich as with cherub wings and apples wrought of gold, 

Purple and blue and scarlet — shimmering bells 
And rare pomegranates on its broidered rim, 

Glorious with chain - and fret-work that the swell 
Of incense shakes to music dreamy and dim. 

Till on a day comes loss, that God makes gain, 

And death and darkness rend the veil in twain. 

Ah, sweetest ! my beloved ! each outward thing 
Recalls my youth, and is instinct with thee ; 

Brown wood-owls in the dusk, with noiseless wing, 
Float from yon hanger to their haunted tree, 

And hoot full softly. Listening, I regain 

A flashing thought of thee with their remembered 
strain. 



276 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

I will not pine — it is the careless brook, 

These amber sunbeams slanting down the vale ; 

It is the long tree-shadows, with their look 
Of natural peace, that make my heart to fail : 

The peace of nature — No, I will not pine — 

But O the contrast 'twixt her face and mine ! 

And still I changed — I was a boy no more ; 

My heart was large enough to hold my kind, 
And all the world. As hath been oft before 

With youth, I sought, but I could never find 
Work hard enough to quiet my self-strife. 
And use the strength of action-craving life. 

She, too, was changed : her bountiful sweet eyes 
Looked out full lovingly on all the world. 

O tender as the deeps in yonder skies 

Their beaming ! but her rosebud lips were curled 

With the soft dimple of a musing smile. 

Which kept my gaze, but held me mute the while. 

A cast of bees, a slowly moving wain. 

The scent of bean-flowers wafted up a dell, 
Blue pigeons wheeling over fields of grain, 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 277 

Or bleat of folded lamb, would please lier well ; 
Or cooing of the early coted dove ; — 
She sauntering mused of these 5 I, following, mused of 
love. 

With her two lips, that one the other pressed 

So poutingly with such a tranquil air. 
With her two eyes, that on my own would rest 

So dream-like, she denied my silent prayer. 
Fronted unuttered words and said them nay, 
And smiled down love till it had nought to say. 

The words that through mine eyes would clearly shine 
Hovered and hovered on my lips in vain ; 

If after pause I said but " Eglantine," 
She raised to me her quiet eyelids twain. 

And looked me this reply — look calm, yet bland — 

**I shall not know, I will not understand." 

Yet she did know my story — knew my life 

Was wrought to hers with bindings many and strong : 

That I, like Israel, served for a wife. 

And for the love I bare her thought not long, 

But only a few days, full quickly told, 

My seven years' service strict as his of old. 



278 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

I must be brief: the twilight shadows grow, 
And steal the rose-bloom genial summer sheds, 

And scented wafts of wind that come and go 
Have lifted dew from honied clover heads ; 

The seven stars shine out above the mill, 

The dark delightsome woods lie veiled and still. 

Hush ! hush ! the nightingale begins to sing, 
And stops, as ill-contented with her note ; 

Then breaks from out the bush with hurried wing, 
Restless and passionate. She tunes her throat. 

Laments awhile in wavering trills, and then 

Floods with a stream of sweetness all the glen. 

The seven stars upon the nearest pool 

Lie trembling down betwixt the lily leaves, 

And move like glowworms ; wafting breezes cool 
Come down along the water, and it heaves 

And bubbles in the sedge ; while deep and wide 

The dim night settles on the country side. 

I know this scene by heart. O ! once before 

I saw the seven stars float to and fro. 
And stayed my hurried footsteps by the shore 



THE rOUK BRIDGES. 279 

To mark the starry picture spread below : 
Its silence made the tumult in my breast 
More audible ; its peace revealed my own unrest. 

I paused, then hurried on ; my heart beat quiok ; 

I crossed the bridges, reached the steep ascent, 
And climbed through matted fern and hazels thick ; 

Then darkling through the close green maples went 
And saw — there felt love's keenest pangs begin — 
An oriel window lighted from within — 

I saw — and felt that they were scarcely cares 
Which I had known before ; I drew more near. 

And O ! methought how sore it frets and wears 
The soul to part with that it holds so dear ; 

'Tis hard two v>^oven tendrils to untwine. 

And I was come to part with Eglantine. 

For life was bitter through those words repressed. 
And youth was burdened with unspoken vows ; 

Love unrequited brooded in my breast. 

And shrank, at glance, from the beloved brows : 

And three long months, heart-sick, my foot withdrawn, 

I had not sought her side by rivulet, copse, or lawn — 



280 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

Not souglit her side, yet busy thouglit no less 
Still followed in her wake, though far behind ; 

And I, being parted from her loveliness, 
Looked at the picture of her in my mind : 

I lived alone, I walked with soul opprest, 

And ever sighed for her, and sighed for rest. 

Then I had risen to struggle with my heart, 

And said— " O heart ! the world is fresh and fair, 

And I am young ; but this thy restless smart 
Changes to bitterness the morning air : 

I will, I must, these weary fetters break — 

I will be free, if only for her sake. 

*' O let me trouble her no more with sighs ! 

Heart-healing comes by distance, and with time; 
Then let me wander, and enrich mine eyes 

With the green forests of a softer clime, 
Or list by night at sea the wind's low stave 
And long monotonous rockings of the wave. 

"Through open solitudes, unbounded meads, 

Where, wading on breast-high in yellow bloom, 
Untamed of man, the shy white llama feeds — 



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There would I journey and forget my doom ; 
Or far, O far as sunrise I would see 
The level prairie stretch away from me ! 

*' Or I would sail upon the tropic seas, 

Where fathom long the blood-red dulses grow. 

Droop from the rock and waver in the breeze, 
Lashing the tide to foam ; while calm below 

The muddy mandrakes throng those waters warm, 

And purple, gold, and green, the Hying blossoms 
swarm." 

So of my father I did win consent, 

With importunities repeated long, 
To make that duty which had been my bent, 

To dig with strangers alien tombs among. 
And bound to them through desert leagues to pace. 
Or track up rivers to their starting-place. 

For this I had done battle and had won, 

But not alone to tread Arabian sands, 
Measure the shadows of a southern sun. 

Or dig out gods in the old Egyptian lands ; 
But for the dream Avherewith I thought to cope — - 
The grief of love unmated with love's hope. 



282 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

And now I would set reason in array, 
Methought, and fight for freedom manfully, 

Till by long absence there would come a day 
When this my love would not be pain to me ; 

But if I knew my rosebud fair and blest 

I should not pine to wear it on my breast. 

The days fled on ; another week should fling 
A foreign shadow on my lengthening way ; 

Another week, yet nearness did not bring 
A braver heart that hard farewell to say. 

I let the last day wane, the dusk begin, 

Ere I had sought that window lighted from within. 

Sinking and sinking, O my heart ! my heart ! 

Will absence heal thee whom its shade doth rend ? 
I reached the little gate, and soft within 

The oriel fell her shadow. She did lend 
Her loveliness to me, and let me share 
The listless sweetness of those features fair. 

Among thick laurels in the gathering gloom. 

Heavy for this our parting, I did stand ; 
Beside her mother in the lighted room. 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 283 

She sitting leaned her cheek upon her hand ; 
And as she read, her sweet voice floating through 
The open casement seemed to mourn me an adieu. 

Youth ! youth ! how buoyant are thy hopes ! they turn, 
Like marigolds, toAvard the sunny side. 

My hopes were buried in a funeral urn. 

And they sprung up like plants and spread them wide ; 

Though I had schooled and reasoned them away. 

They gathered smiling near and prayed a holiday. 

Ah, sweetest voice ! how pensive were its tones. 
And how regretful its unconscious pause ! 

*• Is it for me her heart this sadness owns. 
And is our parting of to-night the cause ? 

Ah, would it might be so ! " I thought, and stood 

Listening entranced among the underwood. 

I thought it would be something worth the pain 
Of parting, to look once in those deep eyes. 

And take from them an answering look again : 

" When eastern palms," I thought, " about me rise, 

Tf I might carve our names upon the rind. 

Betrothed, I would not mourn, though leaving thee 
behind." 



284 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

I can be patient, faithful, and most fond 
To unacknowledged love ; I can be true 

To this sweet thraldom, this unequal bond. 
This yoke of mine that reaches not to you : 

O, how much more could costly parting buy — 

If not a pledge, one kiss, or, failing that, a sigh ! 

I listened, and she ceased to read ; she turned 
Her face toward the laurels where I stood : 

Her mother spoke — O wonder ! hardly learned ; 
She said, "There is a rustling in the wood; 

Ah, child ! if one draw near to bid farewell, 

Let not thine eyes an unsought secret tell. 

*' My daughter, there is nothing held so dear 

As love, if only it be hard to win. 
The roses that in yonder hedge appear 

Outdo our garden-buds which bloom within ; 
But since the hand may pluck them every day, 
Unmarked they bud, bloom, drop, and drift away. 

'* My daughter, my beloved, be not you 

Like those same roses." O bewildering word ! 
My heart stood still, a mist obscured my view : 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 285 

It cleared; still silence. No denial stirred 
The lips beloved ; but straight, as one opprest, 
She, kneeling, dropped her face upon her mother's 
breast. 

This said, "My daughter, sorrow comes to all; 

Our life is checked with shadows manifold : 
But woman has this more — she may not call 

Her sorrow by its name. Yet love not told, 
And only born of absence and by thought, 
With thought and absence may return to nought." 

And my beloved lifted up her face, 

And moved her lips as if about to speak ; 

She dropped her lashes with a girlish grace, 
And the rich damask mantled in her cheek : 

I stood awaiting till she should deny 

Her love, or Avith sweet laughter put it by. 

But, closer nestling to her mother's heart, 

She, blushing, said no word to break my trance, 

For I was breathless ; and, with lips apart, 
Felt my breast pant and all my pulses dance, 

And strove to move, but could not for the weight 

Of unbelieving joy, so sudden and so great, 



286 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

Because she loved me. With a mighty sigh 
Breaking away, I left her on her knees, 

And blest the laurel bower, the darkened sky, 
The sultry night of August. Through the trees, 

Giddy with gladness, to the porch I went, 

And hardly found the way for joyful wonderment. 

Yet, when I entered, saw her mother sit 

With both hands cherishing the graceful head. 

Smoothing the clustered hair, and parting it 
From the fair brow ; she, rising, only said, 

In the accustomed tone, the accustomed word. 

The careless greeting that I always heard ; 

And she resumed her merry, mocking smile. 

Though tear-drops on the glistening lashes hung. 

O woman ! thou wert fashioned to beguile : 
So have all sages said, all poets sung. 

She spoke of favoring winds and waiting ships, 

With smiles of gratulation on her lips ! 

And then she looked and faltered : I had grown 

So suddenly in life and soul a man : 
She moved her lips, but could not fuid a tone 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 287 

To set her mocking music to ; began 
One struggle for dominion, raised her eyes, 
And straight withdrew them, bashful through surprise. 

The color over cheek and bosom flushed ; 

I might have heard the beating of her heart, 
But that mine own beat louder ; when she blushed, 

The hand within mine own I felt to start, 
But would not change my pitiless decree 
To strive with her for might and mastery. 

She looked again, as one that, half afraid. 
Would fain be certain of a doubtful thing ; 

Or one beseeching " Do not me upbraid ! " 
And then she trembled like the fluttering 

Of timid little birds, and silent stood, 

No smile wherewith to mock my hardihood. 

She turned, and to an open casement moved 
With girlish shyness, mute beneath my gaze. 

And I on downcast lashes unreproved 

Could look as long as pleased me ; while, the rays 

Of moonlight round her, she her fair head bent, 

In modest silence to mv words attent. 



288 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

How fast the giddy whirling moments flew ! 

The moon had set ; I heard the midnight chime ; 
Hope is more brave than fear, and joy than dread, 

And I could wait unmoved the parting time. 
It came ; for by a sudden impulse drawn, 
She, risen, stepped out upon the dusky lawn. 

A little waxen taper in her hand, 

Her feet upon the dry and dewless grass, 

She looked like one of the celestial band, 
Only that on her cheeks did dawn and pass 

Most human blushes ; while, the soft light thrown 

On vesture pure and white, she seemed yet fairer 
grown. 

Her mother, looking out toward her, sighed. 

Then gave her hand in token of farewell, 
And Avith her warning eyes, that seemed to chide, 

Scarce suffered that I sought her child to tell 
The story of my life, whose every line 
No other burden bore than — Eglantine. 

Black thunder-clouds were rising up behind. 

The waxen taper burned full steadily ; 
It seemed as if dark midnight had a mind 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 289 

To hear what lovers say, and her decree 
Had passed for silence, Avhile she, dropped to ground 
With raiment floating wide, drank in the sound. 

happiness ! thou dost not leave a trace 
So well defined as sorrow. Amber light, 

Shed like a glory on her angel face, 

I can remember fully, and the sight 
Of her fair forehead and her shining eyes. 
And lips that smiled in sweet and girlish wise. 

1 can remember how the taper played 

Over her small hands and her vesture white ; 
How it struck up into the trees, and laid 

Upon their under leaves unwonted light ; 
And when she held it low, how far it spread 
O'er velvet pansies slumbering on their bed. 

I can remember that we spoke full low, 
That neither doubted of the other's truth ; 

And that with footsteps slower and more slow. 
Hands folded close for love, eyes wet for ruth: 

Beneath the trees, by that clear taper's flame, 

We wander till the gate of parting came. 
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290 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

But I forget the parting words she said, 

So much they thrilled the all-attentive soul ; 

For one short moment human heart and head 
May bear such bliss — its present is the whole : 

I had that present, till in whispers fell 

With parting gesture her subdued farewell. , , 

Farewell ! she said, in act to turn away, 
But stood a moment still to dry her tears, 

And suffered my enfolding arm to stay 
The time of her dej)arture. O ye years 

That intervene betwixt that day and this ! 

You all received your hue from that keen pain and bliss. 

O mingled pain and bliss ! O pain to break 
At once from happiness so lately found. 

And four long years to feel for her sweet sake 
The incompleteness of all sight and sound ! 

But bliss to cross once more the foaming brine — 

bliss to come again and make her mine ! 

1 cannot — O, I cannot more recall ! 

But I will soothe my troubled thoughts to rest 
"With musing over journeyings wide, and all 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 291 

Observance of this active-humored west, 
And swarming cities steeped in eastern day, 
With swarthy tribes in gold and striped array. 

I turn from these, and straight there will succeed 
(Shifting and changing at the restless will) , 

Imbedded in some deep Circassian mead, 

White wagon-tilts, and flocks that eat their fill 

Unseen above, while comely shepherds pass. 

And scarcely show their heads above the grass. 

— The red Sahara in an angry glow. 

With amber fogs, across its hollows trailed 

Long strings of camels, gloomy-eyed and slow, 
And women on their necks, from gazers veiled, 

And sun-swart guides who toil across the sand 

To groves of date-trees on the watered land. 

Again — the brown sails of an Arab boat. 

Flapping by night upon a glassy sea, 
"Whereon the moon and planets seem to float. 

More bright of hue than they were wont to be. 
While shooting-stars rain down with crackling sound. 
And, thick as swarming locusts, drop to ground. 



292 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

Or far into the heat among the sands 

The gembok nations, snuffing up the wind, 

Drawn by the scent of water — and the bands 
Of tawny-bearded lions pacing, blind 

With the sun-dazzle in their midst, opprest 

With prey, and spiritless for lack of rest ! 

What more ? Old Lebanon, the frosty-browed. 
Setting his feet among oil-olive trees. 

Heaving his bare brown shoulder through a cloud ; 
And after, grassy Carmel, purple seas. 

Flattering his dreams and echoing in his rocks. 

Soft as the bleating of his thousand flocks. 

Enough : how vain this thinking to beguile. 
With recollected scenes, an aching breast ! 

Did not I, journeying, muse on her the while ? 
Ah, yes ! for every landscape comes impressed — 

Ay, written on, as by an iron pen — 

With the same thought I nursed about her then. 

Therefore let memory turn again to home ; 

Feel, as of old, the joy of drawing near ; 
Watch the green breakers and the wind-tossed foam. 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 293 

And see the land-fog break, dissolve, and clear ; 
Then think a skylark's voice far sweeter sound 
Than ever thrilled but over English ground ; 

And walk, glad, even to tears, among the wheat, 
Not doubting this to be the first of lands ; 

And, while in foreign words this murmuring, meet 
Some little village schoolgirls (with their hands 

Full of forget-me-nots), who greeting me, 

I count their English talk delightsome melody ; 

And seat me on a bank, and draw them near. 
That I may feast myself with hearing it, 

Till shortly they forget their bashful fear, 

Push back their flaxen curls, and round me sit — ' 

Tell me their names, their daily tasks, and show 

Where wild wood strawberries in the copses grow. 

So passed the day in this delightsome land : 

My heart was thankful for the English tongue — 

For English sky with feathery cloudlets spanned — 
For English hedge with glistering dewdrops hung, 

I journeyed, and at glowing eventide 

Stopped at a rustic inn by the wayside. 



294 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

That night I slumbered sweetly, being right glad 
To miss the flapping of the shrouds ; but lo ! 

A quiet dream of beings twain I had, 
Behind the curtain talking soft and low : 

Methought I did not heed their utterance fine, 

Till one of them said softly, "Eglantine." 

I started up awake, 'twas silence all : 

My own fond heart had shaped that utterance clear ; 
And " Ah ! " methought, " how sweetly did it fall. 

Though but in dream, upon the listening ear ! 
How sweet from other lips the name well known — 
That name, so many a year heard only from mine own ' 

I thought awhile, then slumber came to me, 
And tangled all my fancy in her maze. 

And I was drifting on a raft at sea, 

The near all ocean, and the far all haze ; 

Through the white polished water sharks did glide, 

And up in heaven I saw no stars to guide. 

" Have mercy, God ! " but lo ! my raft uprose ; 
Drip, drip, I heard the water splash from it ; 
My raft had wings, and as the petrel goes, 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 295 

It skimmed the sea, then brooding seemed to sit 
The milk-white mirror, till, with sudden spring, 
It flew straight upward like a living thing. 

But strange ! — I went not also in that flight, 
For I was entering at a cavern's mouth ; 

Trees grew within, and screaming birds of night 
Sat on them, hiding from the torrid south. 

On, on I went, while gleaming in the dark 

Those trees with blanched leaves stood pale and stark. 

The trees had flower-buds, nourished in deep night, 

And suddenly, as I went farther in, 
They opened, and they shot out lambent light ; 

Then all at once arose a railing din 
That frighted me : " It is the ghosts," I said, 
*' And they are railing for their darkness fled. 

" I hope they will not look me in the face ; 

It frighteth me to hear their laughter loud ; " 
I saw them troop before with jaunty pace. 

And one would shake off dust that soiled her shroud : 
But now, O joy unhoped ! to calm my dread. 
Some moonlight filtered through a cleft overhead. 



296 "I-'IE FOUR BRIDGES. 

I climbed the lofty trees — the blanched trees — 
The cleft was wide enough to let me through ; 

I clambered out and felt the balmy breeze, 

And stepped on churchyard grasses wet with dew. 

happy chance ! O fortune to admire ! 

1 stood beside my own loved village spire. 

And as I gazed upon the yew-tree's trunk, 
Lo, far off music — music in the night ! 

So sweet and tender as it swelled and sunk ; 
It charmed me till I wept with keen delight, 

And in my dream, methought as it drew near 

The very clouds in heaven stooped low to hear. 

Beat high, beat low, wild heart so deeply stirred. 
For high as heaven runs up the piercing strain ; 

The restless music fluttering like a bird 

Bemoaned herself, and dropped to earth again. 

Heaping up sweetness till I was afraid 

That I should die of grief when it did fade. 

And it DID fade ; but while with eager ear 

I drank its last long echo dying away, 
I was aware of footsteps that drew near, 



THE FOUR BRIDGES, 297 

And round the ivied chancel seemed to stray : 

soft above the hallowed place they trod — 
Soft as the fall of foot that is not shod ! 

1 turned — 'twas even so — yes, Eglantine ! 

For at the first I had divined the same ; 
I saw the moon on her shut eyelids shine, 

And said " She is asleep : " still on she came ; 
Then, on her dimpled feet, I saw it gleam. 
And thought — " I know that this is but a dream." 

My darling ! O my darling ! not the less 
My dream went on because I knew it such ; 

She came towards me in her loveliness — 

A thing too pure, methought, for mortal touch ; 

The rippling gold did on her bosom meet. 

The long white robe descended to her feet. 

The fringed lids dropped low, as sleep-oppressed ; 

Her dreamy smile was very fair to see, 
And her two hands were folded to her breast, 

With somewhat held between them heedfully. 
O fast asleep ! and yet methought she knew 
And felt my nearness those shut eyelids through. 



298 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

She sighed : my tears ran down for tenderness — 
' ' And have I drawn thee to me in my sleep ? 

Is it for me thou wanderest shelterless, 
Wetting thy steps in dcAvy grasses deep ? 

if this be ! " I said — ' ' yet speak to me ; 

1 blame my very dream for cruelty." 

Then from her stainless bosom she did take 
Two beauteous lily flowers that lay therein, 

And with slow-moving lips a gesture make, 
As one that some forgotten words doth win : 

" They floated on the pool," methought she said, 

And water trickled from each lily's head. 

It dropped upon her feet — I saw it gleam 

Along the ripples of her yellow hair. 
And stood apart, for only in a dream 

She would have come, methought, to meet me there. 
She spoke again — "Ah fair ! ah fresh they shine ! 
And there are many left, and these are mine." 

I answered her with flattering accents meet — 

" Love, they are whitest lilies e'er were blown." 
" And say est thou so ? " she sighed in murmurs sweet; 



THE FOUR BRIDGES. 299 

** I have nought else to give thee now, mine own ! 
For it is night. Then take them, love ! " said she : 
" They have been costly flowers to thee — and me." 

While thus she said I took them from her hand, 
And, overcome with love and nearness, woke ; 

And overcome with ruth that she should stand 
Barefooted on the grass ; that, when she spoke, 

Her mystic words should take so sweet a tone, 

And of all names her lips should choose " My own." 

I rose, I journeyed, neared my home, and soon 
Beheld the spire peer out above the hill : 

It was a sunny harvest afternoon, 

When by the churchyard wicket, standing still, 

I cast my eager eyes abroad to know 

If change had touched the scenes of long ago. 

I looked across the hollow ; sunbeams shone 
Upon the old house with the gable ends : 

" Save that the laurel-trees arc taller grown, 

No change," methought, " to its grey wall extends. 

What clear bright beams on yonder lattice shine ! 

There did I sometime talk with Eajlantine." 



300 THE FOUR BRIDGES. 

There standing with my very goal in sight, 

Over my haste did sudden quiet steal ; 
I thought to dally with my own delight, 

Nor rush on headlong to my garnered weal, 
But taste the sweetness of a short delay, 
And for a little moment hold the bliss at bay. 

The church was open ; it perchance might be 
That there to offer thanks I might essay, 

Or rather, as I think, that I might see 

The place Avhere Eglantine Avas wont to pray. 

But so it was ; I crossed that portal wide, 

And felt my riot joy to calm subside. 

The low depending curtains, gently swayed. 
Cast over arch and roof a crimson glow ; 

But, ne'ertheless, all silence and all shade 
It seemed, save only for the rippling flow 

Of their long foldings, when the sunset air 

Sighed through the casements of the house of prayer. 

I found her place, the ancient oaken stall, 

Where in her childhood I had seen her sit. 
Most saint-like and most tranquil there of all, 



THE Four. BRIDGES. 301 

Folding lier haiids, as if a dreaming fit — 
A heavenly vision had before her strayed 
Of the Eternal Cliild in lowly manger laid. 

I saw her prayer-book laid upon the seat, 
And took it in my hand, and felt more near 

In fancy to her, finding it most sweet 

To think how very oft, low kneeling there. 

In her devout thoughts she had let me share. 

And set my graceless name in her pure prayer. 

My eyes were dazzled with delightful tears — 
In sooth they were the last I ever shed ; 

For with them fell the cherished dreams of years. 
I looked, and on the wall above my head. 

Over her seat, there was a tablet placed, 

With one word only on the marble traced. — 

Ah, well ! I would not overstate that woe. 
For I have had some blessings, little care ; 

But since the falling of that heavy blow, 

God's earth has never seemed to me so fair ; 

Nor any of His creatures so divine, 

Nor sleep so sweet ; — the word Avas — Eglaxtixe, 



302 



A MOTHER SHOWING THE PORTRAIT OF 
HER CHILD. 

(F. M. L.) 




Said- 



IVING CHILD or pictured cherub 
Ne'er overmatched its baby grace ; 
And the mother, moving nearer, 
Looked it calmly in the face ; 
Then with slight and quiet gesture. 
And with lips that scarcely 
smiled, 
- " A Portrait of my daughter 
When she was a child." 



Easy thought was hers to fathom. 
Nothing hard her glance to read, 

For it seemed to say, "No praises 
For this little child I need : 



A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD'S PORTRAIT. 303 

If you see, I see far better, 

And I will not feign to care 
For a stranger's prompt assurance 
That the face is fair." 



Softly clasped and half extended. 
She her dimpled hands doth lay : 

So they doubtless placed them, saying- 
"Little one, you must not play." 

And while yet his work was growing, 
This the painter's hand hath shown, 

That the little heart was making 
Pictures of its own. 



Is it warm in that green valley, 

Vale of childhood, where you dwell.'' 

Is it calm in that green valley, 

Round whose bournes such great hiUs swell ? 

Are there giants in the valley — 
Giants leaving footprints yet ? 

Are there angels in the valley ? 
Tell me — I forofet. 



304 A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD's PORTRAIT. 

Answer, answer, for the lilies, 

Little one, o'ertop you much, 
And the mealy gold within them 

You can scarcely reach to touch ; 
O how far their aspect differs. 

Looking up and looking down ! 
You look up in that green valley — 
Valley of renown. 



Are there voices in the valley. 
Lying near the heavenly gate ? 

When it opens, do the harp-strings. 
Touched within, reverberate ? 

When, like shooting-stars, the angela 
To your couch at nightfall go. 

Are their swift wings heard to rustle ? 
Tell me ! for you know. 



Yes, you know ; and you are silent. 

Not a word shall asking win ; 
Little mouth more sweet than rosebud 

Fast it locks the secret in. 



A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD'S PORTRAIT. 305 

Not a glimpse upon your present 

You unfold to glad my view ; 
Ah, what secrets of your future 
I could tell to you ! 



Sunny present ! thus I read it, 
By remembrance of my past : — 

Its to-day and its to-morrow 
Are as lifetimes vague and vast ; 

And each face in that green valley 
Takes for you an aspect mild. 

And each voice grows soft in saying 
"Kiss me, little child!" 



As a boon the kiss is granted : 
Baby mouth, your touch is sweet, 

Takes the love without the trouble 
From those lips that with it meet ; 

Gives the love, O pure ! O tender ! 
Of the valley where it grows, 

But the baby heart receiveth 

More than it bestows. 

20 



306 A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD's PORTRAIT. 

Comes the future to the present — 

' ' Ah ! " she saith, ' ' too blithe of mood ; 

Why that smile which seems to whisper — 
* I am happy, God is good ' ? 

God IS good : that truth eternal 
Sown for you in happier years, 

I must tend it in my shadow, 
Water it with tears. 



*' Ah, sweet present ! I must lead thee 
By a daylight more subdued ; 

There must teach thee low to whisper — 
' I am mournful, God is good ! ' " 

Peace, thou future ! clouds are coming. 
Stooping from the mountain crest. 

But that sunshine floods the valley 
Let her — let her rest. 



Comes the future to the present — 

" Child," she saith, " and wilt thou rest? 

How long, child, before thy footsteps 
Fret to reach yon cloudy crest ? 



A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD'S PORTRAIT. 30' 

Ah, the valley ! — angels guard it, 

But the heights are brave to see ; 

Looking down were long contentment : 

Come up, child, to me." 



So she speaks, but do not heed her. 
Little maid with wondrous eyes. 

Not afraid, but clear and tender, 
Blue, and filled with prophecies ; 

Thou for whom life's veil unlifted 
Hangs, whom warmest valleys fold. 

Lift the veil, the charm dissolvetli — 
Climb, but heights are cold. 



There are buds that fold within them. 
Closed and covered from our sight, 

Many a richly -tinted petal. 
Never looked on by the light : 

Fain to see their shrouded faces. 
Sun and dew are long at strife. 

Till at length the sweet buds open — 
Such a bud is life. 



808 A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD'S PORTRMT, 

When tlie rose of thine own being 

Shall reveal its central fold, 
Thou shalt look within and marvel, 

Fearing what thine eyes behold ; 
What it shows and what it teaches 

Are not things wherewith to part ; 
Thorny rose ! that always costeth 
Beatings at the heart. 



Look in fear, for there is dimness ; 

Ills unshapen float anigh. 
Look in awe : for this same nature 

Once the Godhead deigned to die. 
Look in love, for He doth love it, 

And its tale is best of lore : 
Still humanity grows dearer, 

Being learned the more. 



Learn, but not the less bethink thee 
How that all can mingle tears ; 

But liis joy can none discover, 
Save to them that are his peers ; 



A MOTHER SHOWING HER CHILD'S PORTRAIT. 309 

And that they whose lips do utter 

Language such as bards have sung — 
Lo ! their speech shall be to many 
As an unknown tongue 

Learn, that if to thee the meaning 

Of all other eyes be shown, 
Fewer eyes can ever front thee. 

That are skilled to read thine own ; 
And that if thy love's deep current 

Many another's far outflows, 
Then thy heart must take for ever 
Less than it bestows. 



310 



STRIFE AND PEACE. 



Written for The Portfolio Society, October, 1861. 



•t^-Jtti 



IHE yellow poplar leaves came down 
And like a carpet lay, 
No waftings were in the sunny air 

To flutter them away ; 
And he stepped on blithe and deb- 
onair 
That warm October day. 



*' The boy," saith he, " hath got his own, 

But sore has been the fight, 
For ere his life began the strife 

That ceased but yesternight ; 
For the will," he said, " the kinsfolk read, 

And read it not aright. 



STRIFE AND PEACE. 311 

** His cause was argued in the court 

Before his christening day, 
And counsel was heard, and judge demurred. 

And bitter waxed the fray ; 
Brother with brother spake no word 

When they met in the way. 

■ '* Against each one did each contend, 

And all against the heir. 
I would not bend, for I knew the end — 

I have it for my share. 
And nought repent, though my first friend 

From henceforth I must spare. 

" Manor and moor and farm and wold 

Their greed begrudged him sore, 
And parchments old with passionate hold 

They guarded heretofore ; 
And they carped at signature and seal, 

But they may carp no more. 

" An old affront will stir the heart 
Through years of rankling pain, 
And I feel the fret that urged me yet 



312 STRIFE AND PEACE. 

That warfare to raaintain ; 
For an enemy's loss may well be set 
Above an infant's gain. 

*' An enemy's loss I go to prove ; 

Laugh out, thou little heir ! 
Laugh in his face who vowed to chase 

Thee from thy birthright fair ; 
For I come to set thee in thy place : 

Laugh out, and do not spare." 

A man of strife, in wrathful mood 
He neared the nurse's door ; 

With poplar leaves the roof and eaves 
Were thickly scattered o'er, 

And yellow as they a sunbeam lay 
Along the cottage floor. 

*' Sleep on, thou pretty, pretty lamb," 
He hears the fond nurse say ; 

** And if angels stand at thy right hand, 
As now belike they may. 

And if angels meet at thy bed's feet, 
I fear them not this dav. 



STRIFE AND PEACE. 313 

*• Come wealth, come want to thee, dear heart, 

It was all one to me, 
lor thy pretty tongue far sweeter rung 

Than coined gold and fee ; 
And ever the while thy waking smile 

It was right fair to see. 

** Sleep, pretty bairn, and never know 
Who grudged and who transgressed ; 

Thee to retain I was full fain, 
But God, He knoweth best ! 

And His peace upon thy brow lies plain 
As the sunshine on thy breast ! " 

The man of strife, he enters in. 

Looks, and his pride doth cease ; 
Anger and sorrow shall be to-morrow 

Trouble, and no release ; 
But the babe whose life awoke the strife 

Hath entered into peace. 



STORY OF DOOM 



AND OTHER POEMS. 



POEMS 



THE DREAMS THAT CAJVIE TRUE. 

I SAW in a vision once, our mother-sphere 
The world, her fixed foredoomed oval tracing, 
Rolling and rolling on and resting never. 

While like a phantom fell, behind her pacing 
The unfurled flag of night, her shadow drear 
Fled as she fled and hung to her forever. 

Great Heaven ! methought, how strange a doom to share, 

AVould I may never bear 

Inevitable darkness after me 
(Darkness endowed with drawings strong, 

And shadowy hands that cling unendingly), 

Nor feel that phantom-wings behind me sweep, 
As she feels night pursuing through the long 

Illimitable reaches of " the vasty deep." 



2 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

God save you, gentlefolks. There was a man 
Who lay awake at midnight on his bed, 

Watching the spiral flame that feeding ran 
Among the logs upon his hearth, and shed 

A comfortable glow, both warm and dim, 

On crimson curtains that encompassed him. 

Right stately was his chamber, soft and white 
The pillow, and his quilt was eider-down. 

What mattered it to him through all that night 
The desolate driving cloud might lower and frown, 

And winds were up the eddying sleet to chase, 

That drave and drave and found no settling-place ? 

What mattered it that leafless trees might rock, 
Or snow might drift athwart his window-pane ? 

He bare a charmed life against their shock. 
Secure from cold, hunger, and weather stain ; 

Fixed in his right, and born to good estate, 

From common ills set by and separate. 

From work and want and fear of want apart. 

This man (men called him Justice Wilvermore) — 
This man had comforted his cheerful heart 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

With all that it desired from every shore, 
He had a right, — the right of gold is strong, — 
He stood upon his right his whole life long. 

Custom makes all things easy, and content 
Is careless, therefore on the storm and cold, 

As he lay waking, never a thought he spent, 
Albeit across the vale beneath the wold. 

Along a reedy mere that frozen lay, 

A range of sordid hovels stretched away. 

What cause had he to think on them, forsooth ? 

What cause that night beyond another night ? 
He was familiar even from his youth 

With their long ruin and their evil plight. 
The wintry wind would search them like a scout. 
The water froze within as freely as without. 

He think upon them ? No ! They were forlorn, 
So were the cowering inmates whom they held ; 

A thriftless tribe, to shifts and leanness born. 
Ever complaining : infancy or eld 

Alike. But there was rent, or long ago 

Those cottage roofs had met with overthrow. 



4 THE DREAMS TUAT CAME TRUE. 

For this they stood ; and what his thoughts might be 
This winter night, I know not ; but I know 

That, while the creeping flame fed silently 
And cast upon his bed a crimson glow. 

The Justice slept, and shortly in his sleep 

lie fell to dreaming, and his dream was deep. 

He dreamed that over him a shadow came ; 

And when he looked to find the cause, behold 
Some person knelt between him and the flame : — 

A cowering figure of one frail and old, — 
A woman ; and she prayed as he descried. 
And spread her feeble hands, and shook and sighed. 

" Good Heaven ! " the Justice cried, and being distraught 
He called not to her, but he looked again : 

She wore a tattered cloak, but she had naught 
Upon her head ; and she did quake amain. 

And spread her wasted hands and poor attire 

To gather in the brightness of his fire. 

" I know you, woman ! " then the Justice cried ,- 

" I know that woman well," he cried aloud ; 
" The shepherd Aveland's widow : God me guide ! 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

A pauper kneeling on my hearth " : and bowed, 
The hag, like one at home, its warmth to share ! 
" How dares she to intrude ? What does she here ? 

" Ho, woman, ho ! " — but yet she did not stir, 
Though from her lips a fitftil plaining broke ; 

" I '11 ring my people up to deal with her ; 

I '11 rouse the house," he cried ; but while he spoke 

He turned, and saw, but distant from his bed, 

Another form, — a Darkness with a head. 

Then, in a rage, he shouted " Who are you ? " 
For little in the gloom he might discern. 

" Speak out ; speak now ; or I will make you rue 
The hour ! " but there was silence, and a stern, 

Dark face from out the dusk appeared to lean. 

And then again drew back, and was not seen. 

" God ! " cried the dreaming man, right impiously, 

'' What have I done, that these my sleep affray ? " 
" God ! " said the Phantom, " I appeal to Thee, 
Appoint Thou me this man to be my prey." 
" God ! " sighed the kneeling woman, frail and old, 
" I pray Thee take me, for the world is cold." 



b THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

Then said the trembling Justice, in affright, 

" Fiend, I adjure thee, speak thine errand here !" 

And lo ! it pointed in the falling light 

Toward the woman, answering, cold and clear, 

" Thou art ordained an answer to thy prayer ; 

But first to tell her tale that kneeleth there." 

" Her tale ! " the Justice cried. " A pauper's tale ! " 
And he took heart at this so low behest. 

And let the stoutness of his will prevail. 

Demanding, " Is 't for her you break my rest ? 

She went to jail of late for stealing wood. 

She will again for this night's hardihood. 

" I sent her ; and to-morrow, as I live, 
I will commit her for this trespass here." 

" Thou wilt not ! " quoth the Shadow, " thou wilt give 
Her story words " ; and then it stalked anear 

And showed a lowering face, and, dread to see, 

A countenance of angered majesty. 

Then said the Justice, all his thoughts astray. 

With that material Darkness chiding him, 
" If this must be, then speak to her, I pray. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 7 

And bid her move, for all the room is dim 
By reason of the place she holds to-night : 
She kneels between me and the warmth and light." 

" With adjurations deep and drawings strong, 
And with the power," it said, " unto me given, 

I call upon thee, man, to tell thy wrong. 
Or look no more upon the face of Heaven. 

Speak ! though she kneel throughout the livelong night, 

And yet shall kneel between thee and the light." 

This when the Justice heard, he raised his hands. 

And held them as the dead in effigy 
Hold theirs, when carved upon a tomb. The bands 

Of fate had bound him fast : no remedy 
Was left : his voice unto himself was strange. 
And that unearthly vision did not change. 

He said, " That woman dwells anear my door. 
Pier life and mine began the selfsame day. 

And 1 am hale and hearty : from my store 
I never spared her aught : she takes her way 

Of me unheeded; pining, pinching care 

Is all the portion that she has to share. 



8 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

" She is a broken-down, poor, friendless wight, 
Through labor and through sorrow early old ; 

And I have known of this her evil plight. 
Her scanty earnings, and her lodgment cold ; 

A patienter poor soul shall ne'er be found : 

She labored on my land the long year round. 

" What wouldst thou have me say, thou fiend abhorred ? 

Show me no more thine awful visage grim. 
If thou obey'st a greater, tell thy lord 

That I have paid her wages. Cry to him ! 
He has not much against me. None can say 
I have not paid her wages day by day. 

" The spell ! It draws me. I must speak again ; 

And speak against myself; and speak aloud. 
The woman once approached me to complain, — 

' My wages are so low.' I may be proud ; 
It is a fault." " Ay," quoth the Phantom fell, 
" Sinner ! it is a fault : thou sayest well." 

" She made her moan, ' My wages are so low.' " 

" Tell on ! " " She said," he answered, " « My best days 
Are ended, and the summer is but slow 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 9 

To come ; and my good strength for -work decays 
By reason that I live so hard, and lie 
On winter nights so bare for jDOverty.' " 

" And you replied," — began the lowering shade, 
" And I replied," the Justice followed on, 

" That wages like to mine my neighbor paid ; 
And if I raised the wages of the one 

Straight should the others murmur ; furthermore, 

The winter was as winters gone before, 

" No colder and not longer." " Afterward ? " — 

The Phantom questioned. " Afterward," he groaned, 

" She said my neighbor was a right good lord, 
Never a roof was broken that he owned ; 

He gave much coal and clothing. ' Doth he so ? 

Work for my neighbor, then,' I answered. ' Go ! 

" ' You are full welcome.' Then she mumbled out 
She hoped I was not angry ; hoped, forsooth, 

I would forgive her : and I turned about, 
And said I should be angry in good truth 

If this should be again, or ever more 

She dared to stop me thus at the church door." 



10 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

" Then ? " quoth the Shade ; and he, constrained, said 
on, 

" Then she, reproved, curtseyed herself away." 
" Hast met her since ? " it made demand anon ; 

And after pause the Justice answered, " Ay ; 
Some wood was stolen ; my people made a stir : 
She was accused, and I did sentence her." 

But yet, and yet, the dreaded questions came : 

" And didst thou weigh the matter, — taking 
thought 

Upon her sober life and honest fame ? " 

" I gave it," he replied, with gaze distraught ; 

" I gave it. Fiend, the usual care ; I took 

The usual pains ; I could not nearer look, 

" Because — because their pilfering had got head. 
What wouldst thou more ? The neighbors pleaded 

hard, 
'T is true, and many tears the creature shed ; 

But I had vowed their prayers to disregard, 
Heavily strike the first that robbed my land, 
And put down thieving with a steady hand. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 11 

" She said she was not guilty. Ay, 't is true 

She said so, but the poor are hars aU. 
O thou fell Fiend, what wilt thou ? Must I view 

Thy darkness yet, and must thy shadow fall 
Upon me miserable ? I have done 
No worse, no more than many a scathless one." 

" Yet," quoth the Shade, " if ever to thine ears 
The knowledge of her blamelessness was brought, 

Or others have confessed with dying tears 

The crime she suffered for, and thou hast wrought 

All reparation in thy power, and told 

Into her empty hand thy brightest gold : — 

*' If thou hast honored her, and hast proclaimed 
Her innocence and thy deplored wrong, 

Still thou art naught ; for thou shalt yet be blamed 
In that she, feeble, came before thee, strong. 

And thou, in cruel haste to deal a blow. 

Because thou hadst been angered, worked her woe. 

" But didst thou right her ? Speak!" The Justice sighed, 

And beaded drops stood out upon his brow ; 
" How could I humble me," forlorn he cried, 



12 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

" To a base beggar ? Nay, I will avow 
That I did ill. I will reveal the whole ; 
I kept that knowledge in my secret soul." 

" Hear him ! " the Phantom muttered ; " hear this man, 
O changeless God upon the judgment throne." 

With that, cold tremors through his pulses ran. 
And lamentably he did make his moan ; 

While, with its arms upraised above his head, 

The dim dread visitor approached his bed. 

" Into these doors," it said, " which thou hast closed. 
Daily this woman shall from henceforth come ; 

Her kneeling form shall yet be interposed. 

Till all thy wretched hours have told their sum, — 

Shall yet be interposed by day, by night. 

Between thee, sinner, and the warmth and light. 

" Remembrance of her want shall make thy meal 
Like ashes, and thy wrong thou shalt not right. 

Bat what ! Nay, verily, nor wealth nor weal 
From henceforth shall afford thy soul delight. 

Till men shall lay thy head beneath the sod. 

There shall be no deliverance, saith my God." 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 13 

" Tell me thy name," tlie dreaming Justice cried : 
" By what appointment dost thou doom me thus V " 

" 'T is well that thou shouldst know me," it replied, 
" For mine thou art, and naught shall sever us ; 

From thine own lips and life I draw my force : 

The name thy nation give me is Remorse." 

This when he heard, the dreaming man cried out, 
And woke affrighted ; and a crimson glow 

The dying ember shed. Within, without. 
In eddying rings the silence seemed to flow ; 

The wind had lulled, and on his forehead shone 

The last low gleam ; he was indeed alone. 

" O, I have had a fearful dream," said he ; 

" I will take warning and for mercy trust ; 
The fiend Remorse shall never dwell with me : 

I will repair that wrong, I will be just, 
I will be kind, I will my ways amend." 
Now the first dream is told unto its end. 

Anigh the frozen mere a cottage stood, 

A piercing wind swept round and shook the door, 
The shrunken door, and easy way made good. 



14 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

And drave long drifts of snow along the floor. 
It sparkled there like diamonds, for the moon 
Was shining in, and night was at the noon. 

Before her dying embers, bent and pale, 
A woman sat because her bed was cold ; 

She heard the wind, the driving sleet and hail, 
And she was hunger-bitten, weak, and old ; 

Yet while she cowered, and while the casement shook, 

Upon her trembling knees she held a book — 

A comfortable book for them that mourn, 
And good to raise the courage of the poor ; 

It lifts the veil and shows, beyond the bourne, 
Their Elder Brother, from His home secure. 

That for them desolate He died to win, 

Repeating, " Come, ye blessed, enter in.'* 

What thought she on, this woman? on her days 
Of toil, or on the supperless night forlorn ? 

I think not so ; the heart but seldom weighs 
With conscious care a burden always borne ; 

And she was used to these things, had grown old 

In fellowship with toil, hunger, and cold. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 15 

Then did she think how sad it was to live 
Of all the good this world can yield bereft ? 

No, her untutored thoughts she did not give 
To such a theme ; but in their warp and weft 

She wove a prayer : then in the midnight deep 

Faintly and slow she fell away to sleep. 

A strange, a marvellous sleep, which brought a dream, 
And it was this : that all at once she heard 

The pleasant babbling of a little stream 
That ran beside her door, and then a bird 

Broke out in songs. She looked, and lo ! the rime 

And snow had melted ; it was summer time ! 

And all the cold was over, and the mere 

Full sweetly swayed the flags and rushes green ; 

The mellow sunlight poured right warm and clear 
Into her casement, and thereby were .seen 

Fair honeysuckle flowers, and wandering bees 

Were hovering round the blossom-laden trees. 



S!ie said, " I will betake me to my door, 

And will look out and see this wondrous sight. 
How summer is come back, and frost is o'er, 



16 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

And all the air warm waxen in a night." 
With that she opened, but for fear she cried, 
For lo ! two Angels, — one on either side. 

And while she looked, with marvelling measureless, 
The Angels stood conversing face to face, 

But neither spoke to her. " The wilderness," 
One Angel said, " the solitary place. 

Shall yet be glad for Him." And then full fain 

The other Angel answered, " He shall reign." 

And when the woman heard, in wondering wise. 
She whispered, " They are speaking of my Lord." 

And straightway swept across the open skies 
Multitudes like to these. They took the word, 

That flock of Angels, " He shall come again. 

My Lord, my Lord ! " they sang, " and He shall reign ! " 

Then they, drawn up into the blue o'erhead, 
Right happy, shining ones, made haste to flee ; 

And those before hemone to other said, 

" Behold he stands aneath yon almond-tree." 

This when the woman heard, she fiin had gazed, 

But paused for reverence, and bowed down amazed. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 17 

After she looked, for this her dream was deep ; 

She looked, and there was naught beneath the tree ; 
Yet did her love and longing overleap 

The fear of Angels, awful though they be, 
And she passed out between the blessed things, 
And brushed her mortal weeds against their wings. 

O, all the happy world was in its best. 

The trees were covered thick with buds and flowers, 
And these were dropping honey ; for the rest. 

Sweetly the birds were piping in their bowers ; 
Across the grass did groups of Angels go. 
And Saints in pairs were walking to and fro. 

Then did she pass toward the almond-tree. 
And none she saw beneath it : yet each Saint 

Upon his coming meekly bent the knee, 

And all their glory as they gazed waxed faint. 

And then a lighting Angel neared the place, 

And folded his fair wings before his face. 

She also knelt, and spread her aged hands 

As feeling for the sacred human feet ; 
She said, " Mine eyes are held, but if He stands 



18 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

Anear, I will not let Him hence retreat 
Except He bless me." Then, O sweet ! O fair ! 
Some words were spoken, but she knew not where. 

She knew not if beneath the boughs they woke, 
Or dropt upon her from the realms above ; 

" What wilt thou, woman ? " in the dream He spoke ; 
" Thy sorrow moveth Me, thyself I love ; 

Long have I counted up thy mournful years, 

Once I did weep to wipe away thy tears." 

She said : " My one Redeemer, only blest, 

I know Thy voice, and from my yearning heart 

Di'aw out my deep desire, my great request. 
My prayer, that I might enter where Thou art. 

Call me, O call from this world troublesome. 

And let me see Thy face." He answered, " Come." 

Here is the ending of the second dream. 

It is a frosty morning, keen and cold. 
Fast locked are silent mere and fi'ozen stream. 

And snow lies sparkling on the desert wold ; 
With savory morning meats they spread the board. 
But Justice Wilvermore will walk abroad. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 19 

" Bring me my cloak," quoth he, as one in haste. 

" Before you breakfast, sir ? " his man repHes. 
" Ay," quoth he, quickly, and he will not taste 

Of aught before him, but in urgent wise, 
As he would fain some carking care allay, 
Across the frozen field he takes his way. 

" A dream ! how strange that it should move me so, 
'T was but a dream," quoth Justice Wilvermore : 

" And yet I cannot peace nor pleasure know, 
For wrongs I have not heeded heretofore ; 

Silver and gear the crone shall have of me, 

And dwell for life in yonder cottage free. 

" For visions of the night are fearful things, 
Remorse is dread, though merely in a dream ; 

I will not subject me to visitings 

Of such a sort again. I will esteem 

My peace above my pride. From natures rude 

A little gold will buy me gratitude. 

" The woman shall have leave to gather wood, 

As much as she may need, the long year round ; 
She shall, I say ; moreover, it were good 



20 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

Yon otlier cottage roofs to render sound. 
Thus to my soul the ancient peace restore, 
And sleep at ease," quoth Justice Wilvermore. 

With that he nears the door : a frosty rime 
Is branching over it, and drifts are deep 

Against the wall. He knocks, and there is time — 
(For none doth open), — time to list the sweep 

And whistle of the wind along the mere. 

Through beds of stiffened reeds and rushes sear. 

" If she be out, I have my pains for naught," 
He saith, and knocks again, and yet once more. 

But to his ear nor step nor stir is brought ; 
And, after pause, he doth unlatch the door 

And enter. No ; she is not out, for see, 

She sits asleep 'mid frost-work winterly. 

Asleep, asleep before her empty grate, 

Asleep, asleep, albeit the landlord call. 
" What, dame," he saith, and comes toward her straight, 

" Asleep so early ! " But whate'er befall. 
She sleepeth ; then he nears her, and behold 
He lays a hand on hers, and it is cold. 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 21 

Then doth the Justice to his home return ; 

From that day forth he wears a sadder brow ; 
His hands are opened, and his heart doth learn 

The patience of the poor. He made a vow 
And keeps it, for the old and sick have shared 
His gifts, their sordid homes he hath repaired. 

And some he hath made happy, but for him 
Is happiness no more. He doth repent, 

And now the light of joy is waxen dim, 
Are all his hopes toward the Highest sent; 

He looks for mercy, and he waits release 

Above, for this world doth not yield him peace. 

Night after night, night after desolate night, 

Day after day, day after tedious day, 
Stands by his fire, and dulls its gleamy light, 

Paceth behind or meets him in the way ; 
Or shares the path by hedge-row, mere, or stream, 
The visitor that doomed him in his dream.' 



Thy kingdom come. 
I heard a Seer cry : " The wilderness. 
The solitary place. 



22 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 

Shall yet be glad for Him, and He shall bless 
(Thy kingdom come) with His revealed face 
The forests ; they shall drop their precious gum, 
And shed for Him their balm : and He shall yield 
The grandeur of His speech to charm the field. 

" Then all the soothed winds shall drop to listen, 

(Thy kingdom come,) 
Comforted waters waxen calm shall glisten 
With bashful tremblement beneath His smile : 

And Echo ever the while 
Shall take, and in her awful joy repeat. 
The laughter of His lips — (Thy kingdom come) : 
And hills that sit apart shall be no longer dumb ; 

No, they shall shout and shout, 
Raining their lovely loyalty along the dewy plain ; 

And valleys round about, 

" And all the well-contented land, made sweet 

With flowers she opened at His feet, 
Shall answer ; shout and make the welkin ring. 
And tell it to the stars, shout, shout; and sing ; 
Her cup being full to the brim, 
Her poverty made rich with Him, 



THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 23 

Her yearning satisfied to its utmost sum — 
Lift up thy voice, O Earth, prepare thy song. 

It shall not yet be long, 
Lift up, O Earth, for He shall come again. 
Thy Lord ; and He shall reign, and He shall reign — 

Thy kingdom come." 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

INTRODUCTION. 

CHILD AND BOATMAN. 

" A /T -^I^TIN, I wonder who makes all the songs." 
IVi "You do, sir?" 

" Yes, I wonder how they come.' 
" Well, boy, I wonder what you '11 wonder next ! " 
" But somebody must make them ? " 

" Sure enough." 
" Does your wife know ? " 

" She never said she did." 
" You told me that she knew so many things." 
" I said she was a London woman, sir. 
And a fine scholar, but I never said 
She knew about the songs." 

"I wish she did." 
" And I wish no such thing ; she knows enough, 
She knows too much already. Look you now, 
This vessel 's ofTtlie stocks, a tidy craft." 
" A schooner, Martin ? " 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 25 

" No, boy, no ; a brig, 
Only she 's schooner-rigged, — a lovely craft.'* 
" Is she for me ? O, thank you, Martin dear. 
What shall I call her?" 

" Well, sir, what you please." 
" Then write on her ' The Eagle.' " 

" Bless the child ! 
Eagle ! why, you know naught of eagles, you. 
AVhen we lay off the coast, up Canada way, 
And chanced to be ashore when twilight fell. 
That was the place for eagles ; bald they were, 
With eyes as yellow as gold." 

" O, Martin, dear, 
Tell me about them." 

" Tell ! there 's naught to tell. 
Only they snored o' nights and frighted us." 
" Snored ? " 

" Ay, I tell you, snored ; they slept upright 
In the great oaks by scores ; as true as time, 
If I 'd had aught upon my mind just then, 
I would n't have walked that wood for unknown gold ; 
It was most awful. When the moon was full, 
I 've seen them fish at night, in the middle watch. 
When she got low. I 've seen them plunge like 
stones, 



26 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

And come up fighting with a fish as long, 
Ay, longer than my arm ; and they would sail — 
When they had struck its life out — they would sail 
Over the deck, and show their fiill, fierce eyes, 
And croon for pleasure, hug the prey, and speed 
Grand as a frigate on the wind." 

" My ship, 
She must be called ' The Eagle ' after these. 
And, Martin, ask your wife about the songs 
When you go in at dinner-time." 

" Not I." 



THE NIGHTINGALE HEARD BY THE UNSAT- 
ISFIED HEART. 

When in a May-day hush 

Chanteth the Missel-thrush, 
The harp o' the heart makes answer with murmurous 
stirs ; 

When Kobin-redbreast sings, 

We think on budding springs. 
And Culvers when they coo are love's remembrancers. 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 27 

But thou in the trance of light 

Stayest the feeding night, 
And Echo makes sweet her lips with the utterance 
wise, 

And casts at our glad feet, 

In a wisp of fancies fleet, 
Life's fair, life's unfulfilled, impassioned prophecies. 



Her central thought full well 

Thou hast the wit to tell, 
To take the sense o' the dark and to yield it so ; 

The moral of moonlight 

To set in a cadence bright. 
And sing our loftiest dream that we thought none did 
know. 



I have no nest as thou. 

Bird on the blossoming bough, 
Yet over thy tongue outfloweth the song o' my soul. 

Chanting, " Forego thy strife. 

The spirit out-acts the life. 
But MUCH is seldom theirs who can perceive the 

WHOLE. 



28 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

" Thou drawest a perfect lot 

All thine, but holden not, 
Lie low, at the feet of beauty that ever shall bide ; 

There might be sorer smart 

Than thine, far-seeing heart, 
Whose fate is still to yearn, and not be satisfied." 



SAND MARTINS. 

I PASSED an inland-cliff precipitate ; 

From tiny caves peeped many a sooty poll ; 
In each a mother martin sat elate, 

And of the news delivered her small soul. 

Fantastic chatter ! hasty, glad, and gay, 
Whereof the meaning was not ill to tell : 

" Gossip, how wags the world with you to-day ? " 
" Gossip, the world wags well, the world wags well. 

And heark'ning, I was sure their little ones 
Were in the bird-talk, and discourse was made 

Concerning hot sea-bights and tropic suns. 
For a clear sultriness the tune conveyed ; — 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 29 

And visions of the sky as of a cup 

Hailing down light on pagan Pharaoh's sand, 

And quivering air-waves trembling up and up, 
And blank stone faces marvellously bland. 

" When should the young be fledged and with them hie 
Where costly day drops down in crimson light ? 

(Fortunate countries of the fire-fly 

Swarm with blue diamonds all the sultry night, 

" And the immortal moon takes turn with them.) 
When should they pass again by that red land, 

Where lovely mirage works a broidered hem 
To fringe with phantom-palms a robe of sand ? 

" When should they dip their breasts again and play 
In slumberous azure pools, clear as the air, 

Where rosy-winged flamingoes fish all day. 
Stalking amid the lotos-blossom fair ? 

" Then, over podded tamarinds bear their flight, 
AVhile cassias blossom in the zone of calms. 

And so betake them to a south sea-bight. 
To gossip in the crowns of cocoa-palms 



30 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

" Whose roots are in the spray. O, haply there 

Some dawn, white-winged they might chance to find 

A frigate, standing in to make more fair 
The loneliness unaltered of mankind. 

" A frigate come to water : nuts would fall, 

And nimble feet would climb the flower-flushed strand, 

While northern talk would ring, and therewithal 
The martins would desire the cool north land. 

" And all would be as it had been before ; 

Again, at eve, there would be news to tell ; 
Who passed should hear them chant it o'er and o'er, 

' Gossip, how wags the world '? ' ' Well, gossip, well.' ' 



A POET IN HIS YOUTH, AND THE CUCKOO- 
BIRD. 

Once upon a time, I lay 
Fast asleep at dawn of day ; 
Windows open to the south. 
Fancy pouting her sweet mouth 
To my ear. 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 31 

She turned a globe 
In her slender hand, her robe 
Was all spangled ; and she said, 
As she sat at my bed's head, 
" Poet, poet, what ! asleep ? 
Look ! the ray runs up the steep 
To your roof." Then in the golden 
Essence of romances olden, 
Bathed she my entranced heart. 
And she gave a hand to me. 
Drew me onward ; " Come ! " said she; 
And she moved with me apart, 
Down the lovely vale of Leisure. 

Such its name was, I heard say, 
For some Fairies trooped that way ; 
Common people of the place. 
Taking their accustomed pleasure, 
(All the clocks being stopped,) to race 
Down the slope on palfreys fleet. 
Bridle bells made tinkling sweet ; 
And they said, " What signified 
Faring home till eventide : 
There were pies on every shelf, 



32 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

And the bread would bake itself." 
But for that I cared not, fed, 
As it were, with angels' bread, 
Sweet as honey ; yet next day 
All foredoomed to melt away ; 
Gone before the sun waxed hot, 
Melted manna that was not. 

Rock-doves' poetry of plaint. 
Or the starling's courtship quaint ; 
Heart made much of, 't was a boon 
Won from silence, and too soon 
Wasted in the ample air : 
Building rooks far distant were. 

Scarce at all would speak the rills, 
And I saw the idle hills, 
In their amber hazes deep, 
Fold themselves and go to sleep, 
Though it was not yet high noon. 

Silence ? Rather music brought 
From the spheres ! As if a thought, 
Having taken wings, did fly 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS: 33 

Through the reaches of the sky. 
Silence ? No, a sumptuous sigh 
That had found embodiment, 
That had come across the deep 
After months of wintry sleep, 
And with tender hearings went 
Floating up the firmament. 

" O," I mourned, half slumbering yet, 
" 'T is the voice of my regret, — 
Mine ! " and I awoke. Full sweet 
SaiFron sunbeams did me greet ; 
And the voice it spake again, 
Dropped from yon blue cup of light 
Or some cloudlet swan's-down white 
On my soul, that drank full fain 
The sharp joy — the sweet pain — 
Of its clear, right innocent, 
Unreproved discontent. 
How it came — where it went — 
AVho can tell '? The open blue 
Quivered with it, and I, too, 
Trembled. I remembered me 
Of the springs that used to be, 



34 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRiOS. 

When a dimpled white-haired child, 
Shy and tender and half wild, 
In the meadows I had heard 
Some way off the talking bird. 
And had felt it marvellous sweet. 
For it laughed : it did me greet, 
Calling me : yet, hid away 
In the woods, it would not play. 
No. 

And all the world about, 
While a man will work or sing, 
Or a child pluck flowers of spring. 
Thou wilt scatter music out. 
Rouse him with thy wandering note, 
Changeful fancies set afloat, 
Almost tell with thy clear throat. 
But not quite, the wonder-rife. 
Most sweet riddle, dark and dim, 
That he searcheth all his life, 
Searcheth yet, and ne'er expoundeth ; 
And so, winnowing of thy wings, 
Touch and trouble his heart's strings, 
That a certain music soundeth 
In that wondrous instrument. 



SOXGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 35 

With a trembling upward sent, 
That is reckoned sweet above 
By the Greatness surnamed Love. 

" O, I hear thee in the blue ; 
Would that I might wing it too ! 
O to have what hope hath seen ! 
O to be what might have been ! 

" O to set my life, sweet bird, 
To a tune that oft I heard 
When I used to stand alone 
Listening to the lovely moan 
Of the swaying pines o'erhead, 
While, a-gathering of bee-bread 
For their living, murmured round, 
As the pollen dropped to ground, 
All the nations from the hives ; 
And the little brooding wives 
On each nest, brown dusky things. 
Sat with gold-dust on their wings. 
Then beyond (more sweet than all) 
Talked the tumbling waterfall ; 
And there were, and there were not 



36 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

(As might fall, and form anew 
Bell-bung drops of honey-dew) 
Echoes of — I know not what ; 
As if some right-joyous elf, 
While about his own affairs, 
Whistled softly otherwheres. 
Nay, as if our mother dear, 
Wrapped in sun-warm atmosphere, 
Laughed a little to herself. 
Laughed a little as she rolled. 
Thinking on the days of old. 

" Ah ! there be some hearts, I Avis, 
To which nothing comes amiss. 
Mine was one. Much secret wealth 
I was heir to : and by stealth. 
When the moon was fully grown. 
And she thought herself alone, 
I have heard her, ay, right well, 
Shoot a silver' message down 
To the unseen sentinel 
Of a still, snow-thatched town. 

" Once, awhile ago, I peered 

In the nest where Spring was reared. 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 37 

There she, quivering her fair wings, 
Flattered March with chirrupings ; 
And they fed her ; nights and days, 
Fed her mouth with much sweet food, 
And her heart with love and praise. 
Till the wild thing rose and flew 
Over woods and water-springs, 
Shaking off the morning dew 
In a rainbow fi-om her wings. 

" Once (I will to you confide 
More), — O, once in forest wide, 
I, benighted, overheard 
Marvellous mild echoes stirred. 
And a calling half defined. 
And an answering from afar ; 
Somewhat talked with a star, 
And the talk was of mankind. 

" ' Cuckoo, cuckoo ! ' 
Float anear in upper blue : 
Art thou yet a prophet true ? 
Wilt thou say, ' And having seen 
Things that be, and have not been. 



33 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

Thou art free o' the world, for naught 
Can despoil thee of thy thought ' ? 
Nay, but make me music yet, 
Bird, as deep as my regret ; 
For a certain hope hath set, 
Like a star, and left me heir 
To a crying for its light, 
An aspiring infinite, 
And a beautiful despair ! 

" Ah ! no more, no more, no more 
I shall lie at thy shut door. 
Mine ideal, my desired. 
Dreaming thou wilt open it, 
And step out, thou most admired. 
By my side to fare, or sit. 
Quenching hunger and all drouth 
With the wit of thy fair mouth, 
Showing me the wished prize 
In the calm of thy dove's eyes. 
Teaching me the wonder-rife 
Majesties of human life, 
All its fairest possible sum. 
And the grace of its to come. 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 39 

" What a difference ! Why of late 

All sweet music used to say, 

' She will come, and with thee stay 

To-morrow, man, if not to-day.' 

Now it murmurs, ' Wait, wait, wait ! ' " 



A RAVEN IN A WHITE CHINE. 

I SAW, when I looked up, on either hand, 
A pale high chalk-cliff, reared aloft in white ; 

A narrowing rent soon closed toward the land, — 
Toward the sea, an open yawning bight. 

The polished tide, with scarce a hint of blue, 
Washed in the bight ; above with angry moan 

A raven, that was robbed, sat up in view, 
Croaking and crying on a ledge alone. 

" Stand on thy nest, spread out thy fateful wings, 
With sullen hungry love bemoan thy brood. 

For boys have wrung their necks, those imp-like things, 
Whose beaks dripped crimson daily at their food. 



40 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

" Cry, tliou black prophetess ! cry, and despair ; 

None love thee, none ! Their father was thy foe, 
Whose father in his youth did know thy lair, 

And steal thy little demons long ago. 

" Thou madest many childless for their sake. 
And picked out many eyes that loved the light. 

Cry, thou black prophetess ! sit up, awake, 
Forebode ; and ban them through the desolate night. 

Lo ! while I spake it, with a crimson hue 
The dipping sun endowed that silver flood, 

And all the cliffs flushed red, and up she flew, 
The bird, as mad to bathe in airy blood. 

" Nay, thou mayst cry, the omen is not thine. 
Thou aged priestess of fell doom, and fate. 

It is not blood : thy gods are making wine. 
They spilt the must outside their city gate, 

" And stained their azure pavement with the lees : 
They will not listen though thou cry aloud; 

Old Chance, thy dame, sits mumbling at her ease. 
Nor hears ; the fair hag, Luck, is in her shroud. 



SONGS OX THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 41 

" They heed not, they withdraw the sky-hung sign : 
Thou hast no charm against the favorite race ; 

Thy gods pour out for it, not blood, but wine : 
There is no justice in their dwelling-place ! 

" Safe in their father's house the boys shall rest, 
Though thy fell brood doth stark and silent lie ; 

Their unborn sons may yet despoil thy nest : 
Cry, thou black prophetess ! lift up ! cry, cry ! " 



THE WARBLING OF BLACI^IRDS. 

When I hear the waters fretting. 

When I see the chestnut letting 

All her lovely blossom falter down, I think, " Alas the 

day ! " 

Once, with magical sweet singing, 

Blackbirds set the woodland ringing, 

That awakes no more while April hours wear them- 
selves away. 

In our hearts fair hope lay smiling, 
Sweet as air, and all beguiling ; 



42 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

And there hung a mist of bluebells on the slope and 
down the dell ; 
And we talked of joy and splendor 
That the years unborn would render, 
And the blackbirds helped us with the story, for they 
knew it well. 

Piping, fluting, " Bees are humming, 
April 's here, and summer 's coming ; 
Don't forget us when you walk, a man with men, in 
pride and joy ; 
Think on us in alleys shady, 
When you step a graceful lady ; 
For no fairer day have we to hope for, little girl and 
boy. 

" Laugh and play, O lisping waters, 
Lull our downy sons and daughters ; 
Come, O wind, and rock their leafy cradle in thy wan- 
derings coy ; 
When they wake, we '11 end the measure 
With a wild sweet cry of pleasure. 
And a ' Hey down derry, let 's be merry ! little girl and 
boy ! ' " 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 43 



SEA-MEWS IN WINTER TIME. 

I WALKED beside a dark gray sea, 

And said, " O world, how cold thou art ! 

Thou poor white world, I pity thee, 
For joy and warmth from thee depart. 

" Yon rising wave licks off the snow. 
Winds on the crag each other chase. 

In little powdery whirls they blow 
The misty fragments down its face. 

" The sea is cold, and dark its rim. 
Winter sits cowering on the wold, 

And I, beside this watery brim, 
Am also lonely, also cold." 

I spoke, and drew toward a rock. 

Where many mews made twittering sweet ; 
Their wings upreared, the clustering flock 

Did pat the sea-grass with their feet. 



44 SONGS ON' THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 

A rock but half submerged, the sea 
Ran up and washed it while they fed ; 

Their fond and foolish ecstasy 
A wondering in my fancy bred. 

Joy companied with every cry, 

Joy in their food, in that keen wind, 

That heaving sea, that shaded sky, 
And in themselves, and in their kind. 

The phantoms of the deep at play ! 

What idless graced the twittering things ; 
Luxurious paddlings in the spray, 

And delicate lifting up of wings. 

Then all at once a flight, and fast 
The lovely crowd flew out to sea ; 

If mine own life had been recast, 

Earth had not looked more changed to me. 

" Where is the cold ? Yon clouded skies 
Have only dropped their curtains low 

To shade the old mother where she lies, 
Sleeping a little, 'neath the snow. 



SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 45 

" The cold is not in crag, nor scar, 

Not in the snows that lap the lea, 
Not in yon wings that beat afar, 

Delighting, on the crested sea ; 

" No, nor in yon exultant wind 

That shakes the oak and bends the pine. 

Look near, look in, and thou shalt find 
No sense of cold, fond fool, but thine ! '* 

With that I felt the gloom depart, 
And thoughts within me did unfold. 

Whose sunshine warmed me to the heart : 
I walked in joy, and was not cold. 



LAURANCE. 

I. 

HE knew she did not love him ; but so long 
As rivals were unknown to him, he dwelt 
At ease, and did not find his love a pain. 

He had much deference in his nature, need 
To honor, — it became him : he was frank. 
Fresh, hardy, of a joyous mind, and strong, — 
Looked all things straight in the face. So when she 

came 
Before him first, he looked at her, and looked 
No more, but colored to his healthful brow, 
And wished himself a better man, and thought 
On certain things, and wished they were undone, 
Because her girlish innocence, the grace 
Of her unblemished pureness, wrought in him 
A longing and aspiring, and a shame 
To think how wicked was the world, — that world 
Which he must walk in, — while from her (and such 



LAURANCE. 47 

As she was) it was hidden ; there was made 
A clean path, and the girl moved on like one 
In some enchanted ring. 

In his young heart 
She reigned, with all the beauties that she had, 
And all the virtues that he rightly took 
For granted ; there he set her with her crown, 
And at her first enthronement he turned out 
Much that was best away, for unaware 
His thoughts grew noble. She was always there 
And knew it not, and he grew like to her, 
And like to what he thought her. 

Now he dwelt 
With kin that loved him well, — two fine old folk, 
A rich, right honest yeoman, and his dame, — 
Their only grandson he, their pride, their heir. 

To these one daughter had been born, one child, 
And as she grew to woman, " Look," they said, 
" She must not leave us ; let us build a wing. 
With cheerful rooms and wide, to our old grange ; 
There may she dwsU, with her good man, and all 



48 LAURANCE. 

God sends them." Then the girl in her first youth 
Married a curate, — handsome, poor in purse, 
Of gentle blood and manners, and he lived 
Under her father's roof as they had planned. 

Full soon, for happy years are short, they filled 
The house with children ; four were born to them. 
Then came a sickly season ; fever spread 
Among the poor. The curate, never slack 
In duty, praying by the sick, or, worse. 
Burying the dead, when all the air was clogged 
With poisonous mist, was stricken ; long he lay 
Sick, almost to the death, and when his head 
He lifted from the pillow, there was left 
One only of that pretty flock : his girls, 
His three, were cold beneath the sod ; his boy, 
Their eldest born, remained. 

The drooping wife 
Bore her great sorrow in such quiet wise. 
That first they marvelled at her, then they tried 
To rouse her, showing her their bitter grief^ 
Lamenting, and not sparing ; but she sighed, 
" Let me alone, it will not be for long." 
Then did her mother tremble, murmuring out, 



LAURANCE. 49 

" Dear child, the best of comfort will be soon, 
O, when you see this other little face, 
You will, please God, be comforted." 

She said, 
" I shall not live to see it " ; but she did, — 
A little sickly face, a wan, thin face. 
Then she grew eager, and her eyes were bright 
When she would plead with them, " Take me away, 
Let me go south ; it is the bitter blast 
That chills my tender babe ; she cannot thrive 
Under the desolate, dull, mournful cloud." 
Then all they journeyed south together, mute 
With past and coming sorrow, till the sun, 
In gardens edging the blue tideless main. 
Warmed them and calmed the aching at their hearts, 
And all went better for a while ; but not 
For long. They sitting by the orange trees 
Once rested, and the wife was very still : 
A woman with narcissus flowers heaped up 
Let down her basket from her head, but paused 
With pitying gesture, and drew near and stooped. 
Taking a white wild face upon her breast. 
The little babe on its poor mother's knees, 
None marking it, none knowing else, had died. 



50 LAURANCE. 

The fading mother could not stay behind, 
Her heart was broken ; but it awed them most 
To feel they must not, dared not, pray for life, 
Seeing she longed to go, and went so gladly. 

After, these three, who loved each other well. 
Brought their one child away, and they were best 
Together in the wide old grange. Full oft 
The father with the mother talked of her, 
Their daughter, but the husband nevermore ; 
He looked for solace in his work, and gave 
His mind to teach his boy. And time went on. 
Until the grandsire prayed those other two, 
" Now part with him ; it must be ; for his good : 
He rules and knows it ; choose for him a school. 
Let him have all the advantages, and all 
Good training that should make a gentleman." 

With that they parted from their boy, and lived 

Longing between his holidays, and time 

Sped ; he grew on till he had eighteen years. 

His father loved him, wished to make of him 

Another parson *, but the farmer's wife 

Murmured at that — " No, no, they learned bad ways. 



LAUEANCE. 51 

They ran in debt at college ; she had heard 

That many rued the day they sent their boys 

To college " : and between the two broke in 

His grandsire, " Find a sober, honest man, 

A scholar, for our lad should see the world 

While he is young, that he may marry young. 

He will not settle and be satisfied 

Till he has run about the world awhile. 

Good lack, I longed to travel in my youth, 

And had no chance to do it. Send him off, 

A sober man being found to trust him with, — 

One with the fear of God before his eyes." 

And he prevailed ; the careful father chose 

A tutor, young, the worthy matron thought, — 

In truth, not ten years older than her boy. 

And glad as he to range, and keen for snows. 

Desert, and ocean. And they made strange choice 

Of where to go, left the sweet day behind. 

And pushed up north in whaling ships, to feel 

AVhat cold was, see the blowing whale come up, 

And Arctic creatures, while a scarlet sun 

Went round and round, crowd on the clear blue berg. 

Then did the trappers have them ; and they heard 



52 LAURANCE. 

Nightly the whistling calls of forest-men 

That mocked the forest wonners ; and they saw 

Over the open, raging up like doom, 

The dangerous dust-cloud, that was full of eyes — 

The bisons. So were three years gone like one ; 

And the old cities drew them for a while, 

Great mothers, by the Tiber and the Seine ; 

They have hid many sons hard by their seats, 

But all the air is stirring with them still, 

The waters murmur of them, skies at eve 

Are stained with their rich blood, and every sound 

Means men. 

At last, the fourth year running out. 
The youth came home. And all the cheerful house 
Was decked in fresher colors, and the dame 
Was full of joy. But in the father's heart 
Abode a painful doubt. " It is not well ; 
He cannot spend his life with dog and gun. 
I do not care that my one son should sleep 
Merely for keeping him in breath, and wake 
Only to ride to cover." 

Not the less 
The grandsire pondered. " Ay, the boy must WORK 
Or SPEND ; and I must let him spend ; just stay 



LAURANCE. 53 

Awhile with us, and then from time to time 

Have leave to be away with those fine folk 

With whom, these many years, at school, and now. 

During his sojourn in the foreign towns. 

He has been made familiar." Thus a month 

Went by. They liked the stirring ways of youth, 

The quick elastic step, and joyous mind, 

Ever expectant of it knew not what. 

But something higher than has e'er been born 

Of easy slumber and sweet competence. 

And as for him, the while they thought and thought, 

A comfortable instinct let him know 

How they had waited for him to complete 

And give a meaning to their lives ; and still 

At home, but with a sense of newness there, 

And frank and fresh as in the school-boy days, 

He oft — invading of his father's haunts. 

The study where he passed the silent morn — 

Would sit, devouring with a greedy joy 

The piled-up books, uncut as yet ; or wake 

To guide with him by night the tube, and search. 

Ay, think to find new stars ; then, risen betimes. 

Would ride about the farm, and list the talk 

Of his hale grandsire. 



54 LAURANCE. 

But a day came round, 
When, after peering in his mother's room. 
Shaded and shuttered from the light, he oped 
A door, and found the rosy grandmother 
Ensconced and happy in her special pride, 
Her store-room. She was corking syrups rare, 
And fruits all sparkling in a crystal coat. 
Here, after choice of certain cates well known, 
He, sitting on her bacon-chest at ease, 
Sang as he watched her, till, right suddenly. 
As if a new thought came, " Goody," quoth he, 
" What, think you, do they want to do with me ? 
What have they planned for me that I should do ? 

" Do, laddie ! " quoth she, faltering, half in tears ; 
" Are you not happy with us ? not content ? 
Why would ye go away ? There is no need 
That ye should do at all. O, bide at home. 
Have we not plenty ? " 

" Even so," he said ; 
" I did not wish to go." 

" Nay, then," quoth she, 
" Be idle ; let me see your blessed face. 
What, is the horse your father chose for you 



LAURANCE. 55 

Not to your mind ? He is ? Well, well, remain ; 
Do as you will, so you but do it here. 
You shall not want for money." 

But, his arms 
Folding, he sat and twisted up his mouth 
With comical discomfiture. 

" What, then," 
She sighed, " what is it, child, that you would hke ? " 
" Why," said he, " farming." 

And she looked at him. 
Fond, foolish woman that she was, to find 
Some fitness in the worker for the work. 
And she found none. A certain grace there was 
Of movement, and a beauty in the face. 
Sun-browned and healthful beauty, that had come 
From his grave father ; and she thought, " Good lack, 
A farmer ! he is fitter for a duke. 
He walks — why, how he walks ! if I should meet 
One like him, whom I knew not, I should ask, 
And who may that be ? " So the foolish thought 
Found words. Quoth she, half laughing, half ashamed, 
" We planned to make of you — a gentleman." 
And, with engaging sweet audacity, — 
She thought it nothing less, — he, looking up, 



56 LAURANCE. 

With a smile in his blue eyes, replied to her, 

" And have n't you done it ? " Quoth she, lovingly, 

" I think we have, laddie ; I think we have." 

" Then," quoth he, " I may do what best I like ; 

It makes no matter. Goody, you were wise 

To help me in it, and to let me farm ; 

I think of getting into mischief else ! " 

" No ! do ye, laddie ? " quoth the dame, and laughed. 

" But ask my grandfather," the youth went on, 

" To let me have the farm he bought last year. 

The little one, to manage. I like land ; 

I want some." And she, womanlike, gave way, 

Convinced ; and promised, and made good her word. 

And that same night upon the matter spoke, 

In presence of the father and the son. 

" Roger," quoth she, " our Laurance wants to farm ; 

" I think he might do worse." The father sat 

Mute, but right glad. The grandson, breaking in. 

Set all his wish and his ambition forth ; 

But cunningly the old man hid his joy, 

And made conditions with a faint demur. 

Then, pausing, "Let your father speak," quoth he; 



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" I am content if he is." At his word 

The parson took him ; ay, and, parson like, 

Put a religious meaning in the work, 

Man's earliest work, and wished his son God speed. 



n. 



Thus all were satisfied, and, day by day, 

For two sweet years a happy course was theirs ; 

Happy, but yet the fortunate, the young 

Loved, and much cared-for, entered on his strife, — 

A stirring of the heart, a quickening keen 

Of sight and hearing to the delicate 

Beauty and music of an altered world, — 

Began to walk in that mysterious light 

Which doth reveal and yet transform ; which gives 

Destiny, sorrow, youth, and death, and life, 

Intenser meaning ; in disquieting 

Lifts up ; a shining light : men call it Love. 

Fair, modest eyes had she, the girl he loved ; 
A silent creature, thoughtful, grave, sincere. 
She never turned from him with sweet caprice, 



58 LAURANCE. 

Nor changing moved his soul to troublous hope, 
Nor dropped for him her heavy lashes low, 
But excellent in youthful grace came up ; 
And, ere his words were ready, passing on, 
Had left him all a-tremble ; yet made sure 
That by her own true will, and fixed intent. 
She held him thus remote. Therefore, albeit 
He knew she did not love him, yet so long 
As of a rival unaware, he dwelt 
All in the present, without fear, or hope. 
Enthralled and whelmed in the deep sea of love. 
And could not get his head above its wave 
To search the far horizon, or to mark 
Whereto it drifted him. 

So long, so long ; 
Then, on a sudden, came the ruthless fate. 
Showed him a bitter truth, and brought him bale 
All in the tolling out of noon. 

'T was thus : 
Snow-time was come ; it had been snowing hard ; 
Across the churchyard path he walked ; the clock 
Began to strike, and, as he passed the porch, 
Half turnino;, through a sense that came to him 
As of some presence in it, he beheld 



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His love, and she had come for shelter there ; 
And all her face was fair with rosy bloom, 
The blush of happiness ; and one held up 
Her ungloved hand in both his own, and stooped 
Toward it, sitting by her. O, her eyes 
Were full of peace and tender light : they looked 
One moment in the ungraced lover's face 
"While he was passing in the snow ; and he 
Received the story, while he raised his hat 
Retiring. Then the clock left off to strike, 
And that was all. It snowed, and he walked on ; 
And in a certain way he marked the snow, 
And walked, and came upon the open heath ; 
And in a certain way he marked the cold, 
And walked as one that had no starting-place 
Might walk, but not to any certain goal. 

And he strode on toward a hollow part. 
Where from the hillside gravel had been dug, 
And he was conscious of a cry, and went. 
Dulled in his sense, as though he heard it not; 
Till a small farmhouse drudge, a half-grown girl, 
Rose from the shelter of a drift that lay 
Against the bushes, crying, " God ! O God, 
O my good God, He sends us help at last." 



60 LAURANCE. 

Then, looking hard upon her, came to him 
The power to feel and to perceive. Her teeth 
Chattered, and all her limbs with shuddering failed. 
And in her threadbare shawl was wrapped a child 
That looked on him with wondering, wistful eyes. 

" I thought to freeze," the girl broke out with tears ; 
" Kind sir, kind sir," and she held out the child. 
As praying him to take it ; and he did ; 
And gave to her the shawl, and swathed his charge 
In the foldings of his plaid ; and when it thrust 
Its small round face against his breast, and felt 
With small red hands for warmth, unbearable 
Pains of great pity rent his straitened heart, 
For the poor upland dwellers had been out 
Since morning dawn, at early milking-time, 
Wandering and stumbling in the drift. And now, 
Lamed with a fall, half crippled by the cold, 
Hardly prevailed his arm to drag her on. 
That ill-clad child, who yet the younger child 
Had motherly cared to shield. So toiling through ■ 
The great white storm coming, and coming yet. 
And coming till the world confounded sat 
With all her fair familiar features gone, 



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The mountains muffled in an eddying swirl, 

He led or bore them, and the little one 

Peered from her shelter, pleased ; but oft would mourn 

The elder, " They will beat me : O my can, 

I left my can of milk upon the moor." 

And he compared her trouble with his own. 

And had no heart to speak. And yet 't was keen ; 

It filled her to the putting down of pain 

And hunger, — what could his do more ? 

He brought 
The children to their home, and suddenly 
Regained himself, and, wondering at himself, 
That he had borne, and yet been dumb so long. 
The weary wailing of the girl, he paid 
Money to buy her pardon ; heard them say, 
" Peace, we have feared for you ; forget the milk, 
It is no matter ! " and went forth again 
And waded in the snow, and quietly 
Considered in his patience what to do 
With all the dull remainder of his days. 

With dusk he was at home, and felt it good 
To hear his kindred talking, for it broke 
A mocking endless echo in his soul. 



62 LAUEANCE. 

" It is no matter ! " and he could not choose 
But mutter, though the weariness o'ercame 
His spirit, " Peace, it is no matter ; peace, 
It is no matter ! " For he felt that all 
Was as it had been, and his father's heart 
Was easy, knowing not how that same day- 
Hope with her tender colors and delight 
(He should not care to have him know) were dead ; 
Yea, to all these, his nearest and most dear. 
It was no matter. And he heard them talk 
Of timber felled, of certain fruitful fields, 
And profitable markets. 

All for him 
Their plans, and yet the echoes swarmed and swam 
About his head, whenever there was pause ; 
" It is no matter ! " And his greater self 
Arose in him and fought. " It matters much, 
It matters all to these, that not to-day 
Nor ever they should know it. I will hide 
The wound ; ay, hide it with a sleepless care. 
What ! shall I make these three to drink of rue. 
Because my cup is bitter ? " And he thrust 
Himself in thought away, and made his ears 
Hearken, and caused his voice, that yet did seem 



LAURANCE. tiS 

Another, to make answer, when they spoke, 
As there had been no snow-storm, and no porch, 
And no despair. 

So this went on awhile 
Until the snow had melted from the wold, 
And he, one noonday, wandering up a lane, 
Met on a turn the woman whom he loved. 
Then, even to trembling he was moved ; his speech 
Faltered ; but, when the common kindly words 
Of greeting were all said, and she passed on. 
He could not bear her sweetness and his pain. 
" Muriel ! " he cried ; and when she heard her name. 
She turned. " You know I love you," he broke out. 
She answered, " Yes," and sighed. 

" O, pardon me. 
Pardon me," quoth the lover ; " let me rest 
In certainty, and hear it from your mouth : 
Is he with whom I saw you once of late 
To call you wife ? " "I hope so," she replied ; 
And over all her face the rose-bloom came. 
As, thinking on that other, imaware 
Her eyes waxed tender. When he looked on her, 
Standing to answer him, with lovely shame, 
Submiss, and yet not his, a passionate. 



64 LAURANCE. 

A (julckened sense of his great impotence 
To drive away the doom got hold on him ; 
He set his teeth to force the unbearable 
Misery back ; his wide-awakened eyes 
Flashed as with flame. 

And she, all overawed 
And mastered by his manhood, waited yet, 
And trembled at the deep she could not sound, — 
A passionate nature in a storm, — a heart 
AVild with a mortal pain, and in the grasp 
Of an immortal love. 

" Farewell," he said. 
Recovering words; and, when she gave her hand, 
" My thanks for your good candor ; for I feel 
That it has cost you something." Then, the blush 
Yet on her face, she said : " It was your due : 
But keep this matter from your friends and kin, 
We would not have it known." Then, cold and proud, 
Because there leaped from under his straight lids, 
And instantly was veiled, a keen surprise, — 
" He wills it, and I therefore think it well." 
Thereon they parted ; but from that time forth, 
Whether they met on festal eve, in field, 
Or at the church, she ever bore herself 



LAURANCE. 65 

Proudly, for she had felt a certain pain.; 

The disapproval hastily betrayed 

And quickly hidden hurt her. " 'T was a grace," 

She thought, " to tell this man the thing he asked, 

And he rewards me with surprise. I like 

No one's surprise, and least of all bestowed 

Where he bestowed it." 

But the spring came on. 
Looking to wed in April, all her thoughts 
Grew loving ; she would fain the world had waxed 
More happy with her happiness, and oft 
Walking among the flowery woods she felt 
Their loveliness reach down into her heart, 
And knew with them the ecstasies of growth, 
The rapture that was satisfied with light, 
The pleasure of the leaf in exquisite 
Expansion, through the lovely, longed-for spring. 

And as for him — (Some narrow hearts there are 

That suffer blight when that they fed upon, 

As something to complete their being, fails. 

And they retire into their holds and pine. 

And long restrained grow stern. But some there are 

That in a sacred want and hunger rise. 



66 LAURANCE. 

And draw the misery home and live with it, 

And excellent in honor wait, and will 

That somewhat good should yet be found in it. 

Else wherefore were they born ?) — and as for him, 

He loved her, but his peace and welfare made 

The sunshine of three lives. The cheerful grange 

Threw open wide its hosj)itable doors 

And drew in guests for him. The garden flowers. 

Sweet budding wonders, all were set for him. 

In him the eyes at home were satisfied, 

And if he did but laugh the ear approved. 

What then ? He dwelt among them as of old, 
And taught his mouth to smile. 

And time went on, 
Till on a morning, when the perfect Spring 
Rested among her leaves, he, journeying home 
After short sojourn in a neighboring town, 
Stopped at the little station on the line 
That ran between his woods ; a lonely place 
And quiet, and a woman and a child 
Got out. He noted them, but, walking on 
Quickly, went back into the wood, impelled 
By hope, for, passing, he had seen his love, 



LAUKANCE. 6 7 

And she was sitting on a rustic seat 

That overlooked 4he line, and he desired, 

With longing indescribable, to look 

Upon her face again. And he drew near. 

She was right happy ; she was waiting there. 

He felt that she was waiting for her lord. 

She cared no whit if Laurance went or stayed, 

But answered when he spoke, and dropped her cheek 

In her fair hand. 

And he, not able yet 
To force himself away, and nevermore 
Behold her, gathered blossom, primrose flowers, 
And wild anemone, for many a clump 
Grew all about him, and the hazel-rods 
Were nodding with their catkins. But he heard 
The stopping train, and felt that he must go ; 
His time was come. There was naught else to do 
Or hope for. With the blossom he drew near. 
And would have had her take it from his hand ; 
But she, half lost in thought, held out her own. 
And then, remembering him and his long love. 
She said, " I thank you ; pray you now forget. 
Forget me, Laurance," and her lovely eyes 
Softened ; but he was dumb, till through the trees 



68 LAURANCE 

Suddenly broke upon their quietude 

The woman and her child. And Muriel said, 

" AVhat will you ? " She made answer quick and keen, 

" Your name, my lady ; 't is your name I want, 

Tell me your name." Not startled, not displeased, 

But with a musing sweetness on her mouth, 

As if considering in how short a while 

It would be changed, she lifted up her face 

And gave it, and the little child drew near 

And pulled her gown, and prayed her for the flowers. 

Then Laurance, not content to leave them so, 

Nor yet to wait the coming lover, spoke : 

" Your errand with this lady ? " " And your right 

To ask it ? " she broke out with sudden heat 

And passion : " What is that to you ? Poor child ! 

Miidam ! " And Muriel lifted up her face 

And looked, — they looked into each other's eyes. 

" That man who comes," the clear- voiced woman cried, — ■ 
" That man with whom you think to wed so soon, — • 
You must not heed him. "What ! the world is full 
Of men, and some are good, and most, God knows, 
Better than he, — that I should say it ! — far 
Better." And down her fiicc the large tears ran. 



LAURANCE. 69 

And Muriel's wild dilated eyes looked up, 
Taking a terrible meaning from her words ; 
And Laurance stared about him, half in doubt 
If this were real, for all things were so blithe, 
And soft air tossed the little flowers about ; 
The child was singing, and the blackbirds piped, 
Glad in fair sunshine. And the women both 
Were quiet, gazing in each other's eyes. 

He found his voice, and spoke : " This is not well, 
Though whom you speak of should have done you 

wrong ; 
A man that could desert and plan to wed 
Will not his purpose yield to God and right, 
Only to law. You, whom I pity so much. 
If you be come this day to urge a claim, 
You will not tell me that your claim will hold ; 
'T is only, if I read aright, the old. 
Sorrowful, hateful story ! " 

Muriel sighed, 
AVith a dull patience that he marvelled at : 
" Be plain with me. I kiww not what to think, 
Unless you are his wife. Are you his wife ? 
Be plain with me." And all too quietly. 



70 LAURANCE. 

With running down of tears, the answer came, 

" Ay, madam, ay ! the worse for him and me." 

Then Muriel heard her lover's foot anear. 

And cried upon him with a bitter cry. 

Sharp and despairing. And those two stood back, 

With such affright and violent anger stirred, 

He broke from out the thicket to her side, 

Not knowing. But, her hands before her face, 

She sat ; and, stepping close, that woman came 

And faced him. Then said Muriel, " O my heart, 

Herbert ! " — and he was dumb, and ground his teeth, 

And lifted up his hand and looked at it. 

And at the woman ; but a man was there 

Who whirled her from her place, and thrust himself 

Between them; he was strong, — a stalwart man: 

And Herbert, thinking on it, knew his name. 

" What good," quoth he, " though you and I should strive 

And wrestle all this April day ? A word, 

And not a blow, is what these women want : 

Master yourself, and say it." But he, weak 

With passion and great anguish, flung himself 

Upon the seat and cried, " O lost, my love ! 

O Muriel, Muriel ! " And the woman spoke, 

" Sir, 'twas an evil day you wed with me ; 



LAURANCE. 71 

And you were young ; I know it, sir, right well. 

Sir, I have worked ; I have not troubled you, 

Not for myself, nor for your child. I know 

We are not equal." " Hold ! " he cried ; " have 

done ; 
Your still, tame words are worse than hate or scorn. 
Get from me ! Ay, my wife, my wife, indeed ! 
All 's done. You hear it, Muriel ; if you can, 
O sweet, forgive me." 

Then the woman moved 
Slowly away ; her little singing child 
Went in her wake ; and Muriel dropped her hands, 
And sat before these two that loved her so, 
Mute and unheeding. There were angry words. 
She knew, but yet she could not hear the words ; 
And afterwards the man she loved stooped down 
And kissed her forehead once, and then withdrew 
To look at her, and with a gesture pray 
Her pardon. And she tried to speak, but failed, 
And presently, and soon, O, — he was gone. 

She heard him go, and Laurance, still as stone. 
Remained beside her ; and she put her hand 
Before her face again, and afterward 



72 LAURANCE. 

She heard a voice, as if, a long way off. 

Some one entreated, but she could not heed. 

Thereon he drew her hand away, and raised 

Her passive from her seat. So then she knew 

That he would have her go with him, go home, — ■ 

It was not far to go, — a dreary home. 

A crippled aunt, of birth and lineage high, 

Had, in her youth, and for a place and home, 

Married the stern old rector ; and the girl 

Dwelt with them : she was orphaned, — had no kin 

Nearer than they. And Laurance brought her in, 

And spared to her the telling of this woe. 

He sought her kindred where they sat apart, 

And laid before them all the cruel thing, 

As he had seen it. After, he retired ; 

And restless, and not master of himself, 

He day and night haunted the rectory lanes ; 

And all things, even to the spreading out 

Of leaves, their flickering shadows on the ground, 

Or sailing of the slow, white cloud, or peace 

And glory and great light on mountain heads, — . 

All things were leagued against him, ministered 

By likeness or by contrast to his love. 

But what was that to Muriel, though her peace 



LAURANCE. 73 

He would have purchased for her with all prayers, 
And costly, passionate, despairing tears ? 
O, what to her that he should find it worse 
To bear her life's undoing than his own ? 

She let him see her, and she made no moan, 
But talked full calmly of indifferent things, 
Which when he heard, and marked the faded eyes 
And lovely wasted cheek, he started up 
With " This I cannot bear ! " and shamed to feel 
His manhood giving way, and utterly 
Subdued by her sweet patience and his pain. 
Made haste and from the window sprang, and paced, 
Battling and chiding with himself, the maze. 

She suffered, and he could not make her well 
For all his loving ; — he was naught to her. 
And now his passionate nature, set astir. 
Fought with the pain that could not be endured ; 
And like a wild thing, suddenly aware 
That it is caged, which flings and bruises all 
Its body at the bars, he rose, and raged 
Against the misery : then he made all worse 
With tears. But when he came to her again, 
Willing to talk as they had talked before, 



74 LAURANCE. 

She sighed, and said, with that strange quietness, 
" I know you have been crying '* : and she bent 
Her own fair head and wept. 

She felt the cold — 
The freezing cold that deadened all her life — 
Give way a little ; for this passionate 
Sorrow, and all for her, relieved her heart, 
And brought some natural warmth, some natural tears. 



III. 



And after that, though oft he sought her door, 

He might not see her. First they said to him, 

" She is not well " ; and afterwards, " Her wish 

Is ever to be quiet." Then in haste 

They took her from the place, because so fast 

She faded. As for him, — though youth and strength 

Can bear the weight as of a world, at last 

The burden of it tells, — he heard it said, 

When autumn came, " The poor sweet thing will die : 

That shock was mortal." And he cared no more 

To hide, if yet he could have hidden, the blight 

That was laying waste his heart. He journeyed south 



LAURANCE. 

To Devon, where she dwelt with other kin, 
Good, kindly women ; and he wrote to them, 
Praying that he might see here ere she died. 

So in her patience she permitted him 
To be about her, for it eased his heart ; 
And as for her that was to die so soon. 
What did it signify ? She let him weep 
Some passionate tears beside her couch, she spok( 
Pitying words, and then they made him go. 
It was enough, they said ; her time was short. 
And he had seen her. He had seen, and felt 
The bitterness of death ; but he went home. 
Being satisfied in that great longing now. 
And able to endure what might befall. 

And Muriel lay, and faded with the year ; 
She lay at the door of death, that opened not 
To take her in ; for when the days once more 
Began a little to increase, she felt, — 
And it was sweet to her, she was so young, — 
She felt a longing for the time of flowers. 
And dreamed that she was walking in that wood 
With her two feet among the primroses. 



76 LAURANCE. 

Then when the violet opened, she rose up 
And walked. The tender leaf and tender light 
Did solace her ; but she was white and wan, 
The shadow of that Muriel in the wood 
Who listened to those deadly words. 

And now 
Empurpled seas began to blush and bloom, 
Doves made sweet moaning, and the guelder-rose 
In a great stillness dropped, and ever dropped. 
Her wealth about her feet, and there it lay, 
And drifted not at all. The lilac spread 
Odorous essence round her ; and full oft. 
When Muriel felt the warmth her pulses cheer. 
She, faded, sat among the May-tide bloom. 
And with a reverent quiet in her soul. 
Took back — it was His will — her time, and sat 
Learning again to live. 

Thus as she sat 
Upon a day, she was aware of one 
Who at a distance marked her. This again 
Another day, and she was vexed, for yet 
She longed for quiet ; but she heard a foot 
Pass once again, and beckoned through the trees. 



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" Laurance ! " And all impatient of unrest 

And strife, ay, even of the sight of them, 

When he drew near, with tired, tired lips, 

As if her soul upbraided him, she said, 

" Why have you done this thing ? " He answered her, 

" I am not always master in the fight : 

I could not help it." 

" What ! " she sighed, " hot yet ! 
O, I am sorry " ; and she talked to him 
As one who looked to live, imploring him, — 
" Try to forget me. Let your fancy dwell 
Elsewhere, nor me enrich with it so long ; 
It wearies me to think of this your love. 
Forget me ! " . 

He made answer, " I will try : 
The task will take me all my life to learn, 
Or, were it learned, I know not how to live ; 
This pain is part of life and being now, — 
It is myself; but yet — but I will try." 
Then she spoke friendly to him, — of his home, 
Ilis father, and the old, brave, loving folk ; 
She bade him think of them. And not her words. 
But having seen her, satisfied his heart. 
He left her, and went home to live his life, 



78 LAURANCE. 

And all the summer heard it said of her, 

" Yet, she grows stronger " ; but when autumn came 

Again she drooped. 

A bitter thing it is 
To lose at once the lover and the love ; 
For who receiveth not may yet keep life 
In the spirit with bestowal. But for her, 
This Muriel, all was gone. The man she loved, 
Not only from her present had withdrawn, 
But from her past, and there was no such man. 
There never had been. 

He was not as one 
Who takes love in, like some sweet bird, and holds 
The winged fluttering stranger to his breast. 
Till, after transient stay, all unaware 
It leaves him : it has flown. No ; this may live 
In memory, — loved till death. He was not vile ; 
For who by choice would part with that pure bird. 
And lose the exultation of its song ? 
He had not strength of will to keep it fast, 
Nor warmth of heart to keep it warm, nor life 
Of thought to make the echo sound for him 
After the song was done. Pity that man : 
His music is all flown, and he forgets 



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The sweetness of it, till at last he thinks 

'T was no great matter. But he was not vile, 

Only a thing to pity most in man, 

Weak, — only poor, and, if he knew it, undone. 

But Herbert ! When she mused on it, her soul 

Would fain have hidden him forevermore. 

Even from herself, — so pure of speech, so frank, 

So full of household kindness. Ah, so good 

And true ! A little, she had sometimes thought, 

Despondent for himself, but strong of faith 

In God, and faith in her, this man had seemed. 

Ay, he was gone ! and she whom he had wed, 
As Muriel learned, was sick, was poor, was sad. 
And Muriel wrote to comfort her, and send. 
From her small store, money to help her need, 
With, " Pray you keep it secret." Then the whole 
Of the cruel tale was told. 

What more ? She died. 
Her kin, profuse of thanks, not bitterly. 
Wrote of the end. " Our sister fain had seen 
Her husband ; prayed him sore to come. But no. 
And then she prayed him that he would forgive, 
Madam, her breaking of the truth to you. 



80 LAURAXCE. 

Dear madam, he was angry, yet we think 
He might have let her see, before she died, 
The words she wanted, but he did not write 
Till she was gone, — ' I neither can forgive, 
Nor would I if I could.' " 

" Patience, my heart ! 
And this, then, is the man I loved ! " 

But yet 
He sought a lower level, for he wrote, 
Telling the story with a different hue, — 
Telling of freedom. He desired to come, 
" For now," said he, " O love, may all be well." 
And she rose up against it in her soul. 
For she despised him. And with passionate tears 
Of shame, she wrote, and only wrote these words, — 
" Herbert, I will not see you." 

Then she drooped 
Again ; it is so bitter to despise ; 
And all her strength, when autumn leaves down 

dropped. 
Fell from her. " Ah ! " she thought, " I rose up once, 
I cannot rise up now ; here is the end." 
And all her kinsfolk thought, " It is the end." 



LAURANCE. 81 

But when that other heard, " It Is the end," 
His heart was sick, and he, as by a power 
Far stronger than himself, was driven to her. 
Reason rebelled against it, but his will 
Required it of him with a craving strong 
As life, and passionate though hopeless pain. 

She, when she saw his face, considered him 

Full quietly, let all excuses pass 

Not answered, and considered yet again. 

" He had heard that she was sick ; what could he do 
But come, and ask her pardon that he came ? " 
What could he do, indeed ? — a weak white girl 
Held all his heartstrings in her small white hand ; 
His youth, and power, and majesty were hers, 
And not his own. 

She looked, and pitied him. 
Then spoke : " He loves me with a love that lasts. 
Ah me ! that I might get away from it, 
Or, better, hear it said that love is not. 
And then I could have rest. My time is short, 
I think, — so short." And roused against himself 
In stormy wrath, that it should be his doom 



82 LAURANCE. 

Her to disquiet whom he loved, — ay, her 
For whom he would have given all his rest, 
If there were any left to give, — he took 
Her words up bravely, promising once more 
Absence, and praying pardon ; but some tears 
Dropped quietly upon her cheek. 

" Remain," 
She said, " for there is something to be told, 
Some words that you must hear. 

" And first, hear this : 
God has been good to me ; you must not think 
That I despair. There is a quiet time 
Like evening in my soul. I have no heart, 
For cruel Herbert killed it long ago, 
And death strides on. Sit, then, and give your mind 
To listen, and your eyes to look at me. 
Look at my face, Laurance, how white it is ; 
Look at my hand, — my beauty is all gone." 
And Laurance lifted up his eyes ; he looked, 
But answered, from their deeps that held no doubt, 
Far otherwise than she had willed : they said, 
" Lovelier than ever." 

Yet her words went on. 
Cold, and so quiet, "I have suffered much, 



LAURANCE. 83 

And I would fain that none who care for me 
Shoukl suffer a like pang that I can spare- 
Therefore," said she, and not at all could blush, 
" I have brought my mind of late to think of this : 
That since your life is spoilt (not willingly, 
My God, not willingly by me), 't were well 
To give you choice of griefs. 

" Were it not best 
To weep for a dead love, and afterwards 
Be comforted the sooner, that she died 
Remote, and left not in your house and life 
Aught to remind you ? That indeed were best. 
But were it best to weep for a dead wife, 
And let the sorrow spend and satisfy 
Itself with all expression, and so end ? 
I think not so ; but if for you 't is best. 
Then, — do not answer with too sudden words : 
It matters much to you ; not much, not much 
To me, — then truly I will die your wife ; 
I will marry you." 

What was he like to say, 
But, overcome with love and tears, to choose 
The keener sorrow, — take it to his heart. 



84 LAURANCE. 

Cherish It, make it part of him, and watch 

Those eyes, that were his light, till they should close ? 

He answered her with eager, faltering words, 

" I choose, — my heart is yours, — die in my arms." 

But was it well ? Truly, at first, for him 

It was not well : he saw her fade, and cried, 

" When may this be ? " She answered, " When you 

will," 
And cared not much, for very faint she grew, 
Tired and cold. Oft in her soul she thought, 
" If I could slip away before the ring 
Is on my hand, it were a blessed lot 
For both, — a blessed thing for him, and me." 

But it was not so ; for the day had come, — 
Was over : days and months had come, and Death, — 
Within whose shadow she had lain, which made 
Earth and its loves, and even its bitterness, 
Indifferent, — Death withdrew himself, and life 
Woke up, and found that it was folded fast, 
Drawn to another life forevermore. 



LAURANCE. 85 

O, what a waking ! After it there came 

Great silence. She got up once more, in spring, 

And walked, but not alone, among the flowers. 

She thought within herself, " What have I done ? 

How shall I do the rest ? " And he, who felt 

Her inmost thought, was silent even as she. 

" What have we done ? " she thought. But as for him, 

When she began to look him in the face, 

Considering, " Thus and thus his features are," 

For she had never thought on them before, 

She read their grave repose aright. She knew 

That in the stronghold of his heart, held back, 

Hidden reserves of measureless content 

Kept house with happy thought, for her sake mute. 

Most patient Muriel ! when he brought her home. 

She took the place they gave her, — strove to please 

His kin, and did not fail ; but yet thought on, 

" What have I done ? how shall I do the rest ? 

Ah ! so contented, Laurance, with this wife 

That loves you not, for all the stateliness 

And grandeur of your manhood, and the deeps 

In your blue eyes." And after that awhile 

She rested from such thinking, put it by 



88 LAURANCE. 

And waited. She had thought on death before : 
But no, this Muriel was not yet to die ; 
And when she saw her little tender babe, 
She felt how much the happy days of life 
Outweigh the sorrowful. A tiny thing, 
Whom when it slept the lovely mother nursed 
With reverent love, whom when it woke she fed 
And wondered at, and lost herself in long 
Rapture of watching, and contentment deep. 

Once while she sat, this babe upon her knee. 
Her husband and his father standing nigh. 
About to ride ; the grandmother, all pride 
And consequence, so deep in learned talk 
Of infants, and their little ways and wiles. 
Broke off to say, " I never saw a babe 
So like its father." And the thought was new 
To Muriel ; she looked up, and Avhen she looked, 
Her husband smiled. And she, the lovely bloom 
Flushing her face, would fain he had not known, 
Nor noticed her surprise. But he did know ; 
Yet there was pleasure in his smile, and love 
Tender and strong. He kissed her, kissed his babe. 
With " Goody, you are left in charge, take care." 



LAURANCE. 87 

" As if I needed telling," quoth the dame ; 
And they were gone. 

Then Muriel, lost in tKought, 
Gazed ; and the grandmother, with open pride, 
Tended the lovely pair ; till Muriel said, 
" Is she so like ? Dear granny, get me now 
The picture that his father has " ; and soon 
The old woman put it in her hand. 

The wife, 
Considering it with deep and strange delight. 
Forgot for once her babe, and looked and learned. 

A mouth for mastery and manful work, 

A certain brooding sweetness in the eyes, 

A brow, the harbor of grave thought, and hair 

Saxon of hue. She conned ; then blushed again, 

Remembering now, when she had looked on him, 

The sudden radiance of her husband's smile. 

But Muriel did not send the picture back ; 
She kept it ; while her beauty and her babe 
Flourished together, and in health and peace 
She lived. 

Her husband never said to her, 



88 LAURANCE. 

" Love, are you happy ? " never said to her, 

" Sweet, do you love me ?" and at first, whene'er 

They rode together in the lanes, and paused, 

Stopping their horses, when the day was hot. 

In the shadow of a tree, to watch the clouds, 

Ruffled in drifting on the jagged rocks 

That topped the mountains, — when she sat by him, 

Withdrawn at even while the summer stars 

Came starting oiit of nothing, as new made. 

She felt a little trouble, and a wish 

That he would yet keep silence, and he did. 

That one reserve he would not touch, but still 

Respected. 

Muriel grew more brave in time. 
And talked at ease, and felt disquietude 
Fade. And another child was given to her. 

" Now we shall do," the old great-grandsire cried, 
" For this is the right sort, a boy." " Fie, fie," 
Quoth the good dame ; "but never heed you, love, 
He thinks them both as right as right can be." 

But Laurance went from home, ere yet the boy 
Was three weeks old. It fretted him to go, 



LAURANCE. 89 

But yet he said, " I must " : and she was left 
Much with the kindly dame, whose gentle care 
Was like a mother's ; and the two could talk 
Sweetly, for all the difference in their years. 

But unaware, the wife betrayed a wish 

That she had known why Laurance left her thus. 

" Ay, love," the dame made answer ; " for he said, 

' Goody,' before he left, ' if Muriel ask 

No question, tell her naught ; but if she let 

Any disquietude appear to you. 

Say what you know.'" "What?" Muriel said, and 

laughed, 
« I ask, then." 

" Child, it is that your old love. 
Some two months past, was here. Nay, never start : 
He 's gone. He came, our Laurance met him near ; 
He said that he was going over seas, 
' And might I see your wife this only once. 
And get her pardon ? ' " 

" Mercy ! " Muriel cried, 
" But Laurance does not wish it ? " 

" Nay, now, nay," 
Quoth the good dame. 



90 LAURANCE. 

" I cannot," Muriel cried ; 
" He does not, surely, think I should." 

"Not he," 
The kind old woman said, right soothingly. 
" Does not he ever know, love, ever do 
What you like best ? " 

And Muriel, trembling yet, 
Agreed. " I heard him say," the dame went on, 
" For I was with him when they met that day, 
' It would not be agreeable to my wife ' " 

Then Muriel, pondering, — " And he said no more ? 

You think he did not add, ' nor 'to myself ? " 

And with her soft, calm, inward voice, the dame 

Unruffled answered, " No, sweet heart, not he : 

What need he care ? " " And why not ? " Muriel cried, 

Longing to hear the answer. " O, he knows, 

He knows, love, very well : " — with that she smiled. 

" Bless your fair face, you have not really thought 

He did not know you loved him ? " 

Muriel said, 
" He never told me, goody, that he knew." 
" Well," quoth the dame, " but it may chance, my dear, 
That he thinks best to let old troubles sleep : 



LAURANCE. 91 

Why need he rouse them ? You are happy, sure ? 
But if one asks, ' Art happy ? ' why, it sets 
The thoughts a-working. No, say I, let love, 
Let peace and happy folk alone. 

" He said, 
' It would not be agreeable to my wife.' 
And he went on to add ; in course of time 
That he would ask you, when it suited you, 
To write a few kind words." 

" Yes," Muriel said, 
" I can do that." 

" So Laurance went, you see," 
The soft voice added, " to take down that child. 
Laurance had written oft about the child. 
And now, at last, the father made it known 
He could nob take him. He has lost, they say. 
His money, with much gambling ; now he wants 
To lead a good, true, working life. He wrote, 
And let this so be seen, that Laurance went 
And took the child, and took the money down 
To pay." 

And Muriel found her talking sweet. 
And asked once more, the rather that she longed 
To speak again of Laurance, " And you think 



92 LAURANCE. 

He knows I love him ? " 

" Ay, good sooth, he knows 
No fear ; but he is like his father, love. 
His father never asked my pretty child 
One prying question ; took her as she was ; 
Trusted her ; she has told me so : he knew 
A woman's nature. Laurance is the same. 
He knows you love him ; but he will not speak ; 
No, never. Some men are such gentlemen ! '* 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES, 

WITH AN INTRODUCTORY SONG OF EVENING, AND A 
CONCLUDING SONG OF THE EARLY DAY. 



INTRODUCTORY. 

{Old English Manner.) 

APPRENTICED. 

" /^~^ OME out and hear the waters shoot, the owlet 
V_^ hoot, the owlet hoot ; 

Yon crescent moon, a golden boat, hangs dim behind 
the tree, O ! 
The dropping thorn makes white the grass, O sweet- 
est lass, and sweetest lass ; 
Come out and smell the ricks of hay adown the croft 
with me, O ! " 

" My granny nods before her wheel, and drops her reel, 
and drops her reel ; 
My father with his crony talks as gay as gay can 
be,0! 



94 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

But all the milk is yet to skim, ere light wax dim, ere 
light wax dim ; 
How can I step adown the croft, my 'prentice lad, 
with thee, O ? " 

"And must ye bide, yet waiting's long, and love is 
strong, and love is strong ; 
And O ! had I but served the time, that takes so 
long to flee, O ! 
And thou, my lass, by morning's light wast all in white, 
wast all in white. 
And parson stood within the rails, a-marrying me 
and thee, O." 



THE FIRST WATCH. 

TIRED. 

I. 
O, I WOULD tell you more, but I am tired ; 

For I have longed, and I have had my will ; 
I pleaded in my spirit, I desired : 

" Ah ! let me only see him, and be still 
All my days after." 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 95 

Rock, and rock, and rock, 
Over the falling, rising watery world, 

Sail, beautiful ship, along the leaping main ; 
The chirping land-birds follow flock on flock 

To light on a warmer plain. 
White as weaned lambs the little wavelets curled. 
Fall over in harmless play. 
As these do far away ; 
Sail, bird of doom, along the shimmering sea. 
All under thy broad wings that overshadow thee. 



I am so tired, 
If I would comfort me, I know not how. 
For I have seen thee, lad, as I desired, 
And I have nothing left to long for now. 

Nothing at aU. And did I wait for thee. 

Often and often, while the light grew dim. 
And through the lilac-branches I could see, 
Under a saffron sky, the purple rim 
O' the heaving moorland ? Ay. And then would float 
Up from behind — as it were a golden boat. 



9G SONGS OF THE NIGHT AVATCHES. 

Freighted with fencies, all o' the wonder of life, 

Love — such a slender moon, going up and up, 
Waxing so fast from night to night, 
And swelling like an orange flower-bud, bright, 

Fated, methought, to round as to a golden cup, 
And hold to my two lips life's best of wine. 
Most beautiful crescent moon, 
Ship of the sky ! 
Across the unfurrowed reaches sailing high. 

Methought that it would come my way full soon, 
Laden with blessings that were all, all mine, — 
A golden ship, with balm and spiceries rife. 
That ere its day was done should hear thee call me 
wife. 

III. 

All over ! the celestial sign hath failed ; 

The orange flower-bud shuts ; the ship hath sailed. 

And sunk behind the long low-lying hills. 
The love that fed on daily kisses dieth ; 
The love kept warm by nearness lieth. 
Wounded and wan ; 
The love hope nourished bitter tears distils. 
And faints with naught to feed upon. 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 97 

Only there stirreth very deep below 

The hidden beating slow, 

And the blind yearning, and the long-drawn breath 

Of the love that conquers death. 



IV. 

Had we not loved full long, and lost all fear, 
My ever, my only dear ? 
Yes ; and I saw thee start upon thy way, 
So sure that we should meet 
Upon our trysting-day. 
And even absence then to me was sweet. 
Because it brought me time to brood 
Upon thy dearness in the solitude. 
But ah ! to stay, and stay. 
And let that moon of April wane itself away, 

And let the lovely May 
Make ready all her buds for June ; 
And let the glossy finch forego her tune 
That she brought with her in the spring. 
And nevermore, I think, to me can sing ; 
And then to lead thee home another bride. 
In the sultry summer-tide. 



98 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

And all forget me save for shame full sore, 
That made thee pray me, absent, " See my face no 
more." 



O, hard, most hard ! But while my fretted heart 
Shut out, shut down, and full of pain, 
Sobbed to itself apart, 
Ached to itself in vain, 
One came who loveth me 
As I love thee. .... 
And let my God remember him for this. 
As I do hope He will forget thy kiss. 
Nor visit on thy stately head 
Aught that thy mouth hath sworn, or thy two eyes have 

said 

He came, and it was dark. He came, and sighed. 
Because he knew the sorrow, — whispering low. 
And fast, and thick, as one that speaks by rote : 
" The vessel lieth in the river reach, 
A mile above the beach. 
And she will sail at the turning o' the tide." 
He said, " I have a boat. 
And were it good to go. 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 99 

And unbeholden in the vessel's wake 
Look on the man thou lovedst, and forgive, 
As he embarks, a shameful fugitive. 
Come, then, with me." 



VI. 

O, how he sighed ! The little stars did wink, 
And it was very dark. I gave my hand, — 
He led me out across the pasture land, 
And through the narrow croft, 
Down to the river's brink. 
When thou wast full in spring, thou little sleepy thing, 
The yellow flags that broidered thee would stand 
Up to their chins in water, and full oft 
We pulled them and the other shining flowers, 

That all are gone to-day : 
We two, that had so many things to say. 

So many hopes to render clear : 
And they are all gone after thee, my dear, — 
Gone after those sweet hours, 
That tender light, that balmy rain ; 
Gone " £is a wind that passeth away, 
And cometh not again." 



100 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 



I only saw the stars, — I could not see 
The river, — and they seemed to lie 
As far below as the other stars were high. 

I trembled Hke a thing about to die : 
It was so awful 'neath the majesty 
Of that great crystal height, that overhung 
The blackness at our feet, 
Unseen to fleet and fleet 
The flocking stars among, 
And only hear the dipping of the oar, 
And the small wave's caressing; of the darksome shore- 



VIII. 

Less real it was than any dream. 
Ah me ! to hear the bending willows shiver, 
As we shot quickly from the silent river. 

And felt the swaying and the flow 
That bore us down the deeper, wider stream, 

Whereto its nameless waters go : 
O ! I shall always, when I shut mine eyes. 

See that weird sight again ; 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 101 

The lights from anchored vessels hung ; 
The phantom moon, that sprung 
Suddenly up in dim and angry wise, 

From the rim o' the moaning main. 
And touched with elfin light 
The two long oars whereby we made our flight, 
Along the reaches of the night ; 
Then furrowed up a lowering cloud. 
Went in, and left us darker than before, 
To feel our way as the midnight watches wore. 
And lie in her lee, with mournful faces bowed. 
That should receive and bear with her away 
The brightest portion of my sunniest day, — 
The laughter of the land, the sweetness of the shore. 



IX. 

And I beheld thee : saw the lantern flash 

Down on thy face, when thou didst climb the side. 

And thou wert pale, pale as the patient bride 

That followed : both a little sad. 
Leaving of home and kin. Thy courage glad. 

That once did bear thee on, 
That brow of thine had lost ; the fervor rash 



102 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

Of unforeboding youth thou hadst foregone. 
O, what a little moment, what a crumb 
Of comfort for a heart to feed upon ! 
And that was all its sum : 
A glimpse, and not a meeting, — 
A drawing near by night, 
To sigh to thee an unacknowledged greeting, 
And all between the flashing of a light 
And its retreating. 



Then after, ere she spread her wafting wings. 
The ship, — and weighed her anchor to depart, 
We stole from her dark lee, like guilty things ; 

And there was silence in my heart. 
And silence in the upper and the nether deep. 

O sleep ! O sleep ! 
Do not forget me. Sometimes come and sweep, 
Now I have nothing left, thy healing hand 
Over the lids that crave thy visits bland. 
Thou kind, thou comforting one : 
For I have seen his face, as I desired, 
And all my story is done. 
O, I am tired ! 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 103 



THE MIDDLE WATCH. 

I. 

I WOKE in the night, and the darkness was heavy and 
deep ; 
I had known it was dark in my sleep, 
And I rose and looked out, 
And the fathomless vault was all sparkling, set thick 

round about 
With the ancient inhabiters silent, and wheeling too far 
For man's heart, like a voyaging frigate, to sail, where 
remote 
In the sheen of their glory they float, 
Or man's soul, like a bird, to fly near, of their beams to 
partake. 
And dazed in their wake, 
Drink day that is born of a star. 
I murmured, " Remoteness and greatness, how deep you 
are set, 
How afar in the rim of the whole ; 
You know nothing of me, nor of man, nor of earth, O, 
nor yet 



104 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

Of our light-bearer, — drawing the marvellous moons 
as they roll, 
Of our regent, the sun. 
I look on you trembling, and think, in the dark with my 

soul, 
" How small is our place 'mid the kingdoms and nations 
of God : 
These are greater than we, every one." 
And there falls a great fear, and a dread cometh over, 
that cries, 
" O my hope ! Is there any mistake V 
Did He speak ? Did I hear ? Did I listen aright, if 

He spake ? 
Did I answer Him duly ? for surely I now am awake. 

If never I woke until now." 
And a light, baffling wind, that leads nowhither, plays 

on my brow. 
As a sleep, I must think on my day, of my path as 

untrod. 
Or trodden in dreams, in a dreamland whose coasts are 

a doubt ; 
Whose countries recede from my thoughts, as they 
grope round about, 
And vanish, and tell me not how. 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 105 

Be kind to our darkness, O Fashioner, dwelling in 
light. 
And feeding the lamps of the sky ; 
Look down upon this one, and let it be sweet in Thy 
sight, 
I pray Thee, to-night. 
O watch whom Thou madest to dwell on its soil, Thou 

Most High ! 
For this is a world full of sorrow (there may be but 

one) ; 
Keep watch o'er its dust, else Thy children for aye are 
undone. 
For this is a world where we die. 



II. 

With that, a still voice in my spirit that moved and that 

yearned, 
(There fell a great calm while it spake,) 
I had heard it erewhile, but the noises of life are so 

loud. 
That sometimes it dies in the cry of the street and the 

crowd : 
To the simple it cometh, — the child, or asleep, or 

awake. 



106 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

And they know not from whence ; of its nature the 

wise never learned 
By his wisdom ; its secret the worker ne'er earned 
By his toil ; and the rich among men never bought with 
his gold ; 
Nor the times of its visiting monarchs controlled, 

Nor the jester put down with his jeers 
(For it moves where it will), nor its season the 
aged discerned 
By thought, in the ripeness of years. 

O elder than reason, and stronger than will ! 
A voice, when the dark world is still : 
Whence cometh it ? Father Immortal, thou knowest ! 

and we, — 
We are sure of that witness, that sense which is sent us 

of Thee ; 
For it moves, and it yearns in its fellowship mighty and 

dread. 
And let down to our hearts it is touched by the tears 

that we shed ; 
It is more than all meanings, and over all strife ; 
On its tongue are the laws of our life. 
And it counts up the times of the dead. 



SONGS OF THE MIGHT WATCHES. 107 

III. 

I will fear you, O stars, never more. 
I have felt it ! Go on, while the world is asleep. 
Golden islands, fast moored in God's infinite deep. 
Hark, hark to the words of sweet fashion, the harpings 

of yore ! 
How they sang to Him, seer and saint, in the far away 
lands : 
" The heavens are the work of Thy hands ; 
They shall perish, but Thou shalt endure ; 
Yea, they all shall wax old, — 
But Thy throne is established, O God, and Thy years 
are made sure ; 
They shall perish, but Thou shalt endure, — 
They shall pass like a tale that is told." 

Doth He answer, the Ancient of Days ? 
Will He speak in the tongue and the fashion of 
men? 
(Hist ! hist ! while the heaven-hung multitudes shine in 

His praise. 
His language of old.) Nay, He spoke with them first ; 
it was then 
They lifted their eyes to His throne : 



108 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

" They shall call on Me, ' Thou art our Father, our 

God, Thou alone ! ' 
For I made them, I led them in deserts and desolate 
ways; 
I have found them a Ransom Divine ; 
I have loved them with love everlasting, the children of 
men ; 
I swear by Myself, they are Mine." 



THE MORNING WATCH. 
THE COMING IN OF THE " MERMAID EN." 



T 



HE moon is bleached as white as wool, 
And just dropping under ; 
Every star is gone but three, 

And they hang far asunder, — 
There 's a sea-ghost all in gray, 
A tall shape of wonder ! 

I am not satisfied with sleep, — 
The night is not ended. 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 109 

But look how the sea-ghost comes, 

With wan skirts extended, 
Stealing up in this weird hour, 

When light and dark are blended. 

A vessel ! To the old pier end 

Her happy course she 's keeping ; 
I heard them name her yesterday : 

Some were pale with weeping ; 
Some with their heart-hunger sighed ; 

She 's in, — and they are sleeping. 

O ! now with fancied greetings blest, 

They comfort their long aching : 
The sea of sleep hath borne to them 

What would not come with waking. 
And the dreams shall most be true 

In their blissful breaking. 

The stars are gone, the rose-bloom comes, — 

No blush of maid is sweeter ; 
The red sun, half way out of bed. 

Shall be the first to greet her. 
None tell the news, yet sleepers wake. 

And rise, and run to meet her. 



110 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

Their lost they have, they hold ; from pain 

A keener bliss they borrow. 
How natural is joy, my heart ! 

How easy after sorrow ! 
For once, the best is come that hope 

Promised them " to-morrow." 



CONCLUDING SONG OF DAWN. 

{Old English Manner.) 
A MORN OF MAY. 

ALL the clouds about the sun lay up in golden 
creases, 
(Merry rings the maiden's voice that sings at dawn 

of day ;) 
Lambkins woke and skipped around to dry their dewy 

fleeces. 
So sweetly as she carolled, all on a morn of May. 

Quoth the Sergeant, " Here I '11 halt ; here 's wine of 
joy for drinking ; 



SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. Ill 

To my heart she sets her hand, and in the strings 

doth play ; 
All among the daffodils, and fairer to my thinking, 
And fresh as milk and roses, she sits this morn of 

May." 

Quoth the Sergeant, " Work is work, but any ye might 

make me, 
If I worked for you, dear lass, I 'd count my holiday. 
I 'm your slave for good and all, an' if ye will but 

take me. 
So sweetly as ye carol upon this morn of May." 

" Medals count for worth," quoth she, " and scars are 

worn for honor ; 
But a slave an' if ye be, kind wooer, go your way." 
All the nodding daffodils woke up and laughed upon 

her. 
O ! sweetly did she carol, all on that morn of May. 

Gladsome leaves upon the bough, they fluttered fast 

and faster, 
Fretting brook, till he would speak, did chide the dull 

delay : 



112 SONGS OF THE NIGHT WATCHES. 

Beauty ! when I said a slave, I think I meant a mas- 
ter ; 
So sweetly as ye carol all on this morn of May. 

" Lass, I love you ! Love is strong, and some men's 

hearts are tender." 
Far she sought o'er wood and wold, but found not 

aught to say ; 
Mounting lark nor mantling cloud would any counsel 

render, 
Though sweetly she had carolled upon that morn of 

May. 

Shy, she sought the wooer's face, and deemed the woo- 
ing mended ; 

Proper man he was, good sooth, and one would have 
his way ; 

So the lass was made a wife, and so the song was 
ended. 

O I sweetly she did carol all on that morn of May. 



A STORY OF DOOM. 



BOOK I. 

NILOIYA said to Noah, " What aileth thee, 
My master, unto whom is my desire, 
The father of my sons ? " He answered her, 
" Mother of many children, I have heard 
The Voice again." " Ah, me ! " she saith, " ah, me 1 
What spake it ? " and with that Niloiya sighed. 

This when the Master-builder heard, his heart 
Was sad in him, the while he sat at home 
And rested after toil. The steady rap 
O ' the shipwright's hammer sounding up the vale 
Did seem to mock him ; but her distaff down 
Niloiya laid, and to the doorplace went. 
Parted the purple covering seemly hung 
Before it, and let in the crimson light 



114 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Of the descending sun. Then looked he forth, - 
Looked, and beheld the hollow where the ark 
Was a-preparing ; where the dew distilled 
All night from leaves of old lign-aloe-trees, 
Upon the gliding river ; where the palm, 
The almug, and the gophir shot their heads 
Into the crimson brede that dyed the world : 
And lo ! he marked — unwieldy, dark, and huge 
The ship, his glory and his grief, — too vast 
For that still river's floating, — building far 
From mightier streams, amid the pastoral dells 
Of shepherd kings. 

Niloiya spake again : 
" What said the Voice, thou well-beloved man ? " 
He, laboring with his thought that troubled him, 
►Spoke on behalf of God : " Behold," said he, 
" A little handful of unlovely dust 
He fashioned to a lordly grace, and when 
He laughed upon its beauty, it waxed warm, 
And with His breath awoke a living soul. 

" Shall not the Fashioner command His work ? 
And who am I, that, if He whisper, ' Rise, 
Go forth upon Mine errand,' should reply. 



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' Lord, God, I love the woman and her sons, — 
I love not scorning ; I beseech Thee, God, 
Have me excused.' " 

She answered him, " Tell on." 
And he continuing, reasoned with his soul : 
" What though I — like some goodly lama sunk 
In meadow grass, eating her way at ease, 
Unseen of them that pass, and asking not 
A wider prospect than of yellow flowers 
That nod above her head — should lay me down. 
And willingly forget this high behest. 
There should be yet no tarrying. Furthermore, 
Though I went forth to cry against the doom. 
Earth crieth louder, and she draws it down : 
It hangeth balanced over us ; she crieth. 
And it shall fall. O ! as for me, my life 
Is bitter, looking onward, for I know 
That in the fulness of the time shall dawn 
That day : my preaching shall not bring forth fruit, 
Though for its sake I leave thee. I shall float 
Upon the abhorred sea, that mankind hate. 
With thee and thine." 

She answered : " God forbid ! 
For, sir, though men be evil, yet the deep 



116 A STORY OF DOOM. 

They dread, and at the last will surely turn 
To Him, and He long-suffering will forgive, 
And chide the waters back to their abyss. 
To cover the pits where doleful creatures feed. 
Sir, I am much afraid ; I would not hear 
Of riding on the waters : look you, sir, 
Better it were to die with you by hand 
Of them that hate us, than to live, ah me ! 
Rolling among the furrows of the unquiet, 
Unconsecrate, unfriendly, dreadful sea." 

He saith again : '• I pray thee, woman, peace, 
For thou wilt enter, when that day appears. 
The fateful ship." 

" My lord," quoth she, " I will. 
But O, good sir, be sure of this, be sure 
The Master calleth ; for the time is long 
That thou hast warned the world : thou art but here 
Three days ; the song of welcommg but now 
Is ended. I behold thee, I am glad ; 
And wilt thou go again ? Husband, I say, 
Be sure who 't is that calleth ; O, be sure, 
Be sure. My mother's ghost came up last night. 
Whilst I thy beard, held in my hands did kiss, 



A STORY OF DOOM. 117 

Leaning anear thee, wakeful througli my love, 
And watchful of thee till the moon went down. 



" She never loved me since I went with thee 
To sacrifice among the hills : she smelt 
The holy smoke, and could no more divine 
Till the new moon. I saw her ghost come up; 
It had a snake with a red comb of fire 
Twisted about its waist, — the doggish head 
Lolled on its shoulder, and so leered at me. 
' This woman might be wiser,' quoth the ghost ; 
' Shall there be husbands for her found below. 
When she comes down to us ? O, fool ! O, fool ! 
She must not let her man go forth, to leave 
Her desolate, and reap the whole world's scorn, 
A harvest for himself With that they passed." 

He said: "My crystal drop of perfectness, 

I pity thee ; It was an evil ghost : 

Thou wilt not heed the counsel ? " "I will not," 

Quoth she ; " I am loyal to the Highest. Him 

I hold by even as thou, and deem Him best. 

Sir, am I fairer than when last we met '? " 



118 A STORY OF DOOM. 

" God add," said he, " unto thy much yet more, 
As I do think thou art." " And think you, sir," 
Niloiya saith, " that I have reached the prime ? " 
He answering, " Nay, not yet." " I would 'twere so," 
She plaineth, " for the daughters mock at me : 
Her locks forbear to grow, they say, so sore 
She pineth for the master. Look you, sir, 
They reach but to the knee. But thou art come, 
And all goes merrier. Eat, my lord, of all 
My supper that I set, and afterward 
Tell me, I pray thee, somewhat of thy way ; 
Else shall I be despised as Adam was, 
Who compassed not the learning of his sons, 
But, grave and silent, oft would lower his head 
And ponder, following of great Isha's feet, 
When she would walk with her fair brow upraised, 
Scorning the children that she bare to him." 

" Ay," quoth the Master ; " but they did amiss 

When they despised their father : knowest thou that ? " 

" Sure he was foolisher," Niloiya saith, 

" Than any that came after. Furthermore, 

He had not heart nor courage for to rule : 



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He let the mastery fall from his slack hand. 
Had not our glorious mother still borne up 
His weakness, chid with him, and sat apart, 
And listened, when the fit came over him 
To talk on his lost garden, he had sunk 
Into the slave of slaves." 

" Nay, thou must think 
How he had dwelt long, God's loved husbandman, 
And looked in hope among the tribes for one 
To be his fellow, ere great Isha, once 
Waking, he found at his left side, and knew 
The deep delight of speech." So Noah, and thus 
Added, " And therefore was his loss the more ; 
For though the creatures he had singled out 
His favorites, dared for him the fiery sword 
And followed after him, — shall bleat of lamb 
Console one for the foregone talk of God ? 
Or in the afternoon, his faithful dog. 
Fawning upon him, make his heart forget 
At such a time, and such a time, to have heard 
What he shall hear no more ? 

" O, as for him, 
It was for this that he full oft would stop. 
And, lost in thought, stand and revolve that deed, 



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Sad mattering, ' Woman ! we reproach thee not ; 
Though thou didst eat mine immortality ; 
Earth, be not sorry ; I was free to choose.* 
Wonder not, therefore, if he walked forlorn. 
Was not the helpmeet given to raise him up 
From his contentment with the lower things ? 
Was she not somewhat that he could not rule 
Beyond the action, that he could not have 
By the mere holding, and that still aspired 
And drew him after her? So, when deceived 
She fell by great desire to rise, he fell 
By loss of upward drawing, when she took 
An evil tongue to be her counsellor : 
' Death is not as the death of lower things, 
Rather a glorious change, begrudged of Heaven, 
A change to being as gods,' — he from her hand. 
Upon reflection, took of death that hour, 
And ate it (not the death that she had dared) ; 
He ate it knowing. Then divisions came. 
She, like a spirit strayed who lost the way, 
Too venturesome, among the farther stars. 
And hardly cares, because it hardly hopes 
To find the path to heaven ; in bitter wise 
Did bear to him degenerate seed, and he. 



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Once having felt her upward drawing, longed, 
And yet aspired, and yearned to be restored. 
Albeit she drew no more." 

" Sir, ye speak well," 
Niloiya saith, " but yet the mother sits 
Higher than Adam. He did understand 
Discourse of birds and all four-footed things. 
But she had knowledge of the many tribes 
Of angels and their tongues ; their playful ways 
And greetings when they met. Was she not wise ? 
They say she knew much that she never told. 
And had a voice that called to her as thou." 

" Nay," quoth the Master-shipwright, " who am I 

That I should answer ? As for me, poor man, 

Here is my trouble : ' if there be a Voice,' 

At first I cried, ' let me behold the mouth 

That uttereth it.' Thereon it held its peace. 

But afterward, I, journeying up the hills. 

Did hear it hoUower than an echo fallen 

Across some clear abyss ; and I did stop. 

And ask of all my company, ' What cheer ? 

If there be spirits abroad that call to us. 

Sirs, hold your peace and hear.' So they gave heed, 



122 A STORY OF DOOM. 

And one man said, ' It is the small ground-doves 

That peck upon the stony hillocks ' ; one, 

* It is the mammoth in yon cedar swamp 

That cheweth in his dream ' ; and one, ' My lord. 

It is the ghost of him that yesternight 

We slew, because he grudged to yield his wife 

To thy great father, when he peaceably 

Did send to take her.' Then I answered, ' Pass,' 

And they went on ; and I did lay mine ear 

Close to the earth ; but there came up therefrom 

No sound, nor any speech ; I waited long. 

And in the saying, 'I will mount my beast 

And on,' I was as one that in a trance 

Beholdeth what is coming, and I saw 

Great waters and a ship ; and somewhat spake, 

' Lo, this shall be ; let him that heareth it, 

And seeth it, go forth to warn his kind. 

For I will drown the world.' " 

Niloiya saith, 
" Sir, was that all that ye went forth upon ? " 
The master, he replieth, " Ay, at first. 
That same was all ; but many days went by, 
While I did reason with my heart and hope 
For more, and struggle to remain, and think, 



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' Let me be certain * ; and so think again, 

' The counsel is but dark ; would I had more ! 

When I have more to guide me, I will go.' 

And afterward, when reasoned on too much, 

It seemed remoter, then I only said, 

' O, would I had the same again ' ; and still 

I had it not. 

" Then at the last I cried, 
' If the unseen be silent, I will speak 
And certify my meaning to myself. 
Say that He spoke, then He will make that good 
Which He hath spoken. Therefore it were best 
To go, and do His bidding. All the earth 
Shall hear the judgment so, and none may cry 
When the doom falls, " Thou God art hard on us ; 
We knew not Thou wert angry. ! we are lost, 
Only for lack of being warned." 

'"But say 
That He spoke not, and merely it befell 
That I being weary had a dream. Why, so 
He could not suffer damage ; when the time 
Was past, and that I threatened had not come. 
Men would cry out on me, haply me kill, 
For troubling their content. They would not swear, 



124 A STORY OF DOOM. 

" God, that did send this man, is proved .^.true," 
But rather, " Let him die ; he lied to us ; 
God never sent him." Only Thou, great King, 
Knowest if Thou didst speak or no. I leave 
The matter here. If Thou wilt speak again, 
I go in gladness ; if Thou wilt not speak, 
Nay, if Thou never didst, I not the less 
Shall go, because I have believed, what time 
I seemed to hear Thee, and the going stands 
With memory of believing.' Then I washed, 
And did array me in the sacred gown, 
And take a lamb." 

" Ay, sir," Niloiya sighed, 
" I following, and I knew not anything 
Till, the young lamb asleep in thy two arms, 
We, moving up among the silent hills. 
Paused in a grove to rest ; and many slaves 
Came near to make obeisance, and to bring 
Wood for the sacrifice, and turf and fire. 
Then in their hearing thou didst say to me, 
' Behold, I know thy good fidelity. 
And their? that are about us ; they would guard 
The mountain passes, if it were my will 
Awhile to leave thee ' ; and the pygmies laughed 



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For joy, that thou wouldst trust inferior things ; 

And put their heads down, as their manner is. 

To touch our feet. They laughed, but sore I wept ; 

Sir, I could weep now ; ye did ill to go 

If that was all your bidding ; I had thought 

God drave thee, and thou couldst not choose but go." 

Then said the son of Lamech, " Afterward, 
When I had left thee. He whom I had served 
Met with me in the visions of the night, 
To comfort me for that I had withdrawn 
From thy dear company. He sware to me 
That no man should molest thee, no, nor touch 
The bordering of mine utmost field. I say, 
When I obeyed, He made His matters plain. 
With whom could I have left thee, but with them ; 
Born in thy mother's house, and bound thy slaves ? " 

She said, " I love not pygmies ; they are naught." 
And he, " Who made them pygmies ? " Then she pushed 
Her veiling hair back from her round, soft eyes, 
And answered, wondering, " Sir, my mothers did ; 
Ye know it." And he drew her near to sit 
Beside him on the settle, answering, " Av." 



126 A STORY OF DOOM. 

And they went on to talk as writ below, 
If any one shall read : 

" Thy mother did, 
And they that went before her. Thinkest thou 
That they did well ? " 

" They had been overcome ; 
And when the angered concjuerors drave them out, 
Behove them find some other way to rule, 
They did but use their wits. Hath not man aye 
Been cunning in dominion, among beasts 
To breed for size or swiftness, or for sake 
Of the white wool he loveth, at his choice ? 
What harm if coveting a race of men 
That could but serve, they sought among their thralls, 
Such as were low of stature, men and maids ; 
Ay, and of feeble will and quiet mind ? 
Did they not spend much gear to gather out 
Such as I tell of, and for matching them 
One with another for a thousand years ? 
What harm, then, if there came of it a race, 
Inferior in their wits, and in their size. 
And well content to serve ? " 

" ' What harm ? ' thou sayest. 
My wife doth ask, ' What harm ? ' " 



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" Your pardon, sir. 
I do remember that there came one day, 
Two of the grave old angels that God made. 
When first He invented life (right old they were, 
And plain, and venerable) ; and they said, 
Rebuking of my mother as with hers 
She sat, ' Ye do not well, you wives of men, 
To match your wit against the Maker's will, 
And for your benefit to lower the stamp 
Of His fair image, which He set at first 
Upon man's goodly frame ; ye do not well 
To treat His likeness even as ye treat 
The bird and beast that perish.' " 

" Said they aught 
To appease the ancients, or to speak them fair ? " 

" How know I ? 'T was a slave that told it me. 
My mother was full old when I was born, 
And that was in her youth. What think you, sir V 
Did not the giants likewise ill ? " 

" To that 
I have no answer ready. If a man, 
When each one is against his fellow, rule, 
Or unmolested dwell, or unreproved, 



128 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Because, for size and strength, he standeth first, 

He will thereof be glad ; and if he say, 

' I will to wife choose me a stately maid, 

And leave a goodly offspring ; ' 'sooth, I think. 

He sinneth not ; for good to him and his 

He would be strong and great. Thy people's fault 

Was, that for ill to others, they did plot 

To make them weak and small." 

" But yet they steal 
Or take in war the strongest maids, and such 
As are of highest stature ; ay, and oft 
They fight among themselves for that same cause. 
And they are proud against the King of heaven : 
They hope in course of ages they shall come 
To be as strong as He." 

The Master said, 
"I will not hear thee talk thereof; my heart 
Is sick for all this wicked world. Fair wife, 
I am right weary. Call thy slaves to thee, 
And bid that they prepare the sleeping place. 
O would that I might rest ! I fain would rest, 
And, no more wandering, tell a thankless world 
My never-heeded tale ! " 

With that she called. 



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Thf tooon was up, and some few stars were out, 
W'^ile heavy at the heart he walked abroad 
7 meditate before his sleep. And yet 
.''■^iloiya pondered, " Shall my master go ? 
ind will my master go V What Vaileth it, 
That he doth spend himself, over the waste 
A-wandering, till he reach outlandish folk, 
That mock his warning ? O, what 'vaileth it, 
That he doth lavish wealth to build yon ark, 
Whereat the daughters, when they eat with me, 
Laugh ? O my heart ! I would the Voice were stilled. 
Is not he happy ? Who, of all the earth, 
Obeyeth like to me ?^ Have not I learned 
From his dear mouth to utter seemly words, 
And lay the powers my mother gave me by ? 
Have I made offerings to the dragon ? Nay. 
And I am faithful, when he leaveth me 
Lonely betwixt the peaked mountain tops 
In this long valley, where no stranger foot 
Can come without my will. He shall not go. 
Not yet, not yet ! But three days — only three — 
Beside me, and a-muttering on the third, 
' I have heard the Voice again.' Be dull, O dull, 
Mind and remembrance ! Mother, ye did ill ; 



130 A STORY OF DOOM. 

'T is hard unlawful knowledge not to use. 
AVhy, O dark mother, opened ye the way? " 
Yet when he entered, and did lay aside 
His costly robe of sacrifice, — the robe 
AVherein he had been offering, ere the sun 
Went down, — forgetful of her mother's craft, 
She lovely and submiss did mourn to him : 
" Thou wilt not go, — I pray thee do not go. 
Till thou hast seen thy children." And he said, 
" I will not. I have cried, and have prevailed : 
To-morrow it is given me by the Voice 
Upon a four-days' journey to proceed, 
And follow down the river, till its waves 
Are swallowed in the sand, where no flesh dwells. 

" ' There,' quoth the Unrevealed, ' we shall meet, 

And I will counsel thee ; and thou shalt turn 

And rest thee with the mother, and with them 

She bare.' Now, therefore, when the morn appears, 

Thou fiiirest among women, call thy slaves, 

And bid them yoke the steers, and spread thy car 

With robes, the choicest work of cunning hands ; 

Array thee in thy rich apparel, deck 

Thy locks with gold ; and while the hollow vale 



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I thread beside yon river, go thou forth 

Atween the mountains to my father's house, 

And let thy slaves make all obeisance due. 

And take and lay an offering at his feet. 

Then light, and cry to him, ' Great king, the son 

Of old Methuselah, thy son hath sent 

To fetch the growing maids, his children, home.' " 

" Sir," quoth the woman, " I will do this thing, 
So thou keep faith with me, and yet return. 
But will the Voice, think you, forbear to chide, 
Nor that Unseen, who calleth, buffet thee. 
And drive thee on ? " 

He saith, " It will keep faith. 
Fear not. I have prevailed, for I besought, 
And lovingly it answered. I shall rest. 
And dwell with thee till after my three sons 
Come from the chase." She said, " I let them forth 
In fear, for they are young. Their slaves are few. 
The giant elephants be cunning folk ; 
They lie in ambush, and will draw men on 
To follow, — then will turn and tread them down." 
" Thy father's house unwisely planned," said he, 
" To drive them down upon the growing corn 



132 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Of them that were their foes ; for now, behold, 
They suiFer while the unwieldy beasts delay 
Retirement to their lands, and, meanwhile, pound 
The damp, deep meadows, to a pulpy mash ; 
Or wallowing in the waters foul them ; nay, 
Tread down the banks, and let them forth to flood 
Their cities ; or, assailed and falling, shake 
The walls, and taint the wind, ere thirty men, 
Over the hairy terror piling stones 
Or earth, prevail to cover it." 

She said, 
" Husband, I have been sorry, thinking oft 
I would my sons were home ; but now so well 
Methinks it is with me, that I am fain 
To wish they might delay, for thou wilt dwell 
With me till after they return, and thou 
Hast set thine eyes upon them. Then, ah me ! 
I must sit joyless in my place ; bereft, 
As trees that suddenly have dropped their leaves. 
And dark as nights that have no moon." 

She spake 
The hope o' the world did hearken, but reply 
Made none. He left his hand on her fair locks 
As she lay sobbing ; and the quietness 



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Of night began to comfort her, the fall 

Of far-oif waters, and the winged wind 

That went among the trees. The patient hand, 

I\loreover, that was steady, wrought with her, 

Until she said, " What wilt thou ? Nay, I know. 

I therefore answer what thou utterest not. 

Thou lovest me icell, and not for tliine own will 

Consentest to depart. What more ? Ay, this : 

/ do avoio that He luhich calleth thee 

Hath right to call : and I do stcear, the Voice 

Shall have no let of me to do Its will" 



BOOK II. 

NOW ere the sunrise, while the morning star 
Hung yet behind the pine-bough, woke and 
prayed 
The world's great shipwright, and his soul was glad 
Because the Yoice was favorable. Now 
Began the tap o' the hammer, now ran forth 
The slaves preparing food. They therefore ate 
In peace together ; then Niloiya forth 
Behind the milk-white steers went on her way ; 



134 A STOKY OF DOOM. 

And the great Master-builder, down the course 
Of the long river, on his errand sped, 
And as he went, he thought : 

[They do not well 
Who, walking up a trodden path, all smooth 
With footsteps of their fellows, and made straight 
From town to town, will scorn at them that wonn 
Under the covert of God's eldest trees 
(Such as He planted with His hand, and fed 
With dew before rain fell, till they stood close 
And awful ; drank the light up as it dropt. 
And kept the dusk of ages at their roots), — 
They do not well who mock at such, and cry, 
" We peaceably, without or fault or fear. 
Proceed, and miss not of our end ; but these 
Are slow and fearful : with uncertain pace, 
And ever reasoning of the way, they oft. 
After all reasoning, choose the worser course, 
And, plunged in swamp, or in the matted growth 
Nigh smothered, struggle, all to reach a goal 
Not worth their pains." Nor do they well whose work 
Is still to feed and shelter them and theirs, 
Get gain, and gathered store it, to think scorn 
Of those who work for a world (no wages paid 



A STORY OF DOOM. 135 

By a Master hid in light), and sent alone 
To face a laughing multitude, whose eyes 
Are full of damaging pity, that forbears 
To tell the harmless laborer, " Thou art mad."] 

And as he went, he thought : " They counsel me, 

Ay, with a kind of reason in their talk, 

' Consider ; call thy soberer thought to aid ; 

Why to but one man should a message come ? 

And why, if but to one, to thee ? Art thou 

Above us, greater, wiser ? Had He sent, 

He had willed that we should heed. Then since He 

knoweth 
That such as thou a wise man cannot heed, 
He did not send.' My answer, ' Great and wise, 
If He had sent with thunder, and a voice 
Leaping from heaven, ye must have heard ; but so 
Ye had been robbed of choice, and, hke the beasts, 
Yoked to obedience. God makes no men slaves.' 
They tell me, ' God is great above thy thought : 
He meddles not ; and this small world is ours, 
These many hundred years we govern it ; 
Old Adam, after Eden, saw Him not.' 
Then I, ' It may be He is gone to knead 



136 A STORY OF DOOM. 

More clay. But look, my masters ; one of you, 

Going to warfare, layeth up his gown, 

His sickle, or his gold, and thinks no more 

Upon it, till young trees have waxen great ; 

At last, when he returneth, he will seek 

His own. And God, shall He not do the like ? 

And, having set new worlds a-roUing, come 

And say, " I will betake Me to the earth 

That I did make " ; and, having found it vile, 

Be sorry. Why should man be free, you wise. 

And not the Master ? ' Then they answer, ' Fool ! 

A man shall cast a stone into the air 

For pastime, or for lack of heed, — but He ! 

Will He come fingering of His ended work, 

Fright it with His approaching face, or snatch 

One day the rolling wonder from its ring. 

And hold it quivering, as a wanton child 

Might take a nestling from its downy bed, 

And, having satisfied a careless wish, 

Go thrust it back into its place again ? ' 

To such I answer, and, that doubt once mine, 

I am assured that I do speak aright : 

* Sirs, the significance of this your doubt 

Lies in the reason of it ; ye do grudge 



A STORY OF DOOM. 137 

That these your lands should have another Lord ; 
Ye are not loyal, therefore ye would fain 
Your King would bide afar. But if ye looked 
For countenance and favor when He came, 
Knowing yourselves right worthy, would ye care, 
With cautious reasoning, deep and hard, to prove 
That He would never come, and would your wrath 
Be hot against a prophet ? Nay, I wot 
That as a flatterer you would look on him, — 
" Full of sweet words thy mouth is : if He come, — 
We think not that He will, — but if He come, 
Would it might be to-morrow, or to-night, 
Because we look for praise." ' " 

Now, as he went. 
The noontide heats came on, and he grew faint ; 
But while he sat below an almug-tree, 
A slave approached with greeting. " Master, hail ! " 
He answered, " Hail ! what wilt thou ? " Then sh< 

said, 
" The palace of thy fathers standeth nigh." 
" I know it," quoth he ; and she said again, 
" The Elder, learning thou wouldst pass, hath sen ^ 
To fetch thee." Then he rose and followed her. 
So first they walked beneath a lofty roof 



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Of living bough and tendril, woven on high 
To let no drop of sunshine through, and hung 
With gold and purple fruitage, and the white 
Thick cups of scented blossom. Underneath, 
Soft grew the sward and delicate, and flocks 
Of egrets, ay, and many cranes, stood up, 
Fanning their wings, to agitate and cool 
The noonday air, as men with heed and pains 
Had taught them, marshalling and taming them 
To bear the wind in on their moving wings. 

So long time as a nin>ble slave would spend 
In milking of her cow, they walked at 6ase ; 
Then reached the palace, all of forest trunks. 
Brought whole and set together, made. Therein 
Had dwelt old Adam, when his mighty sons 
Had finished it, and up to Eden gate 
Had journeyed for to fetch him. " Here," they said, 
" Mother and father, ye may dwell, and here 
Forget the garden wholly." 

So he came 
Under the doorplace, and the women sat, 
Each with her finger on her lips ; but he, 
Having been called, went on, until he reached 



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The jewelled settle, wrought with cunning work 
Of gold and ivory, whereon they wont 
To set the Elder. All with sleekest skins. 
That striped and spotted creatures of the wood 
Had worn, the seat was covered, but thereon 
The Elder was not : by the steps thereof, 
Upon the floor, whereto his silver beard 
Did reach, he sat, and he was in his trance. 
Upon the settle many doves were perched, 
That set the air a-going with their wings : 
These opposite, the world's great shipwright stood 
To wait the burden ; and the Elder spake : 
" Will He forget me ? Would He might forget ! 
Old, old ! The hope of old Methuselah 
Is all in His forgetfulness." With that, 
A slave-girl took a cup of wine, and crept 
Anear him, saying, " Taste " ; and when his lips 
Had touched it, lo, he trembled, and he cried, 
" Behold, I prophesy." 

Then straight they fled 
That were about him, and did stand apart 
And stop their ears. For he, from time to time, 
Was plagued with that same fate to prophesy, 
And spake against himself, against bis day 



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And time, in words that all men did abhor. 
Therefore, he, warning them what time the fit 
Came on him, saved them, that they heard it not. 
So while they fled, he cried : " I saw the God 
Reach out of heaven His wonderful right hand. 
Lo, lo ! He dipped it in the unquiet sea, 
And in its curved palm behold the ark, 
As in a vast calm lake, came floating on. 
Ay, then. His other hand — the cursing hand — 
He took and spread between us and the sun, 
And all was black ; the day was blotted out, 
And horrible staggering took the frighted earth. 
I heard the water hiss, and then methinks 
The crack as of her splitting. Did she take 
Their palaces that are my brothers dear. 
And huddle them with all their ancientry 
Under into her breast ? If it was black, - 
How could this old man see ? There was a noise 
I' the dark, and He drew back His hand again. 

I looked It was a dream, — let no man say 

It was aught else. There, so — the fit goes by. 
Sir, and my daughters, is it eventide ? — 
Sooner than that, saith old Methuselah, 
Let the vulture lay his beak to my green limbs. 



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What ! art Thou envious ? — are the sons of men 
Too wise to please Thee, and to do Thy will ? 
Methuselah, he sitteth on the ground, 
Clad in his gown of age, the pale white gown, 
And goeth not forth to war ; his wrinkled hands 
He claspeth round his knees : old, very old. 
Would he could steal from Thee one secret more — 
The secret of Thy youth ! O, envious God ! 
We die. The words of old Methuselah 
And his prophecy are ended." 

Then the wives. 
Beholding how he trembled, and the maids 
And children, came anear, saying, " Who art thou 
That standest gazing on the Elder ? Lo, 
Thou dost not well : withdraw ; for it was thou 
Whose stranger presence troubled him, and brought 
The fit of prophecy." And he did turn 
To look upon them, and their majesty 
And glorious beauty took away his words ; 
And, being pure among the vile, he cast 
In his thought a veil of snow-white purity 
Over the beauteous throng. " Thou dost not well, " 
They said. He answered : " Blossoms o' the world, 
Fruitful as fair, never in watered glade. 



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Where in the youngest grass blue cups push forth, 

And the white lily reareth up her head, 

And purples cluster, and the saffron flower 

Clear as a flame of sacrifice breaks out, 

And every cedar-bough, made delicate 

With climbing roses, drops in white and red, — 

Saw T (good angels keep you in their care) 

So beautiful a crowd." 

With that they stamped. 
Gnashed their white teeth, and, turning, fled and spat 
Upon the floor. The Elder spake to him. 
Yet shaking with the burden, " Who art thou ? " 
He answered, " I, the man whom thou didst send 
To fetch through this thy woodland, do forbear 
To tell my name ; thou lovest it not, great sire, — 
No, nor mine errand. To thy house I spake, 
Touching their beauty." " Wherefore didst thou spite,' 
Quoth he, " the daughters ? " and it seemed he lost 
Count of that prophecy, for very age. 
And from his thin lips dropt a trembling laugh. 
" Wicked old man," quoth he, " this wise old man 
I see as 't were not I. Thou bad old man, 
What shall be done to thee ? for thou didst burn 
Their babes, and strew the ashes all about, 



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'ro rid the world of His white soldiers. Ay, 

Scenting of human sacrifice, they fled. 

Cowards ! I heard them winnow their great wings : 

They went to tell Him ; but they came no more. 

The women hate to hear of them, so sore 

They grudged their little ones ; and yet no way 

There was but that. I took it ; I did well." 

With that he fell to weeping. " Son, " said he, 

" Long have I hid mine eyes from stalwart men, 

For it is hard to lose the majesty 

And pride and power of manhood : but to-day. 

Stand forth into the light, that I may look 

Upon thy strength, and think. Even thus did I, 

In the glory of my youth, more like to God 

Than like His soldiers, face the vassal world." 

Then Noah stood forward in his majesty, 

Shouldering the golden billhook, wherewithal 

He wont to cut his way, when tangled in 

The matted hayes. And down the opened roof 

Fell slanting beams upon his stately head. 

And streamed along his gown, and made to shine 

The jewelled sandals on his feet. 



144 A STORY OF DOOM. 

And, lo, 
The Elder cried aloud : " I prophesy. 
Behold, my son is as a fruitful field 
When all the lands are waste. The archers drew — 
They drew the bow against him ; they were fain 
To slay : but he shall live — my son shall live, 
And I shall live by him in the other days. 
Behold the prophet of the Most High God : 
Hear him. Behold the hope o' the world, what time 
She lieth under. Hear him ; he shall save 
A seed alive, and sow the earth with man. 
O earth ! earth ! earth ! a floating shell of wood 
Shall hold the remnant of thy mighty lords. 
Will this old man be in it ? Sir, and you 
My daughters, hear him ! Lo, this white old man 
He sitteth on the ground. (Let be, let be : 
Why dost Thou trouble us to make our tongue 
Ring with abhorred words ?) The prophecy 
Of the Elder, and the vision that he saw 
They both are ended." 

Then said Noah : " The life 
Of this my lord is low for very age : 
Why then, with bitter words upon thy tongue. 
Father of Lamech, dost thou anger Him ? 



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Thou canst not strive against Him now." He said ; 
" Thy feet are toward the valley, where lie bones 
Bleaching upon the desert. Did I love 
The lithe strong lizards that I yoked and set 
To draw my car ? and were they not possessed ? 
Yea, all of them were liars. I loved them well. 
What did the Enemy, but on a day 
AVhen I behind my talking team went forth, 
They sweetly lying, so that all men praised 
Their flattering tongues and mild persuasive eyes, — 
What did the Enemy but send His slaves, 
Angels, to cast down stones upon their heads 
And break them ? Nay, I could not stir abroad 
But havoc came ; they never crept or flew 
Beyond the shelter that I builded here. 
But straight the crowns I had set upon their heads 
Were marks for myrmidons that in the clouds 
Kept watch to crush them. Can a man forgive 
That hath been warred on thus ? I will not. Nay, 
I swear it — I, the man Methuselah." 
The Master-shipwright, he replied, " 'T is true, 
Great loss was that ; but they that stood thy friends, 
The wicked spirits, spoke upon their tongues, 
And cursed the God of heaven. What marvel, sir. 



146 A STORY OF DOOM. 

If He was angered ? " But the Elder cried, 

" They all are dead, — the toward beasts I loved ; 

My goodly team, my joy, they all are dead; 

Theii bones lie bleaching in the wilderness : 

And I will keep my wrath forevermore 

Against the Enemy that slew them. Go, 

Thou coward servant of a tyrant King, 

Go down the desert of the bones, and ask, 

' My King, what bones are these ? Methuselah, 

The white old man that sitteth on the ground, 

Sjndeth a message, " Bid them that they live, 

And let my lizards run up every path 

They wont to take when out of silver pipes. 

The pipes that Jubal wrought into my roof, 

I blew a sweeter cry than song-bird's throat 

Ilath ever formed ; and while they laid their heads 

Submiss upon my threshold, poured away 

Music that welled by heartsful out, and made 

The throats of men that heard to swell, their breasts 

To heave with the joy of grief ; yea, caused the lips 

To laugh of men asleep. 

Return to me 
The great wise lizards; ay, and them that flew 
My pursuivants before me. Let me yoke 



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Again that multitude ; and here I swear 
That they shall draw my car and me thereon 
Straight to the ship of doom. So men shall know 
My loyalty, that I submit, and Thou 
Shalt yet have honor, O mine Enemy, 
By me. The speech of old Methuselah." ' " 

Then Noah made answer, " By the living God, 

That is no enemy to men, great sire, 

I will not take thy message ; hear thou Him. 

' Behold (He saith that sufFereth thee), behold, 

The earth that I made green cries out to Me, 

Red with the costly blood of beauteous man. 

I am robbed, I am robbed (He saith) ; they sacrifice 

To evil demons of My blameless flocks. 

That I did fashion with My hand. Behold, 

How goodly was the world I I gave it thee 

Fresh from its finishing. What hast thou done ? 

I will cry out to the waters. Cover it, 

And hide it from its Father. La, Mine eyes 

Turn from it shamed.' " 

With that the old man laughed 
Full softly. " Ay," quoth he, " a goodly world. 
And we have done with it as we did list. 



148 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Why did he give it us ? Nay, look you, son : 

Five score they were that died in yonder waste ; 

And if He crieth, ' Repent, be reconciled,* 

I answer, ' Nay, my lizards ' ; and again, 

If He will trouble me in this mine age, 

' Why hast Thou slain my lizards ? ' Now my speech 

Is cut away from all my other words, 

Standing alone. The Elder sweareth it, 

The man of many days, Methuselah." 

Then answered Noah, " My Master, hear it not ; 
But yet have patience " ; and he turned himself, 
And down betwixt the ordered trees went forth. 
And in the light of evening made his way 
Into the waste to meet the Voice of God. 



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BOOK III 



Above the head of great Methuselah 
There lay two demons in the opened roof, 
Invisible, and gathered up his words ; 
For when the Elder prophesied, it came 
About, that hidden things were shown to them, 
And burdens that he spake against his time. 

(But never heard them such as dwelt with him ; 
Their ears they stopped, and willed to live at ease 
In all delight ; and perfect in their youth. 
And strong, disport them in the perfect world.) 

Now these were fettered that they could not fly. 

For a certain disobedience they had wrought 

Against the ruler of their host ; but not 

The less they loved their cause ; and when the feet 

O' the Master-builder were no longer heard, 

They, slipping to the sward, right painfully 

Did follow, for the one to the other said, 

" Behooves our master know of this ; and us, 



IjO a story of doom. 

Should he be favorable, he may loose 
From these our bonds." 

And thus it came to pass, 
That while at dead of night the old dragon lay 
Coiled in the cavern where he dwelt, the watch 
Pacing before it saw in middle air 
A boat, that gleamed like fire, and on it came, 
And rocked as it drew near, and then it burst 
And went to pieces, and there fell therefrom. 
Close at the cavern's mouth, two glowing balls. 

Now there was drawn a curtain nigh the mouth 

Of that deep cave, to testify of wrath. 

The dragon had been wroth with some that served, 

And chased them from him ; and his oracles. 

That wont to drop from him, were stopped, and men 

Might only pray to him through that fell web 

That hung before him. Then did whisper low 

Some of the little spirits that bat-like clung 

And cluster'd round the opening. " Lo," they said. 

While gazed the watch upon those glowing balls, 

" These are like moons eclipsed ; but let them lie 

Red on the moss, and sear its dewy spires, 

U)itll our lord give leave to draw the web, 



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And quicken reverence by his presence dread, 
For he will know and call to them by name, 
And they will change. At present he is sick. 
And wills that none disturb him." So they lay, 
And there was silence, for the forest tribes 
Came never near that cave. AViser than men, 
They fled the serpent hiss that oft by night 
Came forth of it, and feared the wan dusk forms 
That stalked among the trees, and in the dark 
Those whiffs of flame that wandered up the sky 
And made the moonlight sickly. 

Now, the cave 
Was marvellous for beauty, wrought with tools 
Into the living rock, for there had worked 
All cunning men, to cut on it with signs 
And shows, yea, all the manner of mankind. 
The fateful apple-tree was there, a bough 
Bent with the weight of him that us beguiled ; 
And lihes of the field did seem to blow 
And bud in the storied stone. There Tubal sat, 
Who from his harp delivered music, sweet 
As any in the spheres. Yea, more ; 
Earth's latest wonder on the walls appeared, 
Unfinished, workmen clustering on its ribs ; 



152 A STORY OF DOOM, 

And farther back, within the rock hewn out, 
Angelic figures stood, that impious hands 
Had fashioned ; many golden lamps they held 
By golden chains depending, and their eyes 
All tended in a reverent quietude 
Toward the couch whereon the dragon lay. 
The floor was beaten gold ; the curly lengths 
Of his last coils lay on it, hid from sight 
With a coverlet made stiff with crusting gems, 
Fire-opals shooting, rubies, fierce bright eyes 
Of diamonds, or the pale green emerald. 
That changed their lustre when he breathed. 

His head 
Feathered with crimson combs, and all his neck. 
And half-shut fans of his admired wings, 
That in their scaly splendor put to shame 
Or gold or stone, lay on his ivory couch 
And shivered ; for the dragon suffered pain : 
He suffered and he feared. It was his doom. 
The tempter, that he never should depart 
From the bright creature that in Paradise 
He for his evil purpose erst possessed, 
Until it died. Thus only, spirit of might 
And chiefest spirit of ill, could he be free- 



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But with its nature wed, as souls of men 
Are wedded to their clay, he took the dread 
Of death and dying, and the coward heart 
Of the beast, and craven terrors of the end 
Sank him that habited within it to dread 
Disunion. He, a dark dominion erst 
Rebellious, lay and trembled, for the flesh 
Daunted his immaterial. He was sick 
And sorry. Great ones of the earth had sent 
Their chief musicians for to comfort him, 
Chanting his praise, the finend of man, the god 
That gave them knowledge, at so great a price 
And costly. Yea, the riches of the mine. 
And glorious broidered work, and woven gold, 
And all things wisely made, they at his feet 
Laid daily ; for they said, " This mighty one, 
All the world wonders after him. He lieth 
Sick in his dwelUng ; he hath long foregone 
(To do us good) dominion, and a throne. 
And his brave warfare with the Enemy, 
So much he pitieth us that were denied 
The gain and gladness of this knowledge. Now 
Shall he be certified of gratitude. 
And snxell the sacrifice that most he loves." 



154 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The niglit was dark, but every lamp gave forth 
A tender, lustrous beam. His beauteous wings 
The dragon fluttered, cursed awhile, then turned 
And moaned with lamentable voice, " I thirst. 
Give me to drink." Thereon stepped out in haste, 
From inner chambers, lovely minlstrants, 
Young boys with radiant locks and peaceful eyes, 
And poured out liquor from their cups to cool 
His parched tongue, and kneeling held it nigh 
In jewelled basins sparkling ; and he lapped, 
And was appeased, and said, " I will not hide 
Longer my much-desired face from men. 
Draw back the web of separation." Then 
With cries of gratulation ran they forth, 
And flung it wide, and all the watch fell low, 
Each on his face, as drunk with sudden joy. 
Thus marked he, glowing on the branched moss, 
Those red rare moons, and let his serpent eyes 
Consider them full subtly, « What be these ? " 
Inquiring : and the little spirits said, 
" As we for thy protection (having heard 
That wrathful sons of darkness walk to-night, 
Such as do oft ill-use us) clustered here. 
We marked a boat afire, that sailed the skies, 



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And furrowed up like spray a billowy cloud, 
And, lo, it went to pieces, scattering down 
A rain of sparks and these two angry moons." 
Then said the dragon, " Let my guard, and you, 
Attendant hosts, recede " ; and they went back, 
And formed about the cave a widening ring. 
Then, halting, stood afar ; and from the cave 
The snaky wonder spoke, with hissing tongue, 
" If ye were Tartis and Deleisonon, 
Be Tartis and Deleisonon once more." 

Then egg-like cracked the glowing balls, and forth 
Started black angels, trampling hard to free 
Their fettered feet from out the smoking shell. 

And he said, " Tartis and Deleisonon, 

Your lord I am : draw nigh." " Thou art our lord," 

They answered, and with fettered limbs full low 

They bent, and made obeisance. Furthermore, 

" O fiery flying serpent, after whom 

The nations go, let thy dominion last," 

They said, " forever." And the serpent said, 

" It shall : unfold your errand." They replied. 

One speaking for a space, and afterward 



156 A STORY OF DOOM. 

His fellow taking up the word with fear, 

And panting, " We were set to watch the mouth 

Of great Methuselah. There came to him 

The son of Lamech two days since." " My lord, 

They prophesied, the Elder prophesied, 

Unwitting, of the flood of waters, — ay, 

A vision was before him, and the lands 

Lay under water drowned. He saw the ark, — 

It floated in the Enemy's right hand." 

" Lord of the lost, the son of Lamech fled 

Into the wilderness to meet His voice 

That reigneth ; and we, diligent to hear 

Aught that might serve thee, followed, but, forbid 

To enter, lay upon its boundary cliff". 

And wished for morning." 

" When the dawn was red 
We sought the man, we marked him ; and he prayed, — 
Kneeling, he prayed in the valley, and he said — " 
" Nay," quoth the serpent, " spare me, what devout 
Pie fawning grovelled to the All-powerful ; 
But if of what shall hap he aught let fall, 
Speak that." They answered, " He did pray as one 
That looketh to outlive mankind, — and more, 
We are certified by all his scattered words, 



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That He will take from men their length of days, 
And cut them off like grass in its first flower : 
From henceforth this shall be." 

That when he heard, 
The dragon made to the night his moan. 

" And more," 
They said, " that He above would have men know 
That He doth love them, whoso will repent, 
To that man He is favorable, yea. 
Will be his loving Lord." 

The dragon cried, 
" The last is worse than all. O man, thy heart 
Is stout against His wrath. But will He love ? 
I heard it rumored in the heavens of old, 
(And doth He love ?). Thou wilt not, canst not, stand 
Against the love of God. Dominion fails ; 
I see it float from me, that long have worn 
Fetters of flesh to win it. Love of God ! 
I cry against thee ; thou art worse than all." 
They answered, " Be not moved, admired chief 
And trusted of mankind " ; and they went on, 
And fed him with the prophecies that fell 
From the Master-shipwright in his prayer. 

But prone 



158 A STOKY OF DOOM. 

He lay, for he was sick : at every word 
Prophetic cowering. As a bruising blow, 
It fell upon his head and daunted him, 
Until they ended, saying, " Prince, behold, 
Thy servants have revealed the whole." 

Thereon 
He out of snaky lips did hiss forth thanks. 
Then said he, " Tartis and Deleisonon, 
Receive your wages." So their fetters fell ; 
And they, retiring, lauded him, and cried, 
"King, reign forever." Then he mourned, "Amen." 

And he — being left alone — he said : " A light ! 

I see a light, — a star among the trees, — 

An angel." And it drew toward the cave, 

But with its sacred feet touched not the grass, 

Nor lifted up the lids of its pure eyes. 

But hung a span's length from that ground pollute, 

At the opening of the cave. 

And when he looked. 
The dragon cried, " Thou newly-fashioned thing, 
Of name unknown, thy scorn becomes thee not. 
Doth not thy Master suffer what thine eyes 
Thou countest all too clean to open on ? " 



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But still it hovered, and the quietness 
Of holy heaven was on the drooping lids ; 
And not as one that answereth, it let fall 
The music from its mouth, but like to one 
That doth not hear, or, hearing, doth not heed. 

" A message : ' I have heard thee, while remote 
I went My rounds among the unfinished stars.' 
A message : ' I have left thee to thy ways, 
And mastered all thy vileness, for thy hate 
I have made to serve the ends of My great love- 
Hereafter will I chain thee down. To-day 
One thing thou art forbidden ; now thou knowest 
The name thereof: I told it thee in heaven. 
When thou wert sitting at My feet. Forbear 
To let that hidden thing be whispered forth : 
For man, ungrateful (and thy hope it was. 
That so ungrateful he might prove), would scorn, 
And not believe it, adding so fresh weight 
Of condemnation to the doomed world. 
Concerning that, thou art forbid to speak ; 
Know thou didst count it, falling from My tongue, 
A lovely song, whose meaning was unknown. 
Unknowable, unbearable to thought. 



160 A STORY OF DOOM. 

But sweeter in the hearing than all harps 
Toned in My holy hollow. Now thine ears 
Are opened, know it, and discern and fear. 
Forbearing speech of it forevermore.'* 

So said, it turned, and with a cry of joy. 
As one released, went up : and it was dawn, 
And all boughs dropped with dew, and out of mist 
Came the red sun and looked into the cave. 

But the dragon, left a-tremble, called to him, 
From the nether kingdom, certain of his friends, — 
Three whom he trusted, councillors accursed. 
A thunder-cloud stooped low and swathed the place- 
In its black swirls, and out of it they rushed, 
And hid them in recesses of the cave, 
Because they could not look upon the sun, 
Sith light is pure. And Satan called to them, — 
All in the dark, in his great rage he spake : 
" Up," quoth the dragon ; " it is time to work. 
Or we are all undone." And he did hiss. 
And there came shudderings over land and trees, 
A dimness after dawn. The earth threw out 
A i:»linding fog, that crept toward the cave, 
And rolled up blank before it like a veil — 



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A curtain to conceal its habiters. 
Then did those spirits move upon the floor, 
Like pillars of darkness, and with eyes aglow. 
One had a helm for covering of the scars 
That seamed what rested of a goodly face ; 
He wore his vizor up, and all his words 
Were hollo wer than an echo from the hills : 
He was hight Make. And lo, his fellow-fiend 
Came after, holding down his dastard head, 
Like one ashamed : now this for craft was great ; 
The dragon honored him. A third sat down 
Among them, covering with his wasted hand 
Somewhat that pained his breast. 

And when the fit 
Of thunder, and the sobbings of the wind, 
AVere lulled, the dragon spoke with wrath and rage, 
And told them of his matters : " Look to this, 
If ye be loyal " ; adding, " Give your thoughts, 
And let me have your counsel in this need." 

One spirit rose and spake, and all the cave 

Was full of sighs, " The words of Make the Prince, 

Of him once delegate in Betelgeux : 

Whereas of late the manner is to change. 



1G2 A STORY OF DOOM. 

We know not where 't will end ; and now my words 
Go thus : give way, be peaceable, lie still 
And strive not, else the world that we have won 
He may, to drive us out, reduce to naught. 

" For while T stood in mine obedience yet, 
Steering of Betelgeux my sun, behold, 
A moon, that evil ones did fill, rolled up 
Astray, and suddenly the Master came, 
And while, a million strong, like rooks they rose, 
He took and broke it, flung it here and there. 
And called a blast to drive the powder forth ; 
And it was fine as dust, and blurred the skies 
Farther than 't is from hence to this young sun. 
Spirits that passed upon their work that day. 
Cried out, " How dusty 't is." Behooves us, then, 
That we depart, as leaving unto Him 
This goodly world and goodly race of man. 
Not all are doomed : hereafter it may be 
That we find place on it again. But if, 
Too zealous to preserve it, and the men 
Our servants, we oppose Him, He may come, 
And, choosing rather to undo His work 
Than strive with it for aye, make so an end." 



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He sighing paused. Lo, then the serpent hissed 

In impotent rage, " Depart ! and how depart ! 

Can flesh be carried down where spirits wonn ? 

Or I, most miserable, hold my life 

Over the airless, bottomless gulf, and bide 

The bufFetings of yonder shoreless sea ? 

O death, thou terrible doom : O death, thou dread 

Of all that breathe." 

A spirit rose and spake : 
" Whereas in Heaven is power, is much to fear ; 
For this admired country we have marred. 
Whereas in Heaven is love (and there are days 
When yet I can recall what love was like), 
Is naught to fear. A threatening makes the whole, 
And clogged with strong conditions : ' O, repent, 
Man, and I turn.' He, therefore, powerful now, 
And more so, master, that ye bide in clay, 
Threateneth that He may save. They shall not die." 

The dragon said, " I tremble, I am sick." 
He said with pain of heart, " How am I fallen ! 
For I keep silence ; yea, I have withdrawn 
From haunting of His gates, and shouting up 
Defiance. Wherefore doth He hunt me out 



164 A STORY OF DOOM. 

From this small world, this little one, that I 

Have been content to take unto myself, 

I here being loved and worshipped ? He knoweth 

How much I have foregone ; and must He stoop 

To whelm the world, and heave the floors o' the deep, 

Of purpose to pursue me from my place ? 

And since I gave men knowledge, must He take 

Their length of days whereby they perfect it ? 

So shall He scatter all that I have stored, 

And get them by degrading them. I know 

That in the end it is appointed me 

To fade. I will not fade before the time.'* 

A spirit rose, the third, a spirit ashamed 

And subtle, and his face he turned aside : 

" Whereas," said he, " we strive against both power 

And love, behooves us that we strive aright. 

Now some of old my comrades yesterday 

I met, as they did journey to appear 

In the Presence ; and I said, ' My master lieth 

Sick yonder, otherwise (for no decree 

There stands against it) he would also come 

And make obeisance with the sons of God.' 

They answered, naught denying. Therefore, loi'd, 



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'T is certain tliat ye have admittance yet ; 

And what doth hinder ? Nothing but this breath. 

AVere it not well to make an end, and die, 

And gain admittance to the King of kings ? 

What if thy slaves by thy consent should take 

And bear thee on their wings above the earth, 

And suddenly let fall, — how soon 't were o'er ! 

We should have fear and sinking at the heart ; 

But in a little moment we should see, 

Rising majestic from a ruined heap. 

The stately spirit that we served of yore." 

The serpent turned his subtle deadly eyes 

Upon the spirit, and hissed ; and, sick with shame, 

It bowed itself together, and went back 

With hidden face. " This counsel is not good," 

The other twain made answer ; " look, my lord, 

AYhereas 't is evil in thine eyes, in ours 

'T is evil also ; speak, for we perceive 

That on thy tongue the words of counsel sit, 

Ready to fly to our right greedy ears. 

That long for them." And Satan, flattered thus 

(For ever may the serpent kind be charmed 

With soft, sweet words, and music deftly played). 



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Replied, " Whereas I surely rule the world, 

Behooves that ye prepare for me a path, 

And that I, putting of my pains aside, 

Go stir rebellion in the mighty hearts 

O' the giants ; for He loveth them, and looks 

Full oft complacent on their glorious strength. 

He willeth that they yield, that He may spare ; 

But, by the blackness of my loathed den, 

I say they shall not, no, they shall not yield ; 

Go, therefore, take to you some harmless guise, 

And spread a rumor that I come. I, sick. 

Sorry, and aged, hasten. I have heard 

Whispers that out of heaven dropped unaware. 

I caught them up, and sith they bode men harm, 

I am ready for to comfort them ; yea, more. 

To counsel, and I will that they drive forth 

The women, the abhorred of my soul ; 

Let not a woman breathe where I shall pass. 

Lest the curse falleth, and she bruise my head. 

Friends, if it be their mind to send for me 

An army, and triumphant draw me on 

In the golden car you wot of, and with shouts, 

I would not that ye hinder them. Ah, then 

Will I make hard their hearts, and grieve Him sore 



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That loves them, O, by much too well to wet 
Their stately heads, and soil those locks of strength 
Under the fateful brine. Then afterward, 
While He doth reason vainly with them, I 
Will offer Him a pact : ' Great King, a pact, 
And men shall worship Thee, I say they shall, 
For I will bid them do it, yea, and leave 
To sacrifice their kind, so Thou my name 
Wilt suffer to be worshipped after Thine.' " 

" Yea, my lord Satan," quoth they, " do this thing, 
And let us hear thy words, for they are sweet." 

Then he made answer, " By a messenger 

Have I this day been warned. There is a deed 

I may not tell of, lest the people add 

Scorn of a Coming Greatness to their faults. 

Why this ? Who careth, when about to slay, 

And slay indeed, how well they have deserved 

Death whom he slayeth ? Therefore yet is hid 

A meaning of some mercy that will rob 

The nether world. Now look to it, — 'T were vain, 

Albeit this deluge He would send indeed. 

That we expect the harvest ; He would yet 



168 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Be tbe Master-reaper ; for I heard it said, 

Them that be young and know Him not, and them 

That are bound and may not build, yea, more, their 

wives, 
Whom, suffering not to hear the doom, they keep 
Joyous behind the curtains, every one 
With maidens nourished in the house, and babes 
And children at her knees — (then what remain !) 
He claimeth and will gather for His own. 
Now, therefore, it were good by guile to work, 
Princes, and suffer not the doom to fall. 
There is no evil like to love. I heard 
Him whisper it. Have I put on this flesh 
To ruin His two children beautiful. 
And shall my deed confound me in the end, 
Through awful imitation ? Love of God, 
I cry against thee ; thou art worst of all." 



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BOOK IV. 



Now while these evil ones took counsel strange, 
The son of Lamech journeyed home ; and, lo ! 
A company came down, and struck the track 
As he did enter it. There rode in front 
Two horsemen, young and noble, and behind 
Were following slaves with tent gear ; others led 
Strong horses, others bare the instruments 
O' the chase, and in the rear dull camels lagged, 
Sighing, for they were burdened, and they loved 
The desert sands above that grassy vale. 

And as they met, those horsemen drew the rein, 

And fixed on him their grave untroubled eyes ; 

He in his regal grandeur walked alone, 

And had nor steed nor follower, and his mien 

"Was grave and like to theirs. He said to them, 

" Fair sirs, whose are ye ? " They made answer cold, 

" The beautiful woman, sir, our mother dear, 

Niloiya, bare us to great Lamech's son." 

And he, replying, " I am he." They said. 



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" We know it, sir. We have remembered you 
Through many seasons. Pray you let us not ; 
We fain would greet our mother." And they made 
Obeisance and passed on ; then all their train, 
Which while they spoke had halted, moved apace, 
And, while the silent father stood, went by. 
He gazing after, as a man that dreams ; 
For he was sick with their cold, quiet scorn. 
That seemed to say, " Father, we own you not, 
We love you not, for you have left us long, — 
So long, we care not that you come again." 

And while the sullen camels moved, he spake 

To him that led the last, " There are but two 

Of these my sons ; but where doth Japhet ride ? 

For I would see him." And the leader said, 

" Sir, ye shall find him, if ye follow up 

Along the track. Afore the noonday meal 

The young men, even our masters, bathed ; (there grows 

A clump of cedars by the bend of yon 

Clear river) — there did Japhet, after meat, 

Being right weary, lay him down and sleep. 

There, with a company of slaves and some 

Few camels, ye shall find him." 



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And the man. 
The father of these three, did let him pass, 
And struggle and give battle to his heart, 
Standing as motionless as pillar set 
To guide a wanderer in a pathless waste 
But all his strength went from him, and he strove 
Vainly to trample out and trample down 
The misery of his love unsatisfied, — 
Unutterable love ilang in his face. 

Then he broke out in passionate words, that cried 
Against his lot : " I have lost my own, and won 
None other ; no, not one ! Alas, my sons ! 
That I have looked to for my sohicing. 
In the bitterness to come. My children dear ! " 
And when from his own lips he heard those words, 
"With passionate stirring of the heart, he wept. 

And none came near to comfort him. His face 
Was on the ground ; but having wept, he rose 
Full hastily, and urged his way to find 
The river ; and in hollow of his hand 
Raised up the water to his brow : " This son, 
This other son of mine," he said, " shall see 



172 A STORY OF DOOM. 

No tears upon my face." And he looked on, 

Beheld the camels, and a group of slaves 

Sitting apart from some one fast asleep, 

Where they had spread out webs of broidery work 

Under a cedar-tree ; and he came on. 

And when they made obeisance he declared 

His name, and said, " I will beside my son 

Sit till he wakeneth." So Japhet lay 

A-dreaming, and his father drew to him. 

He said, " This cannot scorn me yet " ; and paused, 

Right angry with himself, because the youth, 

Albeit of stately growth, so languidly 

Lay with a listless smile upon his mouth. 

That was full sweet and pure ; and as he looked, 

He half forgot his trouble in his j)ride. 

" And is this mine ? " said he, " my son ! mine own ! 

(God, thou art good !) O, if this turn away. 

That pang shall be past bearing. I must think 

That all the sweetness of his goodly face 

Is copied from his soul. How beautiful 

Are children to their fathers ! Son, my heart 

Is greatly glad because of thee ; my life 

Shall lack of no completeness in the days 

To come. If I forget the joy of youth, 



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In thee shall I be comforted ; ay, see 
My youth, a dearer than my own again." 

And when he ceased, the youth, with sleep content, 
Murmured a little, turned himself, and woke. 

He woke, and opened on his father's face 

The darkness of his eyes ; but not a word 

The Master-shipwright said, — his lips were sealed ; 

He was not ready, for he feared to see 

This mouth curl up with scorn. And Japhet spoke, 

Full of the calm that cometh after sleep : 

" Sir, I have dreamed of you. I pray you, sir, 

What is your name ? " and even with his words 

His countenance changed. The son of Lamech said, 

" Why art thou sad ? What have I done to thee ? " 

And Japhet answered, " O, methought I fled 

In the wilderness before a maddened beast. 

And you came up and slew it ; and I thought 

You were my father ; but I fear me, sir, 

My thoughts were vain." With that his father said, 

" Whate'er of blessing Thou reserv'st for me, 

God ! if Thou wilt not give to both, give here : 

Bless him with both Thy hands " ; and laid his own 

On Japhet's head. 



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Then Japliet looked on him, 
Made quiet by content, and answered low, 
With faltering laughter, glad and reverent : " Sir, 
You are my father ? " " Ay," quoth he, " I am ! 
Kiss me, my son ; and let me hear my name, 
My much desired name, from your dear lips." 

Then after, rested, they betook them home : 

And Japhet, walking by the Master, thought, 

" I did not will to love this sire of mine ; 

But now I feel as if I had always known 

And loved him well ; truly, I see not why, 

But I would rather serve him than go free 

With my two brethren." And he said to him, 

" Father ! " — who answered, " I am here, my son." 

And Japhet said, " I pray you, sir, attend 

To this my answer : let me go with you, 

For, now I think on it, I do not love 

The chase, nor managing the steed, nor yet 

The arrows and the bow ; but rather you, 

For all you do and say, and you yourself, 

Are goodly and delightsome in mine eyes. 

I pray you, sir, when you go forth again. 

That I may also go." And he replied. 



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'' I will tell thy speech unto the Highest ; He 
Shall answer it. But I would speak to thee 
Now of the days to come. Know thou, most dear 
To this thy father, that the drenched world, 
When risen clean washed from water, shall receive 
From thee her lordliest governors, from thee 
Daughters of noblest soul." 

So Japhet said, 
" Sir, I am young, but of my mother straight 
X will go ask a wife, that this may be. 
I pray you, therefore, as the manner is 
Of fathers, give me land that I may reap 
Corn for sustaining of my wife, and bruise 
The fruit of the vine to cheer her." But he said, 
" Dost thou forget ? or dost thou not believe. 
My son ? " He answered, " I did ne'er believe, 
My father, ere to-day ; but now, methinks. 
Whatever thou believest I believe. 
For thy beloved sake. If this then be 
As thou (I hear) hast said, and earth doth bear 
The last of her wheat harvests, and make ripe 
The latest of her grapes ; yet hear me, sir, 
None of the daughters shall be given to me 
If I be landless." Then his father said, 



176 A STORY OF DOOM. 

*' Lift up thine eyes toward the north, my son : " 

And so he did. " Behold thy heritage ! " 

Quoth the world's prince and master, " far away 

Upon the side o' the north, where green the field 

Lies every season through, and where the dews 

Of heaven are wholesome, shall thy children reign ; 

I part it to them, for the earth is mine ; 

The Highest gave it me : I make it theirs. 

Moreover, for thy marriage gift, behold 

The cedars where thou sleepedst ! There are vines ; 

A.nd up the rise is growing wheat. I give 

(For all, alas ! is mine) — I give thee both 

i'or dowry, and my blessing." 

And he said, 
> Sir you are good, and therefore the Most High 
Shall bless me also. Sir, I love you well." 



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BOOK V. 



And when two days were over, Japhet said, 

*' Mother, so please you, get a wife for me." 

The mother answered, " Dost thou mock me, son ? 

'Tis not the manner of our kin to wed 

So young. Thou knowest it ; art thou not ashamed ? 

Thou carest not for a wife." And the youth blushed. 

And made for answer : " This, my father, saith 

The doom is nigh ; now therefore find a maid, 

Or else shall I be wifeless all my days. 

And as for me, I care not ; but the lands 

Are parted, and the goodliest share is mine. 

And lo ! my brethren are betrothed ; their maids 

Are with thee in the house. Then why not mine ? 

Didst thou not diligently search for these 

Among the noblest born of all the earth. 

And bring them up ? My sisters, dwell they not 

With women that bespake them for their sons ? 

Now, therefore, let a wife be found for me. 

Fair as the day, and gentle to my will 

As thou art to my father's. " When she heard, 



178 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Nlloiya sighed, and answered, " It is well." 
And Japbet went out from her presence. 

Then 
Quoth the great Master : " Wherefore sought ye not, 
Woman, these many days, nor tired at all. 
Till ye had found, a maiden for my son ? 
In this ye have done ill." Niloiya said : 
" Let not my lord be angry. All my soul 
Is sad : my lord hath walked afar so long, 
That some despise thee ; yea, our servants fail 
Lately to bring their stint of corn and wood. 
And, sir, thy household slaves do steal away 
To thy great father, and our lands lie waste, — 
None till them : therefore think the women scorn 
To give me — whatsoever gems I send. 
And goodly raiment (yea, I seek afar. 
And sue with all desire and humbleness 
Through every master's house, but no one gives) — 
A daughter for my son." With that she ceased. 

Then said the Master : " Some thou hast with thee. 
Brought up among thy children, dutiful 
And fair ; thy father gave them for my slaves, — 
Children of them whom he brought captive forth 



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From their own heritage." And she replied, 

Right scornfully : " Shall Japhet wed a slave ? " 

Then said the Master : " He shall wed : look thou 

To that. I say not he shall wed a slave ; 

But, by the might of One that made him mine, 

I will not quit thee for my doomed way 

Until thou wilt betroth him. Therefore, haste, 

Beautiful woman, loved of me and mine, 

To bring a maiden, and to say, ' Behold 

A wife for Japhet.' " Then she answered, " Sir, 

It shall be done. " 

And forth Nilolya sped. 
She gathered all her jewels, — all she held 
Of costly or of rich, — and went and spake 
With some few slaves that yet abode with her. 
For daily they were fewer ; and went forth, 
With fair and flattering words, among her feres. 
And fain had wrought with them : and she had hope 
That made her sick, it was so faint ; and then 
She had fear, and after she had certainty, 
For all did scorn her. " Nay," they cried, " O fool ! 
If this be so, and on a watery world 
Ye think to rock, what matters if a wife 
Be free or bond ? There shall be none to rule. 



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If she have freedom : if she have it not, 
None shall there be to serve." 

And she alit, 
The time being done, desponding at her door, 
And went behind a screen, where should have wrought 
The daughters of the captives ; but there wrought 
One only, and this rose from off the floor, 
Where she the river rush full deftly wove, 
And made obeisance. Then Niloiya said, 
" Where are thy fellows ? " And the maid replied, 
" Let not Niloiya, this my lady loved, 
Be angry ; they ai-e fled since yesternight." 
Then said Niloiya, " Amarant, my slave. 
When have I called thee by thy name before ? " 
She answered, " Lady, never " ; and she took 
And spread her broidered robe before her face. 
Niloiya spoke thus : " I am come to woe. 
And thou to honor." Saying this, she wept 
Passionate tears ; and all the damsel's soul 
Was full of yearning wonder, and her robe 
Slipped from her hand, and her right innocent face 
Was seen betwixt her locks of tawny hair 
That dropped about her knees, and her two eyes. 
Blue as the much-loved flower that rims the beck. 



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Looked sweetly on Nilolya ; but she knew 

No meaning in her words ; and she drew nigh, 

And kneeled and said, " Will this my lady speak ? 

Her damsel is desirous of her words." 

Then said Niloiya, " I, thy mistress, sought 

A wife for Japhet, and no wife is found." 

And yet again she wept with grief of heart, 

Saying, " Ah me, miserable ! I must give 

A wife, — the Master wllleth it, — a wife. 

Ah me ! unto the high-born. He will scorn 

His mother and reproach me. I must give — 

None else have I to give — a slave — even thee." 

This further spake Niloiya : " I was good, — 

Had rue on thee, a tender sucking child. 

When they did tear thee from thy mother's breast ; 

I fed thee, gave thee shelter, and I taught 

Thy hands all cunning arts that women prize. 

But out on me ! my good is turned to ill. 

O Japhet, well beloved ! " And she rose up. 

And did restrain herself, saying, " Dost thou heed ? 

Behold, this thing shall be." The damsel sighed, 

" Lady, I do." Then went Niloiya forth. 

And Amarant murmured in her deep amaze. 



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" Shall Japliet's little children kiss m}- mouth ? 
And will he sometimes take them from my ai'ms, 
And almost care for me for their sweet sake ? 
I have not dared to think I loved him, — noAv 
I know it Avell : but O, the bitterness 
For him ! " And ending thus, the damsel rose, 
For Japhet entered. And she bowed herself 
Meekly and made obeisance, but her blood 
E,an cold about her heart, for all his face 
Was colored with his passion. 

Japhet spoke : 
He said, " My father's slave " ; and she replied, 
Low drooping her fair head, " My master's son." 
And after that a silence fell on them, 
With trembling at her heart, and rage at his. 
And Japhet, mastered of his passion, sat 
And could not speak. O, cruel seemed his fate, - 
So cruel her that told it, so unkind. 
His breast was full of wounded love and wrath 
AVrestling together ; and his eyes flashed out 
Indignant lights, as all amazed he took 
The insult home that she had offered him, 
Who should have held his honor dear. 

And, lo, 



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The misery choked him, and he cried in pain, 
" Go, get thee forth " ; but she, all white and still, 
Parted her lips to speak, and yet spake not. 
Nor moved. And Japhet rose up passionate. 
With lifted arm as one about to strike ; 
But she cried out and met him, and she held 
With desperate might his hand, and prayed to him, 
' Strike not, or else shall men from henceforth say, 
Japhet is like to us.' " And he shook off 
The damsel, and he said, " I thank thee, slave ; 
For never have I stricken yet or child 
Or woman. Not for thy sake am I glad, 
Nay, but for mine. Get hence. Obey my words." 
Then Japhet lifted up his voice, and wept. 

And no more he restrained himself, but cried, 
With heavings of the heart, " O hateful day ! 
O day that shuts the door upon delight ! 
A slave ! to wed a slave ! O loathed wife, 
Hated of Japhet's soul." And after, long, 
AVlth face between his hands, he sat, his thoughts 
Sullen and sore ; then scorned himself, and saying, 
" I will not take her, I will die unwed, 
It is but that " ; lift up his eyes and saw 



184 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The slave, and she was sitting at his feet ; 
And he, so greatly wondering that she dared 
The disobedience, looked her in the face 
Less angry than afraid, for pale she was 
As lily yet unsmiled on by the sun ; 
And he, his passion being spent, sighed out, 
" Low am I fallen indeed. Hast thou no fear, 
That thou dost flout me ? " but she gave to him 
The sighing echo of his sigh, and mourned, 
" No." 

And he wondered, and he looked again. 
For in her heart there was a new-born pang. 
That cried ; but she, as mothers with their young, 
Suffered, yet loved it ; and there shone a strange 
Grave sweetness in her blue unsullied eyes. 
And Japhet, leaning from the settle, thought, 
" What is it ? I will call her by her name, 
To comfort her, for also she is naught 
To blame ; and since I will not her to wife. 
She falls back from the freedom she had hoped." 
Then he said, " Amarant " ; and the damsel drew 
Her eyes down slowly from the shaded sky 
Of even, and she said, " My master's son, 
Japhet " ; and Japhet said, " I am not wroth 



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With tliee, but wretched for my mother's deed, 
Because she shamed me." 

And the maiden said, 
" Doth not thy father love thee well, sweet sir ? ** 
" Ay," quoth he, " well." She answered, " Let the heart 
Of Japhet, then, be merry. Go to him 
And say, ' The damsel whom my mother chose 
Sits by her in the house ; but as for me, 
Sir, ere I take her, let me go with you 
To that same outland country. Also, sir, 
My damsel hath not worked as yet the robe 
Of her betrothal' ; now, then, sith he loves. 
He will not say thee nay. Herein for a while 
Is respite, and thy mother far and near 
Will seek again : it may be she will find 
A fair, free maiden." 

Japhet said, " O maid. 
Sweet are thy words ; but what if I return. 
And all again be as it is to-day ? " 
Then Amarant answered, " Some have died in youth ; 
But yet, I think not, sir, that I shall die. 
Though ye shall find it even as I had died, — 
Silent, for any words I might have said ; 
Empty, for any space I might have filled. 



186 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Sir, I will steal away, and hide afar ; 

But if a wife be found, then will I bide 

And serve." He answered, " O, thy sj)eech is good 

Now, therefore (since my mother gave me thee), 

I will reward it ; I will find for thee 

A goodly husband, and will make him free 

Tliee also." 

Then she started from his feet. 
And, red with shame and anger, flashed on him 
The passion of her eyes ; and put her hands 
With catching of the breath to her fair throat, 
And stood in her defiance lost to fear. 
Like some fair hind in desperate danger turned 
And brought to bay, and wild in her despair. 
But shortly, " I remember," quoth she, low, 
With raining down of tears and broken sighs, 
" That I am Japhet's slave ; " beseech you, sir, 
As ye were ever gentle, ay, and sweet 
Of language to me, be not harder now. 
Sir, I was yours to take ; I knew not, sir, 
That also ye might give me. Pray you, sir, 
Be pitiful, — be merciful to me, 
A slave." He said, " I thought to do thee good, 
For good hath been thy counsel " ; but she cried , 



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" Good master, be you therefore pitiful 

To me, a slave." And Japhet wondered much 

At her, and at her beauty, for he thought, 

" None of the daughters are so fair as this, 

Nor stand with such a grace majestical ; 

She in her locks is like the travelling sun, 

Setting, all clad in coifing clouds of gold. 

And would she die unmatched ? " He said to her, 

" What ! wilt thou sail alone in yonder ship, 

And dwell alone hereafter ? " " Ay," she said, 

" And serve my mistress." 

" It is well," quoth he, 
And held his hand to her, as is the way 
Of masters. Then she kissed it, and she said, 
" Thanks for benevolence," and turned herself, 
Adding, " I rest, sir, on your gracious words " ; 
Then stepped into the twilight and was gone. 

And Japhet, having found his father, said, 

" Sir, let me also journey when ye go." 

Who answered, " Hath thy mother done her part ? " 

He said, " Yea, truly, and my damsel sits 

Before her in the house ; and also, sir, 

She said to me, ' I have not worked, as yet, 



188 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The garment of betrothal.' " And he said, 
" 'T is not the manner of our kin to speak 
Concerning matters that a woman rules ; 
But hath thy mother brought a damsel home, 
And let her see thy face, then all is one 
As ye were wed." He answered, " Even so, 
It matters nothing ; therefore hear me, sir : 
The damsel being mine, I am content 
To let her do according to her will ; 
And when we shall return, so surely, sir, 
As I shall find her by my mother's side. 
Then will I take her " ; and he left to speak ; 
His father answering, " Son, thy words are good. 



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BOOK VI 



Night. Now a tent was pitched, and Japhet sat 
In the door and watched, for on a litter lay 
The father of his love. And he was sick 
To death ; but daily he would rouse him up, 
And stare upon the light, and ever say, 
" On, let us journey " ; but it came to pass 
That night, across their path a river ran, 
And they who served the father and the son 
Had pitched the tents beside it, and had made 
A fire, to scare away the savagery 
That roamed in that great forest, for their way 
Had led among the trees of God. 

The moon 
Shone on the river, like a silver road 
To lead them over ; but when Japhet looked, 
He said, " We shall not cross it. I shall lay 
This well-beloved head low in the leaves, — 
Not on the farther side." From time to time, 
The water-snakes would stir its glassy flow 
With curling undulations, and would lay 



190 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Tlieir beads along the banks, and, subtle-eyed, 

Consider those long spirting flames, that danced, 

When some red log would break and crumble down, 

And show his dark despondent eyes, that watched, 

Wearily, even Japhet's. But he cared 

Little ; and in the dark, that was not dark. 

But dimness of confused incertitude. 

Would move a-near all silently, and gaze 

And breathe, and shape itself, a maned thing 

With eyes ; and still he cared not, and the form 

Would falter, then recede, and melt again 

Into the farther shade. And Japhet said : 

" How long ? The moon hath grown again in heaven, 

After her caving twice, since we did leave 

The threshold of our home ; and now what 'vails 

That far on tumbled mountain snow we toiled, 

Hungry, and weary, all the day ; by night 

Waked with a dreadful trembling underneath. 

To look, while every cone smoked, and there ran 

Red brooks adown, that licked the forest up. 

While in the pale white ashes wading on 

We saw no stars ? — what 'vails if afterward, 

Astonished with great silence, we did move 

Over the measureless, unknown desert mead ; 



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While all the day, in rents and crevices, 

Would lie the lizard and the serpent kind, 

Drowsy ; and in the night take fearsome shapes, 

And oft-times woman-faced and woman-haired 

Would trail their snaky length, and curse and mourn ; 

Or there would wander up, when we were tired. 

Dark troops of evil ones, with eyes morose. 

Withstanding us, and staring ; — O, what 'vails 

That in the dread deep forest we have fought 

With following packs of wolves ? These men of might, 

Even the giants, shall not hear the doom 

My father came to tell them of Ah me ! 

If God indeed had sent him, would he lie 

(For he is stricken with a sore disease) 

Helpless outside their city ? " 

Then he rose. 
And put aside the curtains of the tent, 
To look upon his father's face ; and lo ! 
The tent being dark, he thought that somewhat sat 
Beside the litter ; and he set his eyes 
To see it, and saw not ; but only marked 
Where, fallen away from manhood and from power, 
His father lay. Then he came forth again. 
Trembling, and crouched beside the dull red fire. 



192 A STORY OF DOOM. 

And murmured, " Now it is the second time : 
An old man, as I think (but scarcely saw), 
Dreadful of might. Its hair was white as wool : 
I dared not look ; perhaps I saw not aught. 
But only knew that it was there : the same 
Which walked beside us once when he did pray." 
And Japhet hid his face between his hands 
For fear, and grief of heart, and weariness 
Of watching ; and he slumbered not, but mourned 
To himself, a little moment, as it seemed. 
For sake of his loved father ; then he lift 
His eyes, and day had dawned. Kight suddenly 
The moon withheld her silver, and she hung 
Frail as a cloud. The ruddy flame that played 
By night on dim, dusk trees, and on the flood. 
Crept red amongst the logs, and all the world 
And all the water blushed and bloomed. The stars 
Were gone, and golden shafts came up, and touched 
The feathered heads of palms, and green was born 
Under the rosy cloud, and purples flew 
Like veils across the mountains ; and he saw, 
Winding athwart them, bathed in blissful peace, 
And the sacredness of morn, the battlements 
And out-posts of the giants; and there ran 



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On the other side the river, as it were, 
White mounds of marble, tabernacles fair, 
And towers below a line of inland cliff: 
These were their fastnesses, and here their homes. 

In valleys and the forest, all that night, 
There had been woe ; in every hollow place, 
And under walls, like drifted flowers, or snow, 
Women lay mourning ; for the serpent lodged 
That night within the gates, and had decreed, 
" I will (or ever I come) that ye drive out 
The women, the abhorred of my soul." 

Therefore, more beauteous than all climbing bloom, 

Purple and scarlet, cumbering of the boughs, 

Or flights of azure doves that lit to drink 

The water of the river ; or, new born, 

The quivering butterflies in companies. 

That slowly crept adown the sandy marge, 

Like living crocus beds, and also drank. 

And rose an orange cloud ; their hollowed hands 

They dipped between the lilies, or with robes 

Full of ripe fruitage, sat and peeled and ate. 

Weeping ; or comforting their little ones, 



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And lulling them with sorrowful long hymns 
Among the palms. 

So went the earlier morn. 
Then came a messenger, while Japhet sat 
Mournfully, and he said, " The men of might 
Are willing ; let thy master, youth, appear." 
And Japhet said, " So be it " ; and he thought, 
" Now will I trust in God " ; and he went in 
And stood before his father, and he said, 
" My father " ; but the Master answered not. 
But gazed upon the curtains of his tent. 
Nor knew that one had called him. He was clad 
As ready for the journey, and his feet 
Were sandalled, and his staff was at his side ; 
And Japhet took the gown of sacrifice 
And spread it on him, and he laid his crown 
Upon his knees, and he went forth, and lift 
His hand to heaven, and cried, " My father's God ! ' 
But neither whisper came nor echo fell 
When he did listen. Therefore he went on : 
" Behold, I have a thing to say to thee. 
My father charged thy servant, ' Let not ruth 
Prevail with thee to turn and bear me hence, 
For God appointed me my task, to preach 



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Before the mighty.' I must do my part 
(O, let it not displease thee), for he said 
But yesternight, ' When they shall send for me, 
Take me before them.' And I sware to him. 
I pray thee, therefore, count his life and mine 
Precious ; for I that sware, I will perform." 

Then cried he to his people, " Let us hence : 
Take up the litter." And they set their feet 
Toward the raft whereby men crossed that flood. 

And while they journeyed, lo, the giants sat 

Within the fairest hall where all were fair, 

Each on his carven throne, o'er-canopied 

With work of women. And the dragon lay 

In a place of honor ; and with subtlety 

He counselled them, for they did speak by turns ; 

And they, being proud, might nothing master them. 

But guile alone : and he did fawn on them ; 

And when the younger taunted him, submiss 

He testified great humbleness, and cried, 

" A cruel God, forsooth ! but nay, O nay, 

I will not think it of Him, that He meant 



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To threaten these. O, when I look on them, 
How doth my soul admire." 

And one stood forth, 
The youngest; of his brethren named " the Rock." 
" Speak out," quoth he, " thou toothless, slavering thing, 
What is it V thinkest thou that such as we 
Should be afraid ? What is this goodly doom ? " 
And Satan laughed upon him. " Lo," said he, 
" Thou art not fully grown, and every one 
1 look on standeth higher by the head, 
Yea, and the shoulders, than do other meii ; 
Forsooth, thy servant thought not thou wouldst fear, 
Thou and thy fellows." Then with one accord, 
" Speak," cried they ; and with mild, persuasive eyes. 
And flattering tongue, he spoke. 

" Ye mighty ones. 
It hath been known to you these many days 
How that for piety I am much famed. 
I am exceeding pious : if I lie. 
As hath been whispered, it is but for sake 
Of God, and that ye should not think Him hard. 
For I am all for God. Now some have thought 
That He hath also (and it may be so 
Or yet may not be so) on me been hard ; 



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Be not ye therefore wroth, for my poor sake ; 
I am contented to have earned your weal, 
. Though I must therefore suffer. 

Now to-day 
One Cometh, yea, an harmless man, a fool, 
Who boasts he hath a message from our God, 
And lest that you, for bravery of heart 
And stoutness, being angered with his prate, 
Should lift a hand, and kill him, I am here." 

Then spoke the Leader, " How now, snake ? Thy 

words 
Ring false. Why ever liest thou, snake, to us ? 
Thou coward ! none of us will see thee harmed. 
I say thou liest. The land is strewed with slain ; 
Myself have hewn down companies, and blood 
Makes fertile all the field. Thou knowest it well ; 
And hast thou, driveller, panting sore for age, 
Come with a force to bid us spare one fool ? " 

And Satan answered, " Nay you ! be not wroth ; 
Yet true it is, and yet not all the truth. 
Your servant would have told the rest, if now 
(For fulness of your life being fretted sore 



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At mine infirmities, which God in vain 

I supplicate to heal) ye had not caused 

My speech to stop." And he they called " the Oak " 

Made answer, " 'T is a good snake ; let him be. 

Why would ye fright the poor old craven beast ? 

Look how his lolling tongue doth foam for fear. 

Ye should have mercy, brethren, on the weak. 

Speak, dragon, thou hast leave ; make stout thy heart. 

What ! hast thou lied to this great company ? 

It was, we know it was, for humbleness ; 

Thou wert not willing to offend with truth." 

" Yea, majesties," quoth Satan, " thus it was," 

And lifted up appealing eyes, and groaned ; 

" O, can it be, compassionate as brave. 

And housed in cunning works themselves have reared, 

And served in gold, and warmed with minivere, 

And ruling nobly, that He, not content 

Unless alone He reigneth, looks to bend 

Or break them in, like slaves to cry to Him, 

' What is Thy will with us, O Master dear ? ' 

Or else to eat of death ? 

For my part, lords, 
I cannot think it : for my piety 



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And reason, which I also share with you, 

Are ray best lights, and ever counsel me, 

' Believe not aught against thy God ; believe, 

Since thou canst never reach to do Him wrong, 

That He will never stoop to do thee wrong. 

Is He not just and equal, yea, and kind ? 

Therefore, O majesties, it is my mind. 

Concerning him ye wot of, thus to think 

The message is not like what I have learned, 

By reason and experience, of the God. 

Therefore no message 't is. The man is mad. 

Thereat the Leader laughed for scorn. "Hold, snake ; 

If God be just, there shall be reckoning days. 

AVe rather would He were a partial God, 

And, being strong, He sided with the strong. 

Turn now thy reason to the other side. 

And speak for that ; for as to justice, snake, 

We would have none of it." 

And Satan fawned : 
" My lord is pleased to mock at my poor wit ; 
Yet in my pious fashion I must talk : 
For say that God was wroth with man, and came 
And slew him, that should make an empty world, 
But not a better nation." 



200 A STORY OF DOOM. 

This replied, 
" Truth, dragon, yet He is not bound to mean 
A better nation ; maybe. He designs. 
If none will turn again, a punishment 
Upon an evil one." 

And Satan cried, 
" Alas ! my heart being full of love for men, 
I cannot choose but think of God as like 
To me ; and yet my piety concludes, 
Since He will have your fear, that love alone 
SufSceth not, and I admire, and say, 
' Give me, O friends, your love, and give to God 
Your fear.' " But they cried out in wrath and rage, 
" We are not strong that any we will fear, 
Nor specially a foe that means us ill." 



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And while he spoke there was a noise without ; 
The curtains of the door were flung aside, 
And some with heavy feet bare in, and set 
A litter on the floor. 

The Master lay 
Upon it, but his eyes were dimmed and set ; 
And Japhet, in despairing weariness, 
Leaned it beside. He marked the mighty ones, 
Silent for pride of heart, and in his place 
The jewelled dragon ; and the dragon laughed. 
And subtly peered at him, till Japhet shook 
With rage and fear. The snaky wonder cried. 
Hissing, " Thou brown-haired youth, come up to me ; 
I fain would have thee for my shrine afar, 
To serve among an host as beautiful 
As thou : draw near." It hissed, and Japhet felt 
Horrible drawings, and cried out in fear, 
" Father ! O help, the serpent draweth me ! " 
And struggled and grew faint, as in the toils 
A netted bird. But still his father lay 



202 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Unconscious, and the mighty did not speak, 

But half in fear and half for wonderment 

Beheld. And yet again the dragon laughed, 

And leered at him and hissed ; and Japhet strove 

Vainly to take away his spell-set eyes, 

And moved to go to him, till piercingly 

Crying out, " God ! forbid it, God in heaven ! " 

The dragon lowered his head, and shut his eyes 

As feigning sleep ; and, suddenly released, 

He fell back staggering ; and at noise of it; 

And clash of Japhet's weapons on the floor. 

And Japhet's voice crying out, " I loathe thee, snake ! 

I hate thee ! O, I hate thee ! " came again. 

The senses of the shipwright ; and he, moved, 

And looking, as one 'mazed, distressfully 

Upon the mighty, said, " One called on God : 

Where is my God ? If God have need of me, 

Let Him come down and touch my lips with strength, 

Or dying I shall die." 

It came to pass, 
While he was speaking, that the curtains swayed ; 
A rushing wind did move throughout the place. 
And all the pillars shook, and on the head 
Of Noah the hair was lifted, and there played 



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A somewhat, as it were a light, upon 

His breast ; then fell a darkness, and men heard 

A whisper as of one that spake. With that, 

The daunted mighty ones kept silent watch 

Until the wind had ceased and darkness fled. 

When it grew light, there curled a cloud of smoke 

From many censers where the dragon lay. 

It hid him. He had called his ministrants, 

A.nd bid them veil him thus, that none might look ; 

A-lso the folk who came with Noah had fled. 

But Noah was seen, for he stood up erect. 
And leaned on Japhet's hand. Then, after pause, 
The Leader said, " My brethren, it were well 
(For naught we fear) to let this sorcerer speak," 
And they did reach toward the man their staves. 
And cry with loud accord, " Hail, sorcerer, hail ! " 

And he made answer, " Hail ! I am a man 

That is a shipwright. I was born afar 

To Lamech, him that reigns a king, to wit. 

Over the land of Jalal. Majesties, 

I bring a message, — lay you it to heart ; 

For there is wrath in heaven : my God is wroth. 



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Prepare your houses, or I come,' saith He, 
' A Judge.' Now, therefore, say not in your hearts, 
' What have we done ? ' Your dogs may answer that, 
To make whom fiercer for the chase ye feed 
With captives whom ye slew not in the war. 
But saved alive, and living throw to them 
Daily. Your wives may answer that, whose babes 
Their firstborn ye do take and offer up 
To this abhorred snake, while yet the milk 
Is in their innocent mouths, — your maiden babes 
Tender. Your slaves may answer that, — the gangs 
Whose eyes ye did put out to make them work 
By night unwitting (yea, by multitudes 
They work upon the wheel in chains). Your friends 
May answer that, — (their bleached bones cry out,) 
For ye did, wickedly, to eat their lands, 
Turn on their valleys, in a time of peace, 
The rivers, and they, choking in the night, 
Died unavenged. But rather (for I leave 
To tell of more, the time would be so long 
To do it, and your time, O mighty ones. 
Is short), — but rather say, ' We sinners know 
Why the Judge standeth at the door,' and turn 

While yet there may be respite, and repent. 



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' Or else,' saith He that formed you, ' I swear, 

By all the silence of the time to come, 

By the solemnities of death, — yea, more, 

By Mine own power and love which ye have scorned, 

That I will come. I will command the clouds. 

And raining they shall rain ; yea, I will stir 

AVith all my storms the ocean for your sake, 

And break for you the boundary of the deep. 

" ' Then shall the mighty mourn. 

Should I forbear, 
That have been patient ? I will not forbear ! 
For yet,' saith He, ' the weak cry out ; for yet 
The little ones do languish ; and the slave 
Lifts up to Me his chain. I, therefore, I 
Will hear them. I by death will scatter you ; 
Yea, and by death will draw them to My breast, 
And gather them to peace. 

But yet,' saith He, 
' Repent, and turn you. Wherefore will ye die ? ' 

" Turn then, O turn, while yet the enemy 
Untamed of man fatefully moans afar ; 
For if ye will not turn, the doom is near. 



206 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Then shall the crested wave make sport, and beat 
You mighty at your doors. Will ye be wroth ? 
Will ye forbid it ? Monsters of the deep 
Shall suckle in your palaces their young, 
And swim atween your hangings, all of them 
Costly with broidered work, and rare with gold 
And white and scarlet (there did ye oppress, — 
There did ye make you vile) ; but ye shall lie 
Meekly, and storm and wind shall rage above, 
And urge the weltering wave. 

' Yet,' saith thy God, 
' Son,' ay, to each of you He saith, ' O son. 
Made in My image, beautiful and strong, 
Why wilt thou die ? Thy father loves thee well. 
Repent and turn thee from thine evil ways, 
O son ! and no more dare the wrath of love. 
Live for thy Father's sake that formed thee. 
Why wilt thou die ? ' Here will I make an end." 

Now ever on his dais the dragon lay, 
Feigning to sleep ; and all the mighty ones 
Were wroth, and chided, some against the woe, 
And some at whom the sorcerer they had named, — 
Some at their fellows, for the younger sort — 



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As men the less acquaint with deeds of blood, 
And given to learning and the arts of peace 
(Their fathers having crushed rebellion out 
Before their time) — lent favorable ears. 
They said, " A man, or false or fanatic, 
May claim good audience if he fill our ears 
With what is strange : and we would hear again." 

The Leader said, " An audience hath been given. 
The man hath spoken, and his words are naught ; 
A feeble threatener, with a foolish threat, 
And it is not our manner that we sit 
Beyond the noonday " ; then they grandly rose, 
A stalwart crowd, and with their Leader moved 
To the tones of harping, and the beat of shawms. 
And the noise of pipes, away. But some were left 
About the Master ; and the feigning snake 
Couched on his dais. 

Then one to Japhet said, — 
One called " the Cedar Tree," — " Dost thou, too, think 
To reign upon our lands when we lie drowned ? " 
And Japhet said, " I think not, nor desire, 
Nor in my heart consent, but that ye swear 
Allegiance to the God, and live." He cried. 



208 A STORY OF DOOM. 

To one surnamed " the Pine," — " Brother, behooves 
That deep we cut our names in yonder crag, 
Else when this youth returns, his sons may ask 
Our names, and he may answer, ' Matters not, 
For my part I forget them/ " 

Japhet said, 
" They might do worse than that, they might deny 
That such as you have ever been." With that 
They answered, " No, thou dost not think it, no ! " 
And Japhet, being chafed, rephed in heat, 
" And wherefore ? if ye say of what is sworn, 
' He will not do it,' shall it be more hard 
For future men, if any talk on it, 
To say, ' He did not do it ' ? " They replied, 
With laughter, " Lo you ! he is stout with us. 
And yet he cowered before the poor old snake. 
Sirrah, when you are saved, we pray you now 
To bear our might in mind, — do, sirrah, do ; 
And likewise tell your sons, ' " The Cedar Tree" 
Was a good giant, for he struck me not. 
Though he was young and full of sport, and though 
I taunted him.' " 

With that they also passed. 
But there remained who with the shipwright spoke : 



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" How wilt thou certify to us thy truth ? " 
And he related to them all his ways 
From the beginning : of the Voice that called ; 
Moreover, how the ship of doom was built. 

And one made answer, " Shall the mighty God 
Talk with a man of wooden beams and bars ? 
No, thou mad preacher, no. If He, Eterne, 
Be ordering of His far infinitudes. 
And darkness cloud a world, it is but chance, 
As if the shadow of His hand had fallen 
On one that He forgot, and troubled it." 

Then said the Master, " Yet — who told thee so ? " 

And from his dais the feigning serpent hissed : 
" Preacher, the light within, it was that shined. 
And told him so. The pious will have dread 
Hhn to declare such as ye rashly told. 
The course of God is one. It likes not us 
To think of Him as being acquaint with change : 
It were beneath Him. Nay, the finished earth 
Is left to her great masters. They must rule ; 
They do ; and I have set myself between, — 



210 A STORY OF DOOM. 

A visible thing for worship, sith His face 
(For He is hard) He showeth not to men. 
Yea, I have set myself 'twixt God and man, 
To be interpreter, and teach mankind 
A pious lesson by my piety. 
He loveth not, nor hateth, nor desires, — 
It were beneath Him." 

And the Master said, 
" Thou liest. Thou wouldst lie away the world. 
If He whom thou hast dared to speak against 
Would suffer it," " I may not chide with thee," 
It answered, " now ; but if there come such time 
As thou hast prophesied, as I now reign 
In all men's sight, shall my dominion then 
Reach to be mighty in their souls. Thou too 
Shalt feel it, prophet." And he lowered his head. 

Then quoth the Leader of the young men : " Sir, 
We scorn .you not ; speak further ; yet our thought 
First answer. Not but by a miracle 
Can tkis thing be. The fashion of the world 
We heretofore have never known to change ; 
And will God change it now ? " 

He then replied : 



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" What is thy thought ? There is no miracle ? 

There is a great one, which thou hast not read, 

And never shalt escape. Thyself, O man, 

Thou art the miracle. Lo, if thou sayest, 

' I am one, and fashioned like the gracious world. 

Red clay is all my make, myself, my whole, 

And not my habitation,' then thy sleep 

Shall give thee wings to play among the rays 

O' the morning. If thy thought be, ' I am one — 

A spirit among spirits — and the world 

A dream my spirit dreameth of, my dream 

Being all,' the dominating mountains strong 

Shall not for that forbear to take thy breath. 

And rage with all their winds, and beat thee back, 

And beat thee down when thou wouldst set thy feet 

Upon their awful crests. Ay, thou thyself, 

Being in the world and of the world, thyself 

Hast breathed in breath from Him that made the world- 

Thou dost inherit, as thy Maker's son. 

That which He is, and that which He hath made : 

Thou art thy Father's copy of Himself, — 

Thou art thy Father's miracle. 

" Behold, 
He buildeth up the stars in companies ; 



212 A STORY OF DOOM. 

He made for them a law. To man He said, 

' Freely I give thee freedom.' What remains ? 

O, it remains, if thou, the image of God, 

Wilt reason well, that thou shalt know His ways ; 

But first thou must be loyal, — love, O man. 

Thy Father, — hearken when He pleads with thee. 

For there is something left of Him e'en now, — 

A witness for thy Father in thy soul. 

Albeit thy better state thou hast foregone. 

" Now, then, be still, and think not in thy soul, 

' The rivers in their course forever run, 

And turn not from it. He is like to them 

Who made them.' Think the rather, ' With my foot 

I have turned the rivers from their ancient way. 

To water grasses that were fading. What ! 

Is God my Father as the river wave. 

That yet descendeth, — like the lesser thing 

He made, and not like me, a living son. 

That changed the watercourse to suit his will ? ' 

" Man is the miracle in nature. God 

Is the One Miracle to man. Behold, 

' There is a God,' thou sayest. Thou sayest well : 

In that thou sayest all. To Be is more 



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Of wonderful than, being, to have wrought, 
Or reigned, or rested. 

Hold then there, content 
Learn that to love is the one way to know 
Or God or man : it is not love received 
That maketh man to know the inner life 
Of them that love him ; his own love bestowed 
Shall do it. Love thy Father, and no more 
His doings shall be strange. Thou shalt not fret 
At any counsel, then, that He will send, — 
No, nor rebel, albeit He have with thee 
Great reservations. Know, to Be is more 
Than to have acted ; yea, or, after rest 
And patience, to have risen and been wroth, 
Broken the sequence of an ordered earth, 
And troubled nations." 

Then the dragon sighed. 
" Poor fanatic," quoth he, " thou speakest well. 
Would I were like thee, for thy faith is strong. 
Albeit thy senses wander. Yea, good sooth, 
My masters, let us not despise, but learn 
Fresh loyalty from this poor loyal soul. 
Let us go forth — (myself will also go 
To head you) — and do sacrifice ; for that, 



214 A STORY OF DOOM. 

We know, is pleasing to the mighty God : 
But as for building many arks of wood, 
O majesties ! when He shall counsel you 
Himself, then build. What say you, shall it be 
An hundred oxen, — fat, well liking, white ? 
An hundred ? why, a thousand were not much 
To such as you." Then Noah lift up his arms 
To heaven, and cried, " Thou aged shape of sin, 
The Lord rebuke thee." 



BOOK VIII 



Then one ran, crying, while Niloiya wrought, 
" The Master cometh ! " and she went within 
To adorn herself for meeting him. And Shem 
Went forth and talked with Japhet in the field, 
And said, " It is well, my brother ? " He replied, 
" Well ! and, I pray you, is it well at home V " 

But Shem made answer, " Can a house be well, 
If he that should command it bides afar ? 
Yet well is thee, because a fair free maid 



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Is found to wed thee ; and they bring her in 
This day at sundown. Therefore is much haste 
To cover thick with costly webs the floor, 
And pluck and cover thick the same with leaves 
Of all sweet herbs, — I warrant, ye shall hear 
No footfall where she treadeth ; and the seats 
Are ready, spread with robes ; the tables set 
With golden baskets, red pomegranates shred 
To fill them ; and the rubied censers smoke, 
Heaped up with ambergris and cinnamon. 
And frankincense and cedar." 

Japhet said, 
" I will betroth her to me straight " ; and went 
(Yet labored he with sore disquietude) 
To gather grapes, and reap and bind the sheaf 
For his betrothal. And his brother spake, 
" Where is our father ? doth he preach to-day ? " 
And Japhet answered, " Yea. He said to me, 
* Go forward ; I will follow when the folk 
By yonder mountain-hold I shall have warned. ' " 

And Shem replied, " How thinkest thou ? — thine ears 
Have heard him oft." He answered, " I do think 
These be the last days of this old fair world." 



216 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Then he did tell him of the giant folk ; 

How they than he were taller by the head ; 

How one must stride that will ascend the steps 

That lead to their wide halls ; and how they drave, 

With manful shouts, the mammoth to the north ; 

And how the talking dragon lied and fawned, 

They seated proudly on their ivory thrones, 

And scorning him : and of their peaked hoods. 

And garments wrought upon, each with the tale 

Of him that wore it, — all his manful deeds 

(Yea, and about their skirts were effigies 

Of kings that they had slain ; and some, whose swords 

Many had pierced, wore vestures all of red, 

To signify much blood) : and of their pride 

He told, but of the vision in the tent 

He told him not. 

And when they reached the house, 
Niloiya met them, and to Japhet cried, 
" All hail, right fortunate ! Lo, I have found 
A maid. And now thou hast done well to reap 
The late ripe corn." So he went in with her, 
And she did talk with him right motherly : 
" It hath been fully told me how ye loathed 
To wed thy father's slave ; yea, she herself. 
Did she not all declare to me ? " 



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He said, 
" Yet is thy damsel fair, and wise of heart." 
" Yea," quoth his mother ; " she made clear to me 
How ye did weep, my son, and ye did vow, 
' I will not take her ! ' Now it was not I 
That wrought to have it so." And he replied, 
" I know it." Quoth the mother, " It is well ; 
For that same cause is laughter in my heart." 
" But she is sweet of language," Japhet said. 
" Ay," quoth Niloiya, " and thy wife no less 
Whom thon shalt wed anon — forsooth, anon — 
It is a lucky hour. Thou Avilt ? " He said, 
" I will." And Japhet laid the slender sheaf 
From off his shoulder, and he said, " Behold, 
My father ! " Then Niloiya turned herself. 
And lo ! the shipwright stood. " All hail ! " quoth she, 
And bowed herself, and kissed him on the mouth ; 
But while she spake with him, sorely he sighed ; 
And she did hang about his neck the robe 
Of feasting, and she poured upon his hands 
Clear water, and anointed him, and set 
Before him bread. 

And Japhet said to him, 
" My father, my beloved, wilt thou yet 



218 A STORY OF DOOM. 

Be sad because of scorning ? Eat, this day ; 

For as an angel in their eyes thou art 

"Who stand before thee." But he answered, " Peace ! 

Thy words are wide." 

And when Niloiya heard, 
She said, " Is this a time for mirth of heart 
And wine ? Behold, I thought to wed my son, 
Even this Japhet ; but is this a time. 
When sad is he to whom is my desire, 
And lying under sorrow as from God ? " 

He answered, " Yea, it is a time of times ; 
Bring in the maid." Niloiya said, " The maid 
That first I spoke on shall not Japhet wed ; 
It likes not her, nor yet it likes not me. 
But I have found another ; yea, good sooth. 
The damsel will not tarry, she will come 
With all her slaves by sundown." 

And she said, 
" Comfort thy heart, and eat : moreover, know 
How that thy great work even to-day is done. 
Sir, thy great ship is finished, and the folk 
(For I, according to thy will, have paid 
All that was left us to them for their wage) 



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Have brought, as to a storehouse, flour of wheat, 
Honey and oil, — much victual ; yea, and fruits, 
Curtains and household gear. And, sir, they say 
It is thy will to take it for thy hold. 
Our fastness and abode." He answered, " Yea, 
Else wherefore was it built ? " She said, " Good sir, 
I pray you make us not the whole earth's scorn. 
And now, to-morrow in thy father's house 
Is a great feast, and weddings are toward ; 
Let be the ship, till after, for thy words 
Have ever been, ' If God shall send a flood. 
There will I dwell ' ; I pray you therefore wait 
At least till He doth send it." 

And he turned. 
And answered nothing. Now the sun was low 
While yet she spake ; and Japhet came to them 
In goodly raiment, and upon his arm 
The garment of betrothal. And with that 
A noise, and then brake in a woman-slave 
And Amarant. This, with folding of her hands, 
Did say full meekly, " If I do ofiend. 
Yet have not I been willing to oflend ; 
For now this woman will not be denied 
Herself to tell her errand." 



220 A STORY OF DOOM. 

And they sat. 
Then spoke the woman, " If I do offend, 
Pray you forgive the bondslave, for her tongue 
Is for her mistress. ' Lo,' my mistress saith, 
' Put off thy bravery, bridegroom ; fold away, 
Mother, thy webs of pride, thy costly robes 
Woven of many colors. We have heard 
Thy master. Lo, to-day right evil things 
He prophesied to us that were his friends ; 
Therefore, my answer : — God do so to me ; 
Yea, God do so to me, more also, more 
Than he did threaten, if my damsel's foot 
Ever draw nigh thy door.' " 

And when she heard, 
Niloiya sat amazed, in grief of soul. 
But Japhet came unto the slave, where low 
She bowed herself for fear. He said, " Depart ; 
Say to thy mistress, 'It is well.'" With that 
She turned herself, and she made haste to flee, 
Lest any, for those evil words she brought. 
Would smite her. But the bondmaid of the house 
Lift up her hand and said, " If I offend. 
It was not of my heart : thy damsel knew 
Naught of this matter." And he held to her 



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His hand and touched her, and said, " Amarant ! " 
And when she looked upon him, she did take 
And spread before her face her radiant locks, 
Trembling. And Japhet said, " Lift up thy face, 

fairest of the daughters, thy fair face ; 

For, lo ! the bridegroom standeth with the robe 
Of thy betrothal ! " — and he took her locks 
In his two hands to part them from her brow, 
And laid them on her shoulders ; and he said, 
" Sweet are the blushes of thy face," and put 
The robe upon her, having said, " Behold, 

1 have repented me ; and oft by night. 

In the waste wilderness, while all things slept, 
I thought upon thy words, for they were sweet. 

" For this I make thee free. And now thyself 
Art loveliest in mine eyes ; I look, and lo ! 
Thou art of beauty more than any thought 
T had concerning thee. Let, then, this robe, 
"Wrought on with imagery of fruitful bough, 
And graceful leaf, and birds with tender eyes, 
Cover the ripples of thy tawny hair." 
So, when she held her peace, he brought her nigh 
To hear the speech of wedlock ; ay, he took 



222 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The golden cup of wine to drink with her, 
And laid the sheaf upon her arms. He said, 
" Like as my fathers in the older days 
Led home the daughters whom they chose, do I ; 
Like as they said, ' Mine honor hai'e I set 
Upon thy head ! ' do I. Eat of my bread, 
Eule in my house, be mistress of my slaves. 
And mother of my children." 

And he brought 
The damsel to his father, saying, " Behold 
My wife ! I have betrothed her to myself; 
I pray you, kiss her." And the Master did : 
He said, " Be mother of a multitude. 
And let them to their father even so 
Be found as he is found to me." 

With that 
She answered, "Let this woman, sir, find grace 
And favor in your sight." 

And Japhet said, 
" Sweet mother, I have wed the maid ye chose 
And brought me first. I leave her in thy hand ; 
Have care on her, till I shall come again 
And ask her of thee." So they went apart, 
He and his father, to the marriage feast. 



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BOOK IX 



The prayer of Noah. The man went forth by night 

And listened ; and the earth was dark and still, 

And he was driven of his great distress 

Into the forest ; but the birds of night 

Sang sweetly ; and he fell upon his face, 

And cried, " God, God ! Thy billows and Thy waves 

Have swallowed up my soul. 

Where is my God ? 
For I have somewhat yet to plead with Thee ; 
For I have walked the strands of Thy great deep, 
Heard the dull thunder of its rage afar, 
And its dread moaning. O, the field is sweet, — 
Spare it. The delicate woods make white their trees 
With blossom, — spare them. Life is sweet ; behold 
There is much cattle, and the wild and tame. 
Father, do feed in quiet, — spare them. 

God! 
"Where is my God ? The long wave doth not rear 
Her ghostly crest to lick the forest up. 
And like a chief in battle fall, — not yet. 



224 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The lightnings pour not down, from ragged holes 
In heaven, the torment of their forked tongues, 
And, like fell serpents, dart and sting, — not yet. 
The winds awake not, with their awful wings 
To winnow, even as chaff, from out their track, 
All that withstandeth, and bring down the pride 
Of all things strong and all things high — 

Not yet. 
O, let it not be yet. Where is my God ? 
How am I saved, if I and mine be saved 
Alone ? I am not saved, for I have loved 
My country and my kin. Must I, Thy thrall, 
Over their lands be lord when they are gone ? 
I would not : spare them, Mighty. Spare Thyself, 
For Thou dost love them greatly, — and if not . . ." 

Another praying unremote, a Voice 
Calm as the solitude between wide stars. 

" Where is my God, who loveth this lost world, — 
Lost from its place and name, but won for Thee ? 
Where is my multitude, my multitude, 
That I shall gather ? " And white smoke went up 
From incense that was burning, but there gleamed 



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l!^o light of fire, save dimly to reveal 

The whiteness rising, as the prayer of him 

That mourned. " My God, appear for me, appear ; 

Give me my multitude, for it is mine. 

The bitterness of death I have not feared, 

To-morrow shall Thy courts, O God, be full. 

Then shall the captive from his bonds go free, 

Then shall the thrall find rest, that knew not rest 

From labor and from blows. The sorrowful — 

That said of joy, ' What is it ? ' and of songs, 

' We have not heard them ' — shall be glad and sing ; 

Then shall the little ones that knew not Thee, 

And such as heard not of Thee, see Thy face, 

And, seeing, dwell content." 

The prayer of Noah. 
He cried out in the darkness, " Hear, O God, 
Hear Him : hear this one ; through the gates of death. 
If life be all past praying for, give 
To Thy great multitude a way to peace ; 
Give them to Him. 

But yet," said he, " O yet, 
If there be respite for the terrible. 
The proud, yea, such as scorn Thee — and if not . . . 
Let not mine eyes behold their fall." 



226 A STORY OF DOOM. 

He cried, 
" Forgive. I have not done Thy work, Great Judge, 
With a perfect heart ; I have but half believed, 
AVhile in accustomed language I have warned ; 
And now there is no more to do, no place 
For my repentance, yea, no hour remains 
For doing of that work again. O lost. 
Lost world ! " And while he prayed, the daylight 
dawned. 

And Noah went up into the ship, and sat 
Before the Lord. And all was still ; and now 
In that great quietness the sun came up. 
And there were mai'ks across it, as it were 
The shadow of a Hand upon the sun, — 
Three fingers dark and dread, and afterward 
There rose a white thick mist, that peacefully 
Folded the fair earth in her funeral shroud, — 
The earth that gave no token, save that now 
There fell a little trembling under foot. 

And Noah went down, and took and hid his face 
Behind his mantle, saying, " I have made 
Great preparation, and it may be yet. 



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Beside my house, whom I did charge to come 

This day to meet me, there may enter in 

Many that yesternight thought scorn of all 

My bidding." And because the fog was thick, 

He said, " Forbid it, Heaven, if such there be, 

That they should miss the way." And even then 

There was a noise of weeping and lament ; 

The words of them that were affrighted, yea. 

And cried for grief of heart. There came to him 

The mother and her children, and they cried, 

" Speak, father, what is this ? What hast thou done V " 

And when he lifted up his face, he saw 

Japhet, his well-beloved, where he stood 

Apart ; and Amarant leaned upon his breast, 

And hid her face, for she was sore afraid ; 

And lo ! the robes of her betrothal gleamed 

White in the deadly gloom. 

And at his feet 
Tlie wives of his two other sons did kneel, 
And wring their hands. 

One cried, " O, speak to us ; 
We are affrighted ; we have dreamed a dream. 
Each to herself. For me, I saw in mine 



228 A STORY OF DOOM. 

The grave old angels, like to shepherds, walk, 
Much cattle following them. Thy daughter looked, 
And they did enter here." 

The other lay 
And moaned, " Alas ! O father, for my dream 
Was evil : lo, I heard when it was dark, 
I heard two wicked ones contend for me. 
One said, ' And wherefore should this woman live. 
When only for her children, and for her. 
Is woe and degradation ? ' Then he laughed, 
The other crying, ' Let alone, O Prince ; 
Hinder her not to live and bear much seed, 
Because I hate her.' " 

But he said, " Rise up, 
Daughters of Noah, for I have learned no words 
To comfort you." Then spake her lord to her, 
" Peace ! or I swear that for thy dream myself 
Will hate thee also." 

And Niloiya said, 
" My sons, if one of you will hear my words, 
Go now, look out, and tell me of the day, 
How fares it ? " 

And the fateful darkness grew. 
But Shem went up to do his mother's will ; 



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And all was one as though the frighted earth 

Quivered and fell a-trembling ; then they hid 

Their faces every one, till he returned, 

And spake not. " Nay," they cried, " what hast thou 

seen ? 
O, is it come to this ? " He answered them, 
" The door is shut." 



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SAILING BEYOND SEAS. 
[Old Style.) 

METH OUGHT the stars were blinking bright, 
And the old brig's sails unfurled ; 
I said, " I will sail to my love this night 

At the other side of the world." 
I stepped aboard — we sailed so fast — 

The sun shot up from the bourne ; 
But a dove that perched upon the mast 
Did mourn, and mourn, and mourn. 
O fair dove ! O fond dove ! 

And dove with the white breast. 
Let me alone, the dream is my own, 
And my heart is full of rest. 

My true love fares on this great hill, 
Feeding his sheep for aye ; 



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I looked in his hut, but all was still, 

My love was gone away. 
I went to gaze in the forest creek, 

And the dove mourned on apace ; 
No flame did flash, nor fair blue reek 
Eose up to show me his place. 
O last love ! O first love ! 

My love with the true heart, 
To think I have come to this your home, 
And yet — we are apart ! 

My love ! He stood at my right hand, 

His eyes were grave and sweet. 
Methought he said, " In this far land, 

O, is it thus we meet V 
Ah, maid most dear, I am not here ; 

I have no place — no part — 
No dwelling more by sea or shore, 
But only in thy heart." 

O fair dove ! O fond dove ! 

Till night rose over the bourne, 
The dove on the mast, as we sailed fast, 
Did mourn, and mourn, and mourn. 



232 CONTRASTED SONGS. 



REMONSTRANCE. 



Daughters of Eve ! your mother did not well : 
She laid the apple in your father's hand, 

And we have read, O wonder ! what befell, — 
The man was not deceived, nor yet could stand ; 

He chose to lose, for love of her, his throne, — 
With her could die, but could not live alone. 

Daughters of Eve ! he did not fall so low. 
Nor fall so far, as that sweet woman fell ; 

For something better, than as gods to know, 
That husband in that home left off to dwell ; 

For this, till love be reckoned, less than lore, 
Shall man be first and best forevermore. 

Daughters of Eve ! it was for your dear sake 
The world's first hero died an uncrown'd king ; 

But God's great pity touched the grand mistake, 
And made his married love a sacred thing : 

For yet his nobler sons, if aught be true, 
Find the lost Eden in their love to you. 



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SONG FOR THE NIGHT OF CHRIST'S 
RESURRECTION. 

{A Humble Imitation.) 
" And birds of calm sit brooding on the charmed wave." 

It is the noon of night, 

And the world's Great Light 
Gone out, she widow-like doth carry her : 

The moon hath veiled her face. 

Nor looks on that dread place 
Where He lieth dead in sealed sepulchre ; 

And heaven and hades, emptied, lend 
Their flocking multitudes to watch and wait the end. 

Tier above tier they rise, 

Their wings new line the skies. 
And shed out comforting light among the stars ; 

But they of the other place 

The heavenly signs deface, 
The gloomy brand of hell their brightness mars ; 

Yet high they sit in throned state, — 
It is the hour of darkness to them dedicate. 



isS-i CONTRASTED SONGS. 

And first and highest set, 

Where the black shades are met, 
l^nb lord of night and hades leans him down ; 

His gleaming eyeballs show 

More awful than the glow 
Which hangeth by the points of his dread crown ; 

And at his feet, where lightnings play, 
The fatal sisters sit and weep, and curse their day. 

Lo ! one, with eyes all wide, 

As she were sight denied. 
Sits blindly feeling at her distaff old ; 

One, as distraught with woe. 

Letting the spindle go. 
Her star y-sprinkled gown doth shivering fold ; 

And one right mournful hangs her head. 
Complaining, " Woe is me ! I may not cut the thread. 

" All men of every birth, 

Yea, great ones of the earth. 
Kings and their councillors, have I drawn down ; 

But I am held of Thee, — 

Why dost Thou trouble me. 
To bring me up, dead King, that keep'st Thy 
crown ? 



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Yet for all courtiers hast but ten 
Lowly, unlettered, Galilean fishermen. 

" Olympian heights are bare 
Of whom men worshipped there. 
Immortal feet their snows may print no more ; 
Their stately powers below 
Lie desolate, nor know 
This thirty years Thessalian grove or shore ; 
But I am elder far than they ; — 
Where is the sentence writ that I must pass away ? 

" Art thou come up for this, 
Dark regent, awful Dis ? 
And hast thou moved the deep to mark our ending ? 
And stirred the dens beneath 
To see us eat of death. 
With all the scoffing heavens toward us bending ? 
Help ! powers of ill, see not us die ! " 
But neither demon dares, nor angel deigns, reply. 

Her sisters, fallen on sleep, 
Fade in the upper deep, 
And their grim lord sits on, in doleful trance ; 



236 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

Till her black veil she rends, 
And with her death-shriek bends 
Downward the terrors of her countenance ; 

Then, whelmed in night and no more seen. 
They leave the world a doubt if ever such have been. 

And the winged armies twain 

Their awful watch maintain ; 
They mark the earth at rest with her Great Dead. 

Behold, from Antres wide, 

Green Atlas heave his side ; 
His moving woods their scarlet clusters shed, 

The swathing coif his front that cools, 
And tawny lions lapping at his palm-edged pools. 



Then like a heap of snow. 

Lying where grasses grow. 
See glimmering, while the moony lustres creep, 

Mild-mannered Athens, dight 

In dewy marbles white. 
Among her goddesses and gods asleep ; 

And, swaying on a purple sea, 
The many moored galleys clustering at her quay. 



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Also, 'neath palm-trees' shade, 

Amid their camels laid, 
The pastoral tribes with all their flocks at rest ; 

Like to those old-world folk 

With whom two angels broke 
The bread of men at Abram's courteous 'quest. 

When, listening as they prophesied, 
His desert princess, being reproved, her laugh denied. 

Or from the Morians' land 

See worshipped Nilus bland, 
Taking the silver road he gave the world, 

To wet his ancient shrine 

With waters held divine, 
And touch his temple steps with wavelets curled, 

And hst, ere darkness change to gray, 
Old minstrel-throated Memnon chanting in the day. 

Moreover, Indian glades, 

Where kneel the sun-swart maids, 
On Gunga's flood their votive flowers to throw, 

And launch i' the sultry night 

Their burning cressets bright. 
Most like a fleet of stars that southing go. 



238 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

Till on her bosom prosperously 
She rioats them shining forth to sail the lulled sea. 

Nor bend they not their eyn 
Where the watch-fires shine, 
By shepherds fed, on hills of Bethlehem : 
They mark, in goodly wise, 
The city of David rise. 
The gates and towers of rare Jerusalem ; 
And hear the 'scaped Kedron fret, 
And night dews dropping from the leaves of Olivet. 

But now the setting moon 

To curtained lands must soon. 
In her obedient fashion, minister ; 

She first, as loath to go. 

Lets her last silver flow 
Upon her Master's seale'd sepulchre ; 

And trees that in the garden spread. 
She kisseth all for sake of His low-lyino- head. 

Then 'neath the rim goes down ; 
And night with darker frown 
Sinks on the fateful garden watched long ; 



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When some despairing eyes, 
Far in the murky skies, 
The unwished waking by their gloom foretell ; 
And blackness up the welkin swings. 
And drinks the mild elFulgence from celestial wings. 

Last, with amazed cry, 
The hosts asunder fly. 
Leaving an empty gulf of blackest hue ; 
Whence straightway shooteth down. 
By the Great Father thrown, 
A mighty angel, strong and dread to view ; 
And at his fall the rocks are rent. 
The waiting world doth quake with mortal tremble- 
ment ; 

The regions far and near 

Quail with a pause of fear. 
More terrible than aught since time began ; 

The winds, that dare not fleet, 

Drop at his awful feet. 
And in its bed wails the wide ocean ; 

The flower of dawn forbears to blow. 
And the oldest running river cannot skill to flow. 



240 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

At stand, by that dread place, 
He lifts his radiant face, 
And looks to heaven with reverent love and fear ; 
Then, while the welkin quakes. 
And muttering thunder breaks. 
And lightnings shoot and ominous meteors drear, 
And all the daunted earth doth moan. 
He from the doors of death rolls back the sealed 
stone. — 

— In regal quiet deep, 
Lo, One new waked from sleep ! 
Behold, He standeth in the rock-hewn door ! 
Thy children shall not die — 
Peace, peace, thy Lord is by ! 
He liveth ! — they shall live forevermore. 
Peace ! lo. He lifts a priestly hand. 
And blesseth all the sons of men in every land. 

Then, with great dread and wail, 
Fall down, like storms of hail, 
The legions of the lost in fearful wise ; 
And they whose blissful race 
Peoples the better place 



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Lift up their wings to cover their fair eyes, 
And through the waxing saffron brede, 
Till they are lost in light, recede, and yet recede. 

So while the fields are dim, 
And the red sun his rim 
First heaves, in token of his reign benign, 
All stars the most admired, 
Into their blue retired. 
Lie hid, — the faded moon forgets to shine, — 
And, hurrying down the sphery way. 
Night flies, and sweeps her shadow from the paths 
of day. 

But look ! the Saviour blest, 

Calm after solemn rest. 
Stands in the garden 'neath His olive-boughs ; 

The earliest smile of day 

Doth on His vesture play, 
And light the majesty of His still brows ; 

While angels hang with wings outspread, 
Holding the new-won crown above His saintly head. 



242 CONTRASTED SONGS. 



SONG OF MARGARET. 

Ay, I saw her, we have met, — 

Married eyes how sweet they be, — 
Are you happier, Margaret, 

Than you might have been with me ? 
Silence ! make no more ado ! 

Did she think I should forget ? 
Matters nothing, though I knew, 

Margaret, Margaret. 

Once those eyes, full sweet, fiill shy, 

Told a certain thing to mine ; 
What they told me I put by, 

O, so careless of the sign. 
Such an easy thing to take, 

And I did not want it then ; 
Fool ! I wish my heart would break. 

Scorn is hard on hearts of men. 

Scorn of self is bitter work, — 
Each of us has felt it now : 



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Bluest skies she counted mirk, 

Self-betrayed of eyes and brow ; 
As for me, I went my way, 

And a better man drew nigh. 
Fain to earn, with long essay, 

What the winner's hand threw by. 



What was born, and waxed, and yearned, 
Year to year its meaning told, 

I am come, — its deeps are learned, — 
Come, but there is naught to say, — 

Married eyes with mine have met. 
Silence ! O, I had my day, 

Margaret, Margaret. 



244 CONTRASTED SONGS. 



SONG OF THE GOING AWAY. 

" Old man, upon the green hillside, 
With yellow flowers besprinkled o'er, 

How long in silence wilt thou bide 
At this low stone door ? 

" I stoop : within 't is dark and still ; 

But shadowy paths methinks there be, 
And lead they far into the hill ? " 

" Traveller, come and see." 

" 'T is dark, 't is cold, and hung with gloom ; 

I care not now within to stay ; 
For thee and me is scarcely room, 

I will hence away." 

" Not so, not so, thou youthful guest, 
Thy foot shall issue forth no more : 

Behold the chamber of thy rest. 
And the closing door ! " 



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" O, have I 'scaped the whistling ball, 
And striven on smoky fields of fight, 

And scaled the 'leaguered city's wall 
In the dangerous night ; 

" And borne my life unharmed still 
Through foaming gulfs of yeasty spray. 

To yield it on a grassy hill 
At the noon of day ? " 

" Peace ! Say thy prayers, and go to sleep. 
Till some time, One my seal shall break. 

And deep shall answer unto deep, 
When He crieth, ' Awake ! ' " 



246 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

\ 

A LILY AND A LUTE. 

{Song of the uncommunicated Ideal.) 

I. 

I OPENED the eyes of my soul. 

And behold, 
A white river-lily : a lily awake, and aware — 
For she set her face upward — aware how in scarlet and 

gold 
A long wrinkled cloud, left behind of the wandering 
air, 
Lay over with fold upon fold, 
With fold upon fold. 

And the blushing sweet shame of the cloud made her 

also ashamed. 
The white river-lily, that suddenly knew she was fair ; 
And over the far-away mountains that no man hath 

named. 
And that no foot hath trod. 
Flung down out of heavenly places, there fell, as it 

were, 



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A rose-bloom, a token of love, tliat should make them 

endure. 
Withdrawn in snow silence forever, who keep them- 
selves pure, 
And look up to God. 

Then 1 said, " In rosy air. 
Cradled on thy reaches fair, 
While the blushing early ray 
Whitens into perfect day, 
River-lily, sweetest known, 
Art thou set for me alone ? 
Nay, but I will bear thee far. 
Where yon clustering steeples are, 
And the bells ring out o'erhead, 
And the stated prayers are said ; 
And the busy farmers pace. 
Trading in the market-place ; 
And the country lasses sit 
By their butter, praising it ; 
And the latest news is told, 
While the fruit and cream are sold 5 
And the friendly gossips greet, 
Up and down the sunny street. 



248 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

For," I said, "I have not met, 
White one, any folk as yet 
Who would send no blessing up, 
Looking on a face like thine ; 
For thou art as Joseph's cup. 
And by thee might they divine. 

" Nay ! but thou a spirit art ; 
Men shall take thee in the mart 
For the ghost of their best thought, 
Raised at noon, and near them brought 
Or the prayer they made last night. 
Set before them all in white." 

And I put out my rash hand. 
For I thought to draw to land 
The white lily. Was it fit 
Such a blossom should expand, 
Fair enough for a world's wonder, 
And no mortal gather it ? 
No. I strove, and it went under, 
And I drew, but it went down ; 
And the water-weeds' long tresses. 
And the overlapping cresses. 



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Sullied its admired crown. 
Then along the river strand, 
Trailing, wrecked, it came to land, 
Of its beauty half despoiled, 
And its snowy pureness soiled : 
O ! I took it in my hand, — 
You will never see it now, 
White and golden as it grew : 
No, I cannot show it you, 
Nor the cheerful town endow 
With the freshness of its brow. 

If a royal painter, great 
With the colors dedicate 
To a dove's neck, a sea-bight. 
And the flickerings over white 
Mountain summits far away, — 
One content to give his mind 
To the enrichment of mankind, 
And the laying up of light 
In men's houses, — on that day. 
Could have passed in kingly mood, 
Would he ever have endued 
Canvas with the peerless thing, 



250 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

In the grace that it did bring, 
And the light that o'er it flowed, 
With the pureness that it showed, 
And the pureness that it meant ? 
Could he skill to make it seen 
As he saw V For this, I ween, 
He were likewise impotent. 



I opened the doors of my heart. 

And behold, 
There was music within and a song. 
And echoes did feed on the sweetness, repeating it long. 
I opened the doors of my heart. And behold. 
There was music that played itself out in aeollan notes ; 
Then was heard, as a far-away bell at long intervals 
tolled, 
That murmurs and floats. 
And presently dieth, forgotten of forest and wold. 
And comes in all passion again and a tremblement soft, 

That maketh the listener full oft 
To whisper, " Ah ! would I might hear it forever and 
aye, 



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When I toil in the heat of the day, 
When I walk in the cold." 

T opened the door of my heart. And behold, 
There was music within, and a song. 
But while I was hearkening, lo, blackness without, thick 

and strong, 
Came up and came over, and all that sweet fluting was 
drowned, 
I could hear it no more ; 
For the welkin was moaning, the waters were stirred on 
the shore. 
And trees in the dark all around 
Were shaken. It thundered. " Hark, hark ! there is 

thunder to-night ! 
The sullen long wave rears her head, and comes down 

with a will ; 
The awful white tongues are let loose, and the stars are 

all dead ; — 
There is thunder ! it thunders ! and ladders of light 

Eun up. There is thunder ! " I said, 
" Loud thunder ! it thunders ! and up in the dark over- 
head, 
A down-pouring cloud, (there is thunder !) a down- 
pouring cloud 



252 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

Hails out her fierce message, and quivers the deep in its 

bed, 
And cowers the earth held at bay ; and they mutter 

aloud, 
And pause with an ominous tremble, till, great in their 

rage, 
The heavens and earth come together, and meet with a 

crash ; 
And the fight is so fell as if Time had come down with 

the flash, 
, And the story of life was all read. 
And the Giver had turned the last page. 

Now their bar the pent water-floods lash, 
And the forest trees give out their language austere 
with great age ; 
And there flieth o'er moor and o'er hill, 
And there heaveth at intervals wide. 
The long sob of nature's great passion, as loath to sub- 
side. 
Until quiet drop down on the tide, 
And mad Echo hath moaned herself still. 

Lo ! or ever I was 'ware. 
In the silence of the air, 



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Through my heart's wide-open door, 
Music floated forth once more, 
Floated to the world's dark rim, 
And looked over with a hymn ; 
Then came home with flutings fine, 
And discoursed in tones divine 
Of a certain grief of mine ; 
And went downward and went in, 
Glimpses of my soul to win. 
And discovered such a deep 
That I could not choose but weep. 
For it lay, a land-locked sea. 
Fathomless and dim to me. 

O the song ! it came and went, 
Went and came. 

I have not learned 
Half the lore whereto it yearned, 
Half the magic that it meant. 
Water booming in a cave ; 
Or the swell of some long wave, 
Setting in from unrevealed 
Countries ; or a foreign tongue, 
Sweetly talked and deftly sung, 



254 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

While the meaning is half sealed ; 
May be like it. You have heard 
Also ; — can you find a word 
For the namino; of such song ? 
No ; a name would do it wrong. 
You have heard it in the night, 
In the dropping rain's despite, 
In the midnight darkness deep. 
When the children were asleep, 
And the wife — no, let that be ; 
She asleep ! She knows right well 
"What the song to you and me. 
While we breathe, can never tell *, 
She hath heard its faultless flow. 
Where the roots of music grow. 

While I listened, like young birds. 
Hints were fluttering ; almost words — 
Leaned and leaned, and nearer came ; • 
Everything had changed its name. 

Sorrow was a ship, I found, 
Wrecked with them that in her are. 
On an island richer far 



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Than the port where they were bound. 
Fear was but the awful boom 
Of the old great bell of doom, 
Tolling, far from earthly air. 
For all worlds to go to prayer. 
Pain, that to us mortal clings, 
But the pushing of our wings, 
That we have no use for yet, 
And the uprooting of our feet 
From the soil where they are set. 
And the land we reckon sweet. 
Love in growth, the grand deceit 
Whereby men the perfect greet ; 
Love in wane, the blessing sent 
To be (howsoe'er it went) 
Nevermore with earth content. 

O, full sweet, and O, full high, 
Ran that music up the sky ; 
But I cannot sing it you, 
More than I can make you view* 
With my paintings labial, 
Sitting up in awful row, 
Whi-"^ c?l(I ni-^-n c^aaje^.icil, 



256 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

Mountains, in their gowns of snow, 
Ghosts of kings ; as my two eyes, 
Looking over speckled skies, 
See them now. About their knees. 
Half in haze, there stands at ease 
A great army of green hills, 
Some bareheaded ; and, behold. 
Small green mosses creep on some. 
Those be mighty forests old ; 
And white avalanches come 
Through yon rents, where now distils 
Sheeny silver, pouring down 
To a tune of old renown. 
Cutting narrow pathways through 
Gentian belts of airy blue. 
To a zone where starwort blows. 
And long reaches of the rose. 

So, that haze all left behind, 
Down the chestnut forests wind, ^ 
Past yon jagged spires, where yet 
Foot of man was never set ; 
Past a castle yawning wide, 
With a great breach in its side, 



CONTRASTED SONGS. 257 

To a nest-like valley, where, 
Like a sparrow's egg in hue, 
Lie two lakes, and teach the true 
Color of the sea-maid's hair. 

What beside ? The world beside 1 
Drawing down and down to greet 
Cottage clusters at our feet, — 
Every scent of summer tide, — 
Flowery pastures all aglow ; 
(Men and women mowing go 
Up and down them ;) also soft 
Floating of the film aloft. 
Fluttering of the leaves alow. 
Is this told ? It is not told. 
Where 's the danger ? where 's the cold 
Slippery danger up the steep ? 
Where yon shadow fallen asleep ? 
Chirping bird and tumbling spray, 
Light, work, laughter, scent of hay, 
Peace, and echo, where are they ? 

Ah, they sleep, sleep all untold ; 
Memory must their grace enfold 



258 CONTRASTED SONGS. 

Silently ; and that high song 
Of the heart, it doth belong 
To the hearers. Not a whit, 
Though a chief musician heard, 
Could he make a tune for it. 

Though a lute fell deftly strung, 
And the sweetest bird e'er- sung, 
Could have tried it, — O, the lute 
For that wondrous song were mute, 
And the bird would do her part. 
Falter, fail, and break her heart, — 
Break her heart, and furl her wings, 
On the unexpressive strings. 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

{0)1 the Advantages of the Poetical Temi^terament.) 

AN IMPERFECT FABLE WITH A DOUBTFUL MORAL. 

O HAPPY Gladys ! I rejoice with her, 
For Gladys saw the island. 

It was thus : 
They gave a day for pleasure in the school 
Where Gladys taught ; and all the other girls 
Were taken out to picnic in a wood. 
But it was said, " We think it were not well 
That little Gladys should acquire a taste 
For pleasure, going about, and needless change. 
It would not suit her station : discontent 
Might come of it ; and all her duties now 
She does so pleasantly, that we were best 
To keep her humble." So they said to her, 
*' Gladys, we shall not want you, all to-dayc 
Look, you are free ; you need not sit at work : 
No, you may take a long and pleasant walk 



260 GLADYS AND HEK ISLAND. 

Over the sea-cliff, or upon the beach 
Among the visitors." 

Then Gladys blushed 
For joy, and thanked them. What ! a holiday, 
A whole one, for herself ! How good, how kind ! 
With that, the marshalled carriages drove off; 
And Gladys, sobered with her weight of joy. 
Stole out beyond the groups upon the beach — 
The children with their wooden spades, the band 
That played for lovers, and the sunny stir 
Of cheerful life and leisure — to the rocks, 
For these she wanted most, and there was time 
To mark them ; how like ruined organs prone 
They lay, or leaned their giant fluted pipes. 
And let the great white-crested reckless wave 
Beat out their booming melody. 

The sea 
Was filled with light ; in clear blue caverns curled 
The breakers, and they ran, and seemed to romp, 
As playing at some rough and dangerous game, 
While all the nearer waves rushed in to help, 
And all the farther heaved their heads to peep, 
And tossed the fishing-boats. Then Gladys laughed, 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 261 

And said, " O happy tide, to be so lost 
In sunshine, that one dare not look at it ; 
And lucky cliffs, to be so brown and warm ; 
And yet how lucky are the shadows, too, 
That lurk beneath their ledges. It is strange, 
That in remembrance though I lay them up. 
They are forever, when I come to them. 
Better than I had thought. O, something yet 
I had forgotten. Oft I say, ' At least 
This picture is imprinted ; thus and thus, 
The sharpened serried jags run up, run out. 
Layer on layer.' And I look — up — up — 
High, higher up again, till far aloft 
They cut into their etther — brown, and clear, 
And perfect. And I, saying, ' This is mine, 
To keep,' retire ; but shortly come again. 
And they confound me with a glorious change. 
The low sun out of rain-clouds stares at them ; 
They redden, and their edges drip with — what ? 
I know not, but 't is red. It leaves no stain. 
For the next morning they stand up like ghosts 
In a sea-shroud, and fifty thousand mews . 
Sit there, in long white files, and chatter on, 
Like silly school-girls in their silliest mood. 



262 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

" There is the boulder where we always turn. 

O, I have longed to pass it ; now I will. 

What would THEY say ? for one must slip and spring ; 

' Young ladies ! Gladys ! I am shocked. My dears, 

Decorum, if you please : turn back at once. 

Gladys, we blame you most; you should have looked 

Before you.' Then they sigh — how kind they are ! — 

' What will become of you, if all your life 

You look a long way off? — look anywhere, 

And everywhere, instead of at your feet. 

And where they carry you ! ' Ah, well, I know 

It is a pity," Gladys said ; " but then 

We cannot all be wise : happy for me 

That other people are. 

And yet I wish — 
For sometimes very right and serious thoughts 
Come to me — I do wish that they would come 
When they are wanted ! — when I teach the sums 
On rainy days, and when the practising 
I count to, and the din goes on and on. 
Still the same tune and still the same mistake, 
Then I am wise enough : sometimes I feel 
Quite old. I think that it will last, and say, 
' Now my reflections do me credit ! now 



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I am a woman ! ' and I wish they knew 

How serious all my duties look to me. 

And how my heart hushed down and shaded lies, 

Just like the sea when low, convenient clouds, 

Come over, and drink all its sparkles up. 

But does it last ? Perhaps, that very day. 

The front door opens : out we walk in pairs ; 

And I am so delighted with this world. 

That suddenly has grown, being new washed, 

To such a smiling, clean, and thankful world, 

And with a tender face shining through tears, 

Looks up into the sometime lowering sky, • 

That has been angry, but is reconciled, 

And just forgiving her, that I — that I — 

O, I forget myself: what matters how ! 

And then I hear (but always kindly said) 

Some words that pain me so — but just, but true : 

' For if your place in this establishment 

Be but subordinate, ancl if your birth 

Be lowly, it the more behooves — Well, well, 

No more. We see that you are sorry.' Yes ! 

I am always sorry then ; but now — O, now, 

Here is a bight more beautiful than all." 



264 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

" And did they scold her, then, my pretty one ? 
And did she want to be as wise as they, — 
To bear a bucklered heart and priggish mind ? 
Ay, you may crow ; she did ! but no, no, no. 
The night-time will not let her ; all the stars 
Say nay to that ; the old sea laughs at her. 
Why, Gladys is a child ; she has not skill 
To shut herself within her own small cell, 
And build the door up, and to say, ' Poor me ! 
I am a prisoner ' ; then to take hewn stones, 
And, having built the windows up, to say, 
' O, it is dark ! there is no sunshine here ; 
There never has been.' " 

Strange ! how very strange ! 
A woman passing Gladys with a babe. 
To whom she spoke these words, and only looked 
Upon the babe, who crowed and pulled her curls, 
And never looked at Gladys, never once. 
" A simple child," she added, and* went by, 
" To want to change her greater for their less ; 
But Gladys shall not do it, no, not she ; 
We love her — don't we ? — far too well for that. '* 

Then Gladys, flushed with shame and keen surprise, 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 265 

" How could she be so near, and I not know ? 

And have I spoken out my thought aloud ? 

I must have done, forgetting. It is well 

She walks so fast, for I am hungry now, 

And here is water cantering down the cliff, 

And here a shell to catch it with, and here 

The round plump buns they gave me, and the fruit. 

Now she is gone behind the rock. O, rare 

To be alone ! " So Gladys sat her down, 

Unpacked her little basket, ate and drank. 

Then pushed her hands into the warm dry sand. 

And thought the earth was happy, and she too 

Was going round with it in happiness. 

That holiday. " What was it that she said ? " 

Quoth Gladys, cogitating ; " they were kind, 

The words that woman spoke. She does not know ! 

' Her greater for their less,' — it makes me laugh, — 

But yet," sighed Gladys, " though it must be good 

To look and to admire, one should not wish 

To steal their virtues, and to put them on. 

Like feathers from another wing ; beside. 

That calm, and that grave consciousness of worth. 

When all is said, would little suit with me, 

Who am not worthy. When our thoughts are born, 



266 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

Though they be good and humble, one should mind 
How they are reared, or some will go astray 
And shame their mother. Cain and Abel both 
Were only once removed from innocence. 
Why did I envy them ? That was not good ; 
Yet it began with my humility." 

But as she spake, lo, Gladys raised her eyes, 
And right before her, on the horizon's edge, 
Behold, an island ! First, she looked away 
Along the solid rocks and steadfast shore, 
For she was all amazed, believing not. 
And then she looked again, and there again 
Behold, an island ! And the tide had turned, 
The milky sea had got a purple rim, 
And from the rim that mountain island rose, 
Purple, with two high peaks, the northern peak 
The higher, and with fell and precipice. 
It ran down steeply to the water's brink ; 
But all the southern line was long and soft, 
Broken with tender curves, and, as she thought, 
Covered with forest or with sward. But, look ! 
The sun was on the island ; and he showed 
On either peak a dazzling cap of snow. 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 267 

Then Gladys held her breath ; she said, " Indeed, 

Indeed it is an island : how is this, 

I never saw it till this fortunate 

Rare holiday ? " And while she strained her eyes, 

She thought that it began to fade ; but not 

To change as clouds do, only to withdraw 

And melt into its azure ; and at last. 

Little by little, from her hungry heart. 

That longed to draw things marvellous to itself, 

And yearned towards the riches and the great 

Abundance of the beauty God hath made. 

It passed away. Tears started in her eyes, 

And when they dropt, the mountain isle was gone ; 

The careless sea had quite forgotten it, 

And all was even as it had been before. 

And Gladys wept, but there was luxury 

In her self-pity, while she softly sobbed, 

" O, what a little while ! I am afraid 

I shall forget that purple mountain isle. 

The lovely hollows atween her snow-clad peaks, 

The grace of her upheaval where she lay 

Well up against the open. O my heart, 

Now I remember how this holiday 



268 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

Will soon be done, and now my life goes on 

Not fed ; and only in the noonday walk 

Let to look silently at what it wants^ 

Without the power to wait or pause awhile, 

And understand and draw within itself 

The richness of the earth. A holiday ! 

How few I have ! I spend the silent time 

At work, while all their pupils are gone home, 

And feel myself remote. They shine apart ; 

They are great planets, I a little orb ; 

My little orbit far within their own 

Turns, and approaches not. But yet, the more 

1 am alone when those I teach return ; 

For they, as planets of some other sun. 

Not mine, have paths that can but meet my ring 

Once in a cycle. O, how poor I am ! 

I have not got laid up in this blank heart 

Any indulgent kisses given me 

Because I had been good, or, yet more sweet, 

Because my childhood was itself a good 

Attractive thing for kisses, tender praise, 

And comforting. An orphan-school at best 

Is a cold mother in the winter time, 

('T was mostly winter when new orphans came,) 

An unregardful mother in the spring. 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 269 

" Yet once a year (I did mine wrong) we went 
To gather cowslips. How we thought on it 
Beforehand, pacing, pacing the dull street, 
To that one tree, the only one we saw 
From April, — if the cowslips were in bloom 
So early ; or, if not, from opening May 
Even to September. Then there came the feast 
At Epping. If it rained that day, it rained 
For a whole year to us ; we could not think 
Of fields and hawthorn hedges, and the leaves 
Fluttering, but still it rained, and ever rained. 

" Ah, well, but I am here ; but I have seen 
The gay gorse bushes in their flowering time ; 
I know the scent of bean-fields ; I have heard 
The satisfying murmur of the main." 

The woman I she came round the rock again 

With her fair baby, and she sat her down 

By Gladys, murmuring, " Who forbade the grass 

To grow by visitations of the dew ? 

Who said in ancient time to the desert pool, 

' Thou shalt not wait for angel visitors 

To trouble thy still water ' ? Must we bide 



270 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

At home ? The lore, beloved, shall % to us 

On a pair of sumptuous wings. Or may we breathe 

Without ? O, we shall draw to us the air 

That times and mystery feed on. This shall lay 

Unchidden hands upon the heart o' the world, 

And feel it beating. Rivers shall run on, 

Full of sweet language as a lover's mouth, 

Delivering of a tune to make her youth 

More beautiful than wheat when it is green. 

" What else V — (O, none shall envy her ! ) The rain 

And the wild weather will be most her own. 

And talk with her o' nights ; and if the winds 

Have seen aught wondrous, they will tell it her 

In a mouthful of strange moans, — will bring from far, 

Her ears being keen, the lowing and the mad. 

Masterful tramping of the bison herds, 

Tearing down headlong with their bloodshot eyes, 

In savage rifts of hair ; the crack and creak 

Of ice-floes in the frozen sea, the cry 

Of the white bears, all in a dim blue world 

Mumbling their meals by twilight ; or the rock 

And majesty of motion, when their heads 

Primeval trees toss in a sunny storm, 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 271 

And hail their nuts down on unweeded fields. 
No holidays," quoth she ; " drop, drop, O, drop, 
Thou tired skylark, and go up no more ; 
You lime-trees, cover not your head with bees, 
Nor give out your good smell. She will not look ; 
No, Gladys cannot draw your sweetness in, 
For lack of holidays." So Gladys thought, 
" A most strange woman, and she talks of me." 
With that a girl ran up : " Mother," she said, 
" Come out of this brown bight, I pray you now, 
It smells of fairies." Gladys thereon thought, 
" The mother will not speak to me, perhaps 
The daughter may," and asked her courteously, 
" What do the fairies smell of ? " But the girl 
With peevish pout replied, " You know, you know." 
" Not I," said Gladys ; then she answered her, 
" Something like buttercups. But, mother, come, 
And whisper up a porpoise from the foam, 
Because I want to ride." 

Full slowly, then. 
The mother rose, and ever kept her eyes 
Upon her little child. " You freakish maid," 
Said she, " now mark me, if I call you one. 
You shall not scold nor make him take you far." 



272 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

" I only want — you know I only want," 
The girl replied — " to go and play awhile 
Upon the sand by Lagos." Then she turned 
And muttered low, " Mother, is this the girl 
Who saw the island ? " But the mother frowned. 
" When may she go to it ? " the daughter asked. 
And Gladys, following them, gave all her mind 
To hear the answer. " When she wills to go ; 
For yonder comes to shore the ferry-boat." 
Then Gladys turned to look, and even so 
It was ; a ferry-boat, and far away 
Reared in the offing, lo, the purple peaks 
Of her loved island. 

Then she raised her arms, 
And ran toward the boat, crying out, " O rare, 
The island ! fair befall the island ; let 
Me reach the island." And she sprang on board, 
And after her stepped in the freakish maid 
And the fair mother, brooding o 'er her child ; 
And this one took the helm, and that let go 
The sail, and off they flew, and furrowed up 
A flaky hill before, and left behind 
A sobbing snake-like tail of creamy foam ; 
And dancing hither, thither, sometimes shot 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 273 

Toward the island ; then, when Gladys looked, 

Were leaving it to leeward. And the maid 

Whistled a wind to come and rock the craft. 

And would be leaning down her head to mew 

At cat-fish, then lift out into her lap 

And dandle baby-seals, which, having kissed, 

She flung to their sleek mothers, till her own 

Rebuked her in good English, after cried, 

" Luff, luff, we shall be swamped." " I will not luff," 

Sobbed the fair mischief; " you are cross to me." 

" For shame ! " the mother shrieked ; " luff, luff, my dear ; 

Kiss and be friends, and thou shalt have the fish 

With the curly tail to ride on." So she did, 

And presently, a dolphin bouncing up. 

She sprang upon his slippery back, — " Farewell," 

She laughed, was off, and all the sea grew calm. 

Then Gladys was much happier, and was 'ware 
In the smooth weather that this woman talked 
Like one in sleep, and murmured certain thoughts 
Which seemed to be like echoes of her own. 
She nodded, " Yes, the girl is going now 
To her own island. Gladys poor ? Not she ! 
Who thinks so ? Once I met a man in white, 



274 GLADYS AND HER I'iLAND. 

Who said to me, ' The thing that might have been 

Is called, and questioned why it hath not been ; 

And can it give good reason, it is set 

Beside the actual, and reckoned in 

To fill the empty gaps of life.' Ah, so 

The possible stands by us ever fresh. 

Fairer than aught which any life hath owned, 

And makes divine amends. Now this was set 

Apart from kin, and not ordained a home ; 

An equal ; — and not suffered to fence in 

A little plot of earthly good, and say, 

'T is mine ; but in bereavement of the part, 

O, yet to taste the whole, — to understand 

The grandeur of the story, not to feel 

Satiate with good possessed, but evermore 

A healthful hunger for the great idea, 

The beauty and the blessedness of life." 

" Lo, now, the shadow ! " quoth she, breaking off, 
" We are in the shadow." Then did Gladys turn, 
And, O, the mountain with the purple peaks 
Was close at hand. It cast a shadow out. 
And they were in it : and she saw the snow, 
And under that the rocks, and under that 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 275 

The pines, and then the pasturage ; and saw 
Numerous dips, and undulations rare, 
Running down seaward, all astir with lithe 
Long canes, and lofty feathers ; for the palms 
And spice-trees of the south, nay, every growth. 
Meets in that island. 

So that woman ran 
The boat ashore, and Gladys set her foot 
Thereon. Then all at once much laughter rose •, 
Invisible folk set up exultant shouts, 
" It all belongs to Gladys " ; and she ran 
And hid herself among the nearest trees 
And panted, shedding tears. 

So she looked rountl. 
And saw that she was in a banyan grove, 
Full of wild peacocks, — pecking on the grass, 
A flickering mass of eyes, blue, green, and gold, 
Or reaching out their jewelled necks, where high 
They sat in rows along the boughs. No tree 
Cumbered with creepers let the sunshine through. 
But it was caught in scarlet cups, and poured 
From these on amber tufts of bloom, and dropped 
Lower on azure stars. The air was still, 
As if awaiting somewhat, or asleep. 



276 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

And Gladys was the only thing that moved, 

Excepting — no, they were not birds — what then ? 

Glorified rainbows with a living soul ? 

While they passed through a sunbeam they were seen, 

Not otherwhere, but they were present yet 

In shade. They were at work, pomegranate fruit 

That lay about removing, — purple grapes, 

That clustered in the path, clearing aside. 

Through a small spot of light would pass and go 

The glorious happy mouth and two fair eyes 

Of somewhat that made rustlings where it went ; 

But when a beam would strike the ground sheer down. 

Behold them ! they had wings, and they would pass 

One after other with the sheeny fans. 

Bearing them slowly, that their hues were seen, 

Tender as russet crimson dropt on snows. 

Or where they turned flashing with gold and dashed 

With purple glooms. And they had feet, but these 

Did barely touch the ground. And they took heed 

Not to disturb the waiting quietness ; 

Nor rouse up fawns, that slept beside their dams ; 

Nor the fair leopard, with her sleek paws laid 

Across her little drowsy cubs ; nor swans. 

That, floating, slept upon a glassy pool ; 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 277 

Nor rosy cranes, all slumbering in the reeds, 

With heads beneath their wings. For this, you know, 

Was Eden. She was passing through the trees 

That made a ring about it, and she caught 

A glimpse of glades beyond. All she had seen 

Was nothing to them ; but words are not made 

To tell that tale. No wind was let to blow, 

And all the doves were bidden to hold their peace. 

Why ? One was working in a valley near. 

And none might look that way. It was understood 

That He had nearly ended that His work ; 

For two shapes met, and one to other spake, 

Accosting him with, " Prince, what worketh He ? " 

Who whispered, " Lo ! He fashioneth red clay." 

And all at once a little trembling stir 

Was felt in the earth, and every creature woke, 

And laid its head down, listening. It was known 

Then that the work was done ; the new-made king 

Had risen, and set his feet upon his realm. 

And it acknowledged him. 

But in her path 
Came some one that withstood her, and he said, 
" What doest thou here ? " Then she did turn and flee, 
Among those colored spirits, through the grove. 



278 GLADYS AXD HER ISLAND. 

Trembling for haste ; it was not well with her 
Till she came forth of those thick banyan trees, 
And set her feet upon the common grass, 
And felt the common wind. 

Yet once beyond. 
She could not choose but cast a backward glance. 
The lovely matted growth stood like a wall, 
And means of entering were not evident, — 
The gap had closed. But Gladys laughed for joy ; 
She said, " Remoteness and a multitude 
Of years are counted nothing here. Behold, 
To-day I have been in Eden. O, it blooms 
In my own island." 

And she wandered on, 
Thinking, until she reached a place of palms. 
And all the earth was sandy where she walked, — 
Sandy and dry, — strewed with papyrus-leaves, 
Old idols, rings and pottery, painted lids 
Of mummies (for perhaps it was the way 
That leads to dead old Egypt), and withal 
Excellent sunshine cut out sharp and clear 
The hot prone pillars, and the carven plinths, — 
Stone lotos cups, with petals dipped in sand, 
And wicked gods, and sphinxes bland, who sat 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 279 

Aiid smiled upon the ruin. O, how still ! 
Hot, blank, illuminated with the clear 
Stare of an unveiled sky. The dry stiff leaves 
Of palm-trees never rustled, and the soul 
Of that dead ancientry was itself dead. 
She was above her ankles in the sand, 
When she beheld a rocky road, and, lo ! 
It bare in it the ruts of chariot wheels, 
Which erst had carried to their pagan prayers 
The brown old Pharaohs ; for the ruts led on 
To a great cliff, that either was a cliff 
Or some dread shrine in ruins, — partly reared 
In front of that same chff, and partly hewn 
Or excavate within its heart. Great heaps 
Of sand and stones on either side there lay; 
And, as the girl drew on, rose out from each, 
As from a ghostly kennel, gods unblest. 
Dog-headed, and behind them winged things 
Like angels ; and this carven multitude 
Hedged in, to right and left, the rocky road. 
At last, the cliff, — and in the cliff a doop 
Yawning : and she looked in, as down the throat 
Of some stupendous giant, and beheld 
No floor, but wide, worn flights of steps, that led 



280 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

Into a dimness. When tlie eyes could bear 
That change to gloom, she saw, flight after flight, 
Flight after flight, the worn, long stair go down, 
Smooth with the feet of nations dead and gone. 
So she did enter ; also she went down 
Till it was dark, and yet again went down, 
Till, gazing upward at that yawning door. 
It seemed no larger, In Its height remote. 
Than a pin's head. But while, irresolute. 
She doubted of the end, yet farther down 
A slender ray of lamplight fell away 
Along the stair, as from a door ajar: 
To this again she felt her way, and stepped 
Adown the hollow stair, and reached the light ; 
But fear fell on her, fear ; and she forbore 
Entrance, and listened. Ay ! 't was even so, — 
A sigh ; the breathing as of one who slept 
And was disturbed. So she drew back awhile. 
And trembled ; then her doubting hand she laid 
Against the door, and pushed it; but the light 
Waned, faded, sank ; and as she came within — 
Hark, hark ! A spirit was it, and asleep ? 
A spirit doth not breathe like clay. There hung 
A cresset from the roof, and thence appeared 



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A flickering speck of light, and disappeared ; 
Then dropped along the floor its elfish flakes, 
That fell on some one resting, in the gloom, — 
Somewhat, a spectral shadow, then a shape 
That loomed. It was a heifer, ay, and white, 
Breathing and languid through prolonged repose. 

Was it a heifer ? all the marble floor 
Was milk-white also, and the cresset paled, 
And straight their whiteness grew confused and mixed. 

But when the cresset, taking heart, bloomed out — 
The whiteness — and asleep again ! but now 
It was a woman, robed, and with a face 
Lovely and dim. And Gladys while she gazed 
Murmured, " O terrible ! I am afraid 
To breathe among these intermittent lives, 
That fluctuate in mystic solitude, 
And change and fade. Lo ! where the goddess sits 
Dreaming on her dim throne ; a crescent moon 
She wears upon her forehead. Ah ! her frown 
Is mournful, and her slumber is not sweet. 
What dost thou hold, Isis, to thy cold breast ? 
A baby god with finger on his lips, 



282 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

Asleep, and dreaming of departed sway ? 
Thy son. Hush, hush ; he knoweth all the lore 
And sorcery of old Egypt ; but his mouth 
He shuts ; the secret shall be lost with him, 
He will not tell." 

The woman coming down ! 
»• Child, what art doing here ? " the woman said ; 
" What wilt thou of Dame Isis and her bairn ? " 
(Ay, ay, v)e see thee hreatliing in thy shroud, — 
Thy pretty shroud, all frilled and fu7-belowed.) 
The air is dim with dust of spiced bones. 
I mark a crypt down there. Tier upon tier 
Of painted coffers fills it. What if we, 
Passing, should slip, and crash into their midst, — 
Break the frail ancientry, and smothered lie. 
Tumbled among the ribs of queens and kings. 
And all the gear they took to bed with them ! 
Horrible ! let us hence. 

And Gladys said, 
" O, they are rough to mount, those stairs " ; but she 
Took her and laughed, and up the mighty flight 
Shot like a meteor with her. " There," said she ; 
" The light is sweet when one has smelled of graves, 
Down in unholy heathen gloom ; farewell." 



(GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 283 

She pointed to a gateway, strong and high, 

Reared of hewn stones ; but, look ! in lieu of gate, 

There was a glittering cobweb drawn across, 

And on the lintel there were writ these words : 

" Ho, every one that cometh, I divide 

What hath been from what might be, and the line 

Hangeth before thee as a spider's web ; 

Yet, wouldst thou enter, thou must break the line , 

Or else forbear the hill." 

The maiden said, 
" So, cobweb, I will break thee." And she passed 
Among some oak-trees on the farther side. 
And waded through the bracken round their bolls, 
Until she saw the open, and drew on 
Toward the edge o' the wood, where it was mixed 
With pines and heathery places wild and fresh. 
Here she put up a creature, that ran on 
Before her, crying, "• Tint, tint, tint," and turned, 
Sat up, and stared at her with elfish eyes. 
Jabbering of gramarye, one Michael Scott, 
The wizard that wonned somewhere underground. 
With other talk enough to make one fear 
To walk in lonely places. After passed 
A man-at-arms, William of Deloraine ; 



284 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

He shook his head, " An' if I list to tell," 

Quoth he, " I know, but how it matters not " ; 

Then crossed himself, and muttered of a clap 

Of thunder, and a shape in Amice gray, 

But still it mouthed at him, and whimpered, " Tint, 

Tint, tint." " There shall be wild work some day soon,' 

Quoth he, " thou limb of darkness : he will come. 

Thy master, push a hand up, catch thee, imp, 

And so good Christians shall have peace, perdie." 

Then Gladys was so frightened, that she ran, 

And got away, towards a grassy down, 

Where sheep and lambs were feeding, with a boy 

To tend them. 'T was the boy who wears that herb 

Called heart's-ease in his bosom, and he sang 

So sweetly to his flock, that she stole on 

Nearer to listen. " O Content, Content, 

Give me," sang he, " thy tender company. 

I feed my flock among the myrtles ; all 

My lambs are twins, and they have laid them down 

Along the slopes of Beulah. Come, fair love, 

From the other side the river, where their harps 

Thou hast been helping them to tune. O come, 

And pitch thy tent by mine ; let me behold 



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Thy mouth, — that even in slumber talks of peace, — 
Thy well-set locks, and dove-like countenance." 

And Gladys hearkened, couched upon the grass, 

Till she had rested ; then did ask the boy. 

For it was afternoon, and she was fain 

To reach the shore, " Which is the path, I pray, 

That leads one to the water ? " But he said, 

" Dear lass, I only know the narrow way, 

The path that leads one to the golden gate 

Across the river." So she wandered on ; 

And presently her feet grew cool, the grass 

Standing so high, and thyme being thick and soft. 

The air was full of voices, and the scent 

Of mountain blossom loaded all its wafts ; 

For she was on the slopes of a goodly mount. 

And reared in such a sort that it looked down 

Into the deepest valleys, darkest glades. 

And richest plains o' the island. It was set 

Midway between the snows majestical 

And a wide level, such as men would choose 

For growing wheat ; and some one said to her, 

" It is the hill Parnassus." So she walked 

Yet on its lower slope, and she could hear 



286 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

The calling of an unseen multitude 
To some upon the mountain, " Give us more " ; 
And others said, " We are tired of this old world : 
Make it look new again." Then there were some 
Who answered lovingly — (the dead yet speak 
From that high mountain, as the living do) ; 
But others sang desponding, " We have kept 
The vision for a chosen few : we love 
Fit audience better than a rough huzza 
From the unreasoning crowd." 

Then words came up ; 
" There was a time, you poets, was a time 
When all the poetry was ours, and made 
By some who climbed the mountain fi'om our midst, 
We loved it then, we sang it in our streets. 
O, it grows obsolete ! Be you as they : 
Our heroes die and drop away from us ; 
Oblivion folds them 'neath her dusky wing, 
Fair copies wasted to the hungering world. 
Save them. We fall so low for lack of them, 
That many of us think scorn of honest trade. 
And take no pride in our own shops ; who care 
Only to quit a calling, will not make 
The calling what it might be : who despise 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 287 

Their work, Fate laughs at, and doth let the work 
Dull, and degrade them." 

Then did Gladys smile -. 
" Heroes ! " quoth she ; " yet, now I think on it, 
There was the jolly goldsmith, brave Sir Hugh, 
Certes, a hero ready-made. Methinks 
I see him burnishing of golden gear. 
Tankard and charger, and a-muttering low, 
' London is thirsty ' — (then he weighs a chain) : 
' 'T is an ill thing, my masters. I would give 
The worth of this, and many such as this. 
To bring it water.' 

Ay, and after him 
There came up Guy of London, lettered son 
O' the honest lighterman. I '11 think on him. 
Leaning upon the bridge on summer eves. 
After his shop was closed : a still, grave man. 
With melancholy eyes. ' While these are hale,' 
He saith, when he looks down and marks the crowd 
Cheerily working ; where the river marge 
Is blocked with ships and boats ; and all the wharves 
Swarm, and the cranes swing in with merchandise, — 
' While these are hale, 't is well, 't is very well. 
But, O good Lord,' saith he, * when these are sick, — 



288 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

I fear me, Lord, this excellent workmanship 
Of Thine is counted for a cumbrance then. 
Ay, ay, my hearties ! many a man of you. 
Struck down, or maimed, or fevered, shrinks away, 
And, mastered in that fight for lack of aid. 
Creeps shivering to a corner, and there dies.' 
Well we have heard the rest. 

Ah, next I think 
Upon the merchant captain, stout of heart 
To dare and to endure. ' Robert,' saith he, 
(The navigator Knox to his manful son,) 
' I sit a captive from the ship detained ; 
This heathenry doth let thee visit her. 
Remember, son, if thou, alas ! shouldst fail 
To ransom thy poor father, they are free 
As yet, the mariners ; have wives at home. 
As I have ; ay, and liberty is sweet 
To all men. For the ship, she is not ours. 
Therefore, 'beseech thee, son, lay on the mate 
This my command, to leave me, and set sail. 
As for thyself — ' ' Good father,' saith the son ; 
' I will not, father, ask your blessing now, 
Because, for fair, or else for evil, fate. 
We two shall meet again.' And so they did. 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 289 

The dusky men, peeling off cinnamon, 

And beating nutmeg clusters from the tree, 

Ransom and bribe contemned. The good ship sailed, — 

The son returned to share his father's cell. 

" O, there are many such. Would I had wit 

Their worth to sing ! " With that, she turned her feet. 

" I am tired now," said Gladys, " of their talk 

Around this hill Parnassus." And, behold, 

A piteous sight, — an old, blind, graybeard king 

Led by a fool with bells. Now this was loved 

Of the crowd below the hill ; and when he called 

For his lost kingdom, and bewailed his age. 

And plained on his unkind daughters, they were known 

To say, that if the best of gold and gear 

Could have bought him back his kingdom, and made 

kind 
The hard hearts which had broken his erewhile, 
They would have gladly paid it from their store. 
Many times over. What is done is done. 
No help. The ruined majesty passed on. 
And, look you ! one who met her as she walked 
Showed her a mountain nymph lovely as light. 
Her name (Enone ; and she mourned and mourned. 



290 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

" O Mother Ida," and she could not cease 
No, nor be comforted. 

And after this, 
Soon there came by, arrayed in Norman cap 
And kirtle, an Arcadian villager. 
Who said, " I pray you, have you chanced to meet 
One Gabriel ? " and she sighed ; but Gladys took 
And kissed her hand : she could not answer her, 
Because she guessed the end. 

With that it drew 
To evening ; and as Gladys wandered on 
In the calm weather, she beheld the wave. 
And she ran down to set her feet again 
On the sea-margin, which was covered thick 
With white shell-skeletons. The sky was red 
As wine. The water played among bare ribs 
Of many wrecks, that lay half-buried there 
In the sand. She saw a cave, and moved thereto 
To ask her way, and one so innocent 
Came out to meet her, that, with marvelling mute. 
She gazed and gazed into her sea-blue eyes. 
For in them beamed the untaught ecstasy 
Of childhood, that lives on though youth be come, 
And love ju9t born. 



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She could not choose but name her shipwrecked prince, 

All blushing. She told Gladys many things 

That are not in the story, — things, in sooth, 

That Prosper© her father knew. But r^w 

'T was evening, and the sun dropped ; purple stripes 

In the sea were copied from some clouds that lay 

Out in the west. And lo ! the boat, and more. 

The freakish thing to take fair Gladys home 

She mowed at her, but Gladys took the helm : 

" Peace, Peace ! " she said ; " be good : you shall not 

steer. 
For I am your liege lady." Then she sang 
The sweetest songs she knew all the way home. 

So Gladys set her feet upon the sand ; 
While in the sunset glory died away 
The peaks of that blest island. 

" Fare you well, 
My country, my own kingdom," then she said, 
" Till I go visit you again, farewell." 

She looked toward their house with whom she dwelt, — 
The carriages were coming. Hastening up, 
She was in time to meet them at the door, 



292 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

And lead the sleepy little ones within ; 

And some were cross and shivered, and her dames 

Were weary and right hard to please ; but she 

Felt like a beggar suddenly endowed 

With a warm cloak to 'fend her from the cold. 

" For, come what will," she said, " I had to-day 

There is an island." 

Tlie Moral 

What is the moral ? Let us think awhile, 
Taking the editorial We to help. 
It sounds respectable. 

The moral ; yes, 
We always read, when any fable ends, 
" Hence we may learn." A moral must be found. 
What do you think of this : " Hence we may learn 
That dolphins swim about the coast of Wales, 
And Admiralty maps should now be drawn 
By teacher-girls, because their sight is keen, 
And they can spy out islands." Will that do ? 
No, that is far too plain — too evident. 

Perhaps a general moralizing vein — 

(We know we have a happy knack that way. 



GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 293 

We have observed, moreover, that young men 
Are fond of good advice, and so are girls ; 
Especially of that meandering kind 
Which, winding on so sweetly, treats of all 
They ought to be and do and think and wear, 
As one may say, from creeds to comforters. 
Indeed, we much prefer that sort ourselves, 
So soothing). Good, a moralizing vein : 
That is the thing ; but how to manage it ? 
" Hence we may learn" if we be so inclined, 
That life goes best with those who take it best ; 
That wit can spin from work a golden robe 
To queen it in ; that who can paint at will 
A private picture-gallery, should not cry 
For shillings that will let him in to look 
At some by others painted. Furthermore, 
Hence we may learn, you poets — (and we count 
For poets all who ever felt that such 
They toere, and all who secretly have known 
That such they could be ; ay, moreover, all 
Who wind the robes of ideality 
About the bareness of their lives, and hang 
Comforting curtains, knit of fancy's yarn, 
Nightly betwixt them and the frosty world) — 



294 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

Hence we may learn, you poets, that of all 
We should be most content. The earth is given 
To us : we reign by virtue of a sense 
Which lets us hear the rhythm of that old verse, 
The ring of that old tune whereto she spins. 
Humanity is given to us : we reign 
By virtue of a sense which lets us in 
To know its troubles ere they have been told, 
And take them home and lull them into rest 
With mournfullest music. Time is given to us, — 
Time past, time future. Who, good sooth, beside 
Have seen it well, have walked this empty world 
When she went steaming, and from pulpy hills 
Have marked the spurting of their flamy crowns ? 

Have not we seen the tabernacle pitched. 
And peered between the linen curtains, blue, 
Purple, and scarlet, at the dimness there. 
And, frighted, have not dared to look again ? 
But, quaint antiquity ! beheld, we thought, 
A chest that might have held the manna pot. 
And Aaron's rod that budded. Ay, we leaned 
Over the edge of Britain, while the fleet 
Of Csesar loomed and neared ; then, afterwards. 



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We saw fair Venice looking at herself 

In the glass below her, while her Doge went forth 

In all his bravery to the wedding. 

This, 
However, counts for nothing to the grace 
We wot of in time future : — therefore add. 
And afterwards have done : '■^Hence we may learn" 
That though it be a grand and comely thing 
To be unhappy — (and we think it is. 
Because so many grand and clever folk 
Have found out reasons for unhappiness, 
And talked about uncomfortable things, — 
Low motives, bores, and shams, and hollowness, 
The hollowness o' the world, till we at last 
Have scarcely dared to jump or stamp, for fear, 
Being so hollow, it should break some day, 
And let us in) — yet, since we are not grand, 
O, not at all, and as for cleverness. 
That may be or may not be — it is well 
For us to be as happy as we can ! 

Agreed ; and with a word to the nobler sex. 
As thus ; we pray you carry not your guns 
On the full-cock ; we pray you set your pride 



296 GLADYS AND HER ISLAND. 

In its proper place, and never be ashamed 
Of any honest calling, — let us add, 
And end ; for all the rest, hold up your heads 
And mind your English. 



SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 



WEDLOCK. 

THE sun was streaming in : I woke, and said, 
" Where is my wife, that has been made my wife 
Only this year ? " The casement stood ajar : 
I did but lift my head : The pear-tree dropped. 
The great white pear-tree dropped with dew from leaves 
And blossom, under heavens of happy blue. 

My wife had wakened first, and had gone down 

Into the orchard. All the air was calm ; 

Audible humming filled it. At the roots 

Of peony bushes lay in rose-red heaps, 

Or snowy, fallen bloom. The crag-like hills 

Were tossing down their silver messengers. 

And two brown foreigners, called cuckoo-birds. 

Gave them good answer : all things else were mute ; 

An idle world lay listening to their talk. 

They had it to themselves. 



298 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

What ails my wife ? 
I know not if aught ails her ; though her step 
Tell of a conscious quiet, lest I wake. 
She moves atween the almond-boughs, and bends 
One thick with bloom to look on it. " O love ! 
A little while thou hast withdrawn thyself, 
At unaware to think thy thoughts alone : 
How sweet, and yet pathetic to my heart 
The reason. Ah ! thou art no more thine own. 
Mine, mine, O love ! Tears gather 'neath my lids, — 
Sorrowful tears for thy lost liberty. 
Because it was so sweet. Thy liberty, 
That yet, O love, thou wouldst not have again. 
No ; all is right. But who can give, or bless, 
Or take a blessing, but there comes withal 
Some pain ? " 

She walks beside the lily bed. 
And holds apart her gown ; she would not hurt 
The leaf-enfolded buds, that have not looked '' 
Yet on the daylight. O, thy locks are brown, — 
Fairest of colors ! — and a darker brown 
The beautiful, dear, veiled, modest eyes. 
A bloom as of blush-roses covers her 
Forehead, and throat, and cheek. Health breathes with 
her, 



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And graceful vigor. Fair and wondrous soul ! 
To think that thou art mine ! 

My wife came in, 
And moved into the chamber. As for me, 
I heard, but lay as one that nothing hears, 
And feigned to be asleep. 



The racing river leaped and sang 
Full blithely in the perfect weather. 

All round the mountain echoes rang. 
For blue and green were glad together. 

II. 

This rained out light from every part, 
And that with songs of joy was thrilling ; 

But, in the hollow of my heart. 

There ached a place that wanted filling. 

III. 
Before the road and river meet. 

And stepping-stones are wet and glisten, 
I heard a sound of laughter sweet. 

And paused to hke it, and to listen. 



300 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

IV. 

I heard the chanting waters flow, 

The cushat's note, the bee's low humming, - 
Then turned the hedge, and did not know — 

How could I ? — that my time was coming. 



A girl upon the nighest stone. 

Half doubtful of the deed, was standing, 
So far the shallow flood had flown 

Beyond the 'customed leap of landing. 

VI. 

She knew not any need of me, 
Yet me she waited all unweeting ; 

We thought not I had crossed the sea, 
And half the sphere to give her meeting. 

VII. 

I waded out, her eyes I met, 

I wished the moments had been hours ; 
I took her in my arms, and set 

Her dainty feet among the flowers. 



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Her fellow-maids in copse and lane, 

Ah ! still, methinks, I hear them calling ; 

The wind's soft whisper in the plain, 
The cushat's coo, the water's falling. 

IX. 

But now it is a year ago, 

But now possession crowns endeavor ; 
I took her in my heart, to grow 

And fill the hollow place forever. 



REGRET. 



O THAT word Regret ! 

There have been nights and morns when we have 

sighed, 
" Let us alone, Regret ! We are content 
To throw thee all our past, so thou wilt sleep 
For aye." But it is patient, and it wakes ; 
It hath not learned to cry itself to sleep. 
But plaineth on the bed that it is hard. 



302 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

We did amiss when we did wish it gone 
And over : sorrows humanize our race ; 
Tears are the showers that fertilize this world ; 
And memory of things precious keepeth warm 
The heart that once did hold them. 

They are poor 
That have lost nothing ; they are poorer far 
Who, losing, have forgotten ; they most poor 
Of all, who lose and wish they might forget. 
For life is one, and in its warp and woof 
There runs a thread of gold that glitters fair, 
And sometimes in the pattern shows most sweet 
Where there are sombre colors. It is true 
That we have wept. But O ! this thread of gold, 
We would not have it tarnish ; let us turn 
Oft and look back upon the wondrous web. 
And when it shineth sometimes we shall know 
That memory is possession. 

I. 

When I remember something which I had, 
But which is gone, and I must do without, 

I sometimes wonder how I can be glad, 
Even in cowslip time when hedges sprout ; 



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It makes me sigh to think on it, — but yet 

My days will not be better days, should I forget. 

II. 
When I remember something promised me, 

But which I never had, nor can have now, 
Because the promiser we no more see 

In countries that accord with mortal vow ; 
When I remember this, I mourn, — but yet 
My happier days are not the days when I forget. 



LAMENTATION. 

I READ upon that book, 
Which down the golden gulf doth let us look 
On the sweet days of pastoral majesty ; 
I read upon that book 
How, when the Shepherd Prince did flee 
(Red Esau's twin), he desolate took 
The stone for a pillow : then he fell on sleep. 
And lo ! there was a ladder. Lo ! there hunsc 



304 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

A ladder from the star-place, and it clung 

To the earth : it tied her so to heaven ; and O ! 

There fluttered wings ; 
Then were ascending and descending things 
That stepped to him where he lay low ; 
Then up the ladder would a-drifting go 
(This feathered brood of heaven), and show 
Small as white flakes in winter that are blown 
Together, underneath the great white throne. 



" Now, as for me, my dreams upon my bed 

Are not like Jacob's dream ; 
Yet I have got it in my life ; yes, I, 
And many more : it doth not us beseem, 

Therefore, to sigh. 
Is there not hung a ladder in our sky ? 
Yea ; and, moreover, all the way up on high 
Is thickly peopled with the prayers of men. 

We have no dream ! What then ? 
Like winged wayfarers the height they scale, 
(By Him that offers them they shall prevail) — 
The prayers of men. 
But where is found a prayer for me; 



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How should I pray ? 
My heart is sick, and full of strife. 
I heard one whisper with departing breath, 
' Suffer us not, for any pains of death, 

To fall from Thee.' 
But O, the pains of life ! the pains of life ! 

There is no comfort now, and naught to win, 
But yet — I will begin." 

I. 

" Preserve to me my wealth," I do not say. 

For that is wasted away ; 
And much of it was cankered ere it went. 
" Preserve to me my health," I cannot say, 

For that, upon a day. 
Went after other delights to banishment. 

II. 

What can I pray ? " Give me forgetfulness " V 

No, I would still possess 
Past away smiles, though present fronts be stern. 
" Give me again my kindred " ? Nay ; not so, 

Not idle prayers. We know 
They that have crossed the river cannot return. 



306 SONGS WITH PKELUDES. 

III. 

I do not pray, " Comfort me ! comfort me ! " 

For how should comfort be ? 
O — O that cooing mouth, — that little white head ! 
No ; but I pray, " If it be not too late, 

Open to me the gate, 
That I may find my babe when I am dead. 



" Show me the path. I had forgotten Thee 

When I was happy and free. 
Walking down here in the gladsome light o' the sun ; 
But now I come and mourn ; O set my feet 

In the road to Thy blest seat. 
And for the rest, O God, Thy will be done." 



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DOMINION 



When found the rose delight in her fair hue ? 
Color is nothing to this world ; 't Is I 
That see it. Farther, I discover soul, 
That trees are nothing to their fellow-trees ; 
It is but I that love their stateliness, 
And I that, comforting my heart, do sit 
At noon beneath their shadow. I will step 
On the ledges of this world, for it is mine ; 
But the other world ye wot of shall go too ; 
I will carry It in my bosom. O my world, 
That was not built with clay ! 

Consider it 
(This outer world we tread on) as a harp, — 
A gracious instrument on whose fair strings 
We learn those airs we shall be set to play 
When mortal hours are ended. Let the wings, 
Man, of thy spirit move on it as wind. 
And draw forth melody. Why shouldst thou yet 
Lie grovelling ? More is won than e'er was lost : 
Inberit. Let th} day bs to thy night 



308 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

A teller of good tidings. Let thy praise 
Go up as birds go up that, when they wake, 
Shake off the dew and soar. 

So take Joy home, 
And make a place in thy great heart for her. 
And give her time to grow, and cherish her ; 
Then will she come, and oft will sing to thee. 
When thou art working in the furrows ; ay, 
Or weeding in the sacred hour of dawn. 
It is a comely fashion to be glad, — 
Joy is the grace we say to God. 

Art tired ? 
There is a rest remaining. Hast thou sinned ? 
There is a Sacrifice. Lift up thy head, 
The lovely world, and the over-world alike, 
Ring with a song eterne, a happy rede, 
" Thy Father loves thee." 



Yon moored mackerel fleet 
Hangs thick as a swarm of bees, 

Or a clustering village street 
Foundationless built on the seas. 



SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 309 

II. 

The mariners ply their craft, 

Each set in his castle frail ; 
His care is all for the draught, 

And he dries the rain-beaten sail. 

III. 

For rain came down in the night, 

And thunder muttered full oft, 
But now the azure is bright, 

And hawks are wheeling aloft. 

IV. 

I take the land to my breast. 

In her coat with daisies fine ; 
For me are the hills in their best, 

And all that 's made is mine. 

V. 

Sing high ! " Though the red sun dip, 

There yet is a day for me ; 
Nor youth I count for a ship 

That long ago foundered at sea. 



310 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 



" Did the lost love die and depart ? 

Many times since we have met ; 
For I hold the years in my heart, 

And all that was — is yet. 

VII. 

" I grant to the king his reign ; 

Let us yield him homage due ; 
But over the lands there are twain, 

O king, I must rule as you. 

VIII. 

" I grant to the wise his meed. 
But his yoke I will not brook, 

For God taught me to read — 
He lent me the world for a book.* 



SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 311 



FRIENDSHIP. 

ON A SUN-POETRAIT OF HER HUSBAND, SENT BY HIS WIFE 
TO THEIR FRIEND. 

Beautiful eyes — and shall I see no more 

The living thought when it would leap from thpm, 

And play in all its sweetness 'neath their lids ? 

Here was a man familiar with fair heights 

That poets climb. Upon his peace the tears 

And troubles of our race deep inroads made, 

Yet hfe was sweet to him ; he kept his heart 

At home. Who saw his wife might well have thought - — 

" God loves this man. He chose a wife for him — 

The true one ! " O sweet eyes, that seem to live, 

I know so much of you, tell me the rest ! 

Eyes full of fatherhood and tender care 

For small, young children. Is a message here 

That you would fain have sent, but had not time ? 

If such there be, I promise, by long love 

And perfect friendship, by cdl trust that comes 



312 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

Of understanding, that I will not fail, 
No, nor delay to find it. 

O, my heart 
Will often pain me as for some strange fault — 
Some grave defect in nature — when I think 
How I, delighted, 'neath those olive-trees, 
Moved to the music of the tideless main, 
While, with sore weeping, in an island home 
They laid that much-loved head beneath the sod, 
And I did not know. 



I. 

I stand on the bridge where last we stood 
When delicate leaves were young ; 

The children called us from yonder wood, 
While a mated blackbird sung. 

II. 

Ah, yet you call, — in your gladness call, - 
And I hear your pattering feet ; 

It does not matter, matter at all. 
You fatherless children sweet, — 



SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 313 

III. 

It does not matter at all to you, 

Young hearts that pleasure besets ; 
The father sleeps, but the world is new, 

The child of his love forgets. 

IV. 

I too, it may be, before they drop, 

The leaves that flicker to-day, 
Ere bountiful gleams make ripe the crop, 

Shall pass from my place away : 



Ere yon gray cygnet puts on her white, 
Or snow lies soft on the wold. 

Shall shut these eyes on the lovely light, 
And leave the story untold. 

VI. 

Shall I tell it there ? Ah, let that be. 
For the warm pulse beats so high ; 

To love to-day, and to breathe and see — 
To-morrow perhaps to die — 



314 SONGS WITH PRELUDES. 

VII. 

Leave it with God. But this I have known, 

That sorrow is over soon ; 
Some in dark nights, sore weeping alone, 

Forget by full of the moon. 

VIII. 

But if all loved, as the few can love. 
This world would seldom be well ; 

And who need wish, if he dwells above. 
For a deep, a long death-knell. 



There are four or five, who, passing this place, 
While they live will name me yet ; 

And when I am gone will think on my face, 
And I feel a kind of regret. 



WINSTANLEY 



THE APOLOGY. 



QUOTH the cedar to the reeds and rushes^ 
" Water-grass^ you know not lohat I do : 
Know not of my storms, nor of my hushes, 
And — / know not you." 

Quoth the reeds and rushes, " Wind ! waken 

Breathe, wind, and set our answer free, 
For we have no voice, of you forsaken, 
For the cedar-tree." 

Quoth the earth at midnight to the ocean, 

" Wilderness of water, lost to view. 
Naught you are to me but sounds of motion ; 
I am naught to you." 

Quoth the ocean, " Dawn ! fairest, clearest, 
Touch me with thy golden fingers bland; 



316 WINSTANLEY. 

For I have no smile till thou appearest 
For the lovely land." 

Quoth the hero dying, whelmed in glory, 

'■^ Many hlame me, few have understood; 
Ah, my folk, to you I leave a story, — 
Make its meaning good." 

Quoth the folk, " Sing, poet ! teach us, prove us ; 

Surely we shall learn the meaning then ; 
Wound us with a pain divine, move us, 
For this man of men." 



Winstanley's deed, you kindly folk, 

With it I fill my lay, 
And a nobler man ne 'er walked the world, 

Let his name be what it may. 

The good ship " Snowdrop " tarried long, 

Up at the vane looked he ; 
" Belike," he said, for the wind had dropped, 

" She lieth becalmed at sea." 



WLNSTANLEY. 817 

Che lovely ladies flocked within, 

And still would each one say, 
*' Good mercer, be the ships come up ?'* 

But still he answered, " Nay." 

then stepped two mariners down the street, 

With looks of grief and fear : 
" Now, if Winstanley be your name. 

We bring you evil cheer ! 

" For the good ship ' Snowdrop ' struck, — she struck 

On the rock, — the Eddystone, 
And down she went with threescore men. 

We two being left alone. 

" Down in the deep, with freight and crew, 

Past any help she lies. 
And never a bale has come to shore 

Of all thy merchandise.'* 

" For cloth o' gold and comely frieze," 

Winstanley said, and sighed, 
" For velvet coif, or costly coat. 

They fathoms deep may bide. 



318 WINSTANLEY. 

" O thou brave skipper, blithe and kind, 

O mariners, bold and true, 
Sorry at heart, right sorry am I, 

A-thinking of yours and you. 

" Many long days Winstanley's breast 

Shall feel a weight within. 
For a waft of wind he shall be 'feared 

And trading count but sin. 

" To him no more it shall be joy 

To pace the cheerful town. 
And see the lovely ladies gay 

Step on in velvet gown." 

The " Snowdrop " sank at Lammas tide, 

All under the yeasty spray ; 
On Christmas Eve the brig " Content " 

Was also cast away. 

He little thought o' New Year's night, 

So jolly as he sat then, 
While drank the toast and praised the roast 

The round-faced Aldermen, — 



WINSTANLEY. 319 

While serving-lads ran to and fro, 

Pouring the ruby wine, 
And jellies trembled on the board. 

And towering pasties fine, — 

While loud huzzas ran up the roof 

Till the lamps did rock overhead. 
And holly-boughs from rafters hung 

Dropped down their berries red, — 

He little thought on Plymouth Hoe, 

With every rising tide. 
How the wave washed in his sailor lads, 

And laid them side by side. 

There stepped a stranger to the board : 

" Now, stranger, who be ye ? " 
He looked to right, he looked to left. 

And " Rest you merry," quoth he ; 

" For you did not see the brig go down, 

Or ever a storm had blown ; 
For you did not see the white wave rear 

At the rock, — the Eddystone. 



320 WINSTANLEY. 

" She drave at the rock with sternsails set ; 

Crash went the masts in twain ; 
She staggered back with her mortal blow, 

Then leaped at it again. 

" There rose a great cry, bitter and strong, 

The misty moon looked out ! 
And the water swarmed with seamen's heads, 

And the wreck was strewed about. 

" I saw her mainsail lash the sea 

As I clung to the rock alone ; 
Then she heeled over, and down she went, 

And sank like any stone. 

" She was a fair ship, but all 's one ! 

For naught could bide the shock." 
" I will take horse," Winstanley said, 

" And see this deadly rock." 

" For never again shall bark o' mine 

Sail over the windy sea, 
Unless, by the blessing of God, for this 

Be found a remedy." 



WINSTANLEY. 321 

Winstanley rode to Plymouth town 

All in the sleet and the snow, 
And he looked around on shore and sound 

As he stood on Plymouth Hoe. 

Till a pillar of spray rose far away, 

And shot up its stately head, 
Reared and fell over, and reared again : 

" *T is the rock ! the rock ! " he said. 

Straight to the Mayor he took his way, 

" Good Master Mayor," quoth he, 
" I am a mercer of London town, 

And owner of vessels three, — 

"But for your rock of dark renown, 

I had five to track the main." 
" You are one of many, " the old Mayor said, 

" That on the rock complain. 

" An ill rock, mercer ! your words ring right, 

Well with my thoughts they chime, 
For my two sons to the world to come 

It sent before their time." 



322 WINSTANLEY. 

" Lend me a lighter, good Master Mayor, 
And a score of shipwrights free, 

For I think to raise a lantern tower 
On this rock o' destiny." 

The old Mayor laughed, but sighed also ; 

" Ah, youth," quoth he, " is rash ; 
Sooner, young man, thou 'It root it out 

From the sea that doth it lash. 

" Who sails too near its jagged teeth, 

He shall have evil lot ; 
For the calmest seas that tumble there 

Froth like a boiling pot. 

" And the heavier seas few look on nigh, 
But straight they lay him dead ; 

A seventy-gun-ship, sir ! — they 11 shoot 
Higher than her mast-head. 

" O, beacons sighted in the dark, 
They are right welcome things. 

And pitchpots flaming on the shore 
Show fair as angel wings. 



WINSTAXLEY. 323 

" Hast gold in hand ? then light the land, 

It 'longs to thee and me ; 
But let alone the deadly rock 

In God Almighty's sea." 

Yet said he, " Nay, — I must away, 

On the rock to set my feet ; 
My debts are paid, my will I made, 

Or ever I did thee greet. 

" If I must die, then let me die 

By the rock and not elsewhere ; 
If I may live, O let me live 

To mount my lighthouse stair." 

The old Mayor looked him in the face, 

And answered : " Have thy way ; 
Thy heart is stout, as if round about 

It was braced with an iron stay : 

" Have thy will, mercer ! choose thy men, 
Put off from the storm-rid shore ; ^ 

God with thee be, or I shall see 
Thy face and theirs no more." 



324 WINSTANLEY. 

Heavily plunged the breaking wave, 

And foam flew up the lea, 
Morning and even the drifted snow 

Fell into the dark gray sea. 

Winstanley chose him men and gear ; 

He said, " My time I waste," 
For the seas ran seething up the shore, 

And the wrack drave on in haste. 

But twenty days he waited and more, 

Pacing the strand alone. 
Or ever he set his manly foot 

On the rock, — the Eddystone. 

Then he and the sea began their strife, 
And worked with power and might : 

Whatever the man reared up by day 
The sea broke down by night. 

He wrought at ebb with bar and beam, 
He sailed to shore at flow ; 

And at his side, by that same tide. 
Came bar and beam also. 



WINSTANLEY. 325 

" Give in, give in," the old Mayor cried, 

" Or thou wilt rue the day." 
" Yonder he goes," the townsfolk sighed, 

" But the rock will have its way. 

" For all his looks that are so stout, 

And his speeches brave and fair. 
He may wait on the wind, wait on the wave, 

But he '11 build no lighthouse there." 

In fine weather and foul weather 

The rock his arts did flout, 
Through the long days and the short days, 

Till all that year ran out. 

With fine weather and foul weather 

Another year came in : 
" To take his wage," the workmen said, 

" We almost count a sin." 

Now March was gone, came April in. 

And a sea-fog settled down, 
And forth sailed he on a glassy sea, 

He sailed fi:om Plymouth town. 



326 WINSTANLEY. 

With men and stores he put to sea, 

As he was wont to do ; 
They showed in the fog Uke ghosts full faint, - 

A ghostly craft and crew. 

And the sea-fog lay and waxed alway. 
For a long eight days and more ; 

" God help our men," quoth the women then ; 
" For they bide long from shore." 

They paced the Hoe in doubt and dread : 

" Where may our mariners be ? " 
But the brooding fog lay soft as down 
Over the quiet sea. 

A Scottish schooner made the port, 

The thirteenth day at e'en : 
" As I am a man," the captain cried, 

" A strange sight I have seen : 

" And a strange sound heard, my masters all. 

At sea, in the fog and the rain, 
Like shipwrights' hammers tapping low, 

Then loud, then low ajrain. 



WINSTANLEY. 327 

" And a stately house one instant showed, 

Through a rift, on the vessel's lee ; 
What manner of creatures may be those ' ' 

That build upon the sea ? " 

Then sighed the folk, " The Lord be praised ! " 
And they flocked to the shore amain ; 

All over the Hoe, that livelong night, 
Many stood out in the rain. 

It ceased, and the red sun reared his head, 

And the rolling fog did flee ; 
And, lo ! in the ofiing faint and far 

Winstanley's house at sea ! 

In fair weather with mirth and cheer 

The stately tower uprose ; 
In foul weather, with hunger and cold, 

They were content to close ; 

Till up the stair Winstanley went. 

To fire the wick afar ; 
And Plymouth in the silent night 

Looked out, and saw her star. 



328 WINSTANLEY. 

WInstanley set his foot ashore : 

Said he, " My work is done ; 
I hold it strong to last as long 

As aught beneath the sun. 

" But if it fail, as fail it may, 

Borne down with ruin and rout, 
Another than I shall rear it high. 

And brace the girders stout. 

" A better than I shall rear it high. 

For now the way is plain, 
And though I were dead," Winstanley said, 

" The light would shine again. 

" Yet, were I fain still to remain. 

Watch in my tower to keep. 
And tend my light in the stormiest night 

That ever did move the deep ; 

" And if it stood, why, then 't were good. 

Amid their tremulous stirs. 
To count each stroke, when the mad waves broke. 

For cheers of mariners. 



WINSTANLEY. 329 

" But if it fell, then this were well, 

That I should with it fall ; 
Since, for my part, I have built my heart 

In the courses of its wall. 

" Ay ! I were fain, long to remain, 

"Watch in my tower to keep. 
And tend my light in the stormiest night 

That ever did move the deep." 

With that Winstanley went his way, 

And left the rock renowned. 
And summer and winter his pilot star 

Hung bright o'er Plymouth Sound. 

But it fell out, fell out at last. 

That he would put to sea, 
To scan once more his lighthouse tower 

On the rock o' destiny. 

And the winds broke, and the storm broke. 

And wrecks came plunging in ; 
None in the town that night lay down 

Or sleep or rest to win. 



330 WINSTANLEY. 

The great mad waves were rolling graves, 

And each flung up its dead ; 
The seething flow was white below, 

And black the sky o'erhead. 

And when the dawn, the dull, gray dawn, 

Broke on the trembhng town. 
The men looked south to the harbor mouth. 

The lighthouse tower was down. 

Down in the deep where he doth sleep 

Who made it shine afar, 
And then in the night that drowned its light. 

Set, with his pilot star. 



Many fair tombs in the glorious glooms 

At Westminster they show ; 
The brave and the great lie there in state : 

Winstanley lieth low. 



NOTES. 



Page 1. 

This story I first wrote in prose, and it was published some 
years ago. 

Page 113. 

The name of the patriarch's wife is intended to be pro- 
nounced Nigh-Ioi-ya. 

Of the three sons of Noah — Shem, Ham, and Japhet — I 
have called Japhet the youngest (because he is always named 
last), and have supposed that, in the genealogies where he is 
called "Japhet the eldei-," he may have received the epithet 
because by that time there were younger Japliets. 

Page 193. 

The quivering butterflies in companies, 
That slowly crept adown the sandy marge, 
Like living crocus beds. 

This beautiful comparison is taken from " The Naturalist 
on the Eiver Amazons." "Vast numbers of orange-colored 
butterflies congregated on the moist sands. They assembled 



332 NOTES. 

in densely-packed masses, sometimes two or three yards in 
circumference, their wings all held in an upright position, so 
that the sands looked as though variegated with beds of cro- 
cuses" 

"Gladys and her Island." 

The woman is Imagination ; she is brooding over what she 
brought forth. 

The two purple peaks represent the domains of Poetry and 
of History. 

The girl is Fancy. 

" Winstanley." 

This ballad was intended to be one of a set, and was read 
to the children in the National Schools at Sherborne, Dorset- 
shire, in order to discover whether, if the actions of a hero 
were simply and plainly narrated, English children would like 
to learn the verses recording them by heart, as their forefathers 
did. 



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